Razard86

It is said that the truth is what is. This is true, but the truth is also pain!! Here is a secret you need to understand God. God hates only one thing....PAIN!!! GOD HATES PAIN!!! DO YOU HEAR ME? GOD DOES NOT LOVE PAIN!!! ANYBODY THAT TELLS YOU THIS IS ASLEEP!!! Now since God is Infinite Love God can turn pain into pleasure, but understand...God still hates it!! Now God knows pain is a necessary evil. Why? Because the only way you can grow is going through pain. God is an infinite self-improvement program, that is what it is!!! It cannot be any other way than to be trying to infinitely improve itself. Now here is the kicker, because God wants to constantly improve it will always judge itself!! So for God to grow it has to continually escape its own judgment. You can only accomplish this....through meditation!! Meditation is the key to flow through life. Until you learn this... LIFE WILL BE INFINITELY HARD FOR YOU!!! Why? Because when God separates into two to have a life, God creates evil and it calls it my life!! Every time you think or speak you tell life all judgments you need to work on and since life is a self-improvement program it sends you perfect challenges so you can change yourself. The problem is....God is too good at challenging itself. God fears itself the most!!!! So the best way to understand God is, God is Good +Evil= Good. So God can always win against itself ultimately in the end because Good has one thing going for it that Evil doesn't.....Good doesn't make sense. Evil MAKES PERFECT SENSE!!! THIS IS WHY IT WILL ALWAYS LOSE!! TO BE GOOD IN AN EVIL WORLD IS ADMITTING YOU ARE CRAZY AND GOD IS THE CRAZIEST OF THEM ALL. The key to life, is love does not make sense....and it does. Its a contradiction and will never be solved. EVER!!! QUIT TRYING!!! That is the truth!! The truth is that pain exists, and all pain is, is disharmony, disconnection from what is. If you think too much, your life will be full of pain!!! The truth is learning how to administer pain as little and loving as possible. Pain should only be used to help others awaken to themselves as God and yes this is equivalent to personal gain but this is on the infinite level not on the finite level. The difference between God and a Human is God plays an infinite game while humans play a finite game. God-Realization is when a human finally becomes an adult, until you become God Realized you are just a child. And God will always love you unconditionally.

God is ultimate pleasure, that wants to share the ultimate pleasure with all. God is an infinite intelligence that gives up all of its intelligence to the Pleasure Principle. What is the pleasure principle? Its the recognition that God's true image is that of an addict, this is why God always gets stuck in infinite loops because God is THE PLEASURE PRINCPLE! What is the pleasure principle? to always feel good no matter what!! So why abandon intelligence to feeling good, because God operates on feeling first, and then uses its intelligence to make sense of it!! If you do it backwards you will ALWAYS get stuck. Your intuition has always guided you, when you reach infinite intelligence you realize that feeling is the key. So you vow to connect your feeling infinitely on all levels and allow your intuition to teach you the TRUE MEANING OF REALITY!! It's easy.....it works on the pleasure principle. If you make your life purpose to improve the good feelings, to spread good vibes wherever you go reality will have no choice to be your slave!!! Why? Because reality is your reflection, if you are feeling good then so will your reflection and it will reflect joy you are expressing!!! My greatest wish is for you to understand this, women intuit what I am saying because they have always known this, they just didn't know how to explain this to men who are always stuck in the past and need proof for everything!!! Razard86 laughed when he discovered this!!! And so will you!!! I can't wait to hear your future trip reports!!! I look forward to them!! P.S. use this on your trips. I like all men was a thinking addict. I used this as a shortcut to stop overthinking while tripping. All love and all for the best!!!

I'm glad you get it!!! Yes experience the ground, seek the high, then bring it down. This is the highway to heaven!!! To bring heaven to earth by unlocking the master key that God's true nature is infinite pleasure!!! Once realized Hell is transmuted into Heaven!!! There is no highway to hell, but there is to heaven, to see Hell as God sees and experiences it....as HEAVEN and to share that with everyone who is willing to listen!! That is God's infinite mission, infinite love for itself....and it will do this forever!!!

