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Leo wrote a blog post about Pragmatism. It's good and hilarious how he berates all academia for pragmatism. You can read it here. https://www.actualized.org/insights/the-trap-of-pragmatism Now to me this definition of pragmatism is NOT true pragmatism. From early on in my life I wanted to figure out how to see life CLEARLY! I believed it was important because otherwise I would just be making stupid decision after stupid decision and be completely deluded. I also believed that by finding out that answer I could figure out why I was here in the first place. I wanted a world view that could summarize life in its totality. So you see? Because my definition of pragmatism was, whatever can summarize or explain the totality of life, that is pragmatic. The issue isn't pragmatism, the issue is the scope!! People only apply it to survival. If they looked beyond survival to researching for the totality of existence itself then they could find truth. If you have a strong desire to find out why anything exists at all, and how is it all interconnected then you have TRUE pragmatism!! How you can understand anything if you don't have the big picture? This is why I am surprised why some of the leaders we have in the world never realized this. It's funny, every child has this question. They are like what is that, why is that there? And they will keep asking why? Then the adults basically kill this line of questioning with "Be quiet and eat your food!" Schools never tackle this deeply enough and make claims...well we could never figure this out.... It's funny because Spirituality is Pragmatism, because it challenges you to look at the totality of everything. What is more pragmatic than that? It's no different than telling someone to appreciate life. So the problem isn't pragmatism, it's how it is currently defined.

That's a legit awakening.

The dream is your body. So technically when someone dies in front of you....that was you who just died. Here are some fun facts. 1. This is you talking to yourself. 2. When someone tries to kill you that is YOU trying to kill YOU. 3. Wanting to survive makes you lie, cheat, and steal and justify it. It makes you rape, and commit genocide. 4. Because you want to survive you are a KILLER that justifies when you kill but tries to demonize what you call others who kill. 5. Because you love your body MORE than everything else you are delusional as all hell and a hypocrite.

You can its call closing your eyes. If you close your eyes the Sun does not exist visually anymore. Or you can walk inside a cave. Whatever you do not see visually, does not exist visually. That's one of the secrets.

^^You got it, I became aware that duality is literally fear. If that fear disappears goodbye duality. All of reality is literally in love with itself and it can only hold this duality together through fear. It's rather funny. If someone takes a knife and tries to kill you, that person literally loves you unconditionally. Every human wants to make love to every human, but is behind a wall of self-deception which makes up their personality. It's freaking hilarious to experience that contradiction.

The only part I disagree with is you know you are there. I have been in the void, not only did I know I was there, I remembered my human life. Also you can think in the void but your thoughts aren't human like it's like telekinesis and your thoughts create. So if you think of a chair, a chair appears, if you think of a mirror a mirror appears. If you have not been able to do this in the void it is because you have not raised your awareness to handle the void. Martin Ball talked about this how people would use 5 MEO and would not be able to maintain awareness. You need to raise your awareness so when you enter the void you can retain your sensibilities. Remember there is no difference between life and death. THIS IS THE VOID! So if you are aware you are here, then you will be aware you are there. Also your physical body is just a sensation. If you wanted you could manifest a body there also. This is why you should awaken in life, unless you want to unconsciously keep coming back over and over again.

1. You are already a narcissist. All egos are narcissists. Your fear of being one will turn you into one. Accept that you are a narcissist. You are a narcissist in a world of narcissists. Jesus was a narcissist, so was the Buddha. Stop creating dualities which is pure delusion. You are every identity that has ever existed which is why you are capable of expressing any of them. THIS is what you fear, you fear your darkness. OWN THAT SHIT! If you suppress your darkness it will seek expression subtly and you will unconsciously express it. You need to acknowledge that you are capable of being a selfish piece of shit and be okay with it. Does a Lion feel regret when he tears his prey apart? NO!! So why do you? Humans walk around pointing fingers at people for doing something and they do the same freaking thing. I'll give you an example. Jesus said turn the other cheek right? Matthew 21:12 "Jesus entered the temple courts and drove out all who were buying and selling there. He overturned the tables of the money changers and the benches of those selling doves." Also notice Jesus was very direct and confrontational with his teachings. Matthew 23:27 "“Woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! For ye are like unto whited sepulchers, which indeed appear beautiful outwardly, but are within full of dead men’s bones and of all uncleanness." Notice the churches either don't talk about this side Jesus had, or they justify it. But if YOU did what he did to THEM they would call you a monster!!! So notice the hypocrisy of people!! They can justify his behavior because they love Jesus, and he didn't do it to them!! But if you do it (and you are Jesus) they would demonize you!! See the stupidity? Do the best you can, be as kind as generous as you are capable. You can feel regret, BUT NEVER FEEL GUILTY EVER!! Don't let anyone ever convince you that you need to feel guilt. If someone is doing that remove yourself from their presence. That person is a self-righteous hypocrite. All self-righteousness is delusion, is corruption, and is the HEART of how religious people become demons!

