Razard86

Well we now know who has ever read a history book. You don't even know what privilege is. That's like saying there isn't rich privilege, or beauty privilege. What cave you living in man? Are you not aware that human's create favoritism? Majority of the wealth in the world is concentrated in the hands of a few whites what type of world do you think that is going to create? If you have been to Japan for instance you would notice there is a subtle bias against foreigners who come to reside. There is a privilege in favor of the IN GROUP. You show a complete ignorance of group dynamics, human history, global politics, and economics. Privilege= Power. Power when it comes to humans is heavily about maintaining the status quo. Human fight over their differences, far more than they will ever on their similarities. Saying there is white privilege is not demonization of white people, it is a recognition of the power currently wielded by whites. If you do any extensive study you would know this, I could drop documentary after documentary for fun on how blacks for instance are treated when they travel abroad. When any culture gains the type of influence that European-Centric culture has there are liable to be power dynamics at play that will demonize and discriminate diversity. The whole diversity movement in America, and the one picking up steam globally is actually a fight against the traditional white standard that is erected. You say white privilege doesn't exist....then why is the majority of Art that is publicly sold predominately represented by White actors? Go look at the highest grossing films, majority white, highest grossing video games, primarily white characters, highest grossing animation white, go look at the richest people in the world, primarily white, go look at the world economic summit where majority of the leaders go to talk geopolitics and global economic systems, primarily white. Do you know how ignorant it is to say what you said? If Aliens came to study humans their first assumption after watching the first couple sources of art would be to assume all of humanity was white! It would take awhile before they would realize other races exist. With that said.....none of this really matters LOL. Here is a funny trend in our art we call video games. As a black player if you want to create a player....you cannot find black hairstyles. Even in 2023 this is still a habit (some game companies are stepping up) in the industry. If you are white you wouldn't even notice this. Don't even get me started with the default white hand in pretty much majority of first person shooters. LOL

You were never born. Your first memory is when your life began, then you had others show you picture/video and said hey you were born on this day and this is how it happened. Notice you only know and can only know what is in your direct experience. You never experienced your birth so it never actually happened. And here is the kicker, you can take a psychedelic and experience your birth (some do in Ayahuasca ceremonies) but the funny thing is that memory they are experiencing is really the FIRST time they were born since you can only claim something happened if it happened in your direct experience. Once you can accept this, it will blow your mind.

You see what you are. You don't trust the smiley face, so you don't trust others. Many analytical minds, LOOK for signs of danger, underhandedness and conspiracies. Notice you talked about the shape of an eye as a sign of deception. Sure in animation, animators know how to put certain shapes together to create an emotional reaction but in truth the shape of an eye does not really mean evil or underhandedness. But of course you could TELL YOURSELF it does and experience that in your reality. Picture if you were in the world with those features and everywhere you go you smile people interpret your goodwill the way you just did....they would DISCRIMINATE against you. Picture if you were a group of people, then they would discriminate against you and your group which is what racism is. Picture if they want you all dead because they fear you will secretly do harm? Then they will attempt GENOCIDE!!! So do you see how dangerous making these interpretations can be? You just gave us all a masterclass how humans can create fear and hate off just APPEARANCE!!

Enter the void and discover this is more than just a mere metaphor. The problem with the people in the video is they are asking whether it is true....they haven't realized it is true because of self-bias. When you awaken you actually are confused why some of the smartest people on the planet haven't awoken....then you realize that their self-bias limited their intelligence. The more self-bias you are the more you limit your capacity to learn.

