Razard86

Cool beans want me to encourage it, or guide you to the truth of what you are? Your choice.

You are correct that all of life seeks this, it's called comfort. When you feel comfort is when you feel the most powerful. If you can walk down the street and bullets are flying everywhere and you are not moved out of this feeling of comfort then you are in your power.

Hahaha yeah when insights come they come like a flood. I like to share my thoughts because I love to think. I only hope my thoughts can help those around me.

I love people like you who tear things down with no goal in mind. Hello feminine with no masculine integration. You tear things down for the pure enjoyment and you make no sense in the process. You say there is no duality while expressing duality because communication is duality. If there is no duality....then who are you talking too? To deny duality is to create another duality!!! There is both the unreal, and the real. You are so asleep it is hilarious!!

Here is the funny thing. After I wrote that, I discovered that David Goggins realized this. Watch this video it goes perfectly with what I wrote!

If you are unlimited strength you can never know what that strength is. Strength can only be realized through being weak. When you are weak and overcome your weakness you discover or realize or awaken to what strength is. This means strength is BORNE or originates from weakness. Since weakness gives birth to strength then weakness and strength are ONE. Unlimited strength is unknown strength which is to say the concept doesn't exist. This is why pain is a necessity. Why obstacles are necessary. This is why there is nothing bad about weakness. All limitation is weakness. Overcoming weakness by facing it, is what we call strength. Life is a constant movement between experiencing weakness and strength. All lives will know weakness and strength.

The School of Life is good for people who don't want to fully awaken but want to have some semblance of what is going on. The secret to life is every human is insane pretending to be sane. Everything you think is good is sane, and anything that doesn't make sense to you, you call insane. If life is a constant change then think about it? It means life is not really stable. This lack of stability is just an appearance but let's be real, you think the appearance is real. So embrace the fact then that life is an appearance of PURE INSANITY! Read this post about relationships! He does a good job of bringing this down to earth. https://www.youtube.com/post/UgkxtGxChgejis_ZQrXz7R0U_--25R_mu6YC

Look at this VR game. Understand as humans get better and better at VR, they will ultimately discover that what you call life is just a VR.

LOL. Well if a person is too scared to do it. Here is a good practice. After you get use to watching this, you can practice creating painful memories till you can build up tolerance to face painful stuff in life. Conjuring painful memories is just me saying CREATE A BAD TRIP on purpose. You can even tailor these memories to things you are insecure about. For example let's say you are insecure about your weight. Create a room where you walk in and everybody keeps telling you your fat and ugly. Feel the emotions that arise, and experience them fully. Make this a daily practice till you can walk in that memory and it cannot faze you. This is how you overcome pain, don't avoid it face it!!

