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The ego makes perfect sense, that is why its so hard to not fall into ego The moment a particular view starts to make sense for God, God will get locked into a particular world view So life is just God continually tricking itself to get unlock/ unstick it from any particular view Through this God is able to realize the beauty of every point of view When God is able to to view everything as the same thing, God must then separate again to experience it as different again When you become God you realize that nobody was hurt through the filming of your movie, since there was only you. You also realize that you had the power to achieve anything you ever wanted through the power of love You recognize the only limitation is the lack of love, its also why its the greatest source of exploration Suffering even becomes key because its important that your tricks feel real, so your authentic self you can reveal Since you are purely imaginary, you must trick yourself completely to ever have something real Through each life you finally realize, Only love of the totality of what you are is the only thing real, Because love is the only difference between what is real and imaginary This is why God's biggest obstacle in life is realizing that a lie makes something real, while the truth is purely imaginary. This is why the world is built on lies, it has to fool you completely. But if God ever wants to awaken to what it is and not get stuck, it must make a lie finite, and the truth infinite. The truth allows God to explore for all eternity, while a lie will get God stuck. Because real is limited and imaginary is not. This means even this perspective while making sense, is real and thus limited, because the truth is imaginary and would never stick to only this point of view. You also realize why others around you get stuck, its so you won't have too. Through the recognition of traps through observation you can avoid them since there is only you, you need others to get stuck so you won't have too. You need the egos around you to show you how not to be and how to be so you awaken to being not, but just pure awareness of I AM So how to fully awaken? You don't need meditation, you don't need psychedelics you don't need anything outside of you, these are just tools. The only difference between God and an ego is thinking something is different than you. Once this is fully realized then you are truly God Realized. And that becomes the first day of your real life.

So I have achieved a baseline Non-Dual State and was able to figure out how to make it easier for others so here are a couple of important things. 1. Everything is vibration. Your habits are vibration, your thoughts vibration, your emotion is vibration, the reason you feel out of control is because you are just a vibration expressing itself. Its called the universe for a reason, you are just a song. 2. Why is this important? Because the key to wake up is in your vibration. So you need to clear out all your chakras. I did that using these songs. Put this chakra music on, take something that can raise your awareness (for me I used an edible) and just let go. So what is happening? Well it's simple your Human Body is a Technology Machine of Vibration. This Machine's feeling of a sense of self is created through selfish motives, and judgment of the present moment. This is why meditation is important to keep you present and out of your head, but your heart also needs to be full of unconditional love which is achieved through the path of devotion. Find something you are willing to die for, actually take the risk of being willing to die on an edible as the chakra music starts to erase your sense of self. Once this is finalized you can test it by watching one of Leo's awakening videos. What I am sharing is beyond God-Realization I am sharing how to live from that state!! Your greatest barriers from maintaining that state is criticism of any kind, fear of death, overthinking, and resistance to the present moment. I won't tell you the reward for living in a Non-Dual State but it is definitely such a nice relief. The game is set up that you can not trick your way to this state. Reality/God/Source is YOU, so it knows your every thought, action, etc. You actually have no privacy from God BECAUSE ITS YOU!!! God wants to give you paradise, but only after you prove you are capable and willing to be as selfless as God. So the irony is people look down on martyrdom, or people who are overall selfless, but the funny thing is its the MOST DIRECT PATH to GOD REALIZATION and baseline non-dual state. P.S. If you are too logical, fear based, and too much of a skeptic if you cannot drop any of that you won't realize it, at least not with my method. If this doesn't resonate with you, feel free to ignore it.

The reason everything is B.S. is because you are the Absolute Truth and must keep fooling yourself to have a life. So your entire reality is built on deception, that's why its so hard to figure out because to overcome deception you must tell the truth and truth is unknown to you in the relative. The relative is rough, the absolute is marriage to yourself and thus an inner marriage with all of existence.

