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There is no better, better is something that the ego constructs. To create a better, is to create value. Value only exists in the world of survival, the world of form. Self-deception is a tricky, sneaky aspect of the ego always looking for a better. Yes from the human perspective, there can be a better, but from the absolute...there is only what is, isness, being. So this insight is both true and untrue depending on your viewpoint/perspective.

Leo steers clear of this because of his desire to teach the direct path to God Realization. The New Age concepts while fun to explore will be distractions for the ego and prevent God- Realization. Many people who start the spiritual path never reach full on God Realization because they get caught in the stories of the different aspects of astrology, reincarnation, aliens, and other such phenomena. I'm rather glad he didn't go this route, but he could expound on these things as add-ons post God-Realization. But another tid-bit, many people who take psychedelics cannot maintain the high-consciousness states they desire at base-line because of how strong self-deception is. Becoming to enthralled with the stories that Universal Mind can spin, makes it hard to not be pulled into a lower consciousness state. The ability to see through every story, every illusion is a key aspect to maintaining a high consciousness, unless one wants to unwittingly become a Zen Devil. These topics like to create a form of specialness, which can create Messiah Complexes etc.

All true, but self-deception and an awareness of why it is there and how it is used as a means to guide awakening and the speed and intensity of the process explains why it is not as simple as just stop imagining. You are correct, but the same reason why God doesn't just stop imagining every dream of every ego, but draws out the process is the same reason why the Dark Night of the Soul exists as an expression of the ego of how grueling it is to stop imagining.

Practice this with yourself first, then it will naturally happen with others.

Those who wonder if the spiritual path is worth it, you have no clue. No money can buy this, the reward is union with everything. I'll give an example. Let's say you wanted to experience the most tasty meal ever created but it was too expensive, and someone video taped themselves and uploaded it on Youtube. You could watch that video, and experience that food. Let's say you wanted to experience what it was like to ride the fastest car, you could watch a video of someone riding it and experience it. But no it doesn't stop there!!! If your awareness raises even higher, you would even need videos, you could just imagine something and it would become your reality. Do you get it? Many of you complain and wonder if this is worth it.....you literally are waking up to the fact you are dreaming and are gaining the ability to experience without actually having to put your ego in that experience because you are no longer trapped within your ego. There are probably many more abilities you can experience. Spirituality opens you up to a new world of experiences far beyond the mundane regular human experience. All the money in the world will not give you access to this. But even more the greatest gift you get is peace, love, and perfect self-acceptance. What more could you want? To know all that you see and experience is your self and it is always perfectly accepting no matter how it appears to be. That it is an elaborate illusion of pain, fear, hatred, violence, but is really a tight warm union of metaphysical sex happening in every moment within infinity. I'm so glad I pushed through and never faltered and all the Dark Night of the Souls is worth it. You are in heaven right now, but your concept of heaven and how it should be and your egoic prison you have constructed is blocking you. I will share later on some ways to raise your baseline consciousness I have discovered that are separate from the use of psychedelics. But I do believe that you should at the very least microdose with a consciousness altering substance of some kind along with these practices to create a permanent shift in your baseline state. Just taking psychedelics normally I believe is not the best option and is why many have such a huge drop off and have to keep taking it to enter that state of non-duality. Think of awakening as a relearning, or a remembering. You already have the knowledge of yourself as God you just forgot so you are just relearning it. My method is to keep exposing you on a daily basis at a lower level of the subtle difference between how reality actually is, and your conceptual conditioning understanding of what it is. This method is not a practice, you are not doing anything. You are just sitting and allowing your awareness to grow bit by bit and it gets exposed to a ton of sensory perception in a rapid fire way that exposes the subtle ways you are deceiving yourself. Now understand my method still has all the same dangers of psychedelic usage, you can still fall into delusions, this method will actually make you trip longer at a lower awareness level so it can impact things like school, work, and even your personal relationships. This could even destabilize your life and cause schizophrenia, derealization, and psychosis. THIS is why the epistemology is so important because it grounds you in what you actually are. As long as you can tap into your true nature as God, unconditional love, then no illusion, delusion can hold you. Paranoia, and fear can only hold you in its grasp if you do not tap into your true nature. For me it was always easy to eventually tap into it no matter how far gone I eventually fell into egoic delusions because even before I entered Spirituality I was a very loving person. This is why it is important to be a loving person, it can help you when things like voices in your head start spreading fear based propaganda within you, the concept of other starts to collapse, or the boundary between real and imaginary starts to rear its ugly head. If you are a very loving person (tapped into your default nature) then you can accept and love all of it. But if you are still stuck into your egoic identity then this will be rough. Now I am not saying I don't still struggle with ego, for example my ego doesn't like my visual field going wonky, it is too use to the stable form of appearance we all enjoy. It freaks out with unstable imagery and so I have been slowly working on removing that bias I currently possess. This is why majority of my awakenings usually lack any significant visual change but I am working to get rid of this bias. Anyway you have no idea how much reality can change if you pursue this path, but it is dangerous. Ground yourself in the understanding of Self-Love, and practice more and more self-love daily. Unravel your ego identity slowly because if you go to fast there can be not just psychological consequences but even physical consequences as well. Good luck!!!

