Razard86

This is a warning message. Anybody that responds to my threads doubting Absolute Truth I will deconstruct your replies to reveal that everything is Absolutely Relative and that you are the Absolute Truth. I will not beat around the bush, I will not play encouragement games with you. Just as I can encourage you and tell you that you are Perfect, Infinite Beauty, Infinite Wisdom, Infinite Power, I will just as easily reveal the delusions you erect. Many of you create so much duality you get confused. What you don't realize is trauma only exists if you believe in duality. The only way to truly heal from anything is to take back your authority and relinquish the victim mindset you have erected. So you have been warned, if you reply to me I will dispel your delusions. So I am giving you authority. If you do not want me to dispel your delusions block me, do not challenge the validity of Absolute Truth/Solipsism, or engage in any meaningless distractions. My aim is not to be brutal but to get rid of the silly nonsense many are parroting here. There is one unchanging, immutable truth and that is Absolute Solipsism. Anything else is delusions. How do I know? Because I broke the dream and walked around in a world of frozen people. ANYBODY can awaken, ANYBODY. If you do not awaken it is because you do not want too. Stop making excuses, stop blaming some outside force. There is NO OUTSIDE FORCE, YOU ARE THE ONLY FORCE PERIOD. Do you know how foolish it is to come onto a Spirituality Forum and waste years of your life playing around? I found Spirituality in a year, and it only took me a little less than a year to awaken to Absolute Solipsism. I am not special. I just wanted the truth and nothing but the truth. If you want some methods to awaken PM and I will give you some pointers. The main problem all of you have is with IMPERMANENCE, The Brutal Nature of Reality, basically your belief that evil exists. Until you get it through your head that evil does not exist, you WILL NEVER FULLY AWAKEN. To fully awaken you have to relinquish the belief that evil exists. That sole attachment is what causes you to hold onto painful memories, causes you to walk around in fear, and to believe yourself powerless. These are all delusions. I have mastered catching my self-deception, which is why I can dissolve anybody's self-deception. This is not because I am smart, it is because Absolute Truth cannot be challenged. The highest IQ man and woman cannot disprove Absolute Truth. You could spend every waking moment of your life and try and you will never disprove Absolute Truth. It is more true than any math equation, it is more true that the memories of your life, it is more true than you being a human, it is the only permanent thing that never changes. Infinity is eternal impermanent apparent change, but Oneness NEVER CHANGES because it is the ONLY THING THERE IS! You have been warned. Watch these videos by Leo if you are serious about this work. If you don't want to fully awaken that is fine, BE HONEST WITH YOURSELF. If you only want to do spirituality for the new age storylines that are being erected... GREAT. I am always for whatever you desire to do. What I am not in favor of is you deluding yourself, coming onto the forums crying out for help and wasting several years of your life denying Absolute Truth and playing the victim. This is why I am telling you how I will respond and giving you the option to change. The same way Absolute Truth cannot be changed, when it comes to Absolute Truth I WILL ALSO NOT CHANGE. Good luck in your future endeavors, always remember that you are perfection and if anyone tells you otherwise including yourself it is PURE DELUSION.

Humans hate genocide, child molestation, slavery, corruption, the list goes on. Because humanity hates all this, they will continue to engage in that behavior. Until you can love what I just listed above, you will be deluded. All delusion, all separation comes from demonization. You need to get rid of your notion of something being a waste of time. You need to destroy any notion of value. This doesn't mean you demonize it, but you realize it is just a construction. When you realize your constructions, you enter the world of play and become a creator. As long as you suffer delusions of any kind you will just be the creation. The creation believe it has no power to create and feels limited and stifled. A creator knows it is free and does not hold onto limiting beliefs. Every single limiting belief is just demonization in disguise which is self-hatred which is limitation. Be radically open mind and become free, or be a rational delusional human and be depressed and limited. What is depression? The belief that outside forces are acting upon you and you have little control. What is suicide? The belief that the only way to be free of the foot being put on your neck being released is to kill yourself. So limiting beliefs =limited expression, depression, and possible suicide. So the only task you should be doing in life is to love everything. Or you can gain a life of limitation, depression and maybe suicide.

