Razard86

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  1. 1. You live in a world of shadows. Every Ego is your shadow, you have to deny that they are you. 2. Everyone knows God, how do you ask if I know God....all self-knowledge is GOD KNOWLEDGE. God is the only thing there is, so only God can validate if God knows itself. 3. Right now I am talking to myself, and have a silly little thought named Kuba that thinks its cute asking if I am sure I know God. *Yawn* Can you actually TRY to be more interesting? If I didn't know myself....I wouldn't be able to have experience. EXPERIENCE IS SELF-KNOWLEDGE. The dream is to experience what you are so you can KNOW YOURSELF. You literally cannot be having experience...WITHOUT SELF-KNOWLEDGE because they are ONE!!! You see how boring and ridiculous your request was? And yes....it was all bullshit. SIGH.....please try harder guys..
  2. Whatever you feel is toxic...go towards. Believing something to be toxic is EGO. There is NO TOXIC. If you haven't fully awakened then that means resistance still is within you. So go towards everything you deem toxic till you can love that too. When your love reaches a certain amount of acceptance, that is what causes permanent awakening. Think of this dream as a love simulator. The more you can love the higher your awareness becomes. So you wanna hit that baseline? Love TOXICITY!! DROWN IN THAT SHIT!!! Think about it....are you in any danger being exposed to information you deem toxic? No!!! But you are afraid it will corrupt you. How can it corrupt you....if you know what is true? This means you don't trust yourself on your ability to take in information and make sense of it. This stems from a lack of self-love.
  3. I'm glad you noticed. Why? Because this is the game that Politicians play. What many on here don't realize....is I do this on purpose. Do you know how easy it is to be civil? Civility is literally trained into you from birth. If you are bound by civility you cannot awaken. The hardest part of the awakening part is BREAKING your human conditioning and it is bound by civility. For example there are some awakened states and meditative state where you will start drooling, you might start farting, these are all things that you are taught to be ASHAMED OF!!! Notice humans believe that something called curse words are bad, that using all CAPS in writing is bad, and more distinctions. Humans believe too much direct communication is bad. Be polite, be kind, and all that nonsense. This is why Ram Dass said the LAST TRAP is Self-Righteousness. It's called the GOLDEN CHAIN. Golden= Because it is well-meaning, but that thing will bind you. So I am glad you noticed. Here is the funny part too, I have written more loving glowing posts, than I have direct deconstructive calling everything bullshit posts. But notice how bias works? It claims you did the unfavorable thing MORE than the favorable thing. Humans are such creatures, a man could obey the law his entire life and break it one times and people will claim he is a career criminal and make that one act the defining feature of that guy. Also notice this....when people find a reason to like you....then they excuse your behavior. Like Saul in the Bible who killed all those Christians he gets forgiven because he became Paul and wrote majority of the New Testament. He is considered a Saint even though he killed all those people. Yet Judas is vilified for the one act of betrayal. People will claim context matters but in actuality it doesn't, we create our own standards and if you follow legal systems...we keep changing them. http://tallangattalegalstudies.weebly.com/reasons-why-laws-change.html#:~:text=Values across society changes over,society in the present time. Morality doesn't exist, humans create it. As such....it is inconsistent across cultures, and across time. Yet they hold onto it as if it actually means something. HAHHA BULLSHIT!!! The truth is...you have never needed morality ever in your life.
  4. Yes any Spiritual Teaching that it will remove suffering and all that crap is Con Artistry. Psychological yes, but physically it is not going to remove that. Now with that said, there are some who can gain the ability to heal...but even that ability is not consistent. You aren't going to heal every single physical ailment lol. When its your time to go, its your time to go.
  5. You got to understand he needs to hold onto these things as they are what guide him. He has to imagine what Enlightenment is actually like because he hasn't reached it to see it for what it truly is. Last year when I was studying and contemplating I avoided those things (Leo warned that you could get corrupted by dogma and he was right) and luckily because I never read as many Spiritual Books as Leo I won't be corrupted by all that human spirituality bullshit. Those of you who get to deep in those pictures and stories will get caught having mystical experiences of Avatars and the like. I guess you guys want the indirect path. Go for it, since you cannot accept your true nature. https://www.actualized.org/insights/actualized-quotes-034 What many of you don't realize....^^^^ Is if you keep sticking to human traditional Spirituality it blinds you from the truth. Because it is just a story. After a certain point you need to question every Spiritual Teacher and concept until you drill down to the bottom. Each avatar is supposed to express itself differently it is not supposed to be a copy. But if you pedestalize certain concepts and identities then you will be lost. For example many of you think humbleness is superior to arrogance, if you think this....then you are deluded LOL. It's something luckily I learned early. Reject...nothing because every single identity has a purpose. Don't even get me started on this fairy tale belief of transcending the ego. You cannot transcend it, the goal is to work with it consciously. You wake up to live from a conscious standpoint. Your ego is your body, your belief systems, and your memories. As long as you live enlightened or not you will still have to work with these. You know how annoyed I was when I woke up permanently and I saw that nothing changed except I became aware permanently that everything was me? That I could feel everything? I was like....I KNEW ALL THAT STUFF WAS BULLSHIT!!! Human Spirituality is CON ARTISTRY they are selling something. Talking about oh it will end suffering, lol psychological but not physical. But do they tell you that? NO!!! It's why I know who is legit or not. If anyone comes on here and start spouting this trascending ego stuff I immediately know they are a fraud. You work with it, but the ego is the character. Spirituality makes the ego more flexible but you are still going to have to work with it. The dream carries on. Truthfully I love that this is the case. Full Awakening shouldn't be a cure all, it should be exactly what it is...a realization.