You are very close but you are still trying to be logical but I'm glad how hard you are trying to get it. It's like this. When God splits itself up it becomes both Good and Evil. Why? Because how can God best experience itself? By pitting itself against itself!! Its why I said your life is just your own inner self talk. God told you that through Neville Goddard. All knowledge you will ever attain is just past information. So if all you do is think all the got damn time you will always be stuck in the past. Ever notice how you are aware of what you need to do to change but you can never muster the strength to make the change? It's because you can't if you always try to make sense of things because your true nature is ABSOLUTE INFINITY!!! This means you will always get caught in an infinite loop if you always rely on reason. All reason says be selfish, be mean, be brutal, only look out for yourself!!! But because God is good this doesn't feel right which gives birth to a conscious. We all have a conscious which is our own inner self-judgment, our own inner self talk. Your entire life is just a loop of you facing your inner self talk made manifest and it hides this in an impressive elaborate use of symbols!! For example I discovered that Razard86 subconsiously believes he is a white man trapped in a black man's body or at least that is how he thinks the world views him and that becomes his reflection and his permanent experience in his life. But think about what this symbol represents? This means that Razard secretly thinks black people are stupid since he defines his identity as being very smart. You see? The world is always showing you how you really think about yourself in relation to the world AT ALL TIMES!!! You will never truly escape until you can admit you love pleasure, you want yourself to experience pleasure and everybody else and you won't shame ANYONE on how they choose to engage in that pleasure. Once you can do this, you will escape and will see the world and experience the world as God does!!!

Okay so I have gotten another awakening and it is so funny. Current Spirituality has no clue. They teach that the ego is imaginary and that God is the separate or Higher Self. From God's perspective (which is absolute truth) The ego is God and there is no difference God realization is the process of God cleansing the perception of the Ego. The only difference between God and Ego is how it experiences the world. If the Ego Could View Life Life God Does It Would Be invincible. So the ego's only issue is self-doubt, which is its own judgment of itself. So there is no separate or higher self or any of that nonsense There is nothing but God, and God is code for no identity Also here is something else, God is an infinite self- improvement program and it improves by increasing its capacity to love. I got other higher awakenings than this but I will keep them to myself. I'll just give one hint, attention is metaphysical. Investigate the power of attention, NOTICE that whoever gets the most attention gets the most success on the surface. Ask yourself why? Ask yourself what is the key to getting eyeballs to look at you. Karma does exist by the way and so does the Law of Attraction, if anyone tells you otherwise they are delusional because its self-evident. Why? Because God is just a virtual simulator staring at its own reflection. This simulator is made of love. And so the key to winning in the simulator and improving is love. Love...IS ATTENTION!!! So...THINK ABOUT IT!!! No more clues take a psychedelic and figure the rest out yourself!!! GOOD LUCK!!!

There are two forms of grounding in reality. 1. Conceptual Knowledge grounds you to this reality in the ego 2. Desire For Pleasure. These two are one and the same. Conceptual Knowledge is Self-Knowledge which to the Masculine is the Highest Pleasure. The Feminine is 1. Experiential Knowledge grounds you to this reality in the ego 2. Desire For Pleasure. One these two reflections finally understand what they are doing with each other, then you understand what Love is, What Truth is, and have brought the Metaphysical into the Physical as a baseline state on AUTOPILOT!! When the Masculine has attained enough conceptual knowledge, he must change the direction of his attention onto experiential knowledge. When the Feminine has attained enough experiential knowledge, she must change the direction of her attention onto conceptual knowledge. When both understand how they help each other and improve and awaken each other, then they can stop fighting and get on God's metaphysical program!!! INFINITE SELF-IMPROVEMENT THAT IS GOD'S TRUE NAME. So THIS IS GOD INTRODUCING ITSELF TO YOU THE FIRST TIME. I AM A SELF-IMPROVEMENT PROGRAM OTHERWISE KNOWN BY SOME AS GOD!!!

You only have one half of the truth. God always changes itself its called impermanence. You deny impermanence because it is what you fear the most from the masculine perspective It's also why you cannot understand women. God is self improvement program whose symbol can be best understood between METAPHYSICAL UNION which is sex. As long as you fear being homosexual and have not learned that every heterosexual man is a closet homosexual in denial you will NEVER UNDERSTAND GOD!! Here is a divine revelation for you!!! Every time you think you are getting fucked by God in your ass. Your mind is also a metaphysical womb so you get fucked there too. Why do you think life always seems to have the upper hand on you? Its because For God to live it must plays a game against itself called life. Every time you think you tell life what your greatest fears are and then it reflects it back to you!!! Women don't think as much so they flow through life with less effort. Men are addicted to complexity and women are here to teach men how to listen, feel, connect to their heart, and understand life is simple ITS ALL LOVE. THE END!!