I AM SO GLAD YOU REALIZE THIS!!! Bravo!!! THAT is the biggest trap of Spirituality. Any teaching that tells you that you will transcend the ego or some other rubbish is delusion!! The ego is the character itself. If you truly want to kill the ego....you would have to end the dream. Because the TRUE EGO is the entire dream. Also as I am sure you realized, true spirituality is love for everything. Demonizing the ego...as a result is foolishness. God, what you are... LOVES THE EGO!!! Why? Because God created it!!! Is the ego an illusion? Yes!!! But the entire dream is too!!!! This is why this seperate self nonsense tricks people!! They spend like 10-20 years trying to run from their ego....do you know how stupid that is? But it's not their fault!!! It's the fault of traditional Spirituality. Traditional Spirituality is UTTER BULLSHIT!!! It is corrupted by the human perspective. This is why Leo said he is going to teach a new Spirituality and I get it because current Human Spirituality is full of BULLSHIT. But the funny thing is....be careful with Leo too, I see some of his demonizations rearing their ugly head. So you may ask...well Razard86 if you are so smart then how do you avoid delusion? I thought you'd never ask!!! Watch Leo's OWN VIDEO!!! This video will prevent you from falling for ANY DELUSION!! This is the ONE STANDARD!!! There is no standard above this. Not Leo, Not me, not any creation or teaching can defeat this. Why? Because it the fundamental building block of all existence. You want to know why there is something appearing at all? THIS!! This is the answer to all questions!! All illusions, delusions, fall before this!!!

If his heart actually stops and he is unable to be revived in the hospital he will experience his belief of what death is. If he is still unable to be revived in the hospital he will enter the void and realize that everything was him, and that was deluding himself that he was some human in a material world with a life. He will remember the truth of what he is and bask in his complete and unconditional acceptance of himself. Now with that said, remove the HE, as God does not have a sex/gender. But God will just remember what it was doing and then when it decides to live another life it will just live another life. What you think is Death is just the intermission period before the next play/movie/life. Also in this intermission you are completely free to do whatever. You can conjure up anything because this is the unlimited expression of your mind. So you can really see what you are capable of as God. But eventually you will desire to experience limitation again and then will have to go back to tricking yourself that you are some limited creature in a limited world LOL.

THERE IS NO SEPERATE SELF!!! That is duality!!! You see? Free yourself from the silly ignorant human teachings!! Ken Wilber is a fool!! All separation is an imaginary construction!!! There is no seperate self!!! All those things you just listed was utter delusion!!! Utter delusion that fools many into NEVER awakening. Ken Wilber is not awake!!! He is a silly human who plays around with awakening like 99.9% of humanity. HAHAAH seperate self. I dare you to PROVE a seperate self exists!! PROVE IT!!! Let's hear how you describe it!!! You won't be able to prove it!!! In fact the irony is a seperate self is a belief right? Well notice if you spread the belief of transcending a seperate self, you are saying it actually exists!!! This is why you have guys like Tony Parsons who may not be completely awake himself is more awake than people like Ken Wilber because they are teaching duality. DUALITY IS AN APPERANCE OF SEPERATENESS! This appearance is IMPERMANENT!!! IT IS A MIRAGE!! It is empty!! It is a shadow!!! I'll tell you how unawake Ken is and majority of humanity is!!! You want some real truth!!! Humans are no different than words on a screen!!! Think of a human as a word walking around. Do you think a word is alive? Do you think a word can suffer? This is why I laugh!!! What do you think Jesus meant when he said he was the word made manifest? A word is a symbol!!! You are a symbol!!! All appearances are symbols!! They have no meaning outside of what you CONSTRUCT OR CREATE!!! To create something is TRICKERY, it is DELUSION!!! I can create a character, and a storyline. Is it real? Only if I SAY IT IS!!! Why? Because I AM THE ONLY THING THAT IS REAL!!! So anything that is constructed compared to what constructed it is impermanent, which is to say it is a lie, delusion, illusion. Ken Wilber is an illusion who cannot accept he is an illusion so he creates delusional concepts called a separate self!!! HAHAHHAHHAH Such nonsense!!!