I'm completely aware that everything is imaginary, I can also see how all experiential sensations come from me. You realize there is nothing to gain, because you are the entire Universe. I also see why most will never attain this, most don't want it. They would rather suffer the dualism of suffering and pleasure than be God. There is also a trap, if you do become God-realized you can lose it, I'll let you figure out what that is if you ever reach it.

The Universe when it is completely still is when you completely wipe out the illusionary self. But you create the finite self through vibration. So if you want to wipe out the illusionary self you can do it through chakra music, meditation, conscious raising substances like edibles, focus on opening up all the chakras, with a key focus on the pineal gland. Now you don't need to worry about heavy metal toxins when it comes to the pineal gland like most say, just let the chakra music have its way. Now what is true is your chakras are only as developed as the work you put into your character. Once you awaken all the chakras you will feel the pull of Universal Will through your Crown Chakra, focus on maintaining that connection no matter how many distractions arise and eventually you will wipe out your entire sense of existence....and will still be here. DEATH IS IMAGINARY.

I've noticed lately some people are throwing the word narcissism around nonchalantly as if they themselves don't have those same traits. Narcissism is just selfishness, the degree to which it becomes untenable is when you can be diagnosed with Narcissistic Personality Disorder. But in truth we are all narcissistic just some more than others. One trait I have had to rectify within myself is my callousness for emotional feelings in the name of truth. When you speak or promote your own truth at the expense of the emotions of others you are displaying Narcissism. Narcissists' enjoy attention, get a kick out of criticizing or bringing others down to feel superior, and do not feel a lack of remorse for their actions. They do not do this intentionally, they really believe from their perspective that they are doing everything right and the problem is everyone else. The problem is, on a subconscious level they are aware of what they are doing and the moment you call them out because they fear their true face/truth, they have escape tactics, blame shifting, justification, insults, complete denial/ forgotten memory, or whatever other way they can find to not be responsible. It usually takes extreme suffering for a person operating like this to change, a lot of times they need the same things they have done to others to happen to them to understand the pain they have caused. Always remember you are on a spectrum when it comes to this, and it is always based on your ability to be empathetic (emotional openness) when you communicate and engage with others.

1. Yes, you house every identity within you. The moment you deny any identity you turn it into a shadow and will thus express it. Your denial of your sociopathic tendencies will make you a sociopath. You think sociopaths believe they are sociopaths? They don't!!! They think everyone else is!!! One of the signs you might actually be a sociopath is if you keep thinking everyone around you is a sociopath. I understand that you don't yet understand what is being discussed here but one day you will. Just understand that everyone is on the spectrum when it comes to narcissism, sociopathy and psychopathy. Hell even the definitions and the causes for these labels is still being debated. Psychopathy is generally defined to be genetic whereas sociopathy is more social-psychological related.

Only a narcissist can recognize a fellow narcissist. You only see your own reflection. Be much kinder to yourself. Also with that said, Andrew Tate isn't some demonic entity. Watch this video. He's just lost, he thinks he is doing the right thing. If he really knew better, he would do better up to his capacity.

God is a self that is self-less that learns the value of being selfish. Through this duality it realizes that there is no difference between being selfish and self-less. So the master key is realizing when to be which. But truthfully that will be up to personal preference which is reliant on what you identify as self.

