Razard86

No you complained that you wanted to have a whole bunch of sex in one of your earlier posts. What you don't realize is when you awaken as God you can have as much sex as you want because sex is imaginary. The only reason you cannot do that is because you have a bias against imagination which is your true nature, your true self. Until you can accept that everything is absolute imaginary, that everything is just your own mind, that you are just a mind that can conjure up anything it wants, until you can accept this absolutely you will never get to experience what you claimed you wanted. I can have sex with hot women whenever I want because I have accepted that what I call reality is just my imagination. The funny thing is once you have sex a certain amount of times you don't really care about it as much. You only think sex, and relationships are so great because they are so hard to get. If sex and fun relationships were like oxygen you would take them for granted. You don't even pay attention to breathing or even give oxygen any real time of day. You walk by trees and ignore them. So you don't even appreciate the things around you that you have seen before. To awaken is the same as to appreciate. So the path of awakening is appreciation, being able to observe and see the beauty all around you. Do it enough, and you will awaken and then you can have all the sex you want in your mind. You can also experience War Fare, Martial Arts Fighting, and innumerable other things. The only one that holds you back from getting the experiences you want is YOU.

You are scared to be separated from the light, and from what you call yourself. You are afraid to be alone, and you are afraid to lose what you call your life. The irony is you face this fear at the end of every day and you call it sleep. 1. You close your eyes, and suddenly your world becomes dark. You then surrender to the darkness, that which you fear most and then BOOM YOU ARE GONE. The person you were, is gone!!! The world you knew, is GONE!!! 2. Whether you dream a new dream or enter deep sleep, you have temporarily LOST what you call yourself!!! You lost the self you constructed!!! So notice you fear death, yet you are forced to face your fear of death!!! Notice how you have designed yourself to get TIRED of avoiding this fear, and you face it inevitably!! What's even more hilarious is many of you YEARN to sleep, to get rest!!! Sleep has been telling you all along that you never had anything to fear ever!!

Your intention was set long before, you only just became conscious/aware of it and got to experience it.

Who you admire the most is the person you love the most. The key to finding the perfect partner is to find someone you admire. If you were asked that you could die and come back as someone else who would you most want to come back as. Whatever that answer is, is the person you love the most. You love people who you think live the best life. So notice that when you start a relationship it is two lives becoming one. As such why would you combine your life with a life you do not admire? You see? If you cannot look at your significant other and be okay coming back and living life from their perspective you shouldn't be with them. Why? Because when you live with them you are experiencing their perspective. If you choose someone whose perspective, which is their lived experience is something you hate, then you will experience a relationship that you hate. So only choose partners who inspire you, who motivate you to go out and engage with life with all your might. If your partner is not a constant source of inspiration in general then you picked the wrong partner. Remember, self-love is that which empowers! So if you don't feel empowered by being with someone exit quickly!!!

Your dream has already been written. Every scenario, and every response has already been constructed. No different than a movie you watch on DVD. When you watch the movie every single moment is brand new, but the reason you don't completely believe the movie is a result of you knowing it was pre-written so you take it as not real. But if I dropped you in the world of that movie, and you didn't know that you constructed everything that would ever happen you could believe that you have freedom of choice in real time. You then respond so I don't have freedom of choice? You do, but your choices have already been written. You already chose the scenarios and your responses. But if you wipe your memory of every writing the story, then the story is brand new, experienced in real time, and you constantly are in a flux of knowing and not knowing what is going on. Since everything is YOU, and you are source, and you are not bound by time or space no different than a DVD you watch is bound by time or space in your human world (Your DVD can be rewinded, fast forwarded, and even erased completely) you constructed your movie, pushed play, and wiped your memory of ever being the creator. Through this you get to experience being a character in a world of OTHERS. This solves the question of Destiny, and Free Will. Since everything is your WILL, DESTINY AND WILL ARE ONE. When a writer writes a story, the entire story that was written was the will of the creator, this is the same as your current life. You will resist this message, because this makes you feel restricted, but how can you feel restricted when everything is your doing? There is only ONE, therefore everything that happens was supposed to happen and literally cannot happen any other way.