This communication is going to be heavily dualistic. I'm communicating in this manner because I have noticed a strong resistance to TRUTH on this Spirituality Forum. As such I will adjust my message but I will issue one statement before I begin. The ultimate protection against any Gaslighting is to take any statement made and dissolving the duality. Why? Because Reality is an Infinite Gaslight Extravaganza. If you take any statement any put it up against Absolute Truth you can never fall victim to Gaslighting. But since Absolute Truth is what you are terrified of we will delve into the relative. 1. Memory: Gaslighting is heavily based on memory. If you struggle to remember things, or you have very selective memory then you can be vulnerable to Gaslighting. Gaslighters like to claim you did something or said something. If ANYONE does this to you DO NOT believe them EVER! I am serious. You might ask but what if I am wrong? You can only know your direct experience. Could you have merely forgotten? Sure it's possible as memory is not perfect, but you cannot just give away your authority to someone just because they say they are right. This means you need to observe yourself like a HAWK. The more you pay attention to what you say and do, the less you will have blanks in your memory of what you say or do. 2. If someone accuses you of making them do something mean to you, or someone belittles the harm they did to you then you are dealing with someone who is denying your experience. Now this doesn't mean it is malicious, because WE ALL are going to hurt each other this is an inevitable part of relationships. But if this person never apologizes or communicates that their intention is not to hurt you, or if this person hurts you in order to gain something from you then you might be dealing with a malicious person. Your feelings are your truth of how you are processing the present moment so your feelings are never wrong as to where you are developmentally. If you are scared you are scared, if you are sad you are sad, if someone trivializes your feelings you are being Gaslighted. Again this doesn't mean the person is malicious but it does mean that at that moment they are not comfortable with your emotional expression. 3. Boundaries: You need to have a minimum set of standards of what you call acceptable behavior. Do not arbitrarily set these standards up. You need to erect standards that you would hold yourself too, otherwise you will be hypocritical and lack integrity. In a sense we all are hypocrites, but its the frequency of hypocrisy that reveals if you should be dealing with someone. If the person you are dealing with constantly violate your boundaries without remorse and even blame and demonize you for their own boundary violating actions then you are being gaslighted. Bonus: Here is a really good one!!! You can have someone accuse you of gaslighting them when in actuality they are gaslighting you by accusing you of gaslighting!!! This is a high level tactic, and the person doing it again may not be aware they are doing this. Often people like this are in pain, probably deal with a lot of narcissists and as such see everything from the lenses of their hurt. This means they will project their pain onto you and interpret your communication as gaslighting! So how do you discover if you are actually gaslighting them in this situation. Well when a high level accusation is raised, a high level tactic needs to be implemented. The only way to discover if you are actually guilty of gaslighting someone ultimately is to realize that you are always gaslighting yourself at all times by believing that their are OTHERS. The ultimate defense between you unconsciously gaslighting others, is to stop viewing them as others and to start viewing them as YOU. To pull this off you need to watch Leo's Absolute Solipsism Video multiple times until you incorporate every point he made in that video about what is actually happening. If you don't even with the above tips I gave you will gaslight others and be gaslighted in response and it will all be done unconsciously. The only true protection ultimately from gaslighting is to raise your consciousness. Anything less than that is insufficient. Understanding self-deception and how it works is PARAMOUNT in defending yourself from gaslighting others or having it done to you. Sources that can help you. 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. Knowledge is power, knowledge of self is the ULTIMATE POWER!

You only abuse yourself. You can literally sit down right now and create bad memories on purpose and if you focus enough it will feel as real as what you call real life. Then for fun you can tell yourself it actually happened. Do this on purpose long enough and you awaken to the fact that only YOU can psychologically abuse yourself. Here is the funny thing. If you consciously gaslight yourself like this, you can actually awaken to absolute solipsism. It's very funny when you sit down and think about this. The fastest way to awaken is to consciously create bad memories and experience them. So basically sit down close your eyes and create nightmares on purpose. I recently have been doing this as an experiment and its crazy how real it feels. Current psychology is actually researching this and are finding out that the brain cannot tell the difference between the past and the present. This is why when someone thinks about a painful past it feels real, because it is being experienced as current experience not something that happened before. This is why talk therapy can aggravate the trauma because the person isn't ready to face the experience. So my solution? Traumatize yourself on purpose. When you exercise you actually harm the body. Well painful memories harm your mind. So to traumatize yourself on purpose is mental exercise. This builds up your ability to withstand ever more painful experiences.

The one you admire the most you put on a pedestal. You say I could never be as amazing as that! The one you hate the most you put on a pedestal and say I could never be as terrible as that! Hatred is fear. Hatred is resistance. Hatred is the belief that the thing you are experiencing is too negatively powerful and you cannot abide in its presence. That is the same as saying I cannot handle this, which is the same as saying this is greater than me. Saying it is greater than me is the same as putting it on a pedestal. So notice pedestalization is self-denial, you say that can't be me its too powerful. Notice both roads lead to the same conclusion. To debase someone as inferior, and to elevate someone to superior, leads to the same conclusion. Both are an elevation. This means people you hate you think are better than you. Those you admire you think are better than you. So any statement of value is self-debasement, and this is why people get anxious and are full of fear. This is why all value is illusion because all value is self-debasement. You can use value as a tool, but never forget it is the tool and YOU ARE THE MASTER.

