Razard86

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  1. Came across a good article on Con Artists. Before you read understand that the two biggest weaknesses Con Artists can use on you is Guilt/Shame. Guilt in the form of not wanting to let them down, and Shame in wanting to appear a certain way to people whose opinion you care about. The Other Big Weakness is Greed. Your desire to obtain a particular outcome is at the core of how they get you by inspiring CONFIDENCE= CON that they can easily provide access to that outcome in a simple and short process. Greed makes a person impatient, and they can prey upon that. Here's the article it goes in good detail. https://www.linkedin.com/pulse/10-signs-your-dealing-con-artist-stephen-joseph/
  2. Glad I could help, human conditioning is bullshit, and is the cause of all the things humans complain about. Seek to drop human conditioning and create your own framework or perspective. Humans mean well, but they are compulsive liars who cannot be trusted to desire truth over feeling good. It's why change takes so long on a massive scale. Look at humanity as little children who appear to be adults, because ultimately that is what they are. Children like to play victim, an Adult seeks to take responsibility. Notice how majority of politics is all about assigning blame? So every country is hiring children to run their country who pretend to be Adults. Funny huh? Once you realize this....it all starts to click.
  3. The only way to get good at investing is you have to study the hell out of it. You need to understand what Robert Greene calls the Zeitgeist and be able to see several steps ahead. The key things to study if you want to become a good investor are technology, global politics, each generation's interests and characteristics, the spread sheets of different companies (to see how they manage their money), and last of all you will need to be bold enough to take risks. If you are afraid to incur losses you will NEVER be a great investor. It's a gamble, like all of life. But the more information and experience you gain the better your gambles will become. Also every good investor invests in companies or sources that are consistent whether they get big returns or not. So they go between consistency and for gambles. But the flaw in investing is you can never STOP reading and keeping up with current events. You must keep your eyes glued at ALL TIMES into how things are unfolding. One simple law change can cause an investment that has lasted for a decade to fall overnight, same thing with war, HELL even a RUMOUR of a possible war can change things. If you are going into investment half-heartedly you will majority of the time not get anything out of it. Also one paradoxical aspect, when most are selling to get out of a stock that is usually when you should be buying. The best investors are usually doing the OPPOSITE of what the masses are doing.
  4. The Point of Reality is to become aware of itself in its totality. The whole point of being baseline sober fully awakened is being able to experience reality at the deepest level on a daily basis. If your awareness becomes too high you will break the dream entirely so you should aim to raise your baseline as high as it can go while still experiencing the duality. The Spiritual Path of meditation and renunciation sends you in one direction, eventually you need to come back full circle for complete engagement. This allows you to walk the path of attachment/unattachment. This is a much higher more advanced way to live as you now have to balance and orient yourself to each moment. Become too unattached you become robotic, unrelatable, and become too attached you become deluded and reactive. Do not put too much stock in the demonization of thoughts, and words. Reality is both silent and noisy, invisible and visible. The teachings that push towards silence and the invisible are there to open up that aspect of reality to you (even though it's always there) as a point of focus since you have ignored it for the totality of your life. But true balance burns from both ends. So the path of balance becomes its own journey. Now you don't have to take this path if you don't want too, especially because the path of engagement can be tricky since the current collective human development level is so low the ability to integrate the Spiritual Concepts you have learned can be a challenge. When you fully awaken you truly realize you are your own compass and map. But the cool secret is....you can look to events in your dream to guide you. Because the Dream...is YOU.
  5. I don't think genetic plays that huge of a factor but sure it does play a part. As me and you know the mind interfaces with reality directly since there is no separation so a non awakening sober can just be a result of a strong ego. Leo is very achievement oriented and that is what the ego desires.
  6. I will be doing a post in the future where I do my best to give time stamps and give quotes on all of Leo's pointers. But this clip is very good. Everything Leo says in this video is true.
  7. This entire post is limiting beliefs. It is that simple, what life does is show you what is possible through "OTHERS" now you can deny what OTHERS show you is possible that is up to you. Also if you pay attention to your own life you will notice many attachments you may have thought were addictions fell away with ease. Your strongest addiction in life is your world view, your perspective. Notice how you thought 10 years ago isn't how you think now. So your entire life is living proof that what you just said....is bullshit. Because the hardest addiction in life to break, is your own world view.
