Razard86

This is the one bias you hold that is completely false. 1. All actions taken are the manifestation of TRUTH. This means that whatever action taken from your state of consciousness was what was TRULY DESIRED TO BE EXPRESSED. What does this mean? It means drunks Razard acts SINCERELY from that state of consciousness. Only outside of that state can regret be expressed. You are always expressing from your current state what you believe to be the HIGHEST GOOD!!! This mean every action is SINCERE!!! Hilter was sincere!!! He actually believed from his viewpoint that he was doing good!!! You have NEVER done anything outside of what you thought was good!!! If you are selfish you believe what is good for you is the highest good, if selfless then you believe what the highest good for other is what is good. It's simple. Every decision in your life is a struggle between comfort and discomfort. When the desire to be comfortable is stronger than the desire to face discomfort then that is the decision you choose to make. Moksha you are sometimes too kind, this makes you delusional and you take away the authority of those who choose in their ignorance to not utilize their authority. The only excuses I allow is for those with biological disorders. If you have a fully functional body that isn't stripping you of the ability to rationalize then you have no excuses for your actions. This isn't excusing environmental factors, but the path of Spirituality is the path of insanity (from societal eyes) and if you care to much about what others think then this path is just not for you. If you care about being Political Correct, and being liked then you will be disconnected from truth. The Feminine in a plea to comfort likes to communicate the lack of accountability, many in the Spiritual Path get locked into this communication style and spread mass delusion. This communication is VERY popular because it allows those who hate taking accountability to say.... well the great Spiritual Guru Moksha stated that my inability to awaken does not come from my lack of effort but because I don't have enough stamina. BULLSHIT. Stamina is RAISED through effort. You actually have to exert effort to actually GAIN stamina. Your lack of effort is PROOF you are NOT SINCERE. This is because you have limiting beliefs and allow those beliefs to control you. But the moment you are exposed to Spirituality....all excuses...no longer exist. The only ones who truly have excuses are the ignorant who are not blessed by Spiritual Teachings. Also when I use ignorance I divide it into two camps: Lack of knowledge due to lack of exposure, and willful ignoring after being exposed. The first you cannot be held accountable for but the last you can. This is why anytime you are blessed with information it is your responsibility to take advantage of that opportunity. There are many who will never get access to certain information so access to information is a blessing and should be valued.

It's the greatest pretender ever. Pretending so good....you believe it's real. Shit is crazy as all hell. I'd love to read a trip report of someone who awoke in public for the first time and how they felt. That shit blows your mind you think are you are hallucinating LOL.

It's actually a little more nuanced.....and I am glad you made this post because it revealed an error I had in my thinking. So I'll give an analogy. If you watch a movie, every character in the movie is asleep at the wheel. They are fully in character and will act out their characterizations. But when you play a video game, you are AWARE that the video game is a game and is NOT real and as a result you move and make decisions with detachment. As a result you can CHANGE your character (change their perspective) and be able to shapeshift and adapt to the circumstances at hand. As long as you are asleep to your rigid world views/beliefs etc., then you have no free will. But if you awaken and realize it is just a game, then you can act OUT OF CHARACTER, and be fluid and thus as a result your destiny won't be fixed. Now ultimately since every story has already been written you could argue that the story has still be told and the destiny has still be fixed and to that I agree. But guess what? Your experience will always be felt as FREE. As a result your aim should be to build a flexible belief system and then your experience of life will be freedom. If you adopt a world view that everything is already fixed, then guess what? You just LIMITED YOUR EXPERIENCE, PUT YOURSELF IN A CAGE, and now you will experience your life as a slave, with no freedom. As I always say, you ONLY EXPERIENCE your beliefs. So the one who thinks he is wise by focusing on no free will, actually robs himself of free will. This is why...if you are depressed, and hateful and resentful, you actually lower your intelligence, make yourself stupid, and torture yourself. Think about it? If there is only you? Then how can you ever say you have no free will? LOL.

