Razard86

1. I'm sorry you feel this way but your main issue is you are confused. 2. You are only ever a prisoner in your own mind, understand this. 3. You need to ask yourself this one thing....what do I love to do for free? Whatever that answer is, do that and try to find a way to turn it into a living. When you do what you love, then its not work. Work is what you HAVE TO DO, what you love to do is PLAY. To create, and to play are one and the same! If you aren't playing, then you aren't in creator mode you are in resistance mode! If you resist what you are creating, then you are a poor creator, to create at the highest most authentic level requires COMPLETE engagement. This is why when you do what you love the most you lose track of time, and you even surprise yourself because things get created that astonishes you and you ask where the heck did that come from? This only comes from intense, intimate, engagement. So again, what do you do that you can lose yourself in? If you don't have an answer then it means you are not paying attention to yourself. This is why self-reflection and contemplation is so important. You need to observe yourself to know yourself, if you don't know yourself you don't love yourself and if you don't love yourself you will live in HELL. Do you want to live in hell?

The secret I have discovered is all drugs that can cause significant state changes are beneficial to becoming God realized. I spent majority of my life never doing drugs and the first time I took an edible I tripped for 2 weeks before I came down. After 3 more consumptions I became high PERMANENTLY. My baseline state is high, and I discovered that literally the funniest thing in this dream is God hides itself in the things that are judged the most which for humans is sex and drugs. Want to become God- Realized? Stop judging drugs and human sexuality and you will break free. For many that is an impossibility they are too stuck in character. The funny thing is Leo's content more than any other Spiritual Teacher will definitely wake you up, all the other teachers are important don't get me wrong but when it comes to actually waking you up nobody is more direct than Leo. It's like he was literally created for the express purpose of waking God up. It's very funny when you realize this because Leo actually alludes to this in his videos if you pay attention. It's a high honor to know that you will create the most direct wake the fuck up videos in Spirituality ever! It's why I am so thankful because the best gift you can give anyone, is themselves! I know it sounds pardoxical but it's the absolute truth. Life is called the present because its a gift, that you give yourself and you can only realize its a gift if your baseline consciousness is God- Consciousness or Christ Consciousness because you become completely lucid in the dream and realize everything is literally you. So how can you be alone? When you are literally surrounded by yourself? As for those psychedelic people, they are still too engrossed in the drama of the dream, you have to massage them out of it before you can hit them with its all imaginary. Baby steps.

Reality is not random, random is an imagined concept. First you need to ask yourself what the definition of random is. https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/random It says the definition is without purpose or plan. Reality's purpose is ITSELF. Isness is the purpose! Think about what is being said here. Leo once said that God doesn't create because it matters, it creates because it doesn't matter. This means that the purpose is the existence itself. This means it is not random! Random is an illusionary concept that cannot stick. If reality was truly random you literally couldn't make sense of anything! Random also signifies separation, because for something to be random it would have to be different or distinct from something else. Since reality is ONE, it cannot be random. Now it can APPEAR random by hiding itself from itself and trick itself into thinking its random but it cannot actually be random it can only BE!!! BEING is not random. If BEING was truly random it couldn't have order!!! So first BEING is orderly, and through order it can create randomness! In fact randomness is a HIGH form of intelligence because you have nothing to explore without the unknown. So reality first knows itself completely, then it forgets itself to explore itself and to explore itself it must create the unknown. So the reason that reality is infinitely impermanent is because the highest intelligence would want to explore itself and it can only do that by constantly going back and forth between being known and unknown. It makes perfect sense when you think about it.

The Truth is a sword, but this sword both divides and unites. An Enlightened Being is like a kind warrior who only takes the sword of truth out of its scabbard when the the situation calls for it but in general keeps it sheathed. A passive warrior, the darkness that is housed within the sword rarely is cast upon the unfortunate soul who is unprepared for its fury but rouses it from its sleep. For those who dance around the Truth but are too afraid to face it, horror and terror will be their constant companion. Only when the truth is faced fervently does the horror and terror disappear. The illusions are strong, and can only be dispelled by a desire that rings true and is completely straightforward. Unless your desire for truth is sharp as a sword, you will never cut through the illusions and will just circle around in a hell of mass delusion. You awaken when the grand design of life is illuminated, the genius of its structure revealed. Life is always teaching, to awaken is to take the master course. All maybe story, but this story never ends. This story has the perfect combination of that which is known and that which is unknown. As a result infinite exploration will always be the case. A resignation to the unknown is to play the fool forever, for the fool does not know. The fool becomes wise when the fool admits it doesn't know, thus the light of knowledge can reveal itself. This light of knowledge can be revealed through higher levels of intuitive understanding. The true super power is to be able to shed the confines of your world view, and to bounce around to different viewpoints without being confined to any. When you can shape shift your world view on the fly then you have gained knowledge of self. Sometimes it cannot be worded, but a knowing beyond words, a recognition if you will can happen where your ability to comprehend is completely emotionally intuitive. You connect and instantly understand the emotional expression and why it occurred. This allows you to connect perfectly with the individual beyond mere words. You don't need them to explain, which is just painting a mental picture, you can connect to their emotional reality and thus "GET IT" because through accessing their emotional reality you just experienced it. I call this SUPER EMPATHY. Super Empathy is a possibility for all, some say it was the natural state of ancient humans before the creation of words. Who knows?