  8. Spirituality is a game, God's plaything. You think God needs Spirituality? PAH!!! Spirituality is a game!! But it's the END GAME! What is an end game? An end game is the last game, the final game. It's the final game because it ends all other games. It's like a bomb, it obliterates everything. This end game dissolves all the delusions of all other games and illuminates the ONE TRUTH. Spirituality IS NOT TRUTH. Spirituality is that which POINTS to the truth. Spirituality is itself delusion, imagination, it's a game!!! But this game...if you play it, you will discover, awaken, and remember the truth. It's why many who play the game of spirituality will never fully awaken. They don't want to, because the game of Spirituality is FUN!!! It's fun to dance about the void, to A-VOID the truth that you are the void. It's fun to parrot teachings not in your direct experience and pretend to know your true nature. You think awakening is hard, but the fun thing when you get on the other side you realize that it's all pretend, all a magic show. It's the greatest special effects that can ever be created, but it's still only special effects. Danger doesn't exist, but the pain generated, the fear generated from the special effects...it's so vivid that you think life is REAL!! But life is just the greatest virtual experience ever conjured up, ever constructed. This virtual experience is created for an audience of ONE. That virtual experience is so infinitely intelligently designed that even when you fully awaken you are amazed at all the fine details implemented to keep this amazing drama going. The facial expressions of people you meet is perfection. They know how to perfectly contort their faces to make you believe they are real. Your own character that you think you are has a believable point of view, physical pain, emotional pain, and a compelling story, a collection of memories that you believe are real. It's so engrossing, so personal, you refuse to release it. Awakening is the psychological death of your belief that you are that character. But I get it, you love that character and why not? That character is so darn lovable!!! So just be honest with yourself if you don't want to fully awaken you don't have too!!! Spirituality is not some club, its a game that if you play around in for too long you will get even more depressed and confused. Spirituality is the antithesis to everything you know. It is counter to society, family, and anything else. It teaches you to love and accept everything as good. Genocide is good, slavery is good, torture is good, discrimination is good, and the list goes on. For the character in the story this is untenable and rightfully so!!! When you watch a horror film that scared you good you say that was a good horror film! But the character within the horror film curses they were ever born into that world! Many of you play at saying things are perfect, while still identifying as the character in the story. This is called cognitive dissonance. You claim one thing while believing another. Now in the beginning stages of Spirituality you need to actually engage in said cognitive dissonance, but if you stop pursuing full awakening you will be stuck in cognitive dissonance until eventually you wise up and finally make a decision to fully awaken or just abandon Spirituality. You are like a person who walks into a gym, and the trainer says read to work out? You say yes!!! As the workout gets progressively harder you stop working out and stick around talking about working out. Eventually the trainer says look just leave you aren't serious about working out. You protest but all your actions, all your communications scream.....I want duality, I want delusion!! Why deny yourself what you want? Not everyone is going to awaken, so you don't have to either. Why torture yourself with useless questions? Duality is absolutely infinite. This means if you focus on duality you will never awaken. It's absolute infinity. This absolute infinity is the highest intelligence. It's an unsolvable puzzle. You cannot solve absolute infinity. Absolute infinity has no ground!!! The only ground is Oneness. No matter what infinity does, it cannot escape ONENESS. All it can do is TRICK itself that it is not ONE. All duality is trickery. So when you see any aspect of God cries out why awakening is so hard they are deluded. It's not hard. Accept Oneness. Accept eternal solitude. Love your self unconditionally that floating in a void is just as good as having a human life. Once you can do this....you will stop A-VOIDING- the VOID of what you are. Or....you can just play the end game until you re-enter the void and realize that Razard86 was just YOU telling you that you are deluding yourself by A-VOIDING THE VOID! Razard86 is the part of you that loves the VOID....can you connect to that part of you that accepts you unconditionally? Because unbeknownst to you, the greatest gift you can ever receive IS YOURSELF! Perfect-Self Love!!