The Law of Peace and Joy is the Law of One. If you do not know Oneness you will not understand the world. The Foolish King looks down upon the poor because he thinks himself separate. The Wise King who invades knows better. He invades into his land, and bribes the poor and downtrodden and they switch their allegiance. They allow the Wise King access inside the gates and the Wise King overthrows the Foolish King. After the invasion the poor ask for the death of the Foolish King and the Foolish King is confused. How did he wind up in this situation? The Foolish King had he served his people faithfully would have obtained their trust and loyalty. But because he used them toward his own ends without looking out for them they didn't look out for him but for another. The "another" they looked out for first looked out for them. Thus the law of the world is when you look out for others they will look out for you. Loyalty has to be earned, through serving another you gain the reward of trust. Many people desire friends, but they refuse to serve. They look for friends for personal benefit. If you lack friends it is because you are selfish and only desire to use others for your own benefit. If you lack friends it is because you do not know how to forgive. Boundaries are great, but if you erect boundaries that you yourself do not live up to, how the hell you think you can invite someone to commune with you when you couldn't get past those gates? Now this isn't to say that making friends is easy, it is simple but the journey towards friendship can be a hard one. Some people you meet have been betrayed constantly and thus when they first meet you will be suspicious of you. They will accuse you of being up to something, they will accuse you of thinking negative thoughts, they may even take from you preemptively to protect themselves. Many of my current friends have betrayed me, and yet I have forgiven them. We have fought, argued, but because I reconciled them and stayed loyal they learned the value of trust and returned the favor. Many of you look for perfection in relationships, when you yourself are imperfect. Yes I have stated in the past you are perfect, but that perfect is expressed in a duality. Duality is imperfect, but because it is INTERCONNECTED, the totality of it is perfect. So if you imperfectly serve another and they imperfectly serve you, PERFECTION is achieved! This is the secret, but through ignorance many erect standards they themselves do not meet and with dirty corrupt fingers point to others as the problem. All pointing outwards is delusion, the only truth is within. This is actually known by all but they love to forget. When you fail a test in school you might gripe, you might whine, but eventually you realize you must study. The realization that you must study is the acknowledgment of your power to change the situation. The test is the obstacle but with devoted effort you can overcome it. So your entire life school as schooled you in the secret of life. When life tests you and you fail go study and prepare so you can pass the next. But lo and behold you forget this lesson because of how you frame things. You say school is different from life and thus delude yourself of the answer to all your problems. Apply the same lesson you learned in school to ALL YOUR problems. Ask yourself what is this test about? Have a relationship problem with someone? Ask yourself what do they constantly complain about? What seems to make them uncomfortable? What was their childhood like? Are you willing to put up with how they are currently acting for the next 10 years? Are you willing to forgive them no matter what or is there a limit on what you will forgive? These are the questions you ask so you understand what you are dealing with. Every relationship is a test. Every job is a test. These tests are there to see WHAT YOU ARE WILLING TO PUT UP WITH. This is a question you should be asking wherever you go. Now with that said, if your endurance is weak everything will be a burden. You must learn to do the boring, the apparent pointless grind. You must learn to be patient and expect things to malfunction and wear and tear. Just like our aging is inevitable so is wear and tear and malfunction. Do you know how silly it is to get mad at something breaking apart? Your body is slowly breaking apart with each passing day, so why would the tools you use be any different? We must face the reality of things if we want peace and joy. The anxious are complainers who refuse to accept what is. They whine and complain about their past, even though it has happened and is gone. Thus their past is now present, and they are complaining about their own creation. They rob themselves of their joy and point to their past, even though their past is now present because they conjured it up. This is why the path to peace is to face the truth. Accountability is the ONLY path to peace, at what level you are not accountable you will suffer. Suffering is willful. (I am not talking about recurrent physical pain that is different). Psychological suffering is self-caused, repair your psyche and find peace.