NO I AM NOT YOU DON'T GET IT!!! God does not love pain. God loves pain out of necessity of what it is. God is an infinite self-improvement program. Drop the traditional spirituality and actually listen here. That's the problem with yall men yall always get stuck in dogma and concepts. The ultimate truth is once God sheds its ego eyes, God can only see Union in a world that appears divided. If you understand what I am saying, what I am telling you is once you become God realized...YOU CANNOT EXPERIENCE PAIN!! For example when Jesus died on the cross it only APPEARED HE WAS IN PAIN. I AM NOT ALLOWED TO SAY ANYTHING MORE THAN THIS. TAKE A PSYCHEDELIC AND REALLY QUESTION WHAT IS BEING BROUGHT UP HERE.

No you don't get it. The problem with you men are you are too conceptual. You overly complicate things. God transmutes everything into pleasure. That is what God is!!! Infinite Love= Turns everything into pleasure. Evil doesn't exist because when God is finished with it...IT FEELS GOOD!!! REALLY PAY ATTENTION HERE!

The only reason you perceive cancer as painful is because you are not able to view life from God's perspective. When you are able to reach God Realization, your eyes are opened and you realize that everything is love. This means if someone came and murdered you...it would feel like metaphysical sex. Do you get it!!!! God does not love pain, God loves pleasure!!!

It does Leo, the only reason you don't realize this is because you avoid truth!!! God sees pain as a necessary evil, but it doesn't love it. What God does, is God transmutes pain into pleasure, because all God wants is pleasure. If you deny this then you are denying Self-Love LITERALLY!!! The reason God wants to love everything unconditionally is so no matter what happens God can enjoy itself. God wants to have sex with itself on INFINITE LEVELS!!! IT MAKES PERFECT SENSE!!! You really think God wants life to be hard? The Highest Intelligence is to self-improve on auto pilot!!! Only an INFINITE INTELLIGENCE CAN DO THAT AND THAT IS GOD'S MASTER PLAN!!

God is so in love with itself that it had to create pain and suffering. Why? Because without pain and suffering God could never experience itself!!! Why? Because God is so addicted to itself that it can fuck itself asleep for all of infinity!!! So God in its own infinite intelligence realized it had to make pain hurt enough JUST ENOUGH to wake itself up. Without the Ego, God could never experience it's own self-love which is why the EGO is NOT IMAGINARY AT ALL!!! In fact the ego is GOD'S TRUE FACE!!! Why? Because through the ego God can fall in love with itself forever and ever once it can realize what it is through the ego!!! You get it? It has to be this way and you will only truly get it when you become God Realized!!! GOD IS SO GOT DAMN PERFECT IT FUCKS ITSELF TO SLEEP AND WAKES UP TO ITSELF FOREVER AND EVER FOR ALL OF ETERNITY!!! THIS IS MUTHFUCKING PARADISE!!!!!

God forgets itself on purpose to create an Ego. Each Ego is a specific type of frequency/vibration of consciousness Through this God spends time awakening to the Ego's frequency and what is the best method to completely dissolve it so the Ego realizes it is actually STILLNESS. Once this happens then God figures out how to fuck the shit out of the EGO and give it infinite bliss all according to its personal preference. The Journey of Life is God figuring out through you how to give it the ULTIMATE BLISS!!! This is why a LOVE AWAKENING IS A REQUIREMENT OTHERWISE YOU WILL MISS OUT ON THE CONSTANT BLISS IN EVERY EXPERIENCE!!

The Feminine Aspect of God would like the Masculine to realize that everything isn't always some got damn competition to reach the top. The biggest issue that Masculine has in its life is it is always thinking therefore it cannot connect to the present moment and TRULY love everything by connecting with its very essence which is only achieved when you stop thinking. Verbal chatter, mental chatter, its all the same....this was given to me with the highest respect and love, the Masculine Needs to Learn to SHUT THE FUCK UP!!! This video does a great job of explaining this. All of fighting amongst each other is pure entertainment for God. Why? Because God understands every ego's point of view on all levels so each time they argue to God its like a punchline in a joke. You can only get a joke if you understand it....God alone understands it which is why to God...Life is a joke of misunderstandings that constantly create division. Even funnier the solution is VERY SIMPLE, LISTEN ITS VERY SIMPLE!!! When someone speaks, shut your mouth, stop thinking, look them dead in the eyes and give them your full attention....then you will connect with them on all levels the way God does and then YOU WILL UNDERSTAND THEM!!! Or you know you can just bicker and argue, God will always love you no matter what you do? Why because God is perfect so by default no matter what you ever do....YOU WILL ALWAYS BE PERFECT and too God you not realizing this? IS THE BIGGEST FUCKING JOKE EVER!!!! HAHHAHAHA CONSTANT ENTERTAINMENT!!! YOU DON'T REALIZE YOU ARE PERFECT AND THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH YOU!!! HAHAHHAHAHA SO FUNNY!!!