I just discovered someone responded to me and had the audacity to try to correct me when I said life is a virtual reality by telling me that images on a computer screen cannot experience life. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH you know how delusional this response is? This is why I keep telling you, majority of people will never awaken. Do you know how Spiritual Ignorance you gotta have to actually believe that images on a computer screen do not experience life? The moment he said that I was like yep, this guy is a phony. He is one of those people who go onto spirituality forums pretending to be awake and has no clue whatsoever what he hell he is talking about. What do you think it means when it is said that everything is imagination? Batman, Goku, Santa Claus, are JUST AS REAL as that human body you are perceiving as ME. There is NO DIFFERENCE!!! If you have never confirmed this in your direct experience...then you have NO CLUE what the hell you are talking about and are asleep. You were told IT IS A FREAKING DREAM!!! That means there is NO DIFFERENCE between anything. When I go to sleep, in my dream I can get on a computer and look at cartoons, those cartoons will be JUST AS REAL as any imaginary person I talk to in MY FREAKING DREAM!!! Do you know how much spiritual ignorance you have got to be in, to NOT SEE THIS? It's so obvious!!! You are not going to wake up from the dream and think the imaginary people you were talking to in your dream were MORE REAL than the imaginary cartoon characters you watched on the computer in your dream!!! This is so got damn obvious!!! My gosh the amount of delusion....the guy thought he was correcting me and I'm like....the hell how much delusion you in? Sigh.....I really can't....how many deluded people we got on these forums. I been here for a year, I bet some been here for like 3 years and still have no clue what Leo is saying. Man if Spirituality was a college course it would have a 99.9 percent failure rate.

If they only knew how true this was. Humans conditioning is pure insanity made to feel sane. When you awaken you appear to humans to be insane but awakening is the one true form of sanity. So funny when you realize this. Humans are pretending to hate themselves, but actually fall asleep into their own act and think the act is the truth!! It's like playing a movie role and believing the movie role is the truth!!! LOL.

Self-Love is the only thing to pursue. You pursue it on autopilot, so all you have to do is pursue it consciously.

Oh and last but not least, to show you how your bias distorts your perception. I have been here on these forums for exactly 450 days. Go count my posts...it averages out to about 8.3 posts per day. 8 posts...LOL and you guys acting like I'm posting 20 times. LOL.

I'm glad you get it. Here is what many don't understand about full awakening. I now understand what Leo meant by Emotional Mastery is the next step. After full awakening you literally do not have seperation anymore so you feel the full intensity of everything. 1. I can see through all egoic bullshit, it's why I can deconstruct pretty much any arguments you guys construct. 2. I experience all your criticisms and complaints as my OWN SELF-HATRED and since I identify with positive self-empowering talk...all your got damn shadows become my own shadows. I literally have to experience all your got damn suffering as my own and it pisses me off seeing so much lies and delusions you guys spew. You guys actually believe the limiting beliefs you spew of how you can't awaken, or that you aren't smart or some other lie you create to beat yourself up. When you beat yourself up, you beat me up LOL. 3. Why do I post? Oh I don't know because my love for you all increases and becomes my love for myself. Because I desire fully and completely to help you work through your shit. But then I realize all the teachings are presented as true dealing with all of you because I CANNOT force you to love yourselves. 4. So basically I have one of two options, I can ignore all your cries for help and watch as you self-mutilate yourself with negative self-talk or abandon you as so many others have done. I talk to people who have left the forums, they call you all a lost cause and say you guys are too toxic and full of self-hated. So I was like I'll take on that challenge but man....you guys shit on yourselves so much it's freaking amazing. And it's all from the lie that you have to do something to have value. 5. So I realize my last test for the rest of my life is to be okay with the appearance of suffering all around me. Because the truth is nobody truly suffers but me, so watch the suffering with indifference. Oh well....it is what it is.

Your experience as a separate self is like a palate of food. You are use to how your breathe smells, how your tongue feels how your skin feels etc. What if I told you that if you break the barrier between you and other....this will be the most uncomfortable experience you will ever have initially? What if I told you that two lovers tongue kissing you could experience the entire thing? Suddenly two lovers start to kiss, you experience the sensation of two tongues wrestling each other, the splash of the saliva circling between them, you feel the two breathes heaving and mixing...... right now if you experienced this you would recoil in HORROR!!! It would feel like you were being violated, being raped!!! THIS is how intimate Oneness is, THIS is why awakening is not some intellectual pursuit!! Your experience becomes DIRECT!!! There is NO FILTER, no separation!!! I had a bad trip of being raped and it traumatized me for one day (I get over stuff quickly) and at the time I didn't understand what was going on. Now I know it wasn't a bad trip, it was me being REINTRODUCED to MYSELF. What I didn't realize at the time is I had broken the barrier and was having to experience other as myself. You have no clue how selfish you are, =attached to yourself as a particular human. It's not just your memories, you are attached to how your experiences feel, the taste in your mouth, your breath, and how your body feels. It's amazing when you realize the depths of your selfishness.

