Razard86

Sigh......Why do I even try....Close minded for the win. Also you just showed conflict of interest...by not taking interest in what was being said. Had you did that...you would know what you just said....was never disputed proving... you had no interest but your own personal interest in replying to something that you had no interest in understanding....thus showing a CONFLICT OF INTEREST

https://www.actualized.org/insights/why-debates-dont-work

You want to understand a True Awakening? https://www.actualized.org/insights/total-omniscience-awakening This^^^

That Zen Master wouldn't have a hand when I get through with him lol.

I posted the wrong video Link of Leo in a previous message. This is how I was able to zero down to what Nothing actually is. https://www.actualized.org/insights/dpt-the-other-god-molecule If you have ever been in DEEP SLEEP it has been right in front of your face the entire time. Once you understand this and can accept it...all fear of death will fall away. But can you accept it? LOL.

You are close-minded so you won't understand. Anyway what allowed me to realize what nothing was pointing too was this video. https://www.actualized.org/insights/ego-collapse-awakening You see majority of my life when I go to sleep, I don't dream. Literally everyday I go to sleep I blank, and then I wake up. When Leo described this in this video I was like....why is he making this so dramatic? Then I realized....OH I GET IT NOW!!!! Many of you won't understand...but some may get it. Again if you do not live from a non-dual state and are too busy arguing you are just arrogant. You haven't confirmed anything and are just imagining what you think Non-Duality is. Anyway believe what you want I don't care LOL. I will share what helped me and take the breadcrumbs if you want or not.

I see myself as the guy in the movie theater spoiling the movie. Notice how everything I say neatly....falls into place. LOL.....It's funny when you figure out everything.

HAHAHA my statement is NOT devoid of logic...the ONLY mystery of God...is how can NOTHING....BE the same as SOMETHING. Your true nature is devoid of any qualia!!! Appearance is a quality....so if you strip away all qualia what do you have? BLANK!!!! So your true nature is BLANK!!!! That BLANK which is NOTHING becomes AWARE when it conjures up appearances. These appearances can be visual, physical sensations, emotions, memories, the list goes on!! It can infinitely conjure up whatever it wants and it is not bound by anything in what it can conjure up!! So the mystery of God is how the hell can nothing exist? This does not make sense!!! But sense making...is a creation!!! Because logic requires mechanisms!!! It requires sequence of events....but God is NOT BOUND by sequence of events!!! So what you have to realize the one mystery that will never be solved is how the hell can nothing exist, be eternal, and not be caused by something. Because nothing is INFINITE, it can NEVER have an OTHER. Other is impossible....but NOTHING IS BLANK!!!! Its blank. You see when you define existence as appearance you get lost. Why not realize that existence...doesn't have to appear!!! So God is the totality of infinite possibilities because it is BLANK!! Notice everyday if you go into deep sleep...you go BLANK!!! That BLANK is your true nature!!! Notice this is what you are most afraid of!!! You call it death. But....BLANK is eternal and immortal. You fool yourself with the belief that BLANK is somehow bad. LOL. It's not!!!!!

False, if this was true one trip of 5 MEO which is literally the most direct pointer you can be given would awaken someone. Many people have tripped off it many times and still haven't awoken. Why? Self-Denial. You are capable of Absolute Infinite Self-Denial. You do not understand what that actually means. ONLY GOD can verify it is GOD. God can only verify itself when it appears!!! When it appears it gets to experience what it is, and then it can CONCLUDE what it is. Since God is the only thing that exists....only God can do it.

^^^Concept....Concept Concept..... Direct Experience Cannot be misleading...that is actually the illusion. Direct Experience..is total and absolute. .....The absence of appearance....IS THE SAME as appearance!!! If it wasn't, time and space, and destination would be REAL!!! This is why I said I know for a FACT you do not live from a non-dual perspective. If what you said was true....then it violates Non-Duality. Nothing can be BEYOND. Beyond is just an appearance. You have NEVER traveled anywhere EVER!!! You have been floating in an empty void...in the same spot...and you will for all eternity!!! That's it!!!! All you teach is fear and separation and you are not even aware of it. The ego cannot be separated from the dream itself. To not embrace the ego is to deny WHAT IS!!!! The self is the totality of ALL SELFS, to deny ANY self, is not different than denying the totality of self. It is to resist!!! You teach fear, resistance, and thus you fool yourself into thinking you are free of suffering but what you are doing is increasing it!!! A complete embrace of ALL that is, with NO RESISTANCE is the only true measure of Self-Love. This is why Leo said, judge every teaching by Self-Love. What is Self-Love? A full embrace that is void of any bias. So if you teach ANY FORM OF DEMONIZATION, any lack of an embrace you are teaching delusion!!! This is an ABSOLUTE!!! Only human egos cannot understand this. The only true truth, is that TRUE LOVE, TRUE INTELLIGENCE HAS NO BIAS!!! NONE whatsoever!!! Period!!!