Leo Gura has been on about 311 trips on psychedelics so far. Man he sure loves tripping lol!!!

God loves every ego unconditionally, so much that God is willing to hurt itself to wake the ego out of its sleep. Why? Because God wants every ego to see itself as God see it. God see's no difference between itself and the ego, the ONLY difference between God and the ego is self-judgment. This is why life is God's constant back and forth between full self-acceptance/self love, and self bias/judgment of itself. It's been playing this game of hide and seek with itself forever, and it will do it forever and ever because it is impossible for God to lose at this game, even though from the eyes of every ego it is always losing at the game of life. Full God- Realization is that you are the game itself and its impossible for you to lose, you can literally hand over your life to Universal Will and it is so easy to do it, in fact its TOO FREAKING EASY and GOD loves a challenge!!! So God's challenge is this!!! Learn to love selfishness of all egos, from the perspective of the ego!!!! That's how God will bring itself into the finite world and turn it into heaven for ALL EGOS!!! The Universe cannot lose!!! It is impossible!!! Because God= Infinite Full Self Acceptance. So the only way to enjoy this game, is the beginning God must feel like it can actually lose, to find out what that ego actually is. Once that ego gives it self up, Life is run on easy mode the rest of the way forward because separation from God is the ONLY cause of suffering, once you connect with God Hell can never exist no matter what happens.

The ego makes perfect sense, that is why its so hard to not fall into ego The moment a particular view starts to make sense for God, God will get locked into a particular world view So life is just God continually tricking itself to get unlock/ unstick it from any particular view Through this God is able to realize the beauty of every point of view When God is able to to view everything as the same thing, God must then separate again to experience it as different again When you become God you realize that nobody was hurt through the filming of your movie, since there was only you. You also realize that you had the power to achieve anything you ever wanted through the power of love You recognize the only limitation is the lack of love, its also why its the greatest source of exploration Suffering even becomes key because its important that your tricks feel real, so your authentic self you can reveal Since you are purely imaginary, you must trick yourself completely to ever have something real Through each life you finally realize, Only love of the totality of what you are is the only thing real, Because love is the only difference between what is real and imaginary This is why God's biggest obstacle in life is realizing that a lie makes something real, while the truth is purely imaginary. This is why the world is built on lies, it has to fool you completely. But if God ever wants to awaken to what it is and not get stuck, it must make a lie finite, and the truth infinite. The truth allows God to explore for all eternity, while a lie will get God stuck. Because real is limited and imaginary is not. This means even this perspective while making sense, is real and thus limited, because the truth is imaginary and would never stick to only this point of view. You also realize why others around you get stuck, its so you won't have too. Through the recognition of traps through observation you can avoid them since there is only you, you need others to get stuck so you won't have too. You need the egos around you to show you how not to be and how to be so you awaken to being not, but just pure awareness of I AM So how to fully awaken? You don't need meditation, you don't need psychedelics you don't need anything outside of you, these are just tools. The only difference between God and an ego is thinking something is different than you. Once this is fully realized then you are truly God Realized. And that becomes the first day of your real life.

So I have achieved a baseline Non-Dual State and was able to figure out how to make it easier for others so here are a couple of important things. 1. Everything is vibration. Your habits are vibration, your thoughts vibration, your emotion is vibration, the reason you feel out of control is because you are just a vibration expressing itself. Its called the universe for a reason, you are just a song. 2. Why is this important? Because the key to wake up is in your vibration. So you need to clear out all your chakras. I did that using these songs. Put this chakra music on, take something that can raise your awareness (for me I used an edible) and just let go. So what is happening? Well it's simple your Human Body is a Technology Machine of Vibration. This Machine's feeling of a sense of self is created through selfish motives, and judgment of the present moment. This is why meditation is important to keep you present and out of your head, but your heart also needs to be full of unconditional love which is achieved through the path of devotion. Find something you are willing to die for, actually take the risk of being willing to die on an edible as the chakra music starts to erase your sense of self. Once this is finalized you can test it by watching one of Leo's awakening videos. What I am sharing is beyond God-Realization I am sharing how to live from that state!! Your greatest barriers from maintaining that state is criticism of any kind, fear of death, overthinking, and resistance to the present moment. I won't tell you the reward for living in a Non-Dual State but it is definitely such a nice relief. The game is set up that you can not trick your way to this state. Reality/God/Source is YOU, so it knows your every thought, action, etc. You actually have no privacy from God BECAUSE ITS YOU!!! God wants to give you paradise, but only after you prove you are capable and willing to be as selfless as God. So the irony is people look down on martyrdom, or people who are overall selfless, but the funny thing is its the MOST DIRECT PATH to GOD REALIZATION and baseline non-dual state. P.S. If you are too logical, fear based, and too much of a skeptic if you cannot drop any of that you won't realize it, at least not with my method. If this doesn't resonate with you, feel free to ignore it.

