Razard86

Lol why you think I like you so much we on the same page!!!

I don't disagree there, but hey survival is relentless lol.

So I came across a guy named R.J. Spina and he said something profound for entering a NO THOUGHT state. He said "Pretend you just got here, and you have no past and no future." I noticed that once you entertain that...all thought immediately stops...you could keep that state forever if that becomes your baseline. Also I must warn again, if you deconstruct your mind.....you need to be careful. I've done it before and it will stop reality as you know it. Your reality is held up by how you were educated, if you were to drop many of your beliefs your reality WILL SHIFT. So be prepared if you ever are curious enough to do it. To give you an example.....what do you think psychedelics are doing? They are dropping your ability to maintain your beliefs and thus everything goes haywire. Here is a secret, your brain is a filter. It filters your reality based on what you believe, if you disrupt the filter....your reality will become unstable, and if you sever all belief...only what is true will remain. Because all belief is an illusion. Test these things for yourself, but be careful you have been warned.

Lol I had good teachers. Nothing wrong with that just know that you can heal yourself of all your traumas in like an hour if you wanted too. This isn't me short changing the severity, I'm just telling you what's possible. I've had a lot of help from various teachers/gurus and tested this my self and it blew my mind. We really trick ourselves into believing that we are hurt. Time to let those bottled up emotions flow and the stories that created them go. Hope everything works out for you!! Do everything at your own pace!!

They aren't responsible for what they do. Me finding out their wasn't a Me didn't make me go start killing people. It did briefly make me act out a little lol at the time. But this dream enforces its own rules, if you do things that are harmful to those in the dream it will lash back at you. Live by the sword, die by the sword.

Really sit with this video. Contemplate on it daily, and if you are brave enough test it out in your life. How? 1. Let's just say I have tested this with people who most would avoid. It was revealed to be true. Seek to see your true face. You are infinity. So everything you come across is you. The Saint, The Sinner, are one and the same. This process is easier said than done, just know that you are no less or greater than the holiest Saint or the evilest Sinner. Don't succumb to the story, realize that you are the creator of every story.

Love your responses I can tell you do the work of integrating. Keep sharing that wisdom.

Nice trip report. Couple of things. You said you are God right? This part "I realized that it’s impossible to work with this type of traumas on a conscious level." That part is a limiting belief. I understand why you believe it because you currently have access to psychedelics so you think you can't do that work without it. This is false, psychedelics while a wonderful tool, powerful tool, are not the only tool. Psychedelics make it EASIER to do what you can do without them. You can search your subconscious without psychedelics, but the purpose to gaining greater emotional mastery is to loosen your attachment to the stories you create. If you are not careful, you create more emotional storylines and will be lost in a trip of I need to do this to heal, and that to heal, and you will HEALING for the rest of your life. Your true nature has never been traumatized, has never been harmed in any way. Your attachment to any story or concept is the source of the trauma. Use this psychedelic to cut away like scissors on paper ALL YOUR STORIES and concepts of yourself. If not, you will end up using psychedelics to increase your ego and you will expand your suffering. You are not the story you tell yourself, you are that which creates the story itself and then tricks yourself into believing it to experience said story. Other than that great job!!!

Exactly!!!! Glad you get it!!! LOL.

Ehh I am not good with names and I have no desire too either, I meet too many people on a day to day basis lol. It's fine you'll eventually remember the names of those you deal with more frequently.

Reading does a couple of things. 1. Raises your ability to think, as you think through language. 2. Expands your point of view, if you don't read you will just reinvent the wheel on everything you do. If you don't want to read fine, listen to people who do read at least you can glean something since they have done the work for you. 3. The more you read= the more life times you have lived. You are literally gaining perspectives of people who have gone before you. 4. Makes you a better communicator in being able to organize your thoughts and communicate them effectively. 5. Increases your ability to make sense of what others are communicating. But hey you can always not read....and not gain any of these things. Then your conversations will be only about music, current events, and the news. That totally sounds like someone that is interesting to talk with....LOL. Now you should pair reading with CONTEMPLATION as well. Otherwise...you become a parrot lol.

Exactly, don't demonize anything, don't desire anything, and allow others to be influenced by your lack of desire/agenda.