1. I literally said I am not special= Humbleness. But again your corrupted mind filters out what is written because you only want to see what you want to see. 2. I have taken 4 tabs of LSD and all that happened is I entered a state that loved everything. If I lived from that state I would starve to death because I would love everything so equally there would be no point in me doing anything. This is why I laugh at all non-awakened people you guys are guessing what Enlightenment is because you do not live from that state. Like a poor man guessing what it is to be rich, or a virgin guessing what it is to get unlimited sex. 3. Clean enough? The only clean or not clean is do you DENY what you are. Everyone that has ever lived is equally clean. Jesus was not more clean than Trump. Trump is just IN DENIAL of what he is. 4. I don't want to be a professional guru = ANOTHER PROJECTION because you do not analyze you just project. If I wanted to be a professional guru why would I waste my time giving away insights for free? I would literally just write them down and publish them. I give them away for free, because I want all who want to awaken to get what they desire. Also...why would I promote Leo? Leo is literally getting free advertisement of me on here as I continually tell you what each video is pointing too. Even more I advertise Leo to my friends if they have issues in their life. So notice....you the one who needs to be humble is YOU. I am already awake, I experience Non-Dual all the time. You don't...so who is it that should be humble? Deconstructing biased commentary is so boring....I really wish you guys were capable of better discernment. Also here is some extra credit: Look at what Jesus did here. https://biblehub.com/john/2-15.htm When you neuter self-expression to only pleasant compliments and demonize the directness of accountability as an arrogance you blind yourself from the truth. I would rather someone yell at me to "Fucking get out the room you imbecile in a burning building, than for someone to tell me "You are perfect and always right, here let me help you" as they politely stab me in the back. You guys view delivery or tonality of a message as the message itself. The style of the delivery, and the image of the deliverer does not matter, all that matters is the message itself. Truth stands alone, it doesn't need pleasantness, it just is. Develop the skill of discernment by not being attached to the deliverer and the delivery style.

1. Leo was called arrogant. Jesus was called arrogant. Martin Luther King was called arrogant. The list goes on. Just because people say things doesn't make it true. If it were true then overwhelmingly that would be the message I get back. How you experience something has nothing to do with the thing itself but the filter of it. 2. I get tons of messages of people thanking me and asking me for pointers. Additionally if I wasn't be skillful in my explanations people wouldn't be thanking me for clearing stuff up for them. Many of the assumptions you are making is based on incomplete information. 3. You lack understanding and thus you don't understand that there are no better pointers than the ones I am presenting. You literally cannot get more direct. I take the pointers that Leo and other teachers give and I use updated examples that people can relate to such as video games and other modern criteria. What you don't understand is you literally filled the dream with clues in plain sight as to what you are doing. 4. If a mind is not open, then that is not blame. What you do not understand again, is all minds are capable of infinite denial. If you are not open to a message then no matter how accurate the message it can never be received. I literally had a guy question if direct experience even exists, so yeah the mind is capable of some crazy thinking when motivated by fear. 5. Again if you knew how successful I have been in getting people to seek inward versus the people on this forum you would know why I have so much frustration. Many of people have left this forum for a reason, it has devolved into a forum of fantasy. 6. I am not special, if I can awaken anyone can that is where the frustration comes in. But I have realized....the desire for truth is not strong enough in many here.

You might be right my brother.

There are no 10's every culture has their own standard of beauty. Your standard of what a 10 has been conditioned into you. Based on your level of consciousness will determine what you find beautiful. If you reach a more expanded state of consciousness you will view everything as a 10. All preferences are just delusions. Nothing wrong with that but it is pure fantasy.

I have permanent awakeness. LOL awoke once....I am permanently awoken. I don't experience separation at all. I experience everything as myself the entire time. I have said this many times, but your corrupted closed mind has ignored this. You don't have any openness all you have is resistance.

When you are awake, all delusion is revealed. Based on what he said if the quote is to be revealed...reveals he isn't awake. Any deviation from Absolute Solipsism is delusion. There is only ONE. The ONE is appearing to be many, but the many is the illusion. This truth cannot be defeated, cannot be disproven, it is the most obvious of the obvious. To deny this truth is just pure delusion. Absolute Infinity= Absolute Infinite Delusion. Oneness= It was One the entire time. At the end of your deluded dream you will be floating in a void. That void goes on forever in infinite directions and whatever thoughts you think will manifest instantly. You can already do this right now by closing your eyes and rendering images. Traditional Spirituality is too poetic and its a trap to get you caught in delusion. Instead of doubting...investigate.