You don't understand infinity. Infinity is every possibility, but every possibility IS AN APPEARANCE!! This means that it is infinite DELUSIONS! Every infinite possibility is IMPERMANENT!!! The ONLY permanent is ONE!! So yes because you are God you can say destiny isn't possible but now you have created a duality because if it isn't possible it is also possible!!! This is delusion because duality doesn't exist, it's an appearance!! To say Destiny doesn't exist is to deny that your creation. Because destiny says it was supposed to happen, WHO IS MAKING IT HAPPEN? YOU!! To claim destiny isn't true is to claim SOME OTHER FORCE is making things happen. So tell me, what other force is making things happen? EXACTLY!!! Stop the delusions, the ONLY thing that never changes is ONENESS. The change that you see, which is an appearance is ALWAYS impermanent!! The truth is what is!!! So the highest truth is that which is always permanent. Oneness is always permanent while infinity is just infinite appearances. You deceive yourself in an infinite number of ways, you can only undeceive yourself through ONENESS. But you don't like what that means!! It means all your pain, all your suffering is always your doing, and that it is completely imaginary. Which means its not real. The only thing that is real is that you are ONE BEING, that has no distinction whatsoever, and you can only experience yourself through infinite delusions!!! This is what we call self-deception. But you don't like this message so you will delude yourself. But you will never be able to disprove this, because Oneness is an absolute!

You don't get it, because it doesn't exist you can CONSTRUCT IT! You construct the past and the present. You are creating limitations by saying that because it doesn't exist it can't be done. NOTICE THIS! Again if you create a book right now in the present. That book you created has a time line in the story. But you the creator ARE NOT BOUND BY THE TIME IN THE STORY. You can flip to the front of the book you can go to the end of the book, and you can place the book on the shelf and forget the story, and you can even burn the book, you can also retrieve the story off the shelf after forgetting it and relive it, you can also go into the story, change it or modify it and then live a modified version of the story. As the creator you are not bound by the confines of the story, but you can also read the story, become immersed and forget that it's a story and thus become bound by the story. IT IS SO OBVIOUS THAT RIGHT NOW THIS IS WHAT YOU HAVE DONE! To say destiny doesn't exist is to put a restriction on infinity. Infinity means everything is possible so destiny DOES EXIST! It is your destiny to AGE as a human. THIS IS FIXED!!! Nothing can change this! So I JUST PROVED DESTINY JUST NOW!!! Everyone knows they will age, and it cannot be changed!!! It is destiny that things will always change, that everything is impermanent! AGAIN I JUST PROVED DESTINY!!! Destiny is something that is inevitable. God has complete knowledge of everything because God is conscious of everything. Therefore God would have to know everything that is going to happen BEFORE it happens. And only the creator can know that because the creator created everything. So there, I just proved beyond all doubt that what I am saying is true!

You are God. If you actually convince yourself you are some human who is going to go to hell, that is what you will experience.

Self-Deception is so powerful what you don't realize is medical science has discovered that your ability to heal is based on belief. Watch this video and realize that placebo effect, and spiritual healing that is talked about in circles (what many would consider miracles) is really just placebo. So what Doctor Joe Dispenza talks about and R.J. Spina is talking about is just the placebo effect. So Leo once made a video saying that if your mother came down with Cancer and her healing from Cancer would not be up to you, he is right it would be up to HER. Since your mother is God, for her to heal from Cancer she would have to believe that the mechanism she is using to try to heal was going to work. If she believes she is going to be cured, it will come true. Now here is the kicker, self-healing is only temporary. Think about it? She is still going to die of old age. She could also come down with some other health related problem as well. She could be cured of Cancer and die of High Blood Pressure. Aging is the opposite of healing, aging is destruction. So even though self-healing is possible it is only temporary as overall the body will eventually be destroyed. But it is amazing to know how effective Placebo is. Check out this video, it's very amazing.