You can't be less imaginary. Really think about what you just said. If reality is imaginary then evidence is also imaginary! Happy Birthday Leo!!!

There are people you will come into contact in life, who call things non-sense or a waste of time. Bless their hearts!!! They do not realize that Non-Sense is crucial, vital, that you cannot have EVERYTHING, without nonsense. Nonsense is the unknown, nonsense is exploration, nonsense is creation, nonsense is the moment to moment unfolding! Sense-making, logic, is a subset of nonsense, it is that which seeks to arrange, or organize, to provide utility of some kind. A mind that is wired in this fashion will get stuck, it will run in circles, and then eventually it will carve out a path, a structure, and it will house itself inside and tell itself it got everything figured out. This creates a division, a perspective, and it deems anything outside of this path, this structure to be that which doesn't make sense and only that within its own paradigm as sensible. Be wary of this habit of your mind, as it can bar you from many different perspectives. The more perspectives you can emotionally understand, the more of reality you can connect too. Understanding the totality of Reality is not just deep dives into the Absolute, it's also a deep dive into the relative as well. Obviously at your own pace, seek to open your mind to nonsensicality of reality. A logical mind is actually a limitation into the Deep Dives, as it can get very wacky the deeper you go into Infinity. One of my core issues is my natural tendency to hold onto logic, learning to let go more and more even when it doesn't make sense is a key theme I have been exploring. Just because something doesn't fit my model, my paradigm, doesn't mean it has too. Sometimes, I need to realize Reality is just going to unfold and I don't have to understand every nook and cranny. But I can observe it, and marvel at it even when it doesn't make sense. Reality the Beautiful Non-Sense!!

Throughout my life I have searched for truth and in my twenties I was heavily into politics and trying to understand the political and conservative mind. I use to wonder what made me stop paying attention to politics and I realize the reason I did was a result in realizing it was just a mud slinging contest. While in general the liberal mind was more inclusive, they were very non-inclusive when it came to conservatives. The liberals like to demonize the conservatives and brow beat them with moral superiority. How the hell you preach diversity, and inclusiveness and then be non-inclusive of conservatives? How the hell you expect to get others to listen to what you have to say if you demonize them? It literally doesn't make sense! The liberals accuse the conservatives of demonization, and then engage in the same activity and justify their actions by saying we are right!!! Not realizing the Conservatives believe their right and that is why they justify their actions!!! Do you see the hilariousness in this? If a liberal wants to help a conservative mind develop into more open-mindedness politically you have to treat those whose opinion differs from you with respect and patience. They aren't trying to be mean, they are scared, and ignorant. They are not as developmentally advanced as you are. You know how petty and childish it is to lord your superior development over those less developed? Notice how liberals pride themselves as being on the side of those less fortunate, but don't realize that those who are not as loving as you are, are less fortunate. Do you see the depths of self-deception at play here? It's hilariously ironic!!! It's like watching a comedy special on how can we engage in the same behavior and pretend we are doing something different!!! Anyway here is the video clip. I barely made it 46 seconds in when one of them engages in demonizations that literally described their opponents as basically be sub-human. Listen to dehumanizing words they use, this is the same tactics that was used to perform slavery as blacks were rationalized intellectually to be considered 3/5 of a person. You might think its a stretch but it isn't the same tactic is being used here. Dehumanize so you can justify demonization. To demonize is to be a demon because as the old adage says "Takes one to know one."