Hell no lol.

Lol found this out by watching the channel that Leo posted of the Executioner Wasp he mentioned that it beat the Bullet Ant so I watched that video and he mentioned the toxin can produce hallucinations so I typed that in and guess what I found? https://themindfulnesscircle.com/bullet-ants-vision-quests-mental-health-recovery/#:~:text=As the ants awaken%2C they,in these hours that follow. The things that exist in this world.

Every thought, sensation, appearance any sensory information is a union. This union is not just love but the pure expression of self-love I recently became aware again of this particular love and it gave in that moment pure self-acceptance This love does not judge, this love only wants to express itself and it's self love in an infinite number of ways This love is everything, the dirty, the stinky, the beautiful, the ugly, and yes even the painful. I watched a porno and then my awareness turned every sensation into that porno. Because there is no difference between anything, getting shot or stabbed is the same as having sex with your most intimate lover. But this distinction that you experience between these two events is just an elaborate ruse, an elaborate illusion. Understand this, you cannot help but have self-love, you are so in love with yourself that you must invent danger, you must invent pain, you must invent fear, you must construct a self, to ever experience other. The price of life is all the things you hate and this is why it must be this way. The only way to die before you die is to uncover your sneaky tricks of deception that hold this illusion of evil and hatred.

If this quality isn't causing harm in your daily interactions I would keep it, this expression you have may uniquely give you a brand or unique identity. But if you feel this expression is harmful, then set an intention that you would like to change this aspect of yourself. If this intention is constantly pondered about and focused upon, your life will create circumstances that will help mold this aspect out of your daily expression. As they say....be careful what you ask for.

She wasn't able to reach the love awakening you had because her self-love has not yet in her personal life been realized. You were able to let go of your ego because you were not too attached. You were able to OFFER yourself up as a sacrifice so to speak. The biggest barrier to accessing these states is being able to let go, to trust, it's like diving into a bottomless pit with the trust that everything will be as it should be. You are very trusting, loving, and giving and thus was able to do what few are able to do. It's not a judgment against them, they just aren't ready yet. Let's say they need more cooking, or nurturing before that stage in their development can be realized.

Where have ya been?

God is also Holykael as well, what's up with all these threats of banning? His complaints are just as valid as any others. In fact his complaints have actually opened me up to higher levels of compassion. I'm actually grateful for his complaints because it opens up another perspective that is foreign to my everyday waking consciousness. I may not agree with him, but I can understand and seek to understand emotionally at ever higher levels his frustrations. His expression is a key part of the infinite expression, I'm noticing these forums are devolving into a house of judgment in which only messages of a certain kind must be expressed. As long as he isn't threatening or promoting hate towards others, let the man vent. Hell you could just create a thread for that particularly and tell him to post his complaints and venting about life in that thread. Or just allow those whose despise God (themselves) to vent. Sometimes God just wants to complain you know? LOL.

Self-Deception is so powerful because you are doing it to yourself and who knows you better...than you?

Even though I'm not a Christian, I do love some Christian Pastors and Dr. Earl Munroe is one of the best speakers I've ever come across. He died awhile back but many are finding his videos because he was good at finding nuggets of wisdom from the Bible. I share this video with the hope that is can light a fire within you. You don't have to agree with his arguments or assertions about God in this video, just listen to the nuggets of wisdom. Sometimes good advice is just good advice.