  6. It's hard for everyone, the belief that awakening/enlightenment removes suffering is false. It gets rid of psychological suffering sure, but if you get leprosy you are going to feel it. You can create space though, through meditation which can reduce the pain.
  7. Well in truth the absolute is always awake but it cannot experience it until one of its avatars are awakened. Each avatar will experience their awakening differently, for example some may gain spiritual powers/abilities. In fact I think every awakened person actually gains an ability for example some may gain an increased capacity for compassion, some may have ridiculous amounts of energy, some may have ridiculous amounts of deconstructive ability, some may gain an increased ability to communicate or relate to others. When I talk about someone being awake I am talking about that person's ability to communicate Oneness. But what I have learned through my journey is each Teacher's contribution is not only beneficial but necessary. For example Mooji is really good at teaching how to operate from the day to day. Rupert Spira is good at helping people picture in their head certain Spiritual concepts. Leo is really good at directly simplifying the Spiritual Teachings and summarizing their essence. If you awaken your style and communication will be different but it will offer something in a way that other avatars do not. The purpose of the teachings is to completely destroy your individual story so you can actually enjoy it. So when I talk about someone not being awake, it's about their ability to effectively KILL you by removing ALL HOPE and MEANING AND PURPOSE from your perspective. If I put you in a HORROR film and effectively convinced you it was real you would suffer immensely. The only way for me to save you would be to break you out of the film by destroying everything you hold dear psychologically so you can awaken to the fact that it is just a movie. To you I will appear as a DEVIL as I work to remove you of all MEANING AND PURPOSE because you don't realize that you can't enjoy something if you are holding onto it for dear life. LOL.
  8. Exactly the secret is people PRETEND to be heartless and uncaring but as long as majority of their needs are met they actually will help you. Of course there are outliers, but people are actually nicer than they appear. It's why appearance is deceiving. Don't be prejudice and you just might discover that you are surrounded by kindness waiting to happen. Now obviously as stated there are outliers, don't take this as an absolute....but truly people are very kind. My only problem is I don't like to receive, I like to give so I foolishly stop myself from being blessed. It's my own bias that I need to work on...
  9. Well that's the thing Leo did a good job already. I just took some of his poetry out if it and made it more direct using things like video games, pictures, cameras, etc. As God you literally put things in the dream to give you pointers to what is going on. But the best way to understand everything is to really use the model given by the Ancient people when they say its a dream. Just go through all your inquiry with the knowledge that there is no difference between your night time dream and waking dream. I don't want to be a guru or teacher for the simple fact that majority of egos don't actually want to awaken. That's the secret of Spirituality. Majority of egos want to enter Spirituality and pursue Spiritual abilities, come up with seminars and clothing, music, dancing etc. They want to turn it into another form of entertainment. There will one day be a whole Spirituality Global Culture. Nothing wrong with that, but it will be the descendants of most egos that will awaken not them actually. It is a bitter truth I have had to swallow, that majority of egos are going to waste your time. They are going to whine and complain for 10 years or more and will either quit, or become a false teacher leading more astray. To truly awaken you need to want the truth NO MATTER WHAT IT IS. You need to want to pursue it no matter what you have to do. The moment you start putting stipulations...you are proving that your love of truth is conditional, this means you have a price and can be BOUGHT. It's why I push honesty, unless you are honest in your pursuit somewhere you will get stuck, because you have erected some condition.
  10. The biggest reason you egos won't awaken is you are afraid to be nothing. Your biggest fear is to not appear. You call this death. But nothing doesn't need to appear. Nothing doesn't need story. Nothing doesn't need other. Nothing is total and complete because it can infinitely appear as anything. Nothing in its wisdom makes all appearances impermanent so it can eventually face the truth of what it is. But this is every ego's greatest fear and this was by design. How big is your love? Can you surrender all of your limited love and love nothing? Nothing is infinite and forever, whereas appearance is a limitation. Can you let go of your love for limitation and accept nothing? LOL sounds funny. Let go of all you hold dear for NOTHING!!!! Can you do it? HAHHAHAHAH
  11. You literally didn't make any sense. If everything is imagination...then its total. The word everything= absolute. Everything means everything that could EVER BE INCLUDED. So this entire post...was full of shit. You cannot transcend the word everything because it is ALL-INCLUSIVE. You see what I have to deal with? People don't even read what they type and contradict themselves and think they actually said something. Also he said transcend the mind. See this bullshit? EVERYTHING IS MIND!!!! Notice what you just said, you claim the highest realization is imagining the entire universe....what do you think is imagining that universe? THE MIND. ALL IS FREAKING MIND!!! You egos do this crap on purpose!!! You create complexity, and contradiction so you can be confused and explore!!! You don't want the simple truth because its boring!!! LOL!! I'm done....I have done by duty I am not going to allow you egos to keep creating complexity. You wanna be deluded and pretend you are right....GO AHEAD!! But the truth is simple, and obvious!!!!