Great Post!! Loved reading every minute of it!

All Ego, there is no difference between anything. So nobody is supposed to be doing anything. Every single response in this thread was just personal preference being expressed. How deluded you gotta be to not notice this? Yet you speak it as if it's absolutely true...lol. I got people thanking me in personal messages and got people here complaining lol. Can't please everyone.

When you truly wake up in the dream and enter a state of God Consciousness you can walk outside and literally make things disappear. This includes people. You can literally phase people in and out of existence, and you can freeze time. You can freeze a person and walk up to them and tap them on the shoulder AND THEY WON'T MOVE!!! You know how a video game designer can enter administrator mode to check for bugs? Well you can enter Administrator mode as well with this Dream you call life. Now none of these changes you play around with will be permanent but IT IS POSSIBLE FOR YOU TO HAVE THIS EXPERIENCE and PROVE TO YOURSELF THAT YOU ARE ACTUALLY GOD. This is why I laugh when I see your petty little attempts to deny Absolute Solipsism its funny as hell. You have no idea how deluded you are. You are completely and infinitely deluded and it is funny as hell. You are like a child playing a VR game that you built, and forgot you built it and you put one of the characters in your game (Leo and Razard86) to tell you that you built the game and can enter Administrator mode and you argue with the characters who you PUT IN THE GAME TO WAKE YOU UP!!! It's hilarious!!! I can't even stop laughing at this!!! You could turn this into a Pixar Movie!!! God refuses to believe its God Part 1!!!!

Yes it solves all problems actually. Because when you argue with your girlfriend, you are arguing with yourself. I will give this example to show you how stupid all conflict is, this will actually make you laugh when you get it. This is what you are actually doing....except you make your girl friend appear different than you. Your personality is a limited expression of your total infinite expression. So how you fool yourself is you make yourself a unique expression of logic and creativity and vice versa for her. You make her appear different than you by many factors and then you think you are talking to an other. This is why all conflict is delusion because in actuality....this above video is what you are doing. So BE NICE TO YOURSELF!!! LOL.