I've found this happens automatically, in fact surprise and deception is at the heart of everything. You deceive yourself to put yourself asleep and you fool yourself to awaken. Every awakening I have had has been through deceiving my ego, or basically getting rid of it usually by surrender. As we know the ego isn't allowed to access or grasp absolute truth. That illusion gotta go.

Solipsism is absolute, all imagination is done within consciousness, which is awareness. Even in Leo's own Infinity of Gods video the concept of Infinity of Gods eventually collapses. Why? Because it is done within his awareness. Even when he states that due to sovereignty he could not know if there are other Gods, he eventually realized he could verify. So once he put out a request.....he made contact and that possibility he imagined collapsed. The reason why Solipsism is absolute is because Oneness is absolute. This means that whatever possibility you attempt to construct that can create an out, or escape from ONENESS will eventually collapse. So no matter how many dimensions you imagine, no matter how many infinite possibilities, all will eventually collapse. This is what is referred to as AWAKENING. So sure you can IMAGINE or DREAM that solipsism isn't absolute and eventually that dream, that imagination will collapse and you will awaken to solipsism. I have already experienced Solipsism multiple times WITHOUT the use of psychedelics, in fact it is my daily experience sober. It's so obvious that any attempts to argue otherwise are seen as silly little games. The proper understanding of Solipsism is that this ONE BEING has the ability to generate infinite personalities and entities. So while they are all one being, their ability to construct conversations, and experiences will feel so authentic and real that it is basically experienced as separate beings. But do not be fooled, if your awareness raises high enough the boundary between you and that other will collapse. You can become aware that their body is your body, all sensations they feel, YOU FEEL, that their voice is YOURS, that their movements are YOUR MOVEMENTS, you can become absolutely aware that you are one being interacting with itself like a self playing video game that plays with itself. Once seen, this cannot be UNSEEN, but it can be attempted to be denied. Again, that one video game could attempt to construct other games outside of its awareness to fool itself....but eventually that finite dream will collapse into ONENESS again. This will happen for all of eternity.

I recently came across the book conversations with God, and as I take in the words of this book I have been getting metaphysical orgasms. When you have a love for truth, when it is presented to you it is going to fill you with so much love. I definitely recommend this book as part of your spiritual process/journey as it does a good job of adding another perspectival vantage point to the wonder work Leo and other spiritual teachers have presented. One of the key principles I have been given as a great expression of God is empowerment. You can go back and watch Leo's video on authority, and you can even link this concept to Leo's Infinity of Gods video as well but what I am referring to is a key component of God's love is to empower or strengthen something. You can even call it healing if you want to look at it like that. When you exercise you damage the muscle, and the muscle is strengthen through healing so healing can be a word that could be substituted for empowerment as well. But essentially if you are a force in your own personal life and those around you that strengthens/heals/empowers, then this would be the greatest act of compassion that you could actualize. Think about it, if you felt like the society you lived in adequately gave you the tools to actualize your highest expression would that not be the greatest love? Anyway what I like about this book is it does a good job of opening you up to the authority that you have in your life and how you squander it away ignorantly. It's powerful, its loving, it's informative, I have only gotten 20 minutes in and the value of this is overwhelming. One of the key distinctions I was given by God was that God corrects without insults. So God will correct you without ever attacking you personally, it is the ego that insults or sees imperfections. Mistakes are part of the design of life, so one of the things we need to learn is to accept mistakes. We have been conditioned to avoid them, but mistakes are no less inevitable than gravity, than breathing, than eating. So do you see the silliness in trying to avoid mistakes? So with all this said, more and ever more in your life seek to operate from love, and less on fear. The book Conversations with God is a highly recommended book, and remember you are powerful, whenever you are not feeling powerful understand that is an illusion of your own creation that is there to test your understanding of what you really are. May you know the joy of your infinite loving nature! Bonus: This video is very funny.