What is a game? An activity that is engaged in through competition to produce a winner and loser. The biggest game obviously is the game of survival. Now because the biggest stake is your life and losing means the end of that life there are no bigger stakes that can be played. To gain any advantage in a game you must deceive your opponent. In basketball to beat your opponent off the dribble you have to feint (pretend to go in one direction) and then go in the opposite direction as quickly as possible with the ball. This is called a cross over. When finishing at the rim, to avoid being blocked you can do what is called and up and under. Where you pretend to finish with a layup and at the last second bring your arms down and finish at a different angle. In chess, you place your movements in a way to trick your opponent so he cannot figure out how you hope to obtain his King. In the jungle the iguana matches whatever his environment is. The Lion sneaks up on his prey and at the last moment pounces on him and eats him. This means that all games that involve competition are inherently deceptive. This means if you play any game being a great deceiver is a strong characteristic. Notice this!! As long as you are competing to get what you want, not deceiving actually holds you back. So the very core foundation of all games, rears its ugly head in the extremes when people find ways to even bend the rules or create entirely different ones. Notice how we justify some deception and others we demonize. This is how you can get lost in your own games that you cannot even see straight anymore. All deception is lies, manipulation, greed, and a desire to gain control. Now I am not demonizing it, I am just presenting what it is. So a white lie is deception, manipulation, greed, and a desire to gain control. People tell white lies all the time because they fear the reaction someone will have if they really knew how they felt about something or someone. Since society runs on white lies that they call being civil or polite, the shadow that comes up out of that is gossip, envy, jealousy, and cliques. In sports such as basketball and futbol you get awarded points for being fouled so what some players do is they pretend to be fouled called "flopping" to gain an edge. Gossiping is not different. Think about it? If I cannot say how I truly feel around you, I'll say how I truly feel about you to someone else. So all gossip is deception, manipulation, greed, and a desire to control. Again this is not demonization, it's illumination. This is why all identity games create conflict, and always contradict themselves. Why? Well its obvious, if there is only one being playing all the roles, then paradox, contradiction, is inevitable. So what is the solution? All identities awaken to the fact that they are one self and then the gameless game can be played. What is the gameless game? The game that has no desire to win or lose, the game that transcends survival. Paradoxically when this game is played survival will actually be taken care of much more efficiently than when it is a competition for it. This is why awareness, truth, love, are curative. Until then, every game is just a game of who can trick/deceive who better.

Glad you got it. To me the creation of gender has not been used properly, as the people who use it don't even understand what the purpose of it was and have been wreaking havoc on it. Gender = Cultural understanding of male and female roles. Sex= Cultural understanding of male and female anatomy. Its as simple as that. The moment you start forgetting this, and using it interchangeably it can start to get confusing which is what has been going on. As the world's soup of definitions start mixing and mixing more you start creating more chaos. Currently in America we are starting to stifle freedom of speech, you have no clue how much worse you are going to make things. It's why majority of terrorist attacks are domestic and are done by home grown extremist groups. Whenever you try to suppress/control anything, you actually make it worse. Don't even get me started on America's war on drugs, and everything else. These identity games are confusing because most don't even understand the identities, and you keep erecting even more identities. And here is the kicker....they don't have to agree to your definitions either.

The point I'm making is the solution is to raise awareness. Humanity's highest evolution, will have them reach balance of both non/dual and duality. From that point, corruption will cease. It's not impossible to get rid of corruption, if it were what we are doing is a fool's errand. Humanity is constantly striving to be more loving for a reason. The only reason corruption exists is because humanity denies their corruptibility. The moment humanity can honestly face the truth that survival= corruption then we can transcend survival and corruption entirely. Also I am not demonizing arrogance, if you want to make that argument I could say the opposite is true which is don't demonize demonizing arrogance as both produce the same result a split identity and thus devilry. The point being made here, the belief of good and evil while entangled with survival will just create an infinite cycle of corruption and ignorance. To transcend it, realize we are all innately corrupt, and that corruption comes from a desire to survive and thrive. The desire to protect that is based on identity. When we can take an honest look at this aspect of our psyche and how it functions we can finally have an honest conversation. Until then, we are just like children pretending to be adults. True maturity is self-knowledge both from the infinite perspective and through knowledge of finite expression.

An Alternate Version of Leo!!!