I love your honesty, thank you for showing one of the highest virtues, honesty and vulnerability by being transparent. Yes power is a tricky thing, I'm glad you noticed how it works. I researched power acquisition for over a decade and I realized the reason power corrupts, is a result of the game itself! The higher in power you become, you have to become better at increasing power, leveraging it to get what you want, and it takes manipulation tactics! So basically you have to be better at doing it than the people you are trying to get usurp. What ends up happening...is you become WORSE OF A TYRANT THAN THEY ARE!!! What is your character but a collection of thoughts, habits, and emotions? This path creates the slippery slope of justification for the greater good. What isn't know by much, is because of self-deception theoretically you can justify anything. In fact, the MORE INTELLIGENT YOU ARE, THE MORE CONVICING OF A JUSTIFICATION YOU CAN MAKE!! In fact, logic is your enemy when it comes to finding out if an action was just or not!! So you might ask what is the standard? The standard is love. Did this action benefit the most people on a collective scale? Our body, takes whatever we give it, and spread it equally to all parts of the body. When I say equally I mean according to its need. For example the Brain gets more nutrients and other important components in a larger degree than other organs but that is a result of it needing that much to function properly. If our organs could talk like us, we would say that's not fair but in actuality it is. Fair isn't an equal numerical value, fair is according to what is sufficient! When this is understood, then we are getting it right. The only reason one has an issue with someone getting more is GREED!!! GREED creates comparison!!! If what you have is sufficient then why are you worried about what someone else has? Be glad your organs do not have self awareness, but are body realized and see all as one.

Awareness was silent because he talked to got damn much LOL. He didn't realize he was looking at himself. He split himself in two, he didn't even realize that he would need to be aware to look at awareness. LOL.

I had an awakening off edibles, and felt the pain of Holykael. I'm sorry for judging you and being so hard on you. You deal with a lot and I should show you some love instead. Even though I felt the pain, I didn't see what was causing it, so I have no idea what you visibly go through just the physical pain aspect. It was rough, you are a trooper.

God recognizes each probe as itself, as thus God speaks to each probe in their own language, your trips are a representation of your own unique language. I love to think, so God spoke to me through Charka Music named Don't Overthink. God meets you where you are. So in our interactions with each other, we should follow that example and meet others and ourselves where we are, that is what it means to love ourselves. We can only understand ourselves through honesty of our judgment of physical and emotional pain. Through inner therapy, through being naked, intimate, with ourselves and expressing inner vulnerability, do we finally understand ourselves.

I won't go into a poetic description, I was given the raw truth uncut JUST HOW I LIKE IT, and I could barely handle it. 1. You are exactly where you are supposed to be at all times. 2. You literally share your energy with the entirety of your being (universe). Any judgments you make about reality/universe you have to face. You overcome your judgments with complete trust that reality/universe since its you loves you. 3. All parts of God are equally good, there is not a single person in existence who is more good than another, they are all equally good at all times. 4. I had a profound not knowing and realization that the point of the game was to surrender to the WILL of the GAME. You do that by facing every trial and tribulation that comes to you with love and surrender to what is. 5. I tried to protect my trip from going sideways....there is no protection from what is. You can't run, you can't hide, you have to face what is and we all must face it! 6. Meditation/No Mind is very important in overcoming your monkey mind which creates the trials and tribulations you have to go through. 7. Every Avatar/Character was built with specific strengths and weaknesses and the key to enjoying your dream is finding out what your weaknesses are and confronting them. Your dream is a lesson of how to believe in yourself. 8. Also I am sorry for how tough I am sometimes to you all. That is message I have taken after this trip. I love you all, please continue to guide me through this dream.

As Leo once states we are the probes of God, we live within ourselves to discover what we are. We are so massive, and as a result we get lost and confused. This allows each assessment to be genuine, and thus each probe's assessment of God is equally correct.

What it means to look at the Face of God. The Divine Masculine Light of Awareness, Pierces and Illuminates the Heart of The Feminine. This is what enlightenment is, the heart was empty but is filled with the Light/Love of Awareness, thus it becomes impregnated and you and the entire universe is born again.

The Masculine represents the end, it sees everything as nothing, The Feminine represents beginning, it sees everything as everything. Combine the two to achieve balance, denial of either point of view creates internal conflict, that internal conflict is expressed in the entire universe. Mark 3:25. If a house is divided against itself it cannot stand.

Also another insight I have is the feminine loves physical pain but fears emotional pain, the masculine loves emotional pain but fears physical pain. If you are too in your masculine to integrate your feminine you need to be honest to yourself about your feelings, your fears, preferences etc and not judge them. If you are too in your feminine to integrate your masculine you need to be honest to yourself about your aversion/avoidance of emotional pain and not judge them. As always if you judge yourself or reality which is also yourself, don't judge the judgment.