1. You have free will, because you are the only thing that exists. 2. What you have is an ILLUSION of not being in control. 3. When you awaken deep enough you realize that everything is your will. So the appearance of not being in control is just an illusion, you are actually in control AT ALL TIMES. You just hide your control, so it appears as a lack of control. This means that everything that ever happens is SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN and it was not going to happen any other way. As long as you offload your authority onto something else then you will never realize the truth. Do you know how silly it is to say you don't have free will WHEN YOU ARE THE ONLY THING THAT EXISTS!!!

George Carlin may not have realized the truth, but he nailed the bullshit of religion. Look at how God can make fun of itself.

1. I'm sorry you feel this way but your main issue is you are confused. 2. You are only ever a prisoner in your own mind, understand this. 3. You need to ask yourself this one thing....what do I love to do for free? Whatever that answer is, do that and try to find a way to turn it into a living. When you do what you love, then its not work. Work is what you HAVE TO DO, what you love to do is PLAY. To create, and to play are one and the same! If you aren't playing, then you aren't in creator mode you are in resistance mode! If you resist what you are creating, then you are a poor creator, to create at the highest most authentic level requires COMPLETE engagement. This is why when you do what you love the most you lose track of time, and you even surprise yourself because things get created that astonishes you and you ask where the heck did that come from? This only comes from intense, intimate, engagement. So again, what do you do that you can lose yourself in? If you don't have an answer then it means you are not paying attention to yourself. This is why self-reflection and contemplation is so important. You need to observe yourself to know yourself, if you don't know yourself you don't love yourself and if you don't love yourself you will live in HELL. Do you want to live in hell?

The secret I have discovered is all drugs that can cause significant state changes are beneficial to becoming God realized. I spent majority of my life never doing drugs and the first time I took an edible I tripped for 2 weeks before I came down. After 3 more consumptions I became high PERMANENTLY. My baseline state is high, and I discovered that literally the funniest thing in this dream is God hides itself in the things that are judged the most which for humans is sex and drugs. Want to become God- Realized? Stop judging drugs and human sexuality and you will break free. For many that is an impossibility they are too stuck in character. The funny thing is Leo's content more than any other Spiritual Teacher will definitely wake you up, all the other teachers are important don't get me wrong but when it comes to actually waking you up nobody is more direct than Leo. It's like he was literally created for the express purpose of waking God up. It's very funny when you realize this because Leo actually alludes to this in his videos if you pay attention. It's a high honor to know that you will create the most direct wake the fuck up videos in Spirituality ever! It's why I am so thankful because the best gift you can give anyone, is themselves! I know it sounds pardoxical but it's the absolute truth. Life is called the present because its a gift, that you give yourself and you can only realize its a gift if your baseline consciousness is God- Consciousness or Christ Consciousness because you become completely lucid in the dream and realize everything is literally you. So how can you be alone? When you are literally surrounded by yourself? As for those psychedelic people, they are still too engrossed in the drama of the dream, you have to massage them out of it before you can hit them with its all imaginary. Baby steps.

Reality is not random, random is an imagined concept. First you need to ask yourself what the definition of random is. https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/random It says the definition is without purpose or plan. Reality's purpose is ITSELF. Isness is the purpose! Think about what is being said here. Leo once said that God doesn't create because it matters, it creates because it doesn't matter. This means that the purpose is the existence itself. This means it is not random! Random is an illusionary concept that cannot stick. If reality was truly random you literally couldn't make sense of anything! Random also signifies separation, because for something to be random it would have to be different or distinct from something else. Since reality is ONE, it cannot be random. Now it can APPEAR random by hiding itself from itself and trick itself into thinking its random but it cannot actually be random it can only BE!!! BEING is not random. If BEING was truly random it couldn't have order!!! So first BEING is orderly, and through order it can create randomness! In fact randomness is a HIGH form of intelligence because you have nothing to explore without the unknown. So reality first knows itself completely, then it forgets itself to explore itself and to explore itself it must create the unknown. So the reason that reality is infinitely impermanent is because the highest intelligence would want to explore itself and it can only do that by constantly going back and forth between being known and unknown. It makes perfect sense when you think about it.