  9. You just made a duality between talking and not talking. No duality exists. Talking and not talking are the same thing. This is why I said everything I said to you. There is no context. The truth is right in front of your face. The issue is because you haven't awoken you don't understand the value of absolute solipsism. Absolute Solipsism is the only way to make sense of your human life. If you deny this or do not awaken to this, you will lack self knowledge. Not just the self of life, but of the human character you are currently living as. As a result you will never find concrete answers to anything. What you discover when you fully awaken is everything is cyclical. Why? It is cyclical because there is a denial of Absolute Truth. This is what is referred to as karma, or as the phrase says haven't we been here before? You keep trying to maintain a human, civilized, corrupted notion of truth and as result you are lost. The only reason I can deconstruct anything anyone says regardless of who they are is because the awakening of absolute solipsism gives you absolute clarity AT ALL TIMES. The only pragmatic, loving, intelligent thing is to pursue the realization of Absolute Solipsism. If you do not, you will unconsciously spread suffering. This is an ABSOLUTE. Why? Because the denial of ABSOLUTE TRUTH IS THE CAUSE OF SUFFERING. It is the source of all problems that humans complain about. So think about this? If you discover that the solution to all problems in life is for all of humanity to discover that ABSOLUTE SOLIPISM is the correct framework or lens to view life then you would share this message. Anything that deviates from this actually spreads more suffering. You don't understand again because you avoid truth. There is no context with Absolute Truth, the truth is there is NO OTHER. THE END. That's it!!! You suffer others, and your belief in other. This is why you feel incomplete, because you believe false that you need other to be complete when the other...is you. So how can you be incomplete....when everything is you? This means there is nothing to obtain. That all conflicts are imaginary, and all problems are false. You don't understand this because you still want to believe in problems, and this stems from the false belief that you are evil, and others are evil and need to be controlled. I could write a book on all the infinite ways you created your own suffering through denial of the Absolute Truth. Again, there are no contexts, contexts don't exist. They have never existed, you construct them and then believe your own construction. Later today I will reveal all Leo's talking points from his various videos with time stamps to reveal the complete delusion of majority of the people on the forum. I will put on front street all false claims I find. For example people claim they love Leo. They do not. To love someone is to understand their expression. People deny what Leo says when he is actually sharing and providing them with the greatest gift you can give anyone...which is themselves. This is why Leo constantly says he doesn't care about your feelings when it comes to the truth, because the biggest barrier in your life from truth... IS FEELINGS. So I will post links to various videos of his with time stamps and quotes on where he is blatantly obvious with his message. People claim they love Leo? Lol I'll show them what Leo has said regarding the absolute nature of reality which I have confirmed....IS TRUE. Also if you try to counter that if there are no problems then what am I doing? I am doing what I love. I love to pretend there are others who need to awaken and need my help to awaken even though....IT ALL BULLSHIT!!! LOL. Just like playing a video game or watching a movie, I do it because it is fun, not because it is true. Because the only truth....is there is only YOU.
  10. Solipsism is a bad word to describe what Leo is describing? Are you kidding me? This proves to me you don't watch his videos. Here are some more lines Leo used in his videos!!! Reality is just a bunch of FACTS floating in an empty void. He also said YOU ARE NOT A BIOLOGICAL CREATURE. He also said OTHERS DO NOT SUFFER, OTHERS DO NOT HAVE A SEPERATE REALITY. He even gives you an exercise to test this out. He tells you to stab your mother in a self-created dream (says don't stab her in what you call real life). The only one that experiences, pain,suffering, IS YOU!! If you slap someone in what you call real life, they do not experience pain. You IMAGINE they do but they don't actually experience it. So explain to me how this isn't solipsism. In fact he used the word ABSOLUTE SOLIPSISM so he actually goes BEYOND the normal definition of the word. You say it's bad because it is what you fear the most which you have mentioned before!!! You also say flaming? How is going onto a spirituality forum and spreading the absolute truth flaming? Notice again you don't want real spirituality. The ABSOLUTE TRUTH is everything is an empty void, devoid of feelings, because feelings are imaginary. God doesn't need emotions, God doesn't need meaning, these are things that God CONSTRUCTS!!! So all your feelings are imagined they are not real, All your meanings and interpretations they too are constructed. A construction is something that is created, all creations are IMPERMANENT. So your emotions are LIES. Everything that is impermanent is a LIE!! So notice everything you are complaining about is just petty feelings!!! But here is the kicker, some will agree with you and some will not about your feelings. SO WHO IS RIGHT? Where do you draw the line Carl Richards? You are really in your feelings right now and are trying to push it as truth. Feelings are SELFISH DESIRES that are projected from your world-view. Feelings are personal, and intimate and that is why they FEEL TRUE, but they aren't otherwise....how you feel wouldn't change!! It's why they say wait till you calm down and are NOT in your feelings when you make a decision!!! And this is YOURS and everyone else's problem you guys are too in your feelings. Truth doesn't give a damn about your feelings, Truth is what it is.