Read this excerpt from Osho about Men and Women. https://www.osho.com/osho-online-library/osho-talks/woman-men-insanity-07d4b208-7b7?p=64909c37dc40631a5d43c0c5fffab1c0 Now notice from one perspective, the feminine desire to express itself in the present moment randomly with no forethought can be seen as insane, ungrounded, and also can be seen as sane and grounded because the feminine is present. The feminine is concerned with the immediate things at hand, it isn't lost in dreams of what might be, or could be. That is sanity, that is being grounded! The Masculine is concerned with future possibilities of problems, and solutions and can get lost in conceptual thought that they can be lost in thought and not be present or grounded. So the Masculine and Feminine are both grounded and ungrounded, insane and sane. Its all a MATTER OF PERSPECTIVE!!! The sanity of the Feminine. Being present. Being aware of the current circumstances and being able to feel or intuit the happenings around them. The insanity of the Feminine, it has no forethought, it has no agenda, it just expresses based on the feelings of the moment. The sanity of the Masculine. Being present in thought and conceptualization about possible dangers and how the current circumstances could impact the future. The insanity of the Masculine. Lost in thought about new perspectives, new inventions, new possibilities. This thought has no agenda, it brainstorms and expresses based on the trajectory of the previous thought. If you look, you will see, the two parts are one and the same, mirroring each other. Its just a battle of logic and emotions, thoughts and intuition. Both are different expressions, being expressed the same way. When logic and emotion merges, when thoughts and intuition merge, then you have balanced the two.

Good point, but them believing that sex and birth defines what masculinity and femininity is ignorance. You can't renounce the masculine and feminine they symbolically are the two parts reality itself. So this renunciation is a farce. Additionally the wars are not the foundation of society, peace is. There is no sustainable progress without peace, just like their is no growth without rest. In fact, more progress is made during times of peace than war. War only spurs technological progress, but peace improves social connection. The time period of war was pervasive because survival was harsh, now we currently have the technology to feed every mouth on the planet yet still we fight. This is ignorance and greed.

1. You are in conflict right now with breakingthewall. Conflict is always inevitable, its the only way duality can play with itself. 2. You are creating a distinction between war and peace, if it is one being,,,then how is war not peace? If this being is eternal can it ever be anything but peace and love? If war didn't exist you wouldn't need an immune system. It's inherent. What do you think motion is? The end of one frame of reality being replaced by a new frame. So death and rebirth just in animation. Take a bunch of photos of yourself walking and play it, its called motion picture or video/movie. The words you use to write with, must compete within your mind for implementation. You might even erase a certain word, in favor for a "better sounding one" or more "suitable" one. Threaten a woman's child and you will find out quickly how "non-violent" she is. A woman would even fight the father of her child if she thinks he wants to harm her child.

Here is a Wikipedia Link of the historical doctor they mentioned near the end of the documentary. Ignaz Semmelweis. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ignaz_Semmelweis Its crazy how almost every time you are the first to discover something you are usually seen as crazy.

All being done by the same being that plays all the parts. The story can't be a story without good guys and bad guys, and an even better story blurs the lines between which one is good or bad.

Well you could always consider first person spirituality science as well. For example in India they consider Yoga Science even though done correctly it is supposed to become a private first-person form of spirituality. So I would say the limits of what science is, is created by the individual. Mysticism can be viewed as science if one is willing to increase the boundaries of the term. For me personally, everything is science, everything is art, I'm not so restrictive as someone else might be. To each their own.

1. You are the main character in your life, and your life is a movie. The only difference is, you weren't given a script, you are your own audience, your own critic, your own scriptwriter, and you are the main character. 2. Notice how you complain about them either seeing themselves as losers, or perfect? Notice how your complain is contradictory. Do you know why? Maybe just maybe everyone is a mirror of you and your complaint with them is just your own complaint against your self. Whenever you criticize anyone you will always be engaged in paradox because the same things you just complained about, you yourself engage in. Once you become aware of this, you will use others as a barometer of how you want to express yourself. Truthfully you have always done this, but you will do it more consciously. 3. You can't learn how to not talk too much until you get to experience it, you can't learn timing until you see it, you can't learn how to be a better listener until you see it, your whole life is you getting to experience what you consider "right" and wrong and then noticing how hard it is to keep being "right." One day, you give up trying to be right, and learn to just be. "Right" is an illusionary concept you project onto reality and since reality is constantly changing on every level the more wrapped up you get into it the harder you will ever be able to figure out what right or wrong is.

It's however you hold it. Me too been sick for a week. It's been an amazing trip. Nobody pissed in my soup, I told you what my issue was. I'll be waiting for that wonderful trip report, hopefully I'll be the first to read it!!

Has it helped you personally?