The Truth is a sword, but this sword both divides and unites. An Enlightened Being is like a kind warrior who only takes the sword of truth out of its scabbard when the the situation calls for it but in general keeps it sheathed. A passive warrior, the darkness that is housed within the sword rarely is cast upon the unfortunate soul who is unprepared for its fury but rouses it from its sleep. For those who dance around the Truth but are too afraid to face it, horror and terror will be their constant companion. Only when the truth is faced fervently does the horror and terror disappear. The illusions are strong, and can only be dispelled by a desire that rings true and is completely straightforward. Unless your desire for truth is sharp as a sword, you will never cut through the illusions and will just circle around in a hell of mass delusion. You awaken when the grand design of life is illuminated, the genius of its structure revealed. Life is always teaching, to awaken is to take the master course. All maybe story, but this story never ends. This story has the perfect combination of that which is known and that which is unknown. As a result infinite exploration will always be the case. A resignation to the unknown is to play the fool forever, for the fool does not know. The fool becomes wise when the fool admits it doesn't know, thus the light of knowledge can reveal itself. This light of knowledge can be revealed through higher levels of intuitive understanding. The true super power is to be able to shed the confines of your world view, and to bounce around to different viewpoints without being confined to any. When you can shape shift your world view on the fly then you have gained knowledge of self. Sometimes it cannot be worded, but a knowing beyond words, a recognition if you will can happen where your ability to comprehend is completely emotionally intuitive. You connect and instantly understand the emotional expression and why it occurred. This allows you to connect perfectly with the individual beyond mere words. You don't need them to explain, which is just painting a mental picture, you can connect to their emotional reality and thus "GET IT" because through accessing their emotional reality you just experienced it. I call this SUPER EMPATHY. Super Empathy is a possibility for all, some say it was the natural state of ancient humans before the creation of words. Who knows?

You can't be less imaginary. Really think about what you just said. If reality is imaginary then evidence is also imaginary! Happy Birthday Leo!!!

There are people you will come into contact in life, who call things non-sense or a waste of time. Bless their hearts!!! They do not realize that Non-Sense is crucial, vital, that you cannot have EVERYTHING, without nonsense. Nonsense is the unknown, nonsense is exploration, nonsense is creation, nonsense is the moment to moment unfolding! Sense-making, logic, is a subset of nonsense, it is that which seeks to arrange, or organize, to provide utility of some kind. A mind that is wired in this fashion will get stuck, it will run in circles, and then eventually it will carve out a path, a structure, and it will house itself inside and tell itself it got everything figured out. This creates a division, a perspective, and it deems anything outside of this path, this structure to be that which doesn't make sense and only that within its own paradigm as sensible. Be wary of this habit of your mind, as it can bar you from many different perspectives. The more perspectives you can emotionally understand, the more of reality you can connect too. Understanding the totality of Reality is not just deep dives into the Absolute, it's also a deep dive into the relative as well. Obviously at your own pace, seek to open your mind to nonsensicality of reality. A logical mind is actually a limitation into the Deep Dives, as it can get very wacky the deeper you go into Infinity. One of my core issues is my natural tendency to hold onto logic, learning to let go more and more even when it doesn't make sense is a key theme I have been exploring. Just because something doesn't fit my model, my paradigm, doesn't mean it has too. Sometimes, I need to realize Reality is just going to unfold and I don't have to understand every nook and cranny. But I can observe it, and marvel at it even when it doesn't make sense. Reality the Beautiful Non-Sense!!