  11. Great!!! I love your posts, even if I don't always agree your posts come from an authentic desire for truth and it bleeds out in your posts. Thanks for sharing!!!
  12. ......I'm so done with all this delusion. Sports is a business, Sports is about survival. The NBA is a business and it is trying to survive. Why? Why are so many of you so close-minded? Your arguments lack substance. You have no substantiative informative arguments. I could sink your arguments with ease!!! Why do so many of you not invest time into forming opinions of substance? And you said you never heard people using sports to get enlightened? It's because you are close-minded!!! Many practitioners of martial arts gain enlightenment!! In fact the OP listed Peter Ralston as one of them!!! But because you are close-minded you didn't even notice he mentioned that!! Delusion, Delusion, Close-mindedness, short-sightedness and lots, lots of bias!!! You have no clarity, and it bleeds in your responses. You out hear making baseless claims!!! No research, no intellectual curiosity, just strong statements of ignorance!!
  13. Humans Love To Construct Identities and Then Fight Over Them. Transracial is seen by many Transgenders as a threat to the sanctity and validity of their identity construct. What they don't realize is as Science continues to evolve the ability to change one's race (which is just an appearance) will evolve and one day a person who is born with features associated with being white will be able to get reconstructive surgery that will make them look authentically black. This will change the game on what it means to identify as a certain race as some will feel they were born as the wrong race and the boundary between what it means to be transgender and transracial will start to dissolve. This dissolution of this boundary will create great fear and the Transracials and Transgenders will do battle publicly. There will be much demonization and victimizing on both sides with a desire for self-acceptance both from each other and from their society as a whole. The seeds of this future conflict are already being presently sown. Just check out this article. https://www.bostonreview.net/articles/robin-dembroff-dee-payton-breaking-analogy-between-race-and-gender/
  14. 1. Leo isn't the most enlightened person, in your opinion he is and by what metric can you measure enlightenment. If you haven't figured that out, then how do you know you are self-deluding yourself? 2. How do you know how much sports he does? Are you doing it based on his build? Many Marathon and Distance runners have slim builds. How do you know Leo isn't churning out miles and miles of running every morning? You would need to ASK him for more information. So this means you are ASSUMING and you know what they say about assumptions. 3. What you say about Sports.....you could say about anything!!! Why not add singing? Dancing? Drawing? Why do you make adversity only about the physical? There is a world class MMA fighter that took a psychedelic (5 MEO) and said it scared the shit out of him and that he would never do it again. So how come psychedelic usage isn't considered facing adversity? These are questions you should ask when writing a post such as this.
  15. Anything you don't learn is a weakness. It's obvious. If you don't learn cooking that is a weakness. If you never learn to walk that is a weakness. If you never learn to spell correctly, if you never learn to forgive. So if you live a life avoiding something, that thing you avoided becomes your weakness. Weakness=not adept at. Humans are only physically weaker than Bears because their body cannot match the strength output that the Bear has so they are not as adept. So weakness= performance. It's simple. The Bear however cannot think/imagine on the level of humans so that is the Bear's weakness. They cannot perform on the same level. Weakness is relational. A human is stronger than an Ant because its bigger. But if you do pound for pound, then the ant is stronger than the human because it can lift more weight in relation to its own body weight.