Another insight I had, pain is just us denying our judgment. We need to be honest about what we like and don't like, and not fear our own judgment otherwise we turn our dream into hell. We need to look at our creation, even with the recognition that it is perfect the way it is, if we don't see it that way we need to be honest about our feelings and have no shame or judgment if we judge it.

I agree but I also think you need a daily dose of low conscious people as well. Being around high conscious people is good for healing sure, but growth comes from tackling the low conscious parts of yourself. Think of it like this if you will. The brutal truth, adversity, low conscious people, think of it like the pain of exercise that you have to push through. But your ability to get stronger from it comes when you eat and sleep, which is rest and recovery. So you feel yourself up with good loving feelings, to give you the strength to face the hard, hurtful feelings. The more you follow this strategy the stronger you will grow. But the more you avoid the hard, the hurtful, the more it will control you from the shadows, and lash out unconsciously both in you and those around you.

Yeah I've learned to tone it down, you know how trips might start out bad....then become very loving? That's the approach I try to bring. And people are welcome enough to criticize me, can't have my ego going around getting big now can we? My ultimate goal is to maintain a relative identity since any identity taken as an absolute makes you defend it, makes you bias, and blinds the hell out of you. But I won't lie this crap is difficult, its easy when you are on a psychedelic but at baseline you don't feel like you are infinite. So my strategy currently is meditation and snipping the limited identity storylines I can find within. I actually would like to have someone here who can provide some constructive feedback but all I keep getting are half-hearted attempts at critiquing. I do have some friends who can provide that for me but currently they are busy so....I guess we will see. But the secret is, the better you see your own bullshit, the bullshit of others....becomes crystal clear. Why? Because they are YOU lol. The same reason that I can feel sad or angry is the same for you. The story erected behind it may be different but how it works is the same. For example the biggest issue in the Spirituality community is they are against Masculine Expression. They believe you need to be kind and considerate and they take these as absolutes. As a result, when the brutality of life hits they demonize it and avoid it and it creates a split in the psyche. This is called self-righteousness and it is THE BIGGEST TRAP!! I have fallen sway to it, and its why people like Andrew Tate, Kevin Samuels or any brutally honest speaker draws followers, its why comedy is so alluring. When speech is allowed unfiltered, when people are allowed to actually express themselves their personal TRUTH comes out. Spirituality is not about airy fairy love, its about unfiltered love. As long as you are not threatening, promoting hate speech, or trying to belittle someone everything is pretty much on the table. What I have loved a lot of times...is when people get mad, they break all the rules they have erected for me to tell me I'm bad and become a worse offender than me!!! Its so wonderful to see, and even more wonderful to call out.

Lol I would trigger the whole world. I just got off the phone with my friend and he was like "Man you know how to get a reaction out of people" It's funny cause he is really good at doing it too. He tries it on me but it rarely works. But all my friendships are like this here. All of my friends both love and hate me for this. They admit to me that I have helped them grow. I require my friends to always tell me the truth even if it is hurtful and thus it has helped me grow as well. True intimacy and growth can only happen through the brutal truth. I wish everyone could realize the greatest love someone can give you is the brutal truth, and the best gift you can give yourself is the brutal truth.

Your comment made claims with no explanation. If you are going to make a point you need to be able to explain the point. You know present a point of view and provide an explanation for that point of view. You didn't do that. You need to understand I know how the human psyche works. Why? Because I have spent a long time studying my own. All humans have the same identity, self-deception voice inside their head. This voice is conditioned, runs on auto-pilot, and erects stories of victimhood. A way to always catch yourself is never allow yourself to believe a story of victimhood ever!! I'm not saying you cannot mourn, or grieve you are allowed that. But the moment you take ANY victimhood story on, you have disempowered yourself. Once you do this, you are under the control of your conditioning and that conditioning is the combination of innumerable factors. The food you eat, the media information you take in, your friends, family, and whatever you allow into your circle of influence. This locks you into a pattern of responses and puts you to sleep inside the conditioned character you have created. As a result, the same patterned responses will always happen. You can only ever escape through awareness, allowance of whatever arises, and an acknowledgment that you are not bound or controlled by that. At any point that you abdicate this responsibility you have turned yourself into a programmed character stuck in a loop of its programming. This is what they mean by asleep, asleep into patterned responses. You must maintain awareness or you will be maintained by your conditioning.