Wasting time is literally impossible. Every single moment your brain is literally taking in information. I spent majority of my life never doing drugs, I took weed for the first time last year and couldn't realize how amazing weed is. Weed helped me contemplate the nature of reality and my entire life. It helped me do deep dives into my subconscious and discover limiting beliefs, it also ultimately helped me awaken. So don't demonize weed. Video games: I was born premature and had poor fine motor control, through video games I was able to develop my dexterity. I never took a typing class in my entire life, through playing computer games I learned how to type just through having to type repeatedly to the players I played with and against. Through video games I actually was able to learn the meaning of life. Many of my greatest insights came from video games. Why? Because I was constantly analyzing the people I played with and against, and asked questions. So the truth is playing video games is NOT a waste of time. Everything you do in life has a PRO and a CON. Right now there are people who are PAID to play video games. They have Youtube channels and stream. So when you investigate ANY activity what you can discover it's not the activity that's a waste of time, it's how you look at it. Money does not determine your value, you aren't going to be on your death bed saying I wish I worked more. What you will say is I wish I did more things with my friends and family, and I wish I spent more time investing in myself. So guess what? Spend more time investing in yourself. Work out, EVERYDAY!!! Working out is NOT just for physical fitness. Working out develops self-discipline, it develops your adversity muscle, and it builds self-love. The mental benefits you get from working out every day far outweigh the physical benefits you gain. If you are ever depressed in life it is because you are not working out PERIOD! Working out consistently CHANGES your relationship with pain and adversity and teaches you how to frame pain and adversity in a positive manner. The ability to see the good in pain and adversity will pay off huge dividends in the future. Next STUDY, anything!!! Read, read, and read some more!! Knowing a lot of stuff builds your confidence. It helps you be able to express your thoughts more and changes the way you perceive reality. It makes you a more interesting person. This will also increase your self-love for yourself. Appearance: Buy clothes that are form fitting. These clothes will show off your physique and will look more natural on you. If you haven't done this do it, it will change the way you are perceived by others. Within your financial means eat healthier, this will boost your energy and help you have more stamina. Make sure you also get enough sleep every day do not neglect sleep. Learn to stretch, stretching prevent injuries and it help you feel refreshed each morning since majority stress is held in the body and loosening up your body can help relieve not just physical tension but psychological tension as well. Learn how to meditate, this can help you clear your mind and stabilize your mental activity it can even ultimately help you spiritually if you are into that. Re-establish your relationship with music. You said you have trouble studying? Music can help you with that! Learn to find musical playlists that can stimulate you when you have to read something. Think of music like the pepper, the salt, or the sugar put into a meal. Music can make working out or studying more enjoyable so go online and create your own studying playlist!!! Also learn to listen to people who motivate you!! Find some testimonials of people who have lived a hard life and have flipped it around. Take their mindset their energy as your own. The secret to life is self-deception but it works BOTH ways. You can deceive yourself into success or failure because ultimately everything could be said to be a lie. The kid who believed he could be drafted into the NBA even though the odds say you have a higher chance of winning the LOTTERY than being drafted is delusional!! But guess what? Because he believed in that delusion and worked hard everyday for it, it became his reality. You don't need evidence to achieve something because evidence is PAST information. All you need is desire, consistency, and the ability to analyze and learn from mistakes and courage to make the necessary changes when they arrive. And lastly...do nice things for your friends and family and ALLOW THEM to do nice things for you as well. This will allow you to create wonderful memories and then you can live the GOOD LIFE!!! GOOD LUCK!!

So I'm noticing a lot of new users are ignorantly coming onto this forum and spouting nonsense that the Absolute cannot be used to understand the relative. Do you know how ignorant that is? The relative in it's totality is the Absolute. That's like taking an entire PIE that is the absolute pie, and saying understanding the entirety of the Pie cannot help you on the relative. It's like flying in a plane with an absolute view and saying it cannot help you when you are on the ground. You literally cannot make sense of the relative in a huge thematic way unless you get what is called a BIRD's EYE VIEW. For example to understand humans you would need to study the entire history of humans. This would be taking an absolute perspective or entire summary. Then through that lens you can look at your relative life and compare. If you didn't have access to the grand view....then you have no clue what you are doing and have to reinvent the wheel!! Do you see? The more you understand how the grand scheme of things happen the more you can make sense of the relative. Not only that you can even predict the outcome! Why? Because human's have certain traits that stay throughout history, those same traits are also inside you. Once you realize that then you can make pretty consistent predictions on which direction humans are going to go because you have the TOTAL view. Here is another thing, the relative is PART of the absolute so to say the absolute view cannot help you understand the relative is AGAIN ignorance because the absolute is the totality of the relative!! That's like saying understanding how humans operate doesn't give you information on how cells work when cells are the building block of the body. You can understand cells by asking questions about how the body functions that you are aware of and how do the cells relate to that. Once you get that information you now have a total view from the cellular to the whole body. This means you can both ZOOM IN, and ZOOM OUT!! So stop this ignorant nonsense that Absolute has no value in the relative as long as you do this...YOU WILL BE DELUDED!! Stop being deluded!! Seriously delusion is going to make you run around in circles your whole life chasing your tail. Is that what you want to do? I won't lie to you, the totality of Leo's content on his Youtube Channel is SUPERIOR to a College Education. Think about that for a second. Not only that but it is free on Youtube, no membership, no subscription and LOOK how you take it for granted. I bet majority of you HALF watch his content, you don't study it, and this is why sometimes free content comes back to bite you. If his stuff was behind a pay wall maybe you would take it seriously.