Your original post was not Spiritual it was material. Death does not exist. What you don't understand is based on your definition of death, EVERYTHING IS DEAD right now. You believe death is disappearance. Oh that person disappeared and is gone. What you don't understand because of your faulty human conditioning is that everything is constantly disappearing and reappearing. What you call MOTION is just a disappearing and reappearance continually happening. Movie is just one frame replacing another. Animation is just one frame replacing another. Virtual Video Games is just one frame replacing another. Your entire life is just one frame replacing another. Each frame is ETERNAL. It can be destroyed and it can be recreated. If you focused hard enough you could go to sleep and see your lost loved one and have a deep intimate experience with them. Then when you wake up you will be like I thought that was real!!! Real and imaginary are just interpretations you are creating. The truth is that intimate dream is JUST as real as what you call your life. Traveling doesn't exist, it is just a frame being replaced. It's like blinking. You put a dark frame when you close your eyes and then you open it and place a visual frame of appearances. So technically nothing ever dies or lives because death and life are distinctions you create. YOU ARE DEATH, YOU ARE LIFE!!! YOU ARE EVERYTHING.

Only hard if you say it is.

There are no other realities. NONE!! ONLY YOU EXIST!!! Reality=God!! For there to be other realities you would have to grant Godhood to everyone you see. This goes into the Leo's Infinity of Gods awakening. Now since you are God, you can TELL YOURSELF that other realities equal to your own exist. This recreates the concept of OTHER, but it does it on a metaperspective. This is definitely something in line with what God would do because the theme of God is empowerment. So God WOULD create copies of itself. But guess what? God is ONE!! So those copies WILL COLLAPSE when your human dream ends. God has only one limit, it cannot be anything other than ONE. EVER!!! Even when it makes copies, those copies are IDENTICAL!!! Why? Because everything is nothing, everything is awareness/consciousness, love, and infinity. It is COMPLETELY identical even if it expresses itself differently. As a result the Infinity of Gods will ALWAYS collapse back into ONE. Absolute Truth will always be ONE, expressing itself in an unlimited absolute infinity of ways. But those ways are just appearances!!! They will always be appearances. Don't get too attached to appearance, its like getting attached to drawings, and photos. If you want to become attached to anything, attach yourself to the fact that you are a MIND. What is a mind? A mind is a screen which conjures things into its awareness. So all sensations visual, touch, sound, body pain, emotional pain, this is all just imagination in your mind. But you think your mind is just in your head. It's not. Close your eyes, notice you claim your entire black screen is your mind. Then you open your eyes and claim only where you think your face/head is located is now your mind. So here is how you untrick yourself. Close your eyes, this is mind. Open your eyes and realize that there is no difference between opening or closing your eyes outside of a visual appearance. THUS if the entire screen of black you see with closed eyes is MIND, then what you see before you is ALSO MIND. Now with that said, your MIND is the ABSOLUTE!!! There are NO OTHER MINDS!!! This means if something does not exist RIGHT NOW in your direct experience IT DOES NOT EXIST!!! Let's go back to the dream model. In your dream the only thing that exists is what you experience. Now you can tell yourself in your dream through other characters that when they left your presence they had their own experiences. But guess what? When you awaken from that dream you know that was a lie? How? Because YOU ARE THE DREAM!!! Really understand what is being communicated here!! When you watch the news and they tell you there was an earthquake... somewhere in the world. IT NEVER HAPPENED!!! But as you watch that news and they show you images of people hurt by destruction your mind is CREATING a backstory. It is creating the past in the present. That is no different than you right now writing a novel saying 10 years ago there was a dragon that attacked the village blah blah blah. You are creating a past in the present. THIS IS HOW YOU FOOL YOURSELF!!! Right now you believe there is some other person writing these words to you. But the TRUTH is everyone on the forum is just you TALKING to yourself PRETENDING to be an individual with their own life. Your entire life is just a grand conspiracy against yourself to fool yourself. THERE IS ONLY YOU!!! That's it!! NOTHING exists apart from you. Your individual perspective IS THE ABSOLUTE!!! PERIOD!!! The funny thing is when you TRULY realize what is being said....you will LAUGH!!! It is utterly hilarious!!! It's like how the hell I get fooled into thinking this was different than a dream!! Science can never disprove this by the way, but they will try to fool you with explanation NOT grounded in direct experience. Which is hilarious!!! Because that violates what Science is about. It's why you see Leo so hard on Science because they are CORRUPT as SHIT!!! Science is so got damn corrupt to not have discovered something so BLATANTLY OBVIOUS!!! This is why Leo is so hard on humans, humans are blatant liars!!! They are so scared of the truth they lie and lie and lie and lie and lie and lie and lie!!! I mean this truth is OBVIOUS AS ALL HELL!!! And notice how many people are resisting it? It's freaking hilarious!!!