YES!!! I'm glad you see this!!! Yes movies can be a spiritual practice!!! I dare anyone to take a conscious altering substance, watch this movie with no resistance....good luck!! This can help you deal with your fear of death/impermanence!!! If only more people could think like you and be that creative!!! Keep it up!!!

Lol my thoughts...maybe he doesn't know or forgot momentarily....

This....but ehhhh I can't even blame them....when you live in a society that feeds you shit...what do you think comes out? If only humans could teach self-love...

....Sigh...there is no beyond. To be beyond something is to be seperate. https://www.google.com/search?q=Beyond+definition&rlz=1C1VDKB_enUS991US992&oq=Beyond+definition&aqs=chrome..69i57.5469j0j15&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8 It is IMPOSSIBLE for ANYTHING to be beyond....because you are SOURCE. Without you....nothing exists. So NO there is NO BEYOND. Again...BEYOND is APPEARANCE!!! All appearance is temporary/impermanent. This is why I have said....you all are too attached to appearance. This is what you fail the most and it is the underlying test for me to determine who is actually awake or not. Why? Because it is the LAST PIECE of the puzzle to totally live from a permanent non-dual present moment. Are you truly ready to accept that you are NOTHING? If you are....then you wouldn't care right now...if you POOFED and never appeared again...RIGHT NOW. When the search is truly over, and you are willing to surrender all that you hold dear for absolutely nothing...in that moment it will all be revealed and the VERY INVASIVE process of your private experience falling away as the illusion that it is...begins. The truth is there was never privacy ever....you just weren't aware of it. Your whole life was trickery that every sound, and sensation wasn't you. Majority of people on here talk about it, many have only briefly sensed it, but it is NOT their daily experience. If you take a psychedelic and reach these states and NEVER come back to the state that you had before the trip....if you still feel ONENESS permanently...then you are finally awake. You can't be fooled by the self-deception trickery no longer. I just recently spoke to someone who decided to take the plunge....and he told me he thought he was going insane. I was so proud of him for even trying. To truly awaken is going against your biology. In fact it rewrites your entire biology. Your brain and nervous system will never function the way it did before permanent awakening. Direct Experience is KING. If you do not have confirmation in your DIRECT EXPERIENCE that Non-Duality is ABSOLUTELY TRUE!!!...then you are still a seeker and have no truly understood the teachings. Because if you truly understood them....then you wouldn't be holding yourself back from a permanent non-dual state. Read that picture I put up there from Leo. When no character in the dream can fool you that you aren't them, when you know from your direct experience no different than you know your hand is your hand...that their body, their words, are your body and words. Then you are awake. Notice people on that forum are looking to Leo to give them confirmation....it's hilarious!! It's like Stan Lee taking LSD and begging Spider-Man to tell him he is a good person. Spider-Man is like...uhhhh you know you created me right? You know you are just talking to yourself right? LOL. Anyway...it is what it is. ONLY YOU KNOW YOU ARE AWAKE. No character in a dream can ever verify it....because you are creating everything.

The point of delusion is entertainment. Video games are delusion, Movies are delusion, flirting when not serious is delusion, comedy is delusion. Delusion is pretend, delusion is creativity and exploration, it's fun!!! Delusion is ONLY an issue when it is taken as truth and this is the only issue humanity is. Notice that the entertainers are the most beloved and some of the highest paid, because currently humanity values entertainment over truth!!! But I am not here to demonize delusion because delusion is also a part of truth, it is the playfulness and creativeness of truth. Delusion is self-expression, delusion is difference, delusion is individuality, delusion is what you have called your life!!! The purpose of awakening is to enjoy the delusion!!! So enjoy this delusion!!

All illusion is free...it's why change is possible. If it wasn't free...it couldn't change. Impermanence= Freedom. The only thing God cannot escape...is itself, but it can delude itself into thinking it can LOL. So God can free itself from the TRUTH of what it is an DREAM, then free itself from the lie/delusion of what it isn't and wake up to what it is. So if you look at that....God is free to be deluded or not deluded.