  16. How am I making it personal? Is the new personal when it reports on events that have transpired? Notice how your mind has no problem with people spreading misinformation, but when said misinformation is called out it makes you uncomfortable. Where do you think that comes from? Human Conditioning. Human Conditioning would much rather have lies propagate so people can FEEL GOOD because lies are all about comfort and feeling good. How else do you think corruption happens? Your Spirituality Forum became infected with those spreading lies because you and people who think like you are afraid to hurt feelings and call it out due to not wanting to be personal. Truth is the most dangerous thing in the world as a result because humans care more about feelings and inauthentic civility. Well guess what? The moment you care more about that, then discrimination, misinformation, confusion, delusion will reign supreme. This is why I laugh at humanity because all human socialization is built on maintaining lies to KEEP THE PEACE!!! It's so funny!! Everything you guys complain about only comes from a lack of inauthenticity. You want more equality in your society? Well call out the lies the same way you see me do it. If every human held each other accountable, then guess what? All the world's major problems will be solved. When you are AFRAID to hold people accountable....then you create a world, a space, where inauthenticity reigns supreme. So if I encourage his lies, I'm not being personal, but if I call them all out WHICH REVEALS CLARITY then I am in the wrong? Notice by me bringing up the truth, it gives transparency to those WHO READ WHAT HE SAYS. So they now have MORE INFORMATION to work with. INFORMATION IS POWER!!! I would love if someone could tell me the backstory of someone I am listening to so I can make a more informed decision of the veracity of the claims of said person. If you think you snivel out of this and say why don't you tell us more about you, I will say WHAT DO YOU WANT TO KNOW? I got nothing to hide! Because I don't put standards on others I won't put on myself that would be inauthentic!! TRUTH reveals all, TRUTH has nothing to HIDE, yet because humans don't want truth you will suffer. It's so simple.
  17. You don't believe it because you have never had a mystical experience. The only reason you haven't is because you got too close to the Sun. You are God who doesn't want to awaken right now. So when you got to close....you were like....ehhhhh not right now. Nothing wrong with that. This is the character you as God have created and all it means is you don't want to awaken to Solipsism. When you do, nothing will be able to stop you. You have the foundation knowledge, all you lack is the experience of it and had you actually sought it, you would have definitely died because you already know too much.
  18. I love how you have contradicted yourself on these forums so much. You have told so many lies in the past year on these forums it has been amazing. 1. Told us you had an intellectual awakening into the nature of Solipsism. Even though you were told an intellectual awakening doesn't do anything. 2. Pretended you wanted to be in Spirituality for its own sake, eventually admitted you just wanted sex. 3. And now you have made more than one thread saying Absolute Solipsism isn't true. 4. Said you were going to leave the forums and yet you are still here. So notice you teach something you never confirmed, so eventually OF COURSE you couldn't maintain that folly. You also weren't truly into Spirituality for the truth, you wanted to find a community to connect with and feel important so you teach something that you never confirmed for yourself. Since you have been completely inauthentic on these forums for the past year I have been on here everything I have called you out on has to come to past. You know why it is easy? Because inauthenticity cannot be maintained. You know how Leo said Society is built on a house of cards? Your entire Spirituality Forum prescence has been built on a house of cards. So of course I KNEW eventually you would buckle and go against everything you ever posted. Why? BECAUSE you cannot have an intellectual awakening into the true nature of reality. You MUST have an experience that CONFIRMS IT!! Otherwise you are just deluding yourself. You are delusional because you are not honest, even when people point out your dishonesty you deny it. This is why I have said, if you tell lies and do not seek to be an honest person you will NEVER AWAKEN because you will fall for your own lies. You need to build some integrity and stop mimicking other fraudulent human behavior of pretending to be something you are not. When you bullshit Spirituality you reveal that you never believed it anyway. Lies are impermanent, but truth is forever. You could never maintain your lies, because a lie is impermanent. The Truth never changes. That is why the only way to break the dream is to recognize that ONENESS which never changes = YOU ARE ALL ALONE. If you cannot accept that, then you will be LOST in the Absolute Infinity of LIES and SELF-DECEPTION that you as God can create. So guess what? Only HONEST PEOPLE who care about TRUTH over lies, will be able to accept Absolute Solipsism. Absolute Solipsism is basically a TRUTH/HONESTY test. If you cannot accept it, then it means you love LIES/DECEPTION over TRUTH. It's okay nothing wrong with that, BUT THAT IS THE TRUTH.