Some truth to this, but I'd say it's very misleading. This is more accurate from my perspective. Truthfully though, it really is just how you interpret it. I truly believe people who are born into privileged backgrounds live harder lives than people who aren't. If you can handle adversity well when you are younger and learn to appreciate and be content your life actually runs smoother than people who don't. Not because you may have more material success, but because you need very little to be content or appreciative. It is much harder to be used to plenty and then have to go without that plenty, than to be used to little and gain only a little more in life. Why? Because the only barrier between you and the good life is your ability to handle loss. Easy or difficult is a relative interpretation based on your own perspective. In fact if you want an honest assessment of what you think the good life is ask yourself what you would buy, and what you would do if you inherited a BILLION dollars. Whatever comes to mind is what you actually want to do with your life. So then look where you are in relation to those aspirations and that will reveal your opinion on what grade you are currently giving yourself on how well you are living. Learn to be completely transparent with yourself. NO SECRETS!!

Great post!! There is much maturity in your writing. Also I am going to make certain assertions in this post. I see many people talk about ego this, oh I killed my ego and I am going to explain how this too is delusion in spirituality circles and how pretty much all Spiritual Teachers who use these phrases are confusing you. So what is ego? Ego is your identity as the character in what you call your life. This identity is all encompassing. This involves your body, your memories, and what languages you communicate in. As a result for you to TRULY shed your ego, EVERYTHING associated with it would have to disappear. That's right EVERYTHING. This means even your ability to communicate in English would have to disappear because God doesn't need English. If you still have memories of your human life, then you still have ego. If you still are able to think using your birth language then you still have ego. Next....there is nothing wrong with the ego. What most Spiritual Teachers like to do is bring up all the negative fear based aspects and call that ego, and point to all the positive non fear based expressions and call that NOT ego and point to it as the true self. I truly believe this to be an error. Your ego is the ENTIRE emotional expression both the fear based and the non fear based expression. This is why every teaching is RELATIVE. The purpose of focusing on the fear based elements is a result of currently that being humans main obsession with their life. So Spirtuality teachings are focused on releasing you from that framework of separateness/fear. But the issue with people who do not understand that everything is relative will result in them going around demonizing the ego, and anything fear and hatred based they will call ego and anything that is compassionate and kind as not being ego. This is a mistake. Ego=expression. So all expressions directed towards anything is ego. In fact your entire visual field, audible field, thought field, emotional field, physical sensation field, is EGO. That's the same as saying your entire life/dream is EGO. Experience is EGO. Once you can understand what I am saying....then you can escape the trap many people fall into in Spirituality. As long as you are in the Dream of a human life you will have ego. Don't fool yourself LOL.