I have never taken DMT in my entire life. Notice your assumptions that have no basis in evidence. My entire waking direct experience is everything is me. I broke the dream and fully awakened. You have not and speak from a place of ignorance. You do not have an open mind otherwise you would not be responding as you are right now. 1. Your actions reveal how you really feel. You are scared and hesistant. 2. When someone shows you who they are believe them. Your actions are all we need to know to understand your current state of mind. DENIAL.

Majority of people who enter Spirituality do so to relieve themselves of psychological suffering. This is understandable but your desire needs to transcend even that because that itself is an attachment. You need to eventually want to awaken no matter if your suffering increases. If you enter Spirituality and never release your attachment to suffering, to your story, then you will not awaken. The biggest barrier for most people to full awakening is the very thing that motivated them to want to awaken. After fully awakening I laugh because Spirituality is so got damn counter-intuitive and in the words of Ram Dass EVERYTHING IS A TRAP!! This is not a joke, EVERYTHING IS A TRAP. It's why having people on the journey you can bounce ideas off of can help you because Self-Deception is the smartest intelligence you will ever have to deal with. Self-Deception IS infinite intelligence at work at that intelligence knows your every thought and emotion because it's YOU! Now it will guide you, but only if you stop creating a duality and realize that it's you. This will be your toughest obstacle after you release suffering, which is really believing that you are God. When I first broke through and was able to communicate, I denied that it was true even though I knew it. I was shown miracle after miracle multiple times before I finally relented and had to succumb to the fact that I was God. I knew all the teachings, so I already knew it was true but seeing it, well that is another matter. But you first you need to desire the Truth for it's own sake. Let go of your suffering, you don't need it anymore.

I told you, you would come back.

Exactly, but that doesn't mean you can't close them. You can be blind and play the piano. Something doesn't have to exist visually for you to interact with it.

Leo wrote a blog post about Pragmatism. It's good and hilarious how he berates all academia for pragmatism. You can read it here. https://www.actualized.org/insights/the-trap-of-pragmatism Now to me this definition of pragmatism is NOT true pragmatism. From early on in my life I wanted to figure out how to see life CLEARLY! I believed it was important because otherwise I would just be making stupid decision after stupid decision and be completely deluded. I also believed that by finding out that answer I could figure out why I was here in the first place. I wanted a world view that could summarize life in its totality. So you see? Because my definition of pragmatism was, whatever can summarize or explain the totality of life, that is pragmatic. The issue isn't pragmatism, the issue is the scope!! People only apply it to survival. If they looked beyond survival to researching for the totality of existence itself then they could find truth. If you have a strong desire to find out why anything exists at all, and how is it all interconnected then you have TRUE pragmatism!! How you can understand anything if you don't have the big picture? This is why I am surprised why some of the leaders we have in the world never realized this. It's funny, every child has this question. They are like what is that, why is that there? And they will keep asking why? Then the adults basically kill this line of questioning with "Be quiet and eat your food!" Schools never tackle this deeply enough and make claims...well we could never figure this out.... It's funny because Spirituality is Pragmatism, because it challenges you to look at the totality of everything. What is more pragmatic than that? It's no different than telling someone to appreciate life. So the problem isn't pragmatism, it's how it is currently defined.

That's a legit awakening.