YOU ARE EXISTENCE! All concepts are the identities you construct!! All constructions are deception. You create suffering and pain so you are not fooled for all eternity. The pain you create both binds you to the dream and both awakens you. But it is all based on how frame the pain. If you love pain consciously you awaken, if you love it unconsciously then it puts you to sleep. To hold onto painful memories is to say you love them because you only hold on to that which you love. So see how you fool yourself and delude yourself? You say I hate these memories, yet you hold onto them. This is why hate is love!! Because you claim you want to remove something yet you do not remove it!! This is delusion!! This means anytime you claim to not be in control you are deluded!! Full awareness is the realization that you are in full control. Control means to know what will happen at all times. You know you are in control of your hand because you cannot trick yourself on where your hand will move next. No matter what you do you cannot trick yourself into thinking your hand is an OTHER. So notice if you can be in control of your hand in your direct experience at all times, then not being in control IS THE ILLUSION! Once you discover this then you realize that if you are always in control, then that means you can create the ILLUSION of NOT being in control. Not being able to create that illusion would be a limitation of control and you have no limits! All duality is the ILLUSION of not being in control. How can you experience the future if it is always known? If the future is always known there is NO PROGRESSION! So you have to create the unknown, the illusion of not being in control which creates the future and allows you to progress. If you write a story right now and remember every line fully then there is no progression only observation of what is already known. This means for that story there is no future only observation of what is. This means you cannot experience anything new. So to live a life and experience newness, novelty, you need to convince yourself that you are not in control and make it believable and this is what you have done.

You are gaslighting again. The only gaslight is duality. If you question this then you are deluded. It's like playing a virtual reality game, and someone is trying to wake up that the the game is not real and can be turned off. They are trying to tell you that the virtual game you created is just an illusion. And you tell them that thinking that all conversations is gaslighting is a gaslight. Do you see how silly that is? Name me one time in a video game that you are playing that the conversation is not a gaslight? You cannot. Name me one time the conversations in a book you observed were real? They weren't!!! They are a delusion that you are enjoying!!!! What you reveal is you are too scared to admit that the same is true of your reality right now so you call it a gaslight!!! This is how you keep yourself from awakening!! You are afraid to admit that everything around you is gaslighting!! What you don't realize is a full awakening is the realization that EVERYTHING is GASLIGHTING!! Once you realize that, then you cannot suffer!! You can experience pain sure, but you know the pain IS A GASLIGHT!!! Until you realize this you will stay ASLEEP!!!

Your problem is how you frame. I keep telling you guys you need to stop this message that there is no me, only direct experience. Direct experience IS THE ME!!! To deny that Direct Experience is you is to say there is no direct experience. There is only direct experience for all eternity. So The YOU, THE ME, THE I AM is direct experience. Then you say the remains of the ego. STOP THIS. THE EGO IS DIRECT EXPERIENCE!!! It is a filter!!! Your ego is like looking through a telescope, or wearing clothes! You fell asleep and thought you were a telescope or clothes. So when you awaken that you are everything you may initially feel some fear but then ask yourself is this fear legit? NO!!! All feelings are constructed by you!!! You create them!! They come and they go!! This means you are always in control!!! When you say stuff like there is no me, there is only happening you remove control and thus the fear that emerges will always control you. 1. Fear has no power over you EVER. The only power FEAR has is what you give it because YOU ARE THE MASTER. 2. Stop saying there is no ME, OR I AM. This is creating duality. YOU ARE DIRECT EXPERIENCE!! Because you are direct experience you ARE ALWAYS in control!!! Get this through your head! What you do not understand is spirituality is ALSO SELF-DECEPTION!! You have to test everything and see what is true!! Think about it, if you are not in control who is controlling it? If there is no ME, then that means there is some ME controlling something. THIS IS DUALITY. Stop creating duality. If you create duality FEAR WILL ALWAYS CONTROL YOU. 3. You CAN be awake without substances. All you have to do is remove all dualities. The thing with consciousness is it always reflects the model of the experience you have. Remember the ego is a filer, so if you erect a dual filter that is what it will show you. If you are attached to something that is what it will show you. Your direct experience is always telling you what your filter settings are. Your settings are I like this, I don't like this and all it does it bring that to the surface. It's why the famous old spiritual teaching of you see a rope that you think is a snake you are scared then when you realize its just a rope the fear is removed. Why did this happen? Because you think a snake is dangerous but a rope is safe. So you see? YOU CONTROLLED THE FEAR. Fear is based on identity and identity is framing which is the same as interpretation!! This means you BETTER FIGURE OUT WHAT YOUR TRUE IDENTITY IS SO YOU CAN FRAME IT PROPERLY!! 4. When you say there is no I, NO ME, NO CONTROLLER, You are not taking accountability, you are offloading it off to some mysterious OTHER, which is what duality is. All you have to do is say everything I perceive is I!!! When you go to sleep at night and wake up from the dream you don't think there was someone controlling the dream. You think dang why did I dream that, or MY DREAM LAST NIGHT WAS CRAZY!! Well guess what your current dream right now is CRAZY!!!

