Razard86

I can't I Iove honest people like you.

The truth= What is. What is a lie= that which is not. This means all relative, impermanent truths are lies when compared to what is absolutely true. Because they are impermanent they can only be real....when they are present, but when they are not, they are a lie. This is why all relative truths are referred to as an illusion, because it can disappear and reappear. What is the absolute truth....Oneness. Oneness says....there is only a SINGULARITY. This singularity can APPEAR to be many. What is an appearance? Something that ARISES. Because it arises, it can ALSO disappear. So how can OTHERS be REAL when they can arise and disappear? They can only be REAL presently. But notice this!!! If you are the source of the arising and the disappearing, then ONLY YOU can be REAL and everything else is only real IF YOU MAKE IT REAL. But notice this!!! If you are THAT which makes things real, you can also make it UNREAL. So with all this understood....why is you all have not realized Absolute Solipsism...even though it is THE ONLY THING THAT IS REAL? Because you don't want it to be real!!! Well jokes on you Absolute Solipsism has always been real and when your human body gives out...you will be ALL ALONE. Because you have been exposed to this message and are resisting it, your fear of death has actually INCREASED!!! What you resist, persists!!! So you are only making it harder on yourself by resisting this. But hey...to each their own.

The only one taking things personal is you. If you avoid arguments you will NEVER have a successful relationship in your entire life. People hide how they really feel and let it boil up then have to hire a got damn therapist just to finally tell the truth. You don't even need therapy, therapists exist because people are liars, they are afraid to share the truth of their feelings because they are afraid to hurt the other person's feelings. Why? Because they identify with that person's feelings as their own. Guess what? The truth is ALWAYS hidden behind pain. That is why depression exists. When you hide the truth behind good feelings, eating good tasting food, snuggling up in your comforter, watching movies, but you don't deal with that one "bad" feeling which is always connected to a specific thought/opinion. Eventually you snap one day because you tried to hide your feelings, your truth!!! This is why it is better to seek truth than feelings, otherwise....YOU HURT YOUR FEELINGS!!! LOL. You cannot avoid hurt feelings, pain, it is a fact of life. Best to embrace it.

You see what you are. If I am a narcissist then that is because you are a narcissist. You only see and experience yourself. And notice also...you are responding to me, so is this the best use of your time and energy? It clearly must be....if I keep attracting you.

I'm glad you know the truth. Good to see a real truth lover here. You are one of few.

And this ladies and gentleman is someone who has never awoken and is delusional as all hell because he couldn't counter anything I said ever. I can easily deconstruct anything he says and he knows it. But try me, I dare you. I'll show your ignorance for the entire forum to see. And it will be easy. What you don't realize is you are so got damn delusional you are basically blind. Ego is the human identity. What is identity. Identity is action. What is identity, identity is symbols, What is identity identity is explanation. Notice how above you performed an action, you used symbols and you used an explanation. So what does that mean? It means....you will always have your human ego. It is not going anywhere. Even when your life ENDS its not going anywhere because destination DOES NOT EXIST. God is a MIND. As long as GOD does not forget a human life, that human life exists forever in the mind of God!!! So where is the ego going to go? Tell me? Where is it going? Why do you think they say every moment is eternal? Why do you think Leo said your hands has existed forever? Because there is no where for your hands to go!!! When you are in the void, if you WANT you can conjure up your human body!!! What I just said, people have also experienced on NDE's!!! Why? Because your body is not limited by time or space it only presently APPEARS like it does. You don't know anything you are a false teacher who runs around pretending to know stuff. This is arrogance, to speak about what you don't know. This guy right here had a legit awakening. And guess what? He got to see his body floating in an empty void. What happened to him is he FORGOT his human life, but then guess what? He also REMEMBERED IT. So the ego will never disappear because even when it isn't there, it's there. Why? Because God is that which contains all potentialities so nothing can be lost, or even obtained. It just IS. So death and even life can be said to have never existed based on the human concept and definition of what they call life. But again...this is too advanced for you...cause you are ASLEEP. I'm only heavy handed on you because you have all this unfounded confidence= arrogance.