The dream is your body. So technically when someone dies in front of you....that was you who just died. Here are some fun facts. 1. This is you talking to yourself. 2. When someone tries to kill you that is YOU trying to kill YOU. 3. Wanting to survive makes you lie, cheat, and steal and justify it. It makes you rape, and commit genocide. 4. Because you want to survive you are a KILLER that justifies when you kill but tries to demonize what you call others who kill. 5. Because you love your body MORE than everything else you are delusional as all hell and a hypocrite.

You can its call closing your eyes. If you close your eyes the Sun does not exist visually anymore. Or you can walk inside a cave. Whatever you do not see visually, does not exist visually. That's one of the secrets.

^^You got it, I became aware that duality is literally fear. If that fear disappears goodbye duality. All of reality is literally in love with itself and it can only hold this duality together through fear. It's rather funny. If someone takes a knife and tries to kill you, that person literally loves you unconditionally. Every human wants to make love to every human, but is behind a wall of self-deception which makes up their personality. It's freaking hilarious to experience that contradiction.

The only part I disagree with is you know you are there. I have been in the void, not only did I know I was there, I remembered my human life. Also you can think in the void but your thoughts aren't human like it's like telekinesis and your thoughts create. So if you think of a chair, a chair appears, if you think of a mirror a mirror appears. If you have not been able to do this in the void it is because you have not raised your awareness to handle the void. Martin Ball talked about this how people would use 5 MEO and would not be able to maintain awareness. You need to raise your awareness so when you enter the void you can retain your sensibilities. Remember there is no difference between life and death. THIS IS THE VOID! So if you are aware you are here, then you will be aware you are there. Also your physical body is just a sensation. If you wanted you could manifest a body there also. This is why you should awaken in life, unless you want to unconsciously keep coming back over and over again.

1. You are already a narcissist. All egos are narcissists. Your fear of being one will turn you into one. Accept that you are a narcissist. You are a narcissist in a world of narcissists. Jesus was a narcissist, so was the Buddha. Stop creating dualities which is pure delusion. You are every identity that has ever existed which is why you are capable of expressing any of them. THIS is what you fear, you fear your darkness. OWN THAT SHIT! If you suppress your darkness it will seek expression subtly and you will unconsciously express it. You need to acknowledge that you are capable of being a selfish piece of shit and be okay with it. Does a Lion feel regret when he tears his prey apart? NO!! So why do you? Humans walk around pointing fingers at people for doing something and they do the same freaking thing. I'll give you an example. Jesus said turn the other cheek right? Matthew 21:12 "Jesus entered the temple courts and drove out all who were buying and selling there. He overturned the tables of the money changers and the benches of those selling doves." Also notice Jesus was very direct and confrontational with his teachings. Matthew 23:27 "“Woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! For ye are like unto whited sepulchers, which indeed appear beautiful outwardly, but are within full of dead men’s bones and of all uncleanness." Notice the churches either don't talk about this side Jesus had, or they justify it. But if YOU did what he did to THEM they would call you a monster!!! So notice the hypocrisy of people!! They can justify his behavior because they love Jesus, and he didn't do it to them!! But if you do it (and you are Jesus) they would demonize you!! See the stupidity? Do the best you can, be as kind as generous as you are capable. You can feel regret, BUT NEVER FEEL GUILTY EVER!! Don't let anyone ever convince you that you need to feel guilt. If someone is doing that remove yourself from their presence. That person is a self-righteous hypocrite. All self-righteousness is delusion, is corruption, and is the HEART of how religious people become demons!