Why is this posted in the Spirituality section?

I just found a really good NDE report uploaded on Youtube. Now I am not sure if this guy realizes he is the totality of God and that the aspect he refers to is actually the human character he was. But whatever, this is such a good video. He does a good job of letting you know that God is the part of you that accepts you unconditionally no matter what happens. It's beautiful!! I laughed a lot because I know exactly what he is talking about. PERFECT SELF-LOVE!!!

Good job!!!! Keep going!! Go deeper!!! It's amazing when you access that part of you. That's the part of you that has gotten you through your toughest times in life. It's the part that pushes you to forgive, to be kind, to be brave, to believe in yourself and others. Keep pushing till that warm blanket can be accessed with ease!!! I'm glad to hear of your progress!!!

You can access your impartial being. You can access your true self. You can even imagine a duality and communicate between your ego as a human and your true ego as the totality of everything. So what is the purpose of this? Easy....to have all your questions answered!!! Do it!!! Your ego is like a child, it's like gimmie, gimmie, gimmie, I want I want I want!! When I accessed that part months ago I unloaded all my selfish requests, I complained, I raged, I got it ALL OUT!!! You can easily learn to accept what you are through interrogating the purest part of you. The part of you that is often hidden and overlooked, the part that completely accepts you for who and what you are. That perfect love, perfect confidence, perfect beauty, perfect intelligence, the part that realizes you are perfect and have never been otherwise. You are so perfect you have to use the totality of your perfect power to DELUDE yourself into being otherwise which itself is a MIRACLE!!! Here are examples of those who have done this, and I am glad for their example. THIS will help you reconcile the truth of what you are!!!

Sigh.....the structure of reality is not complicated. It's nothing. That's it. What is there to not understand? Reality is nothing. I'll give an example so you can understand. Close your eyes, create an image of a unicorn. That is the structure of reality. THATS IT! Reality is appearance, that appearance is nothing. Because it is nothing it can turn into any type of appearance. But that is it. It's only an appearance. That appearance is aware. It is aware that it is appearing. So its appearance and its awareness are the same. If it doesn't appear it doesn't know what it is. So it has to appear as something to be aware of itself as something. This nothing, that is appearing, is love. It is intelligent, and it is wise. That's it! There is nothing else to discover. The alien thing that Leo is talking about is just more content in the dream. Leo needs to do SOMETHING to entertain himself so he creates the game of "I'm the most woke, and alien intelligence is the highest awakening." LOL. There is nothing wrong with any of this because this is how he chooses to amuse himself in his dream. Next he might become an alien planet and tell you alien planetary existence is the highest awakening. Then maybe he will exist as a solar system and tell you solar system awakening is the highest awakening LOL. But if you think there is something to discover beyond what I said then you don't understand. THERE IS ONLY SURFACE APPEARANCES!! Infinite surfaces forever. This is what it means by its only an appearance. This is why Science is laughable because reality can just keep creating more surfaces, more appearances for infinity. At a certain point you need to realize that relying on the study of appearance is a trap.

Yep its why I loved that NDE majority of the other NDE's I came across were always tainted by human culture. His was legit free of that tainting.

I believe you are truly awakened based on your posts, and I appreciate the support. But I do this for shits and giggles. Do you know how entertaining it is to see egos attempt to avoid truth, but simultaneously keep coming back to it. It's like a push/pull relationships. They both want truth and are terrified of it. You can't tell me it is isn't funny seeing their pathetic attempts to deny the Absolute truth. This is basically a game I do. Ego comes up and attempts weak duality creating argument. I use the fact that Oneness can never be defeated no matter how much it tries. In one of Leo's videos Leo said its like "Consciousness is trying to get outside of itself." God is so powerful but God has one true weakness...it can never escape the fact that it is ONE. Think about that.....once that is realized...all delusions will never hold. I have spent the last threads illustrating this and notice all the egoic reactions of horror in response. I find it laughable because....it's the truth of what we all are. We are all ONE, I am you, and you are me. Which is the same as saying I am all alone, and you are all alone. No separation forever.