1. You are not awake. You will never dissolve the ego because the ego cannot be seperated from the dream. YOUR HUMAN EGO IS THE SAME AS YOUR HUMAN LIFE!! This is the first evidence I know when a person is full of it and has never awakened! 2. If you do not understand what I said above, YOU WILL CHASE YOUR TAIL!!! This is why I said human spirituality is bullshit, because when I awoke I realized the flaws they have when they talk to you. Your ego is your filter! Without an ego YOU LITERALLY CANNOT EXPERIENCE THIS THING CALLED LIFE!!! Your ego is MORE than just your memories, your ego is DUALITY ITSELF!!! No ego, NO DUALITY!!! This means you can't walk, talk, think, drink water, etc. 3. So again if you or anyone says this delusional crap and keep trying to transcend the very thing that is the GIFT OF DUALITY then all you are doing is fooling yourself, fooling others and you are preventing yourself AND THEM from fully awakening. This is why unless you awaken YOU SHOULD NOT BE TEACHING!!! You are actually doing a disservice and confusing yourself and other people!!! This is why I rail against false teachers such as yourself because you are delusional and create mass confusion. P.S. From the point of view of the Ego IT IS SOLIPSISTIC. Have you ever experienced freezing time and walking around a FROZEN WORLD? NO!!! Because you never awoke. THERE IS ONLY YOU!!! NOBODY ELSE. While your ego is just as imaginary as everybody else, the avatar that God chooses to use is both the Absolute and the Relative. When you awaken to the fact that your relative perspective is also the ABSOLUTE you realize that the human avatar you are using is the ONLY REAL avatar. Why? Because you as God are currently experiencing THAT POINT OF VIEW. Your point of view is the absolute, it is only relative because you create other things for that avatar to experience! If right now you entered a void and only conjured up a human body to float in that void then that human body has nothing to compare or relate itself too. But the moment you put a ground, and put things on that ground that perspective because relative because it can be compared to things that have distinct features. The void has no such features so if you only conjure up a human body in the void the human body will have no height, no weight, and it won't even take up space. But because you haven't awoken you don't even understand what is being communicated because your drive to awaken is not strong enough.

Magic= Disappear and Reappear. Everytime you look, all appearances are constantly disappearing and reappearing. This is proof that everything is eternal because it is made of nothing, and can appear as something, and is constantly disappearing and reappearing. It's why death is not real, and hell life is not real since these are just silly human concepts. When you brought up there was no mechanism and I investigated and couldn't find one it blew my mind. God's power doesn't make sense and its too got damn powerful and too good to be true. That's my favorite line for God. When you were an atheist and discovered God and said your first words were "Oh my God." For me my first words were "This Is Too Good To Be True."

1. Nobody could. What you don't understand is psychedelics unlock the POWER of GOD. The Power of God is unlimited! You have no clue how bad, bad trips can become. How about you become a MELTING HOUSE that melts and becomes liquid and then repairs itself only to melt again for a thousand years? How about you become an exploding star that bursts into cosmic dust and float around as cosmic dust for a thousand years? How about you enter Hell and get tied to a table and have a Devil torture you for fun for a thousand years? I could go on and on! What you don't understand is YOUR MIND is the POWER OF GOD and it can imagine ANYTHING!! If you take a psychedelic and you are in a bad place....you can imagine the worst scenario for your ego EVER. There is absolute nothing you can say that can offset this. Instead of defending yourself go actually do research on Bad Trips. THEN you will see that it is NOT A GAME. Many a psychonaut has learned the HARD WAY you WILL GET HUMBLED. But....you may never recover. 2. On one of my trips....I was raped...for several hours. So I got to experience rape.... and it was just as real as real life. Luckily my mind is very strong I got over it easily because I knew it was imaginary. But I know for a fact most humans would be traumatized because they don't know it is imaginary.

You were. The moment you complain about anything you are judging. Discernment is judgment, it is a mild form of judging but it is still judging. To judge is to call something bad, when you have a preference you create value. A this is better for me than this. I prefer this over this. It is still a judgment, it is just a mild form. So yes you were judging. No wiggling out of this one. https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/judgment

1. What is wrong with judgment? Without judgment you would be dead. Besides you are judging judgment...so you are doing the same thing. 2. Based on your statement of what is wrong with taking psychedelics for fun shows you lack maturity. Psychedelics are not a game, they are strong neurotransmitters that can fuck up your life. Watch Leo's bad trip video to understand. What you don't understand is ONE BAD TRIP COULD FUCK YOU UP FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE! If you don't have a strong mental framework you could fuck yourself up.