The Law of Peace and Joy is the Law of One. If you do not know Oneness you will not understand the world. The Foolish King looks down upon the poor because he thinks himself separate. The Wise King who invades knows better. He invades into his land, and bribes the poor and downtrodden and they switch their allegiance. They allow the Wise King access inside the gates and the Wise King overthrows the Foolish King. After the invasion the poor ask for the death of the Foolish King and the Foolish King is confused. How did he wind up in this situation? The Foolish King had he served his people faithfully would have obtained their trust and loyalty. But because he used them toward his own ends without looking out for them they didn't look out for him but for another. The "another" they looked out for first looked out for them. Thus the law of the world is when you look out for others they will look out for you. Loyalty has to be earned, through serving another you gain the reward of trust. Many people desire friends, but they refuse to serve. They look for friends for personal benefit. If you lack friends it is because you are selfish and only desire to use others for your own benefit. If you lack friends it is because you do not know how to forgive. Boundaries are great, but if you erect boundaries that you yourself do not live up to, how the hell you think you can invite someone to commune with you when you couldn't get past those gates? Now this isn't to say that making friends is easy, it is simple but the journey towards friendship can be a hard one. Some people you meet have been betrayed constantly and thus when they first meet you will be suspicious of you. They will accuse you of being up to something, they will accuse you of thinking negative thoughts, they may even take from you preemptively to protect themselves. Many of my current friends have betrayed me, and yet I have forgiven them. We have fought, argued, but because I reconciled them and stayed loyal they learned the value of trust and returned the favor. Many of you look for perfection in relationships, when you yourself are imperfect. Yes I have stated in the past you are perfect, but that perfect is expressed in a duality. Duality is imperfect, but because it is INTERCONNECTED, the totality of it is perfect. So if you imperfectly serve another and they imperfectly serve you, PERFECTION is achieved! This is the secret, but through ignorance many erect standards they themselves do not meet and with dirty corrupt fingers point to others as the problem. All pointing outwards is delusion, the only truth is within. This is actually known by all but they love to forget. When you fail a test in school you might gripe, you might whine, but eventually you realize you must study. The realization that you must study is the acknowledgment of your power to change the situation. The test is the obstacle but with devoted effort you can overcome it. So your entire life school as schooled you in the secret of life. When life tests you and you fail go study and prepare so you can pass the next. But lo and behold you forget this lesson because of how you frame things. You say school is different from life and thus delude yourself of the answer to all your problems. Apply the same lesson you learned in school to ALL YOUR problems. Ask yourself what is this test about? Have a relationship problem with someone? Ask yourself what do they constantly complain about? What seems to make them uncomfortable? What was their childhood like? Are you willing to put up with how they are currently acting for the next 10 years? Are you willing to forgive them no matter what or is there a limit on what you will forgive? These are the questions you ask so you understand what you are dealing with. Every relationship is a test. Every job is a test. These tests are there to see WHAT YOU ARE WILLING TO PUT UP WITH. This is a question you should be asking wherever you go. Now with that said, if your endurance is weak everything will be a burden. You must learn to do the boring, the apparent pointless grind. You must learn to be patient and expect things to malfunction and wear and tear. Just like our aging is inevitable so is wear and tear and malfunction. Do you know how silly it is to get mad at something breaking apart? Your body is slowly breaking apart with each passing day, so why would the tools you use be any different? We must face the reality of things if we want peace and joy. The anxious are complainers who refuse to accept what is. They whine and complain about their past, even though it has happened and is gone. Thus their past is now present, and they are complaining about their own creation. They rob themselves of their joy and point to their past, even though their past is now present because they conjured it up. This is why the path to peace is to face the truth. Accountability is the ONLY path to peace, at what level you are not accountable you will suffer. Suffering is willful. (I am not talking about recurrent physical pain that is different). Psychological suffering is self-caused, repair your psyche and find peace.

Exactly!!! You get it!! Delusions are fun!! This is why majority of people will not awaken because as much as they complain about suffering....they love it!! They delude themselves that they don't love their suffering which is a bold-faced lie. The duality of hating suffering is actually the desire to awaken but the only way to awaken is you have to hate suffering so much that you desire TRUTH more. So the point of suffering is to wake you up to the TRUTH of what you are. Then you come back to the world of delusion and ENJOY IT like playing a video game, reading an enjoyable book. We are supposed to be PLAYING the game of life. That is the essence of Spirituality wake up that your life is a virtual video game, you created it, so appreciate it. Yes this game can end up being a horror game full of famine, disease, mental illness, betrayal, but it also has family, friends, triumph, and trust. I don't deny the suffering of others, I deny their belief that they cannot tame it. It's like look all around you, read the stories of those that came before you and those you see who have successfully done it. If they can do it....SO CAN YOU!!