If those characters could speak to Pascal Laugier they would tell him he was Satan for creating such a terrifying world lol!!! If those characters were on the forum they would make Holykael look like the most grateful happiest human!!! LOL. Characters/Egos will always hate their life if they have to be attacked like that. But notice....the audience can eat popcorn and enjoy the experience...cause they don't need to worry about survival. In fact....the audience can only understand that what is happening in the movie is evil, because they pray that shit would never happen to them. If that audience could never experience pain and suffering...you couldn't even scare them with all that!! As a result they would have no concept of what evil is. Need actual danger and stakes to construct evil as a concept. Movies are a great spiritual practice to see why Self-Bias exists. Also here is the hilarious part!!! Those characters...if they knew people were watching their lives and finding joy from their pain....they would call you sadists and monsters!!! So how humans feed their inner sadism, their joy in feeding off the pain of others is through movies and video games. It's a shadow of ours that we like to pretend doesn't exist!!! We hide it in plain sight!! Anyway you can become aware....that there is no difference between the supposedly fictional characters in the movie and the people you think are real in real life....and that can show you what you are doing right now as God. You are God enjoying the movie of your own life...even if it becomes a nightmare/shit show!!!

Nothing ever matters. Nothing ever happens. Oh shoot gotta pay my bills!!!

Sigh....I was for a brief time...being poetic....yes what I said wasn't true. The point of delusion is play....I WAS PLAYING!!! Learn to read the room Mr. Serious!!! I'm not in deconstruct mode here....no need to deconstruct when the topic isn't about Absolute Truth.

I didn't get that from Vadim. But I have read his book, he loves talking about Pendulums and stuff. His book I would classify into New Age Spirituality. But yeah your conditioning is a script and it runs on autopilot. It's why if you are not aware of your biases....your basically a robot just parroting whatever bullshit you picked up. You won't believe how many people cannot even defend their viewpoint...because they never sat down and questioned it. People think I'm smart...lol I'm not. I just spend time going over my beliefs, and calling out bullshit when shit don't add up. If it don't add up throw it away.

Psychological Suffering is actually easy to get out of it. Psychological Suffering comes from the belief that evil exists, and from a desire to not let go of your hatred of something. You believe some past event or current event needs to be different and you continue to ruminate on it excessively. Because you were raised to believe this is normal, you do it out of habit and believe you cannot control it. So...here is how you deal with it. Whatever you hate....face it. If it is a memory, replay that memory on purpose and keep playing it over and over until it doesn't faze you anymore. If the current moment is bothering you, just accept it because it's temporary. Change what you can, and what cannot you accept. Life is supposed to be BOTH comfortable and uncomfortable and its by design. If life was too comfortable...you wouldn't do shit. The only reason you need food, shelter, clothes, water, oxygen, poop, and sleep is because if I take all that from you...you would just sit in peace and do nothing. LOL. Gotta keep you busy doing something otherwise you can't have a life.

There are many teachers I think that teach embodiment really well, Ram Dass, Mooji, etc. Do not believe or trick yourself that a full awakening will just hand you embodiment. Just because you are AWARE everyone is YOU doesn't guarantee that you will be living as that as your truth. Remember each moment you can choose how to respond. For example I can be aware I have egg on my face, and choose to walk around and NOT GIVE A FUCK!! So understand that awakening works the same way. You can be in a non-dual state and choose to ignore this and act opposite to what you know to be true. Anyway I found a guy who I think communicates effectively embodiment. I may not agree on how he words things, but that ultimately doesn't matter. You can actually still gain understanding that can be communicated even if the words used may not be as effective. What resonates with you resonates with you so hopefully this guy can be of help.

I really wish people awoke permanently that way lol. Unloading bullshit. You could say enlightenment is taking a crap on the toilet and never being fooled again.

When I get home from work sure thing.

It's simple. Enlightenment is only complicated because egos complicate. Think of an ego as someone you are waiting for to take somewhere and they look for all types of distractions instead of leaving. Now drop that duality and realize it's you I am talking about lol. All Enlightenment is, is complete acceptable of your true identity. But many on here imagine conceptually what that actually means. I'll explain. Until you can love your character unconditionally you will never be okay with removing the barrier between you and what you call other. Anyone can awaken, in fact it's not hard. The hardest part of awakening is figuring out how you are fooling yourself. Even worse you created fake enlightened people to fool you, so you have to wade through all of their bullshit too. They mean well but are full of human conditioning. Your best bet if you want to awaken is study Leo's videos and ask him in messages legitimate questions. Don't waste his time with stuff he already mentioned. Stay away from the poets they will confuse you with entertaining sophistry. You need to be able to deconstruct your identity while confirming your true nature with a change in consciousness so you can verify that what you are being taught in Spirituality is true. If you succeed you will live from a state that is both ordinary and profound all at the same time.