While left leaning programs mean well they are often just like their conservative counter parts become propaganda machines. What is a propaganda machine? Any dissemination of information that excludes the valid concerns and points of an opposing view which focusing solely on the demerits or flaws in that perspective. It has come to my attention that the previous video I linked purposefully made a hit piece by only highlighting the parts they took issue with, without simultaneously highlighting the parts they agreed with. What they don't realize is this actually makes the issue worse. Think about it? How could you ever open a dialog with someone and hope to bridge the gap between perspectives when you edit hit pieces? Here is the original video they were highlighting. Seek first to understand, only then can their be effective communication. https://youtu.be/Su2Z4_iQHz4

So recently I have allowed myself to do what I call ego jumping. Ego jumping is when you jump inside the world view of a character and you get to discover why they act the way they act. You discover how love and intelligence are the same thing and that characters literally get stuck in various ways due to lack of self-belief in the goodness of themselves and others. You get to see how much love it takes to admit to faults, to forgive, and to get over painful memories. In a way you are getting a life review of both your life and those around you. This gives you a deeper understanding of how powerful emotions are, and how emotions are the glue that locks people into their world view. You learn that majority of human behavior is a cry for help, a cry for love, for acceptance. This is deeply informative, because the higher in self-love you reach, the more you can forget just how much of a luxury self-love is. This is why when people feel good they don't like being around those who don't feel good. When you are feeling good, you feel full of self-love and are in a position of strength. It's very easy when in a position of strength to tell someone who is in a position of weakness to suck it up, or you'll get over it, etc. This is why true strength is borne of weakness. Only when you can be a position of weakness, and overcome it to place yourself in a position of strength do you understand strength. But it goes even deeper than this, true strength is not only being able to overcome the weakness, but being able to revisit and experience it. The reason why you avoid the pain of others, is a result of allowing someone to truly express their pain that you care about, makes you live and experience that pain. The ability to live and experience pain over and over and come out the other side is true strength! This is why strength is defined by weakness, and that God is at its most powerful when it experiences limitation. Limitation is true strength, there is nothing to overcome when you are unlimited. This is why compassionate people, people who are healers, are the most powerful people. True strength is secure, as a result true strength seeks to strengthen that which is around it. So to heal others is to empower, to strengthen. So the path of healing yourself and others, is the only work worth doing. Inspiration is healing. Forgiveness is healing. Encouragement is healing. Advice is healing. Cheerleading is healing. Seek to do these things both with yourself and others. Always understand, the true is what is. If it could be another way it would be, that includes YOU. Accept yourself, accept everything around you and realize YOU ARE A HERO. Face all pain, all suffering with the understanding that this is TRUE STRENGTH!

All difficulties in life stem from a lack of Self-Love. What you Love you call Good. One of those things is pleasure. You have created what you call guilty pleasures. Guilt is self-injury, where pleasure is self-healing. If you believe in guilty pleasures you will actually create an addiction. You see the belief in guilty pleasures is a lack of self-love. You judge the action you enjoy doing because you are afraid it will control you and that you have no self-control. This is delusion. You actually have perfect self-control, and only DELUDE yourself into thinking you do not. As a result you form addictions by doing something and then immediately feeling bad around doing it. This creates a spiral of engagement, pleasure, immediate guilt, avoidance, then self-denial of that desire, then a build up of that desire, then engagement, pleasure immediate guilt....and over and over again. The only way to overcome an addiction is to stop seeing it as a guilty pleasure and to see it as pleasure. What you don't realize is if you do something you love and don't judge it, it has no control over you. Anything you judge, you make yourself subservient too. So self-judgment can be akin to saying self-slavery. You become enslaved to that which you judge because you frame yourself as powerless in comparison, as worthless, and that the thing you are judging as superior to you. The irony is that which you judge as bad, you actually pedestalize, because anything you fear you view as something that has power over you. So look at the irony? When you don't judge something you view it as equal to you, which is the only intelligent way to operate. So there are no guilty pleasures, how can guilt exist if only good exists?

Recently I have been doing deep dives to access my subconscious mind, and what you discover is hilarious. Accessing your subconscious mind is VERY easy. It's not hidden, it is just hanging out behind a wall of self-deception. So how do you access your subconscious mind? By contemplating self-love so long you eventually break through. You see your subconscious mind is what you can call GOD. It's the part of you that isn't deluded into thinking it's some human with a back story. You can access that part of you by releasing your attachment to the belief of good and bad. You actually have to logically and emotionally connect to this process. You do it by proving to yourself through an internal debate/dialog on why everything is ultimately perfect, and why evil doesn't exist. You do this long enough and repetitively enough you will eventually break through into your subconscious and then you can finally get the answers to all your questions. But as long as you see your subconscious mind as separate from you, you will play the same delusionary game you play with the people in your life. So it's ultimately up to you. Connecting to your subconscious mind is rather fun, everytime you do it's like waking up from a dream again. Your like dang how long was I out this time?