You can, that's just a limiting belief you created.

The screen of awareness is the ground. The screen of awareness is the source The source is itself. You put yourself to sleep when you word it the way you do.

You were good until you used the term separate self. That term confuses people. There is no separate self, if I take a gun and shoot this separate self you refer to, notice that the dream will end. The self is the dream itself. The character is not separate. They use the term separate self for you to unattached your identity from the avatar to all that is perceived. So its a relative pointer, but the problem most have is they keep demonizing the character and saying oh it doesn't exist, and all this other nonsense. The dream is absolute truth, the character is not separate from the dream. Therefore the character is also absolute truth. The character is a filter of absolute truth, so how can it actually be separate? It can't. It's only separate in relation to the teaching that seeks to expand the identity of the spiritual seeker. This is the barrier that stops many from fully awakening.

When you fully awaken you experience both Oneness and Duality. The only reason you fall asleep when you talk to a person is because you become Self-Conscious. This comes from a fear of making a mistake, you are afraid of hurting the other person because you have heavily conditioned yourself on manners, you also have subtle things you might not like about yourself that can come up. So here is my question. Without taking any substance, can you sit on a bench and experience those that walk by as yourself? If you have you have broken through. Nothing wrong with microdosing but you want to make this your baseline without having to take a substance or meditate for 40 minutes. If it's not your daily experience under these conditions you still have a little resistance left within you. But still count yourself lucky because most humans will never attain the level you are currently at already.

You are gaslighting you are just not aware you are doing it. Because if it is spiritual bypass I ask you to present how what I am teaching is spiritual bypass. Be aware I will deconstruct everything you say and reveal that you are gaslighting right now. So put your money where your mouth is. To protect yourself from gaslighting you force the person who makes a claim to present their argument. If their argument doesn't stand the test of Oneness then it is delusion and gaslighting. But go ahead and try. You made a statement so make your case. How is this spiritually bypassing?

^^^^This. You only ever express your current state of mind. A mind mired in misery will spread it, a mind drowning in love for self will spread love. This is why you need to learn to love your Avatar (Human Character) unconditionally. Your character is PERFECT. Never let anyone or even yourself say otherwise. If you believe otherwise you are deluded.