Many people on this forum will say there is a difference between your human imagination and universal mind imagination....THERE IS NOT!!! In my direct experience I have been able to raise my human imagination and universal mind imagination. Why? Because I don't conceptualize them being different and thus create a duality and now I have to transcend that duality. All dualities creates limitations. What you don't realize is when you create limitations you now have to work to reach said limitation and then transcend it. This is creating a journey, or a TRIP!!! So you create this trip, then come back and report to people that I have attained a new level of blah blah. While I can just as easily NOT create a journey and destination and just use my human imagination to imagine something and get the same result. You will then say but my image was stronger and more vivid. ONLY AN EGO makes distinctions between what is better or more vivid. Now this isn't demonization, there is absolutely nothing wrong with any of this, I'm just illuminating that it is more delusion. Now the point of Spirituality is to be aware of all your delusions. Delusions are created for the purposes of self-exploration. So enjoy your trips!! But never fall for the delusion that there are levels...there are levels in duality, but we all know duality is impermanent which means its ultimately only a temporary truth which means when placed in front of that which is eternal....it dissolves as if nothing ever happened.

Lawyers and Judges are supposed to be held to high Ethical Standards which is why their license can be taken if they violate Ethical Standards. But for some reason....Supreme Court Justices....are immune to this. How the hell did the American Constitution not have a check and balance for Supreme Court Justices that is impartial to politics. There needs to be a body that can bring charges to any branch of government. When you leave the government themselves up to policing themselves, politics will influence how that policing is enforced. Watch this video of blatant bribery. How the hell you going to be a judge when you are taking bribes? This is why I stopped looking into politics, I could write a a billion articles on all the corrupt actions of every major governmental official and business owners in America. America is a walking hypocrite. Instead of a democracy you have a hypocracy, now I am not saying this to spread hate or fear, at the end of the day if you invest in yourself and cultivate virtuous character you will be fine. But understand that America is not virtuous, they are fat pigs, who play the same game that they demonize others to do. I'm not playing, finding corruption in America is like the easiest thing. Here is a fun thing....go look up how we treat migrant workers (it's close to slavery), and private prisons. Land of the free my ass!!! So funny!!! They are literally a joke!!

Dualities, and more Dualities. Notice how you said you reached a state higher than God realization and then used the Finnish name for God. This is a bias. The English name for God and the Finnish name for God point to the same God. Even the Christian interpretation is God. Sure each culture that is tied to the language inteprets God differently and some more than others might be able to express more of the Absolute within their culture but what they point to, which is source is still the same. I'm going to say it again and again until you and every forum member who claims to be woke gets it through your head. If you engage in duality you will be lost and confused. Duality is Infinity. It is an infinite delusion. What you are engaging right now...will never end. You can discover layers and layers of different states because there is an absolute infinite amount of states. So think about it? A guy can come on the forums and keep telling you he has reached a higher awakening because he is accessing more and more states. Guess what? This is illusion. It's like a Harry Potter story. Every new level Harry Potter reaches ultimately doesn't matter, because when the story ends....Harry Potter will dissolve into the absolute. Now with that said, keep chasing more states and enjoy them. But what you are doing is no different than someone making a new invention, winning a gold medal in the Olympics, or master Judo. It is just more relative content in the dream. When Leo says things like he is the most woke, he is completely aware that this is self-delusion and that he is playing a relative game. Every game is PRETEND. Pretend is the same as a lie, an illusion, and a delusion. All your states are just pretend. There is ultimately only ONE truth and that is the non-distinct, all-encompassing, absolute that is permanent and never changes.

I'm turning the question back to you. You asked if it matters. So I am asking you what matters? You just said love matters. So then what is love? Here is another question...what is the most intelligent way to live life? Here is another question is intelligence, wisdom, separate from love?

Talking is thinking. Everything you see is thought. This spirituality nonsense about not thinking is foolishness. Everything you see in reality is a thought in universal mind. Also nothing and something is the same thing. There is both pointlessness and meaning. The communication you are providing is the path of detachment to reveal the absolute. But that will eventually itself become a trap once the absolute is realized. Be careful with this train of thought it can lead to nihilism and an existential crisis. Tread carefully.

Bob is also a perception. That picture is dividing Bob from Alice. There is no separation. It's a subtle mistake.