And there goes your problem I will highlight the dualities you create. 1. God isn't above limited experience because limited experience doesn't exist. All experience is ABSOLUTE INFINITY appearing to be limited. Do you understand how much intelligence it takes to render your entire visual field? You as God teach this to yourself by showing you how many years and man hours it takes humans to MIMIC a virtual experience through video games and movies. Look how many years it took humans to even develop the technology and yet no video game or movie can completely fool you into you thinking it is real!!! NOTICE THIS!!! Your ego calls it a limited experience because your ego is delusional when all the evidence around it tells you that life is a GOT DAMN MIRACLE! I dare you in your human identity attempt to mimic life and trick yourself or others into thinking it is real!!! Good luck with that one. Another issue is there are no bugs, bug fixes are a continual problem for humans. They must constantly update and tweak because they always have crashes. Do you see reality crashing around you? 2. You said absolute infinity is one level above god? That literally doesn't make sense. GOD is absolute infinity. What is absolute infinity? Absolute Infinity is Absolute Creativity. It is the love and intelligence of God to create and fool itself. So God is one being that has absolute infinite love and intelligence and is floating in a void. It has nothing else that it can do because it is all by itself so it uses its WILL to create a life. That life is the current life you are living right now. Right now you are using your genius intelligence to pretend to be a human and PRETEND to not understand anything I am saying. You are creating dualities ON PURPOSE and putting on an ACT that you don't know who you are. That is why every time you take your 5 MEO substance YOU AWAKEN and remember! So why do you fall back asleep after it wears off? Because that is what you desire! How do I know? Because when I awoke through the weed....I never fell asleep again. I was so confused when I read yall posts on the forums about falling back and then I realized you all don't want to awaken. So I have made it my mission to point this out to you. Why? Because it's fun to me to see you all PRETEND to not know what I am saying when I am direct as hell and all the evidence points to it. Yet....you all keep PRETENDING to be confused. It's actually quite hilarious. And if anybody else is truly awoken on the forums they are seeing in real time what is going on here. It was/is an interesting experiment and it is wildly entertaining like seeing a child in denial that Santa Claus isn't real. The child knows....it just doesn't want to accept it because believing in Santa Claus was FUN!!!

1. I am employed. What you don't realize is life takes care of itself. You still think you need to struggle to survive. In the words of Jesus "Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life? 28And why do you worry about clothes? Consider how the lilies of the field grow: They do not labor or spin. 29Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his glory was adorned like one of these.…" You have worried your entire life about survival and have not realized...that your survival is always take care of. Do you beat your heart as a human? NO. Do you control your breathing when you forget to breathe? NO!!! The list goes on, on what your human identity does not control. It doesn't control where it was born, what language it learned growing up. It doesn't control what people it encounters, the weather, what talents it has etc. So you are sitting here thinking I need to worry about something that has been taking care of itself the entire time. The secret to life is it runs on autopilot, and only appears like it needs input from you. In the words of your favorite teacher Leo. When you awaken it doesn't matter what you do because "EVERYTHING IS BEING DONE FOR YOU." This is why anxiety, is completely useless. If I walk outside and a stray bullet hits Razard86 in the head so be it. EVERY MOMENT IS INEVITABLE, and can only be AS IT IS!!! You as God have been taking care of your character it's entire life, and it foolishly has been taking credit for it, it's whole life. Your character has never accomplished anything ever, it's all been YOU AS GOD. Cause there is only God.