Throughout my life I have searched for truth and in my twenties I was heavily into politics and trying to understand the political and conservative mind. I use to wonder what made me stop paying attention to politics and I realize the reason I did was a result in realizing it was just a mud slinging contest. While in general the liberal mind was more inclusive, they were very non-inclusive when it came to conservatives. The liberals like to demonize the conservatives and brow beat them with moral superiority. How the hell you preach diversity, and inclusiveness and then be non-inclusive of conservatives? How the hell you expect to get others to listen to what you have to say if you demonize them? It literally doesn't make sense! The liberals accuse the conservatives of demonization, and then engage in the same activity and justify their actions by saying we are right!!! Not realizing the Conservatives believe their right and that is why they justify their actions!!! Do you see the hilariousness in this? If a liberal wants to help a conservative mind develop into more open-mindedness politically you have to treat those whose opinion differs from you with respect and patience. They aren't trying to be mean, they are scared, and ignorant. They are not as developmentally advanced as you are. You know how petty and childish it is to lord your superior development over those less developed? Notice how liberals pride themselves as being on the side of those less fortunate, but don't realize that those who are not as loving as you are, are less fortunate. Do you see the depths of self-deception at play here? It's hilariously ironic!!! It's like watching a comedy special on how can we engage in the same behavior and pretend we are doing something different!!! Anyway here is the video clip. I barely made it 46 seconds in when one of them engages in demonizations that literally described their opponents as basically be sub-human. Listen to dehumanizing words they use, this is the same tactics that was used to perform slavery as blacks were rationalized intellectually to be considered 3/5 of a person. You might think its a stretch but it isn't the same tactic is being used here. Dehumanize so you can justify demonization. To demonize is to be a demon because as the old adage says "Takes one to know one."

While left leaning programs mean well they are often just like their conservative counter parts become propaganda machines. What is a propaganda machine? Any dissemination of information that excludes the valid concerns and points of an opposing view which focusing solely on the demerits or flaws in that perspective. It has come to my attention that the previous video I linked purposefully made a hit piece by only highlighting the parts they took issue with, without simultaneously highlighting the parts they agreed with. What they don't realize is this actually makes the issue worse. Think about it? How could you ever open a dialog with someone and hope to bridge the gap between perspectives when you edit hit pieces? Here is the original video they were highlighting. Seek first to understand, only then can their be effective communication. https://youtu.be/Su2Z4_iQHz4

So recently I have allowed myself to do what I call ego jumping. Ego jumping is when you jump inside the world view of a character and you get to discover why they act the way they act. You discover how love and intelligence are the same thing and that characters literally get stuck in various ways due to lack of self-belief in the goodness of themselves and others. You get to see how much love it takes to admit to faults, to forgive, and to get over painful memories. In a way you are getting a life review of both your life and those around you. This gives you a deeper understanding of how powerful emotions are, and how emotions are the glue that locks people into their world view. You learn that majority of human behavior is a cry for help, a cry for love, for acceptance. This is deeply informative, because the higher in self-love you reach, the more you can forget just how much of a luxury self-love is. This is why when people feel good they don't like being around those who don't feel good. When you are feeling good, you feel full of self-love and are in a position of strength. It's very easy when in a position of strength to tell someone who is in a position of weakness to suck it up, or you'll get over it, etc. This is why true strength is borne of weakness. Only when you can be a position of weakness, and overcome it to place yourself in a position of strength do you understand strength. But it goes even deeper than this, true strength is not only being able to overcome the weakness, but being able to revisit and experience it. The reason why you avoid the pain of others, is a result of allowing someone to truly express their pain that you care about, makes you live and experience that pain. The ability to live and experience pain over and over and come out the other side is true strength! This is why strength is defined by weakness, and that God is at its most powerful when it experiences limitation. Limitation is true strength, there is nothing to overcome when you are unlimited. This is why compassionate people, people who are healers, are the most powerful people. True strength is secure, as a result true strength seeks to strengthen that which is around it. So to heal others is to empower, to strengthen. So the path of healing yourself and others, is the only work worth doing. Inspiration is healing. Forgiveness is healing. Encouragement is healing. Advice is healing. Cheerleading is healing. Seek to do these things both with yourself and others. Always understand, the true is what is. If it could be another way it would be, that includes YOU. Accept yourself, accept everything around you and realize YOU ARE A HERO. Face all pain, all suffering with the understanding that this is TRUE STRENGTH!