They both exist and do exist, you are the one creating a duality. In fact you created a duality to avoid the absolute. I literally told you that context doesn't exist and instead of accepting that you avoided it to play a duality game. Also notice you are taking the subject away from what we are talking about because assholery has nothing to do whether something is true or not? Humans hide behind things like moral definitions as defense mechanisms so they can never awaken which you have a habit of doing. Also it has nothing to do with people agreeing with me. Whether you agree with me or not does not matter!! Because your belief does not matter. Absolute Truth is so obvious that you telling me whether people agree with me DOES NOT MATTER. When you go to sleep at night, does anyone go to sleep with you NO!!! If you blanked out right now, nothing would exist. When you reappear everything reappears. Science cannot disprove this because Science is done in direct experience!!! If you don't experience something it doesn't exist!! THIS IS THE STOPPING POINT. You see? You cannot argue against this. You can create lies and stories but you literally cannot do, know, think, or say anything WITHOUT experience!! Notice that everything you experience....is tied to WHETHER YOU ARE THERE OR NOT!!! Therefore Absolute Solipsism is true!!! You talk about context? LOL. Context only exists in direct experience!!! Everything only exists in direct experience!!! Someone will say I died and went to heaven and saw Earth. I reply no you didn't because you have to be there (Direct Experience) to imagine being in heaven (The Christian Notion of Heaven) looking down at an Earth. You will never be able to ESCAPE DIRECT EXPERIENCE because DIRECT EXPERIENCE IS YOU!!! That is what absolute solipsism is pointing too. If you don't exist....NOTHING exists!! Therefore OTHERS don't exist, because that would imply something can exist separate from you, which can NEVER be proven because there is ONLY ONE EXPERIENCE and it is YOU. Here is the biggest practical joke that destroys all arguments!!! Prove within your experience, that if you are not there something else exists!!! Notice....you can only prove...if you are there. All proving, all evidence, all anything is in direct experience!!! This is the stopping point, there is nothing you can do GODDDDD to ESCAPE that YOU ARE ALL THAT IS. THERE IS ONLY YOU!!! Stop trying to wiggle out of this God. Here is a Leo video which paraphrases what I am saying:

Carl-Richard is Infinite Love, Infinite Perfection, Infinite Wisdom, Infinite Beauty, Infinite Balance, pretending to be some moderator on Actualized. Org.

I have become addicted to just observing life, I am surprised at how little I noticed about life. I would definitely say if you still want to be an achiever go do that. Spirituality and truly awakening is counter to all that. But be careful, the more you gain financially and through relationships the more you have to let go to fully awaken. It's harder for a rich person to awaken than someone of more modest means. It isn't impossible but harder because you are going to be more attached. Also the business world and moving up requires you to scheme, lie, and make justifications. So your self-deception is going to be tougher to unravel. In fact the biggest barrier to awakening is to overcome your own self-deception. Self-Deception is infinite intelligence pretending to be stupid, pretending to be a human. You have no idea how powerful self-deception is and how deeply rooted your delusion is. Self-Deception is DESIGNED TO MAKE SENSE!!! It is deeply tied to pragmatism. God's level of pragmatism is completely indifferent and radical. The words I am typing cannot covey the radicalness of the love of God. Your ego cannot and will never agree to this, so it must surrender to PURE INSANITY. If you are too attached to being practical and being what you call a good person, you will never awaken. You must surrender morality and practicality. In fact if you think you need morality, you are disconnected from TRUTH because all your morality is really self-serving hypocritical bullshit tightly and neatly wrapped in a pragmatic sensible story. My guilty pleasure is destroying said story but ehhhh I'm toning it down lol.

Life is a self-correcting mechanism. He will eventually face adversity and experience the opposite of what he thinks is good. Life is a drama, that gives you the gift of pain and pleasure.

Notice how we have a sports show pointing out the hypocrisy of America when it comes to outrage about Guns and public optics/image. What's even funnier is this entire video...won't spark any change.