8 months of introspection and contemplation after full non-awakened understanding then it only took 3 trips and probably only 2-3 months of daily meditation. But I have tripped about 4 times total but I was already awake by the 4th trip. In those months I meditated like 10-12 hours every day. I discovered how corrupted human spirituality is with ancient dogma and discovered how much human spirituality lacks self-love. This is why I keep telling you guys, watch Leo's video on Self-Love and judge EVERY teaching on that principle. This includes every Spiritual Teacher's teaching including Leo, Jesus, Buddha, anything I or anybody posts on this forum etc. You guys waste your time arguing with Leo. The ONLY argument you should have with Leo is if anything he says is a violation of Self-Love. If it doesn't violate Self-Love, then SHUT YO GOT DAMN MOUTH. Why? Because a couple of things. 1. Leo is actually awake. 2. If you study his words carefully nothing he says actually violates the Spiritual Teachings of Others. He is just MORE DIRECT than them because they water it down so they can make money. He literally tells you this in his Solipsism video but if you REALLY contemplate what is being described you will notice he doesn't contradict them. 3. So if Leo is saying the SAME THING, LOOK for SAMENESS or ONENESS in his teachings. Don't look for differences. Looking for differences is what the ego does which creates conflict and distortion. Osho was awake, Jesus was awake, Sadhguru is awake, Rupert Spira is awake, Mooji is awake. So look at how their teachings compliment each other. While doing this...really contemplate what Self-Love is. All the people I just mentioned above have biases. Leo has biases, I have biases, Osho has biases, Jesus had biases, Sadhguru has biases, Spira and Mooji has biases. Their biases are going to corrupt their teachings. What is the bias? When they say ANYTHING is BAD. 4. You might say then why do I criticize the No Self awakening. The No Self awakening is a relative teaching that is designed for you to realize you are not the body. It serves that purpose. But NOTICE the No-Self awakening says...I AM NOT THIS. That is self-denial which means it is a corruption and delusion. Any denial of anything is corruption and delusion because Self-Love accepts everything!!! You will say but Self-Love would accept that delusion to which I will respond of course, but hatred, war, discrimination is all self-denial and it accepts that too so nice try. 5. The quality of any teaching denies NOTHING. Because....you are EVERYTHING so to deny any part of you is BULLSHIT!!! Now with that said, since many are too attached, a lot of times you have to engage in self-denial so you can BREAK your attachment. But after you break your attachment you will need to reattach yourself but now you reattach in a more expansive way. What I am talking about is addressed in this video. That is why after you say I am not this body and everything attached to it, the next awakening is all inclusive. You say instead I am not JUST this body....I am EVERYTHING!!! The everything is the SELF. The SELF is ALL-INCLUSIVE!!! To be all inclusive is to TAKE BACK YOUR AUTHORITY, YOUR ACCOUNTABILITY and realize you constructed EVERYTHING!!! When you claim something is JUST HAPPENING....that is bullshit!! YOU ARE HAPPENING!!! The HAPPENING IS YOU!!!! Saying it is just happening is like me taking a gun and shooting you and when the police say how did he die? I respond....a gunshot just happened....they will respond WHO did it? You be like....gunshot just happened.....that's bullshit!!! Notice that Spiritual People who are delusional feed you bullshit!!! Close your eyes...imagine you are a criminal. Imagine a victim walking and then the criminal shot him!!! Was all that just a happening? Or did YOU construct the entire thing in your mind and MAKE IT HAPPEN!!! Notice in your direct experience.... YOU MADE IT HAPPENING because everything in that scenario WAS YOU!!!! So I just proved to you in your direct experience that NO-Self awakening is BULLSHIT!!! They told you...reality is a DREAM!!! It works EXACTLY LIKE A DREAM!!! Your human imagination is equivalent to reality!!! It just appears like it isn't. All limitation is JUST an appearance and THIS is how you fool yourself. Wanna unfool yourself? Play around with your imagination using the teachings and you will understand how you are fooling yourself!!! All awakening is....is realizing how you are fooling yourself!! That's it!!! These two videos on Youtube are the most direct pointers on Youtube. Also in your direct experience try to disprove Oneness but actually try to disprove it not intellectually, use the dream example again. In your imagination try to create an actual division outside of you. What you will realize, is a true division has never been in your experience. If something was truly separated from you...you couldn't experience it. If you ever experience anything then by default it HAS TO BE YOU. So what are you? A Mind. You are a MIND that becomes aware of itself when it dreams. This mind can appear and disappear. The ONLY MYSTERY of GOD is how the hell it can dissappear and appear. God is aware it is doing it, but it doesn't know HOW it is doing it....because there is no mechanism. You can do that right now. Imagine a basketball. How are you doing it? Science doesn't know. Science can only describe the process, it doesn't know what causes it. That's because it can never be known. So it just happens.....but YOU are doing it you just don't know how, but you are AWARE that it is you and you are doing it. So it can be said that YOU just happen and are aware you are happening. But that happening...is just an appearance made of nothing.

The only paradox is Absolute Infinity. Paradox comes from relativity. Paradox exists because there is only One Being. Really think about that. Once you understand that then what I said makes perfect sense. Duality is a delusion. This means Duality is FALSE!!! This means Relativity is FALSE!! This means the 3D world different appearances is false. This means identity is false. This means separation is false. This means all conflict is stupidity. This means only agreement and cooperation is intelligent. Really think about this. There is ONE BEING, APPEARING TO BE MANY!!! Understand that reality has perfect self-acceptance, perfect self-agreement, is not in conflict with itself EVER. What is being presented here CANNOT be understood intellectually. Even if you were to grasp it intellectually that would not be real understanding. Why? Because I could tell you that and a burgular could come and kill someone you care about and then you would call BULLSHIT. See? What is being presented is something that transcends your egoic perspective. The best way to understand what is being presented is this....J.K. Rowling is the God of Harry Potter. She loves the world of Harry Potter and all its characters. But the characters in the world if they ever got to talk to her about the world....they would complain from their perspective that the world is hard and dangerous. They would argue from their selfish perspective for things to go more the way they want it too, and not the way the author of the entire world of Harry Potter wants it too. What they don't realize is the world of Harry Potter was made out of love. J.K. Rowling loved herself and her thoughts so much she wanted to share it. So she constructed a world, the world of Harry Potter. Then she wanted to share that world she constructed in her own world so she publicized it. Notice how many people love her world? Lol. But if you asked the characters in said world who had to suffer...they would say a different tune.