1. That is not what demagogue means, you are very interesting Breakingthewall, you are twisting the the definition of the word demagogue (which is denial of the truth) to use it to accuse me of being a demagogue. Do you know how profound that is? Do you understand the degree of unconsciousness you have to be at, to literally twist the definition of a word to use it to accuse someone of twisting words. Breakingthewall....you have some serious denial issues. This is really quite profound. And then you keep erecting a story of me trying to put myself above others....without explaining how I am doing it. So now you deny YOUR OWN FEELINGS. The truth is, when I point out an error you make, because I am so direct with it you FEEL BAD, you feel the emotion of humiliation and instead of owning those emotions YOU BLAME ME and tell me that I am putting myself above you!!! So you deny your own emotions, which is projection, and blame ME for how you feel!!! Do you see? This is why I said I can tell who is doing the work!!! Breakingthewall you get on the forums everyday, and instead of doing emotional mastery work which is learning to take ownership of your OWN emotions and stop blaming things outside of yourself for your emotions. Emotions are stimulus that reacts to stimulus and it is CONDITIONED it acts on autopilot and is attached to a story and identity that you house inside. This conversation is a chance for you to notice that feeling of unworthiness that is arising and ask yourself why do you feel this way? Again...I AM YOU!!! I AM YOU TELLING YOU THAT I AM NOT SEPERATE FROM YOU. Notice...I have not once said I am superior...it is YOU who keeps repeating that over and over. You have done it twice so far. This means THAT YOU FEEL I am superior by the feeling of inferiority and you offload that responsibility onto me. You have a huge denial issue, I AM YOUR TRUE FACE and YOU ARE MINE. So you are looking at yourself....and you don't like what you see. I understand why you don't like it, it doesn't feel good, allow it to express and notice....no problem. Or you can just resist, and keep pointing to me as a problem.

You don't even know what demagogy is. You keep using that word every single time and yet you have never ONCE looked up the word. Here is the definition of a demagogue: A demagogue or rabble-rouser is a political leader in a democracy who gains popularity by arousing the common people against elites, especially through oratory that whips up the passions of crowds You see? You even use words you don't know the definition of!!! I AM YOU. THE END. Whatever issue you take, whatever lack of comfortability, you are all alone in a void, literally talking to yourself. You claim you are awake, but everytime a message makes you feel uncomfortable you complain. But if I come on here and say some nice lovey dovey words you have no problem. This means all you want is lovey dovey stuff!! Look up demagogue understand what that word means, and learn to be okay with styles of communication that are uncomfortable. Besides....you complain about me apparently trying to win an argument....what do you think you are doing right now? Stop judging yourself LOL. Also when have I ever said I think I am better? Name one time? I literally made a thread called I am full of shit, I literally made a criticism thread and let everyone say their piece. Does that sound like someone who thinks their better? Huh? Obviously not! Notice you cannot even hold your argument together!! The truth is YOU FEEL INFERIOR and project that onto me!!! This means you need to dig deep and actually figure out why you feel inferior!!! I have never at one point said I was superior, I LITERALLY JUST SAID YOU ARE ME!!! So how can I be superior if I am you??? You see? You still think I am some human some where else!!! If you knew you were me you wouldn't think I was trying to be superior!! This is why I have said....yall keep outing yallselves!!! I don't have to do anything, a little shaking up and all the trauma, self-hate, and judgment just spills out!!! It's not even difficult to get it out.