Exactly!!! You get it!! Delusions are fun!! This is why majority of people will not awaken because as much as they complain about suffering....they love it!! They delude themselves that they don't love their suffering which is a bold-faced lie. The duality of hating suffering is actually the desire to awaken but the only way to awaken is you have to hate suffering so much that you desire TRUTH more. So the point of suffering is to wake you up to the TRUTH of what you are. Then you come back to the world of delusion and ENJOY IT like playing a video game, reading an enjoyable book. We are supposed to be PLAYING the game of life. That is the essence of Spirituality wake up that your life is a virtual video game, you created it, so appreciate it. Yes this game can end up being a horror game full of famine, disease, mental illness, betrayal, but it also has family, friends, triumph, and trust. I don't deny the suffering of others, I deny their belief that they cannot tame it. It's like look all around you, read the stories of those that came before you and those you see who have successfully done it. If they can do it....SO CAN YOU!!

Many people on this forum will say there is a difference between your human imagination and universal mind imagination....THERE IS NOT!!! In my direct experience I have been able to raise my human imagination and universal mind imagination. Why? Because I don't conceptualize them being different and thus create a duality and now I have to transcend that duality. All dualities creates limitations. What you don't realize is when you create limitations you now have to work to reach said limitation and then transcend it. This is creating a journey, or a TRIP!!! So you create this trip, then come back and report to people that I have attained a new level of blah blah. While I can just as easily NOT create a journey and destination and just use my human imagination to imagine something and get the same result. You will then say but my image was stronger and more vivid. ONLY AN EGO makes distinctions between what is better or more vivid. Now this isn't demonization, there is absolutely nothing wrong with any of this, I'm just illuminating that it is more delusion. Now the point of Spirituality is to be aware of all your delusions. Delusions are created for the purposes of self-exploration. So enjoy your trips!! But never fall for the delusion that there are levels...there are levels in duality, but we all know duality is impermanent which means its ultimately only a temporary truth which means when placed in front of that which is eternal....it dissolves as if nothing ever happened.

Lawyers and Judges are supposed to be held to high Ethical Standards which is why their license can be taken if they violate Ethical Standards. But for some reason....Supreme Court Justices....are immune to this. How the hell did the American Constitution not have a check and balance for Supreme Court Justices that is impartial to politics. There needs to be a body that can bring charges to any branch of government. When you leave the government themselves up to policing themselves, politics will influence how that policing is enforced. Watch this video of blatant bribery. How the hell you going to be a judge when you are taking bribes? This is why I stopped looking into politics, I could write a a billion articles on all the corrupt actions of every major governmental official and business owners in America. America is a walking hypocrite. Instead of a democracy you have a hypocracy, now I am not saying this to spread hate or fear, at the end of the day if you invest in yourself and cultivate virtuous character you will be fine. But understand that America is not virtuous, they are fat pigs, who play the same game that they demonize others to do. I'm not playing, finding corruption in America is like the easiest thing. Here is a fun thing....go look up how we treat migrant workers (it's close to slavery), and private prisons. Land of the free my ass!!! So funny!!! They are literally a joke!!

Dualities, and more Dualities. Notice how you said you reached a state higher than God realization and then used the Finnish name for God. This is a bias. The English name for God and the Finnish name for God point to the same God. Even the Christian interpretation is God. Sure each culture that is tied to the language inteprets God differently and some more than others might be able to express more of the Absolute within their culture but what they point to, which is source is still the same. I'm going to say it again and again until you and every forum member who claims to be woke gets it through your head. If you engage in duality you will be lost and confused. Duality is Infinity. It is an infinite delusion. What you are engaging right now...will never end. You can discover layers and layers of different states because there is an absolute infinite amount of states. So think about it? A guy can come on the forums and keep telling you he has reached a higher awakening because he is accessing more and more states. Guess what? This is illusion. It's like a Harry Potter story. Every new level Harry Potter reaches ultimately doesn't matter, because when the story ends....Harry Potter will dissolve into the absolute. Now with that said, keep chasing more states and enjoy them. But what you are doing is no different than someone making a new invention, winning a gold medal in the Olympics, or master Judo. It is just more relative content in the dream. When Leo says things like he is the most woke, he is completely aware that this is self-delusion and that he is playing a relative game. Every game is PRETEND. Pretend is the same as a lie, an illusion, and a delusion. All your states are just pretend. There is ultimately only ONE truth and that is the non-distinct, all-encompassing, absolute that is permanent and never changes.