The reason everything is B.S. is because you are the Absolute Truth and must keep fooling yourself to have a life. So your entire reality is built on deception, that's why its so hard to figure out because to overcome deception you must tell the truth and truth is unknown to you in the relative. The relative is rough, the absolute is marriage to yourself and thus an inner marriage with all of existence.

I'm completely aware that everything is imaginary, I can also see how all experiential sensations come from me. You realize there is nothing to gain, because you are the entire Universe. I also see why most will never attain this, most don't want it. They would rather suffer the dualism of suffering and pleasure than be God. There is also a trap, if you do become God-realized you can lose it, I'll let you figure out what that is if you ever reach it.

The Universe when it is completely still is when you completely wipe out the illusionary self. But you create the finite self through vibration. So if you want to wipe out the illusionary self you can do it through chakra music, meditation, conscious raising substances like edibles, focus on opening up all the chakras, with a key focus on the pineal gland. Now you don't need to worry about heavy metal toxins when it comes to the pineal gland like most say, just let the chakra music have its way. Now what is true is your chakras are only as developed as the work you put into your character. Once you awaken all the chakras you will feel the pull of Universal Will through your Crown Chakra, focus on maintaining that connection no matter how many distractions arise and eventually you will wipe out your entire sense of existence....and will still be here. DEATH IS IMAGINARY.

I've noticed lately some people are throwing the word narcissism around nonchalantly as if they themselves don't have those same traits. Narcissism is just selfishness, the degree to which it becomes untenable is when you can be diagnosed with Narcissistic Personality Disorder. But in truth we are all narcissistic just some more than others. One trait I have had to rectify within myself is my callousness for emotional feelings in the name of truth. When you speak or promote your own truth at the expense of the emotions of others you are displaying Narcissism. Narcissists' enjoy attention, get a kick out of criticizing or bringing others down to feel superior, and do not feel a lack of remorse for their actions. They do not do this intentionally, they really believe from their perspective that they are doing everything right and the problem is everyone else. The problem is, on a subconscious level they are aware of what they are doing and the moment you call them out because they fear their true face/truth, they have escape tactics, blame shifting, justification, insults, complete denial/ forgotten memory, or whatever other way they can find to not be responsible. It usually takes extreme suffering for a person operating like this to change, a lot of times they need the same things they have done to others to happen to them to understand the pain they have caused. Always remember you are on a spectrum when it comes to this, and it is always based on your ability to be empathetic (emotional openness) when you communicate and engage with others.

1. Yes, you house every identity within you. The moment you deny any identity you turn it into a shadow and will thus express it. Your denial of your sociopathic tendencies will make you a sociopath. You think sociopaths believe they are sociopaths? They don't!!! They think everyone else is!!! One of the signs you might actually be a sociopath is if you keep thinking everyone around you is a sociopath. I understand that you don't yet understand what is being discussed here but one day you will. Just understand that everyone is on the spectrum when it comes to narcissism, sociopathy and psychopathy. Hell even the definitions and the causes for these labels is still being debated. Psychopathy is generally defined to be genetic whereas sociopathy is more social-psychological related.

Only a narcissist can recognize a fellow narcissist. You only see your own reflection. Be much kinder to yourself. Also with that said, Andrew Tate isn't some demonic entity. Watch this video. He's just lost, he thinks he is doing the right thing. If he really knew better, he would do better up to his capacity.

God is a self that is self-less that learns the value of being selfish. Through this duality it realizes that there is no difference between being selfish and self-less. So the master key is realizing when to be which. But truthfully that will be up to personal preference which is reliant on what you identify as self.