All difficulties in life stem from a lack of Self-Love. What you Love you call Good. One of those things is pleasure. You have created what you call guilty pleasures. Guilt is self-injury, where pleasure is self-healing. If you believe in guilty pleasures you will actually create an addiction. You see the belief in guilty pleasures is a lack of self-love. You judge the action you enjoy doing because you are afraid it will control you and that you have no self-control. This is delusion. You actually have perfect self-control, and only DELUDE yourself into thinking you do not. As a result you form addictions by doing something and then immediately feeling bad around doing it. This creates a spiral of engagement, pleasure, immediate guilt, avoidance, then self-denial of that desire, then a build up of that desire, then engagement, pleasure immediate guilt....and over and over again. The only way to overcome an addiction is to stop seeing it as a guilty pleasure and to see it as pleasure. What you don't realize is if you do something you love and don't judge it, it has no control over you. Anything you judge, you make yourself subservient too. So self-judgment can be akin to saying self-slavery. You become enslaved to that which you judge because you frame yourself as powerless in comparison, as worthless, and that the thing you are judging as superior to you. The irony is that which you judge as bad, you actually pedestalize, because anything you fear you view as something that has power over you. So look at the irony? When you don't judge something you view it as equal to you, which is the only intelligent way to operate. So there are no guilty pleasures, how can guilt exist if only good exists?

Recently I have been doing deep dives to access my subconscious mind, and what you discover is hilarious. Accessing your subconscious mind is VERY easy. It's not hidden, it is just hanging out behind a wall of self-deception. So how do you access your subconscious mind? By contemplating self-love so long you eventually break through. You see your subconscious mind is what you can call GOD. It's the part of you that isn't deluded into thinking it's some human with a back story. You can access that part of you by releasing your attachment to the belief of good and bad. You actually have to logically and emotionally connect to this process. You do it by proving to yourself through an internal debate/dialog on why everything is ultimately perfect, and why evil doesn't exist. You do this long enough and repetitively enough you will eventually break through into your subconscious and then you can finally get the answers to all your questions. But as long as you see your subconscious mind as separate from you, you will play the same delusionary game you play with the people in your life. So it's ultimately up to you. Connecting to your subconscious mind is rather fun, everytime you do it's like waking up from a dream again. Your like dang how long was I out this time?

It's only destabilizing if you lack self-love. The key to every bad trip, every difficulty is self love. It's why I love your video on Self-Love. The answer to every question is SELF-LOVE. The only thing to contemplate is self-love. The path to finding God your true self is self-love. The path to embodiment is self-love. The answer is always the same. The path to wisdom is self-love. It's the master key and it removes ALL delusions but self-love is so radical even when you think you got it, it slips through your fingers. Because it is one thing to intellectualize it, it's another to experience it. The only problem is....Self-Love will turn you into your own Guru and the people you use to admire....their limitations will become more apparent. You can still admire their strong points but their limitations (the self-imposed limitations of their world view) become ever more visible as well as your own. But not shooting yourself is not a hard problem if you accept the Absolute Truth that you created everything, are still creating every moment, everything is you, you are immortal, you are just experiencing your infinite mind from a FIRST PERSON perspective. Like walking around in a VR game. If you identify as the VR GAME instead of a character in the game everything is fine. Someone says that still makes me want to shoot myself. My reply? 1. You literally created that character. Why would you end that character that you created. If you are God then you literally don't make mistakes. 2. Ending your character accomplishes nothing because you cannot go anywhere so killing yourself isn't an escape. 3. God has the ability to give itself so much pain that it would wish it were dead. So the only understandable reason God would want to end its life is if it created a life so miserable so tough it cannot handle it. Like a disease that is so excruciatingly painful and pain medication has no effect. Outside of that extreme outlier, killing yourself is just more self-deception and delusion. Not saying I don't understand the premise, I get it. But if there is no escaping anywhere because you are everywhere, then what is the point?

1. The entire dream is held together by self-deception. So this belief that the mind will susceptible to self-deception is hilarious. To dream, to live, is to be self-deceived. All God Realization is, is the ability to see your illusions. Also everything is a state. A process and a state are ONE and the same. A process is an unfolding, a state is the awareness of that unfolding. You cannot divide a state and a process from each other because without the awareness the process doesn't exist! You see how silly these distinctions are? More silly distinctions. Here is the kicker! That entire video you just linked is self-deception masquerading as NOT self-deception!!! It's literally funny how strong self-deception is!!!

I thought I'd share this because culturally it's a funny joke.