You don't know that reality is imaginary, all knowledge is from personal experience. To know something is to know self. You lack self-knowledge so you are not awakened. This is how you and many delude yourself. You sit around all day spouting spirituality dialog but you lack the direct experience. All of Leo's videos literally tell you this. Watch his videos, over and over and over and over and over again. Look up other Spiritual Masters if you want. Deconstruct all identities with the concept that everything is one. The fastest deconstruction is to watch Leo's Solipsism video and accept it as true. If you resist Absolute Solipsism then you cannot awaken. You resist it. How do I know? Because you keep complaining. What you do, every non-awakened human does. If you do what they do how would you ever hope to awaken? You won't! The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting the same result. To awaken is to GROW in self-love. If you are not growing in self-love then you are going BACKWARDS! Your love your avatar and the totality of life should be INCREASING NOT decreasing! The more you hate life, the more delusion you are creating, the more you are seeing the beauty of life the closer you are getting to awakening. I awoke because my mind was already relatively pure so all I needed was someone to teach me Spirituality and guide me to the correct point of view. Awakening is a point of view, the point of view of ONENESS as the absolute and everything else just an expression of it. ONENESS means ABSOLUTE ACCOUNTABILITY. So if you are EVER blaming, any other for anything you are in delusion. The entire dream is delusion your job is to be aware of your delusion so you can enjoy it! When you watch a movie, or play a video game you know it is delusion and thus you can enjoy it! Your life FEELS real that is why you complain! All complaints come from REALNESS, this is because of your fear of pain and loss! So whenever you speak, think, and emote from a pain and loss perspective it is OTHER delusion. It is akin to watching a movie getting so engrossed in it that you cry or laugh. It's a beautiful thing, but the beauty can only be realized when you know it is PURE FANTASY!

You can break duality. You can break the illusion of others, and walk outside to a world that is frozen in place. You can walk around and observe that all these others you think are moving individuals with personal lives and histories is pure fantasy!! You can walk around with this world frozen in time and perceive that time does not exist. This is ALL POSSIBLE!! But if you do this you will confirm that your point of view is absolute, that you are alone and have been fooling yourself the entire time! This is proof that evil doesn't exist, this is proof there are no others, this is proof that everything that ever happened was your own will, your own design, this is proof that others do not suffer and they do not have their own emotions. The only one that suffers IS YOU!! When you see a person crying, that person is not a person crying, it is just an appearance you constructed that is acting, but the act is so convincing you fall asleep get pulled into the illusion and it becomes REAL! Now I shall explain the Infinity of Gods awakening and how it relates to this. You as God are a story writer, and every story needs continuity, so Infinity of Gods is how you put yourself back to sleep. You see with Infinity of Gods it gives you something to do. Since you are God you can make the others you see God as well. As a result now you can create Spirituality and make it your task to awaken them. To know yourself as God is to know you enjoy sharing your power because you are secure in your power and a secure power seeks to create more power. So you create others to experience your power. Since others are YOU, made of the same substance which is love, which is nothing, since the relative and absolute are one, discovering Infinity of Gods is the same as saying I created other to experience myself. So all Infinity of Gods is, is the belief of other all over again but with the recognition that the OTHERS are really just you in disguise. As a result you have now established continuity and have a reason to continue your dream. After Leo broke the dream he lost all motivation, so Infinite Intelligence needed to find a way to keep him motivated so it showed him the Infinity of Gods awakening to keep him grounded and motivated.

Even after awakening I am still addicted to truth. I still watch Spirituality Videos and I still deconstruct. This deconstruction will never end. People don't understand that Spirituality is Science, the science of all that is. So I will never stop being a scientist of Self. Jail break your mind, and you will awaken. I have a method, but it can drive you to insanity if you pursue it long enough but it will awaken you. You can supercharge the process with microdosing until your brain changes completely. To awaken permanently is a physiological change to your body. So you are literally altering your body and how it processes sensations. What happens is the doors of your perception open up and you realize that all sensations are you. When a car drives by, you will feel the wheels of the car as it rides in the distance. When you see someone in the distance walking you will sense their body as the same as your body. When the bird flies in the sky you will feel the bird flying and you will feel the sky the bird is flying across. If you choose to concentrate on any particular thing your sense of that thing will expand. If you hold your breath you can supercharge this process and become them. Depending on your state at the time you can even pick up on the emotions of someone speaking and instantly know their point of view based on the emotions that arise within you because all emotion ever experienced is just YOUR emotion.

If you want to make your baseline experience awakened PM. Anyone can do it. I am not special. You need to be addicted to TRUTH. Nothing else should matter in your life and truthfully nothing else matters in life.