I'm turning the question back to you. You asked if it matters. So I am asking you what matters? You just said love matters. So then what is love? Here is another question...what is the most intelligent way to live life? Here is another question is intelligence, wisdom, separate from love?

Talking is thinking. Everything you see is thought. This spirituality nonsense about not thinking is foolishness. Everything you see in reality is a thought in universal mind. Also nothing and something is the same thing. There is both pointlessness and meaning. The communication you are providing is the path of detachment to reveal the absolute. But that will eventually itself become a trap once the absolute is realized. Be careful with this train of thought it can lead to nihilism and an existential crisis. Tread carefully.

Bob is also a perception. That picture is dividing Bob from Alice. There is no separation. It's a subtle mistake.

All is mind. There is only mind. That energetic vibration is a universal mind state. Again, the bliss is impermanent it will come and go. Do not get too attached or you will become what they call a spiritual junkie. True balance comes from calmness and tranquility. Bliss is passionate. Well guess what? Anger is passionate. Passion rises and falls like a strong wave on the once tranquil ocean. If you were in a blissful state 24/7 it would tire your human body out.

Bliss is comfort. Bliss removes all fear. You are only comfortable when fear is gone. You can experience absence of fear in a tranquil state as well. Why? Because bliss is impermanent. It comes and it goes. It's why many masters say don't get too attached to the bliss.

Yeah I see it that way too, but the funny thing...is if we go deep enough the opposite will become true. But I do like to look at it the way you do. It's my bias based on my lived experience.

Masculine: HAHAHHA!!! I know the future!! I can predict every outcome!! Feminine: Are you sure? Masculine: Of course I have it all figured out!! Feminine: So can you predict me? Masculine: Of course I can!! Feminine: Okay since you seem calm and stable I can rest easy and express myself authentically. Masculine: Wait why did you just do that? It doesn't make sense!!! Feminine: It makes sense to me, you are just too addicted to patterns. Why don't you think outside the box. If you hold onto patterns you live in the past. We need to break the pattern so we can create something new. How about we call the something new the future. Masculine: But I am afraid of something new, because it's unknown and it means I won't be in full control. I am selfish I need to be in full control. Feminine: Well I am selfless, so I don't need to be in control so I will express myself without control. Masculine: But if you do that the future will never make sense and there will be no progress, that would just be chaos. Feminine: So how about we combine the lack of control, the unknown, with the known? Masculine: So basically combine our powers into ONE? Feminine: Yes let's come together into union and give birth to creation. Masculine: Hmmm we can call this birth....LIFE!!!

The question you should ask yourself, is why does it not matter? If every human followed that advice Jesus gave....what kind of world would be here right now? Also if it doesn't matter....tell us...what matters.

Virtual= Visual, Reality= All that is. = It's literally a virtual reality. A dream is a virtual reality. Its a visual appearance that is reality. It's simple, you are closing your mind that is why you cannot understand it. Ask yourself why you are closing your mind to something so obvious. Maybe just maybe because you do not want to awaken? Maybe just maybe if you opened your mind to reality being a virtual reality *wink wink*.....you would actually wake up? Food for thought.

Even though you are correct....he is asking on how to meet people. If he asked how to meet enlightened women you gonna tell him they are imaginary? 1. Listen up, I've said this before and I am going to say it again. Can you guys really try to understand the essence of what someone is asking? He isn't asking to awaken or complaining that he cannot get a woman and feels separate. Those type of questions are appropriate for your response. 2. He is just asking to meet up with people. That doesn't need a "they are imaginary" type of response. Besides...he could just turn it around on you out of spike (which I do lol) and say who are you even responding to then, because from your POV I am imaginary. So why are you telling an imaginary character that the enlightened people he wants to meet is imaginary. Not trying to be a dick or something, just try to be a little more empathetic to what someone is asking. I'm not perfect in this regard either but this one was a softball guys.