  19. Infinity of Gods is a story that God makes up to have continuity in the storyline. But the truth is....there is ONLY YOU. Notice how you keep resisting this by trying to create other Gods. When you go to sleep at night are you taking anyone with you? NO. When you wake up in the morning does anyone come out with you? NO!! You have never experienced anything outside of you, so why do you keep trying to imagine other? To believe in Infinity of Gods is to believe in a METAPHYSICAL OTHER. Since there is no difference between the metaphysical and physical you are just creating another duality again. The truth is....LEO IMAGINED other Gods which he literally tells you in his video!! Now with that said, real and imaginary are the same so Infinity of Gods is valid, just don't go believing that Infinity of Gods is any different than your belief that other people exist and have their own realities. The truth is THEY DON'T!!! Leo's awakening was just God Level Special Effects of one Reality having a God Level awakening into the nature of itself through the creation of an IMAGINED other reality. So Leo just imagined the whole thing. GOD LOVES OTHER so much it will perpetually keep creating OTHER but THAT OTHER is JUST ITSELF. Your life is akin to you talking to a mirror reflection in a bathroom and it responding and pretending it isn't you. You know how people in your life will say you are crazy if you think out loud or talk to yourself? That was an elaborate ruse you have ALWAYS been talking to YOURSELF both when you think and when you speak. ONLY YOU. NOBODY ELSE. Anything outside of this, is delusion, illusion and if you don't drop this attachment to OTHER YOU WILL NEVER FULL AWAKEN. You will live a dualistic reality until the end of your character's dreamed up life. You can only live soberly from a non-dual state by accepting and loving that you are ALL ALONE.
  20. ......Close your eyes. Imagine you are watching a new video Leo is making. Make Leo say in this day dream you are creating that it took him 3 months to make this video. Now open your eyes. What you just did, is NO DIFFERENT than what has been happening your entire life. That's it!!! Notice your memories work the same way. So this is proof that your entire life...is just a dream. There are no other people, they do not have any experiences outside of your own. If someone tells you they went to the mall, and you were not there to experience it, IT NEVER HAPPENED. But your mind will make it seem like it happened. You might go to their house and they will show you the stuff they bought. They might even show you footage on their cell phone of a recording of them doing it. It still didn't happen. Notice everything I just said, you can dream up right now. The thing is....you dream everything. Emotions, thoughts, physical pain, psychological pain, science, your whole life is just a dream. Your POV is both the Absolute and the Relative. The relative is the relationship you form with everything around you and how you interpret it. The Absolute is that everything in your POV in the present moment, is the ONLY thing that exists. If it isn't being perceived or experienced in the present tense, it doesn't exist at all.
  21. The only mistake you made....is thinking those bad feelings...were bad. Some of my best trips started from feeling uncomfortable. You were supposed to sit with those feelings, because you took every single avenue to avoid those feelings things got progressively worse. Don't trip for good feelings, trip just for the experience of feeling whatever arises. If you only trip to feel good you will never make any progress and will always have to rely on substances to experience the profoundness of consciousness. If you only knew that the path to awaken to a consistent non-dual sober state....is to actually learn to be okay with uncomfortable trips....
  22. Glad you overcame it. What I described with porn you can substitute with pretty much anything. Now I'm not saying addictions don't exist, but to me real addictions are chemical dependence. The type of stuff when you stop your body goes through heavy withdrawal. Unless someone has heavy biological reactions as a result of removing themselves from consumption of a particular substance then they don't really have an addiction. I've heard some people replace that word with a compulsion. I guess that word could be appropriate? Ehh who knows.
  23. I came across this guy who made a short clip of some conspiracy theory and literally devalued his point about the government scheming with investors on how to create cheap land to own. But to make his point he used Starbucks...you know a company that is PART of the machine!!! https://www.opensecrets.org/federal-lobbying/clients/summary?cycle=2022&id=D000037780 So why the hell would this corrupt government ALLOW you to burn down one of its top donors? It wouldn't. So you he defeated his own argument of the elites are scheming against us!!! Sometimes...things just happen and there are reactions that fail to live up to the expectations of that moment. Not everything is some grand conspiracy!! When you believe everything to be some scheme...that is all you will see. Self-Deception is a beautiful thing!!!
  24. ^^^Wonderful post!!! This needs to be spread more. Be completely vulnerable and open to whatever surfaces. Recognize that just because you kill someone in your dreams does not mean you will walk outside and actually do this. Confirm through your past experiences that the love you want for yourself you actually want for all of life. Confirm that you even asking others if you are a bad person, is your desire to be good expressing itself. Realize that the belief that humans are bad is BULLSHIT that you have been fed your whole life and you are LIVING proof that your nature is GOODNESS otherwise the things I just mentioned wouldn't be true. Love yourself, trust yourself. The dark that exists within you, is a test you as God create to prove to yourself your own goodness. But you can only prove and experience your own goodness by embracing the parts that you think are dark. The dark is what you hide, to become aware of it is to illuminate it, to put a spotlight on it, to make it known and not hidden. So the darkness becomes light through awareness. This is the Spiritual Path.