It's only destabilizing if you lack self-love. The key to every bad trip, every difficulty is self love. It's why I love your video on Self-Love. The answer to every question is SELF-LOVE. The only thing to contemplate is self-love. The path to finding God your true self is self-love. The path to embodiment is self-love. The answer is always the same. The path to wisdom is self-love. It's the master key and it removes ALL delusions but self-love is so radical even when you think you got it, it slips through your fingers. Because it is one thing to intellectualize it, it's another to experience it. The only problem is....Self-Love will turn you into your own Guru and the people you use to admire....their limitations will become more apparent. You can still admire their strong points but their limitations (the self-imposed limitations of their world view) become ever more visible as well as your own. But not shooting yourself is not a hard problem if you accept the Absolute Truth that you created everything, are still creating every moment, everything is you, you are immortal, you are just experiencing your infinite mind from a FIRST PERSON perspective. Like walking around in a VR game. If you identify as the VR GAME instead of a character in the game everything is fine. Someone says that still makes me want to shoot myself. My reply? 1. You literally created that character. Why would you end that character that you created. If you are God then you literally don't make mistakes. 2. Ending your character accomplishes nothing because you cannot go anywhere so killing yourself isn't an escape. 3. God has the ability to give itself so much pain that it would wish it were dead. So the only understandable reason God would want to end its life is if it created a life so miserable so tough it cannot handle it. Like a disease that is so excruciatingly painful and pain medication has no effect. Outside of that extreme outlier, killing yourself is just more self-deception and delusion. Not saying I don't understand the premise, I get it. But if there is no escaping anywhere because you are everywhere, then what is the point?

1. The entire dream is held together by self-deception. So this belief that the mind will susceptible to self-deception is hilarious. To dream, to live, is to be self-deceived. All God Realization is, is the ability to see your illusions. Also everything is a state. A process and a state are ONE and the same. A process is an unfolding, a state is the awareness of that unfolding. You cannot divide a state and a process from each other because without the awareness the process doesn't exist! You see how silly these distinctions are? More silly distinctions. Here is the kicker! That entire video you just linked is self-deception masquerading as NOT self-deception!!! It's literally funny how strong self-deception is!!!

I thought I'd share this because culturally it's a funny joke.

Thankfully the mechanism involved is so meticulous that him becoming Hitler or a Jihadist is highly unlikely. But yes the stories and tone are important. The story connects the events that transpire, and craft how you relate to those events, and the tone turns you into a victim, a fighter, or a pacifist. Victim=whines and complains and demonizes everything Fighter= Sees danger and fights to control their environment and punish their enemies Pacifist= Seeks to accept everything as it is, and not shake up the status quo. (Sometimes becomes a people pleaser).

Just came across this clip, and although it is well-meaning it is foolishness. Relationships are tough exactly because of advice like this! People seek to not wanna rock the boat, yes you don't attack someone with their weaknesses, but you do guide them to the illumination of their weaknesses. At the level you hide your true feelings, is the level of lack of love in your relationship. True relationships are INTIMATE, and vulnerability and transparency are a staple! If you cannot bare your all with your significant other then the two of you shouldn't even be together in the first place. Don't fall for this so called "sage advice" this is how you have those secret open relationships of old where the man and the woman are secretly fooling around on each other and getting the emotional and physical intimacy from somewhere else cause they convince themselves they cannot give it to each other. There is a running joke by the Comedian Dave Chapelle that strippers know the truth of life. I wonder why.....many Men tell bare all their secrets and insecurities while drunk talking to a Stripper. Look at the silly games humans play with each other? Shaking my head, one day they will learn about true authenticity in their dealings with each other.

There are no states absent of identity as identity is story. You cannot fully experience something as a something without identity. I'm noticing people keep confusing what true ego or self is. Your sense of existing, your I AM is your true SELF. THIS WILL NEVER DIE. BECAUSE IT WAS NEVER BORN. What you call ego, is just the belief you are a human and all of those life experiences and belief systems. But the sense of existing, your presence is what you are and that is what is referred to as Awareness. To deny awareness, (which some do) is equivalent to denying the present moment. It's the ultimate delusion, because it's to deny direct experience.

1. There is only ONE God, ONE SOURCE. 2. You can't confirm another POV because there is only ONE POV. 3. Every POV of GOD is in a solipsistic bubble because they are the ONLY thing that exists. 4. You cannot understand this logically because it transcends logic. Just understand you will never experience anything outside of you. You are ABSOLUTE. Reality is absolutely relative. This means your POV will ALWAYS be absolute. There is no time, no space, no prior moments, there is only the PRESENT MOMENT. You use imagination to project into the present moment a prior moment or past moment, and you use story/explanations to tie those imagined prior moments to the present moment to explain it. Without a story to tie those prior moments this current moment wouldn't make sense to you. Through these explanations, you can create a life and create the illusion of a beginning and an end. Without the mechanism of story, and memories you would realize eternity, and thus couldn't live a life. All of this is an elaborate ploy to trick yourself into character and living out a story. Your title is silly and childish, you are what you are. If you don't want to be God as you say then don't, you are capable of infinite delusion, which you are employing right now because if you didn't want to be God you wouldn't be tripping searching for truth! So notice how your title conflicts with your actions!!! Infinite delusion!!!