Your power as God is absolute, if you do not want to realize that others do not suffer you won't realize it. Is it possible? It is. Do I live like this? Not currently. Why? Because you realize....you love the fact that others suffer and that you suffer because suffering creates meaning. A robot cannot suffer, so that's why we don't believe robots are real. Notice the movies, video games, and books that can generate emotion within you to make you feel pain, and joy you enjoy the most!! If these medium cannot evoke an emotional response out of you, then you feel indifferent to them. So notice...this is why God LOVES the EGO!!! God is indifferent!!! So to God, God cannot get to experience suffering and have depth, and meaning, and purpose etc. So when you fully awaken and realize others don't suffer, but you still want to experience others and suffering, you go back into the dream and experience it. Suffering is a beautiful thing, but you can only realize it as the creator, not the biased character within the story. This contrast is hilarious though, you know how dumb you feel when you thought suffering was bad and realize it is actually good? It's a mind fuck for real!!! Also when you realize that you can make others real or imaginary....that also fucks with you. God's power is fucking amazing. I mean....I cannot understand how I can break the dream and realize it is all imaginary and re-enter and see how amazing God can make something appear real. You can literally know everything is not real, but still IT FEELS REAL!!! Life is a fucking masterpiece. God is the greatest actor that ever lived. No human actor no movie, no VR Game, nothing can compare to how real life feels...yet it is all a dream. THIS truly blows your mind!!! I still cannot get over it! God is freaking AMAZING!! This is why you will never break the dream unless you really want too, because God's ability to make something real IS ABSOLUTE!!! It's too good to be true, it's a got damn miracle. I really wish everyone could experience this, it's why I go so hard. When you break the dream, you can still get it back and go back into duality, but you also have access to the metaphysical experience of everything being you also. So you get the best of both worlds. Also here is the kicker and its something I figured. When you fully awaken, how you experience your Enlightenment won't be the same as ME. It is tailored to how you want to experience your dream. Leo alluded to this before when he said Enlightenment is imaginary. IT IS. And it is freaking amazing!!! It is tailored to YOU, and what you wanted to experience!!! And the thing is....you can't buy this. All the money in the world won't get this for you. I'm so happy I awoke...it's why I want it so bad for the rest of you all. You have no idea how bad I want it for you all. Enlightenment is the coolest thing ever. Way better than advertised. WAYYYYYY BETTTER. It's better than sex, a mansion, a great relationship with friends, better than a mansion, better than anything!! In fact it saps your motivation to pursue anything because...you feel complete and whole. You gain true knowledge of yourself and others. Egos literally cannot fool you, and you can no longer fool yourself. Egos are basically your inner child, the waah waah waah I want my way part of you. Lol.

Why don't you follow your own advice? Since you advertise this site of yours I'm sure it will welcome you with open arms. If you don't like my message or my delivery why don't you actually use some authority and change the channel? You are like a person who is watching T.V. complaining about the program when you could literally just CHANGE the channel. But notice not only did you click on my thread you TOOK THE TIME to write a response which mean....YOU CARE!!! Thank you for showing me you care, MAKES ME FEEL GOOD INSIDE!! Keep sharing that love and showing me you care. When you take the time to complain about someone you show you care which is love. So keep sharing your love and I will keep sharing mine.

Bullshit, you didn't even make sense. When did I say it was the ego? Point one time I said it. I dare you to find one time that I said that. Notice how you, who are delusional make up points I never said and that is how you keep yourself sleep. You have to use your infinite intelligence to CONSTRUCT LIES so you can misunderstand what is being said and that is why you will never awaken because you believe lies and do not seek truth. If you sought truth you would ask yourself if your assumption was true, instead of HALF LISTENING and adding words I never said. But if I HAVE SAID THAT PROVIDE PROOF!!! If you can't find the proof, WHICH YOU WON'T then that PROVES that you didn't care about truth you cared about telling lies TO MAKE YOURSELF FEEL BETTER!! This is why I tell people, actually try to understand what is being said and DON'T MAKE ASSUMPTIONS!!! I have said multiple times that the human character IS JUST AS IMAGINARY AS EVERYBODY ELSE. But again if you can PROVE I DIDN'T SAY THAT, post the proof right here. BUT YOU WON'T FIND IT!!! Which proves you are a liar. Self-Deception for the win!