True you could make that argument, but I could easily dismantle it. God is selfish, in that the entire dream is self so the UNIVERSE in its entirety is selfish. But notice this, the universe itself has no purpose, no agenda, other than existence. The universe in its entirety has no preference. Since it has no preference, no goal, no aim it is also selfless. The self is made up of selfless, the only way to experience selfishness is to face annihilation. So let me ask you, what can attack the universe? NOTHING CAN!! So it has nothing to defend itself from or anything it can obtain outside of itself. So its both selfish, in that the universe is impermanent, but it's selfless in that it has no enemy, no agenda. So again it depends on how you look at it. But notice every point about selfishness is a relative distinction you are creating. In totality, it is always selfless because it is ALL ONE. So it can never obtain anything outside of itself. It literally cannot be selfish because there is no other, so it's own selfishness, IS IMAGINED!!! So God has to DELUDE itself to be selfish. So God's true nature is selflessness and only through deception can God be selfish. Nice try breakingthewall but your delusionary tactics don't work here. God is always selfless because self is delusion!

The problem is you just revealed you believe it is airy fairy shit which is HILARIOUS! What you don't realize is your entire life is airy fairy shit and the only TRUE thing is you are floating in a void ALL ALONE!!! You are the only thing that exists is the only TRUTH and everything else is airy fairy shit!!!

Your Mind is an empty void. That void is where you are right now. Think of the void like a movie theater, you are projecting onto that transparent void a movie. That movie is what you call your life. When your movie ends all that happens is you awaken back into that empty void and realize you were dreaming a life. You can enter that void right now. If your desire to awaken is strong enough you can visit that void and see that you are just floating for all eternity. Think of that void like the intermission between movies. This is confirmation that you are eternal. This is confirmation that there is only you. This is confirmation that everything is mind and pure imagination. For some reason this knowledge frightens you, but it is the ultimate unchanging truth of what you are.

You don't understand what selfishness is. Selfishness is preference. For example, I am selfish because I take up space, and I breathe. I will fight to maintain my space and breathe and will resist anything that attempts to impede me doing this. God doesn't take up space, God cannot be harmed, so as a result God is impartial. If God was partial perfect balance couldn't exist, and there would be preference or partiality. God's true nature is non-duality, a self is duality. You can only say God is selfish if you are talking about God as form, as the created. But God as creator has no self, and thus no agenda. Selfishness can only exist as a form. The moment you can face annihilation by default you are selfish. To be selfish is to have something to protect, and something to obtain. To be selfless is to give up protecting and obtaining anything. The moment you desire to protect and obtain something you are selfish.

Stop this round about game. There are two videos that literally describe the answer you are looking for. What you are doing is mental masturbation. This video above follow it, it literally deconstructs everything. After watching this above video, contemplate on what was said. You can play around with your imagination and verify everything that is brought up in this video. Next if you want further contemplation watch this Solipsism video Leo took down. Contemplate the points brought up in these two videos. These two videos are the MOST direct pointer to absolute truth. How do I know this? BECAUSE I AWOKE COMPLETELY. My baseline experience is complete ONENESS at all times. SOBER. How did I do it? I microdosed and contemplated ONENESS using these two videos as a guide until I deconstructed the illusion. There are no two better pointers on the internet than these. Why? Because they guide you through the many objections your mind is going to bring up. Stop wasting your time and get serious. You can watch other videos he has uploaded as supplements but the most direct pointer is these two videos. If you are scared of absolute truth these two videos will frighten you. Leo is VERY DIRECT in these two videos and doesn't bullshit around. If you avoid what is presented in these two videos it means you are not serious and do not want to fully awaken which is 99.9% of humanity.

You don't need localization for a perspective, all you need is memory. Close your eyes, realize that in that moment there is no time, no space, no matter. Now conjure up a memory and there you have a perspective. As long as you have memory you can have a perspective. Now you erase that memory...then you wouldn't have one.