Here is the story. Slowly this will eventually become the norm. It is a silly law when alcohol and caffeine/coffee are legal. Don't get me started on alcohol compared to all other drugs is involved in the most violence, death, and public property damage cases. https://www.usatoday.com/story/news/nation/2023/04/23/biden-delaware-recreational-marijuana-becomes-law/11724192002/

Look at the power of self-deception in nature. This video shows how Ants get CONNED.

This is true, but failing to reproduce the story is how creativity works. What do you think poetry, music, and comedy is? Also not being able to reproduce everything allows there to be suspense, you always need an unknown to have something to work towards, to be able to explore. But yes a story is important if you want to have a life as social animal that uses stories to make sense of things like humans do.

There isn't a copying error, all sense-making is just a story. The mind looks for patterns, it then schemes on how to use those patterns to control for some type of use. Nothing wrong with that, but all sense-making is just in relation to a goal. For example unless a substance can be found to have a "use" it's considered irrelevant, and will even get a bad rap if it can some how hinder survival. All thoughts are actually non-sense in the guise of sense-making. If it were not so, arguments wouldn't happen. Contemplate on anything hard enough, and you realize it can be dissected and looked at an infinite number of ways. This means it doesn't have a true form, so whatever perspective you take of that particular thing is just your individual distortion, or projection. This is what it means that reality is absolutely relative. Reality is always filtered through your relative perspective, which makes your perspective both the relative and the absolute in one fell swoop.

It's possible and rather easy. As long as you think it is isn't possible, it won't be possible.

Awakening happens on its own. The belief that addictions can stop you is false. You could sit and observe your addictions and awaken. Awakening happens through paying attention, the more attention, the more care you give something the higher you raise your awareness of it. So in truth all actions, thinking, emoting, eating, sleeping, are in service to awakening. You speed up the process when you make the target of that care consistent. But as time flies, the differences, the distortions between one thing and another that too will collapse. If it is your fate to awaken in this life time you will, and you could quote on quote waste as much time as you want and it would still happen. There are no distractions, all paths lead to awakening. What is beneficial is the understanding of what it all means. That is where the epistemological understandings come in about Love and Truth. But again, all paths lead to awakening, once awakened you can choose which path you wish to pursue from there. But all this demonization is hilarious. Here is a secret, EVERYTHING is an addiction. EVERYTHING IS! Your most prominent addiction is your own perspective!!! All of your beliefs, your memories, your preferences, you hold onto this more tightly than anything else. THIS IS YOUR STRONGEST ADDICTION, your personhood. So miss me with all this demonization of what is right or wrong or how to be a good person, it's the biggest self-deception because you were never a person to begin with!!! Live, enjoy the moment, do what is the most loving act and that shall be the guide to happiness. Any attachment to any morals, will fill you with guilt and unworthiness which is the biggest practical joke you can play on yourself. Awakening is truly a cosmic joke, you got God telling itself it needs morals to be GOOD!!!! So hilarious!

1. This is an argument of expression. Your mind is more serious, more logic driven as a result you judge things like cartoons as distractions. There are NO distractions, there are no GAINS, only a logical mind that is too focused on results would see flowing, or creativity, or cartoons as distractions. You are getting lost in ego, and as a result are contradicting yourself and many of your videos. How can an undifferientiated field of awareness that is only appearing to be different ever have anything be a distraction? To quote you Leo "Once you awaken there is no difference between anything as it is all being done FOR YOU. So there are no distractions unless you are trying to get some where....but here is the funny thing Leo. You can literally awaken through any avenue....Cartoons, Sports, Medicine, ANYTHING. An open mind, radically open mind can be transported through any avenue. It's the judgments, and the bias, that distorts this truth and creates antiquated methods of ONLY THIS WAY WILL AWAKEN YOU. Don't play the same game the Gurus play of judging the path (how they judge psychedelics because it deviates from their method) I could literally teach if I wanted how you can awaken through Cartoons. In fact viewing Cartoons in a heighted consciousness can actually spontaneously give you insight into the interconnectedness of many things. I find the same happens with music as well. There are no wasted moments of consciousness, consciousness can connect everything together to provide an insight.