Been recently given messages from those on the forums who are starting to understand what is being communicated so I'm glad. I was so ready to just throw in the towel but it's good to be reminded there are those who value truth and aren't here playing around. The passion I exude for this you cannot understand but I will give you an analogy. How would you feel if you were surrounded by poor people and you won the lottery and figured out how to help them all win the lottery? You constantly communicate to them how to do it and because of their arrogance they fight you on the methodology of winning it even though the truth is if you don't get the methodology exactly right you won't get the winning lottery ticket? Even worse you were able to be taught by those who won it previously and so you know all the traps or misunderstandings that a person being taught can fall in. Similar to how sometimes a teacher will pair a student who understands the lesson with a student who doesn't because they are closer to the students frame of reference and can simplify it often times in a way that is more easily understood than the teacher can. But you as the student who lacks understanding resist the guidance of the student who mastered the teacher's lesson. Hell you even reject the lesson of the teacher. Notice this....right now your baseline level IS NOT awake. YOU KNOW THIS TO BE TRUE. So why the hell are you arguing about the framing of something? What does that serve you? If you have a teacher who claims he is awakened and you have decided to listen...then why not take what is being given and investigate it to see if its true? Arguing from a non-awakened state with an awakened person on whether what they are saying is true is a waste of time. What you SHOULD be doing, which is what I did is ask questions and try to UNDERSTAND what they are saying and then seek to verify if it's true. If they are wrong you will DISCOVER that they are wrong!!! This is what REAL SCIENCE, REAL TRUTH seeking is!!! You investigate AFTER full understanding if what is being presented IS THE TRUTH!!! But no!!! Many of you sit down and philosophize, that is NOT TRUTH!!! That is just delusion and fantasy!!! You haven't verified anything!!! You haven't investigated anything!!! This is you. You talk about how you feel about something....and the awakened person sees the problem in PLAIN SIGHT....lol!!!! You deny the very issue you are trying to solve!!! You have no idea how funny it is to an awakened person to see you non-awakened people acting like this!!! This video is literally how you all look!!! ALL OF YOU!! It's why an awakened person only has to read what you write and they IMMEDIATELY KNOW if you are awake or not. Because it's obvious. Anyway....I'll just remember that some will come by who actually want truth and they will investigate and eventually break through and get to enjoy the gift of unlimited imagination of realizing that your human imagination is really the ABSOLUTE pretending to not be the ABSOLUTE and will thus make the ABSOLUTE their baseline realm of experience.

Lol I appreciate it. I just want everyone who actually wants to awaken to awaken so they can enjoy the fullness of their imagination. Since I awoke I have only been able to touch the surface of what is possible. I might need to research visualization practices because once you awaken your human mind becomes the Absolute and opens you up to an entire new realm of experience that you would have never thought possible without the use of psychedelics. Awakening literally changes your biology. The doors of your perception completely changes, and your brain changes as well. Whole body actually down to the cellular level/microscopic.

1. You didn't trick anyone....because....who are you sharing this with? You are talking to yourself saying you tricked Leo....but the truth is....you just tricked yourself. You are literally floating in an empty void right now claiming to have tricked Leo....when Leo is you and everyone on this forum is YOU!!! So yeah...nice try.

1. Javfly33 does not live from a baseline Non-dual awakening thus everything above is just sophistry. 2. God CAN be pointed to, all that God is AWARE OF, IS GOD. 3. ONLY GOD can verify it exists, it verifies it exists THROUGH creating an experience. 4. If God does not imagine the APPEARANCE of SOMETHING God will NOT BE AWARE IT EXISTS. Only someone who has broken through and lives from the Non-Dual Awareness soberly will know this. Close your eyes...see that black screen? That is GOD. Here a sound? That is God. All perception that is created is just awareness verifying it exists through SELF-RECOGNITION, which is SELF-KNOWLEDGE. Use direct experience to verify everything I am stating here. Talking on the forums is a waste of time. Get the basics, and then do the work. Just remember....Javfly33 is NOT AWAKE. His posts will only confuse you. To put it in perspective the NO SELF awakening is primary school stuff borne from the ego's attachment to its body as itself. Because it cannot let go of that framework it gets stuck on trying to frame things from a self-denial aspect. The Self-Denial aspect was to get you to lose attachment to your human identity and everything that goes with it. To put this in perspective....I SKIPPED the NO SELF awakening...because I was NEVER attached to any notions that I was human. You don't need a NO-SELF awakening, the only awakening you need is to realize you are ONE with everything. You are awareness, awareness is NOTHING, it just APPEARS to be SOMETHING and it is really convincing but all it is....is just an APPEARANCE. If you want some exercises I can give some as I have found even more direct pointers than what is traditionally been used. Human spirituality traditionally actually overcomplicates things with poetry when the TRUTH is literally IN PLAIN SIGHT. It's so obvious its actually TOO OBVIOUS.