You experience your beliefs because you are God. If you believe you are going to Hell, you will go to Hell until you wake up as God and realize you are dreaming Hell. Your point of view is ABSOLUTE. Your perspective is ABSOLUTE!!! You only experience WHAT YOU BELIEVE IS TRUE! What do yall think the purpose of Spirituality is? It's to break you out of your perspective that is causing our suffering. When you awaken you realize that you only experience your interpretations at all times!!! That's it!!! That's why you should seek PAIN instead of running from it. Because behind PAIN, is paradise!!! People who believe in Hell are selfish, and full of self-hatred so guess what? That is what they will experience before they awaken to what they are doing. Go look up NDEs of people experiencing Hell every single one of them judged themselves as being EVIL and WORTHY OF HELL. So to hell they went!. Why do you think I am going so hard on these forums? I want everyone to stop torturing themselves LOL. All this victimhood CREATES HELL! Look at this!! https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=I+experienced+hell

What I put in bold, doesn't actually exist. It's an interpretation. I once got high and my body acted on its own and I got injured. I had a fear of doing the same thing and it never happened again. What I discovered is if you want to awaken your dream is going to create obstacles to test your ability to dear with fear. So it will put you in situations where the feeling of being in control will be snatched from you. I've tested this multiple times and it always happens and if you pay attention to your life it happens in your life. Will be placed in situations in life where control will be snatched from you to test your ability to trust and to move forward even when it feels like you have no control. So again that bold part....not true. Limiting belief and not true at all. The only way to awaken is to face your fear no matter how REAL IT FEELS.

Your entire dream= God. The totality of every dream that can ever be dreamed= God.

This is utter bullshit. You have no clue how awakening works and are playing silly games. 1. To awaken you have to access insanity. You really think your silly little example proves anything? It proves nothing! 2. Your dream is held together by your entire storyline you are not going to disprove Solipsism with your example. 3. Your entire life you go to sleep alone and wake up alone. You have never experienced anything outside yourself ever. Your human self is just as imaginary as everybody else and God which is you is not going to allow you to break this dream so simply. If it was this easy to break you would have done so already. 4. The truth is simple, you foolishly close your eyes and say now I am in my head, even though that black screen that appears is LARGER THAN YOUR HEAD AND YOUR EYES!! When you open your eyes you said I am in reality. So notice you make a distinction between opening your eyes or closing them on whether you are in your head. Using that example I guess a blind person is ALWAYS in their head. 5. The truth is you are ALWAYS in your mind, because YOU ARE MIND. So whether you close your eyes, or open your eyes you are ALWAYS MIND. That screen you are viewing things on, whether black or full of imagery is YOUR MIND. YOU ARE SCREEN, THAT IS A MIND, THAT IS AWARE OF ITSELF. You are not a human, you never were. YOU ARE THE ENTIRE SCREEN!! Notice when you sleep at night what appears on that screen is a dream and when that dream ends...everything in that dream disappears BUT YOU REMAIN. This is proof that whatever you perceive on the screen is not really you, but things you imagine. You are JUST THE SCREEN!! That's it!!! So notice....there are no others, there is no individual you, there is only the screen!!! That's it!!! It's simple!!! All these games you play are meaningless. You are a screen that is in a transparent void, and when you want to live a life you dream it up. You can't die because YOU WERE NEVER ALIVE!!! Death and life doesn't exist!!! There is just a screen dreaming things. That screen is a mind. THE END.

There is nobody to awake but you. Awakening others is just a story you tell yourself to create continuity in your universal story. Close your eyes, dream of becoming awake in your dream....is there anybody else to awaken once you do that? NO!! But in your dream you can say...I want to awaken others!!! Even though there are no others!!! At the end of your human dream you will be in the void with the full realization that there was nobody else to awaken. ONLY YOU CAN AWAKEN!!! Spirituality is just a game God plays....the entire dream is just a game!!!

Buddhism doesn't acknowledge Love Awakenings. They focus on emptiness and nothingness and the void etc. Leo makes fun of it because it denies an aspect of Reality which is obvious. So Buddhism is close-minded and therefore limited. Leo has certain limitations as well but many of you don't see that either. In truth human spirituality is utter bullshit and is corrupted by human egos. You only discover this when you understand that God loves EVERYTHING.