You cannot drop attachment in duality. To drop attachment is to not exist in duality. Duality is attachment. You are literally attached to a perspective. If you became completely detached you would die. The absolute does not know survival because it does not have a self. Knowledge only exists in duality. And absolute self knowledge only exists if you fully awaken. What you obtain is indifference. You want something but you don't care if you get it. This requires emotional mastery. Enlightenment does not hand you constant bliss for all eternity. What it hands you is increased self-awareness and constant wholeness. You feel complete and whole and enjoy solitude immensely. But there is a catch. You see through all the egos games. If you speak from an Enlightened perspective you will not be understood. Every ego is afraid of absolute truth. You will also become less motivated temporarily because everything will feel like a waste of time. This is normal because you were too used to doing things to reach goals. The final stage is to do activities just for the pure joy. You start to walk the path of appreciation. You can also start getting attached to trying to alleviate suffering but that will take years of practice because egos will blame you for their feelings and accuse you of being the source of their suffering. They will demonize you and call you a victim blamer, arrogant, a narcissist, and a gaslighter. You will need to cultivate a deep compassionate patience should you choose to engage in helping others who suffer. In short you discover that every ego is a perpetual victim with a superiority complex. The victimhood= the belief in bad, which comes from not feeling in control. The superiority= Comes from a desire for external validation and praise and a desire to be and do good. When an ego feels in control they feel good and powerful.

If the masculine and the feminine are one. Then they are interchangeable, this means you can argue that the feminine is order and the masculine is choas.Men fight wars, discriminate, and are competitive. This comes from a lack of feminine integration. So the chaos you see is because of duality. Both the masculine and feminine are chaotic and orderly. They are only chaotic when they are seperate. When unified they are orderly. But since I seperated them I needed a way to describe them. In truth there is only one, but we can only communicate through duality. I have already made a post in the past showing feminine order and masculine chaos. Feminine order is mindfulness, playfulness, and creativity. Feminine also cares more about survival for the safety of making a home raising a child. Masculine can be chaotic with their mind because it likes to brainstorm and create with their mind. You can go really deep with this because the relative is infinite and eventually overlapping will occur. I could do it....but you could literally write a million books on the overlapping of these two. You could even exclude the human expression of these concepts and only focus on nature. Like stated earlier I have already addressed what you brought up. Your critique wasn't wrong but you can literally critique anything from the relative for all of infinity. Reality is absolutely infinitely relative. This is why if you want the broad picture you use the absolute. If you want nuance you use relative. But nuance is always changing, it's slippery and cannot be pinned down.

Full Awakening does not absolve you from self-deception, it just allows you to catch it more easily. I just went on a run and was contemplating Oneness and my actions and discovered I was deluding myself and awakened to another frame. Oneness is calmness, tranquility. This means any deviation from that expression is a fear based expression and denial of Oneness. So my recent aggressive behavior and belittling comments were borne out of ignorance and for that I apologize. I discovered why I was doing that, remember every situation reveals where you are. I noticed that the thing I hate the most is when someone expresses a lack of accountability. It irks me, it irritates me and this is because my greatest fear is to not take accountability. Why? Because I have fully awakened my greatest fear is to fall back asleep. This is itself delusion because there is no difference between being fully awakened and fully asleep. Since I was afraid of a lack of accountability I aggressively attacked anyone who expressed that behavior. Now this is not to demonize aggression, because this too is pure delusion. Let me explain. To learn the art of fighting is to learn the art of aggression. One who has mastered the art of fighting has mastered aggression. If someone attacks a master, the master will effortlessly dodge and misdirect all attacks. The master will CALMLY face the aggression and make his opponent look clumsy and will make him appear that he is fighting himself. This is because every master in martial arts knows the only opponent is within. Master your fear of aggression by engaging in aggression. So when aggression arises in the form of a physical opponent you can remain calm. You will perfectly reflect your opponents aggression back onto himself and eventually he will realize he is just hurting himself. Because when you cannot hurt another, you are just hurting yourself. It's like punching a concrete brick. You cannot hurt the brick therefore you are only hurting yourself. So now I know the truth, anytime I express any emotion outside of calmness then I am deluded. This delusion is a result of a lack of mastery of self. Which is the same as saying ignorance. So here is how I will handle people from now on. When you reply to something I write I will ask you what response you would like me to give you. I can give you encouragement or I can give you deconstruction. The deconstruction can/will be painful so I will let you know this as well. Now I will still every now and then trick you into higher awareness just like LIFE does. But this will be in form of questions. I will guide you to higher awareness through questions. My question will constantly be....are you not creating a duality? You see to fully awaken you must dissolve all duality. So if I ask you if you are creating a duality and you say yes....then you are admitting to delusion. Notice how I was able to catch my delusion. Why? Because there is only security in life. Which is the same as saying there is only your power in life. Which is the same as saying THERE IS ONLY YOU. True strength also empowers others, I just gave you the ultimate trump card against me. If I deviate from a calm expression you can say I sense you are not coming from a place of calmness but insecurity. This can awaken me from my own self-delusion. This is why full transparency and vulnerability is strength.