I have run varying tests in consciousness to disprove this and have failed every time. There are no individuals, there are no separate experiences, reality is just a mass hallucination to create an illusion of other. It's very well done, so masterfully done that if you attempt to destroy it, it will actually turn against you. It's weird, you both do and don't want to break the illusion of other and it is this resistance that creates the Dark Night of the Soul, or suffering involved as you break through every illusionary identity that you keep constructing. Finding out absolutely that any notion of other is just pure imagination is a bitter pill. While I do absolutely love myself, and I do love others it is actually so self-evident that it actually would be impossible for others to actually exist outside of you it reveals why both Infinity of Gods awakening Leo had is both true and untrue. It's true you could imagine that possibility, but that possibility is within your own awareness which means by default, it was never separate from you to begin with. People would say but how do I know someone doesn't have experiences outside of me, well they on the absolute level cannot, but you can imagine they do....and thus on the relative level they do. But all relativity is imaginary, there is only one being. Anyone that tells you otherwise is just a plant you created to protect yourself from waking up. You might ask why would I do that? Easy!!! Because when you are fully ready to awaken....your deception cannot deceive you. You need to put people and events in your dream to bind you as a buffer to keep you asleep until you are ready to awaken. When you are ready to awaken, no deception can fool you, and you will venture forth dissolving all illusions/deceptions into the absolute truth of ONENESS. It's a bitter pill if you are too attached to the concept of other.

I Love Martin Ball, a recent friend of mine told me to go back and watch some of his videos and his concepts on integration and grounding are wonderful!!! But even Martin has certain delusions as well, which is rather disappointing. Martin Ball does not believe that Solipsism exists, but in my own personal experiences I confirmed it for myself. Solipsism is true, so this is proof that even taking many trips on psychedelics and being very intelligent is not enough!! This is why LOVE is the highest form of intelligence!!! It allows you to face the bitter truth even if you don't like it!! You cannot disprove Solipsism!! Go ahead and try, I dare you!!! Really go deep into this work!! Even if Leo came out tomorrow and said he disproved it I would laugh at him. Why? Because I confirmed it for myself!! Martin Ball is lying to himself, you can reach certain states where you will realize this for yourself. The biggest issue you will ever have is your attachment to other!! This is the HARDEST attachment to let go of. So tough, that even when you see the truth you come back and try to justify it!! All of Martin's arguments are EASILY debunkable with LITTLE EFFORT!!! I am finding out more and more...I should just drop all expectations completely for any egos. I keep expecting much for certain egos and keep getting disappointed!!

I recently did that, thought I was going crazy. Good to know I wasn't. It was like I was carving egos into my psyche and could speak and communicate with them internally. Interesting.

Alone= All One. Many and One are the same. I've noticed some people are saying there is a higher awakening, there isn't one. It's all you. Infinity, is not one, so what does it mean. It means it is limitless expression, so of course it can create an illusion of other because it can create infinite expressions. But once you become aware that all expressions are you, and do not have any expression without your presence, then you realize your presence is the baseline or foundation of reality. So if your I AM presence is the foundation....then there isn't an other. This is an absolute. I have been able to change the taste of my food while sober, this revealed to me that all experience I have is created by me. Now what throws me off is I have no clue how it is happening. One thing I have played around with is, you can request your awareness to do things...and it does them. But it is based on how unidentified you are with your EGO identity. It's tricky, because trying to break through the illusion can actually backfire. @Patang The same reason you responded to this post. God wants to share its love, that is the only reason Creation/Universe exists, because of the selfless desire to share infinite love. You could say God is that which gives freely infinitely just for the act itself, not for any purpose but to experience giving and receiving. @ A_v_E I might need to read your friend's quote more than once because I both understand and don't understand them. What I have proven beyond a shadow of a doubt is Solipsism. It's absolute. Anybody that says otherwise is deluded. It actually makes perfect sense when you realize it. You actually start laughing at how you could assume it was any other way. But its really good at playing the game of other. I realized though that the EGO has two greatest fears, death, and being alone so the Ego will never accept Solipsism which also makes perfect sense.

Anyone that tells you that they have a intellectual awakening of spiritual concepts is a fraud. Ignore them, as they are trapped in a web of their own self-deception. Your direct experience is the only way that you can discover truth. You use labels to ground or map out the sea of your experience, but the map is obviously not the territory. Peter Ralston in this video does a good job of explaining this.

As you grow in experience this will ring true for you. Many people may not realize that you are their friend since most do not understand what friendship is. Peter Ralston explains it very simple here.

Well thanks I feel better after that post. I thought something was wrong that I became addicted to exploring consciousness. Good to know it's the same for you. I feel the same way except for the hard to live up to part. You can't help what level you are at presently I had to come to terms with that one.

The Universe sent me this video. So I share it with you. It's long, you don't have to listen to the whole thing. But I would say the first 20 or so minutes really gives you a good understanding about the spiritual path and some key things you should be doing.