  12. Look none of these questions matter, you are not bound by any appearance. Therefore if you REALLY want me to hammer this home. You are nothing which can only know itself through appearance. What you are discussing right now is more appearance. Appearance and the explanation of it is just stories. Let's end all stories right now. You are nothing, which does not need to appear ever again. Even the void is an appearance and you do not even need that. You can disappear forever, and when you so desire....reappear and dream up all possibilities and do it all over again. Or NOT.
  13. Sigh....there yall egos go again...yall literally can't help it. It's like your a auto generating story machine. Everything is, and isn't. Once I say that your ego jumps for joy!!! YAYYYY I can be confused again and explore!!!!! The truth is....you are both is and is not....so nothing to explore. Because the is and is not is an appearance...what you are...ALWAYS IS!!!! So the is, and is not duality collapses because...you are not bound by any appearance. This is why Infinity of Gods....is just an appearance and it too collapses. No matter what you all say...you ARE NOT APPEARANCE!!! You are NOTHING. As a result...when you don't appear...it doesn't matter. Because you were never an appearance to begin with!!! But without appearing....you cannot KNOW YOURSELF. This is why all appearance is a construction, and is a SELF. You don't have to appear ever again..
  14. Again any realization outside of Absolute Solipsism is just content in the dream. Alien Intelligence is just content because Alien Intelligence is a lesser intelligence than Absolute Infinite Intelligence. So its just content. Now that content can have influence in the human storyline but it doesn't mean a lick in the Absolute. You egos are too stuck on appearances, and content that is where you get lost. Absolute Solipsism answers all questions of how you are fooling yourself, and Infinity of Gods explains how you live every possibility simultaneously but are not able to experience that possibility when you are within your respective dream. An example of how that works. Notice you are dreaming you are human....and you can sit down in front of your screen and watch a movie. You can put all your attention in that movie that you can forget you are watching it on your couch. You as God are watching Infinite Movies all at the same time. And when one of them ends....THEY ALL END. The End.
  15. He said his ego doesn't like it. Remember I told you....the ego is afraid of this state. From his egoic perspective he needs to accept it. Once he fully accepts it he won't even need to vape to be Non-Dual it will be his baseline. You only go back and forth because you don't wanna accept it.
  16. LOL this made me laugh!!!
  17. 1. When the Absolute ZOOMS INTO a perspective character, that perspective that houses the character IS THE ABSOLUTE. And it is NOT beyond logical comprehension. The ONLY thing beyond logical comprehension is the fact that it has no origin, is eternal, and can disappear and reappear for all eternity. But how it TRICKS itself through self-deception it uses LOGIC to do it. Therefore you have to use LOGIC to UNTRICK yourself. There are no more realizations left once you figure out the self-deception. All realizations after that is just content based/relativity. And stop saying BEYOND. THERE IS NO BEYOND. There is no direction. You never travel anywhere. You can say it isn't bound but BEYOND implies a travel or direction. Again...that bubble is absolute. If this is enough understood then you cannot even understood Infinity of Gods and how it plays into the whole thing. The best way for you all to understand Infinity of Gods is all dreams/possibilities are happening RIGHT NOW. But once you zoom into one then that is the one you are experiencing. Think of the VOID as the intermission room, this void is surrounded by infinite dreams. You zoom into all of them at the same time. Now each POV/Dream is itself the ABSOLUTE. Therefore the moment something leaves that POV it doesn't exist. This is why at the end of your human dream you will be ALL ALONE. And you will realize you lived through ALL POSSIBILITIES.
  18. Lol just messing around, also I want Taya to take that compliment and walk around believing it because IT IS ABSOLUTELY TRUE. True for all of you. All of you are masterpieces. How about this...when I use the word bullshit....understand I am saying....what you are saying is a denial of you being a masterpiece. The only lie...is that you and everyone aren't masterpieces. In fact its a masterpiece....how good the delusion is that you aren't. Discernment will allow you to see how wonderful you are. It's why honesty is so important.
  19. Correction: Consciousness took its time creating the masterpiece that is Taya. There fixed that for ya.
  20. Yeah my passion is egoic, because all passion is egoic but what I came to realize is the function of the ego is self-exploration. So as long as you are not deluded by your ego then you are fine because the purpose of awakening is to be aware of your delusion/ego so you can enjoy it. God does not want to be walking around absolutely calm all the got damn time if God wanted that God would have designed itself to be that way. God wants FULL EXPRESSION, without a filter. The only reason humans suffer is because they keep creating filters because they suffer from self-bias. They say Men crying is bad, Women crying good. They say certain clothes are good, but certain clothes are bad. Etc. Etc. These are just filters of expression and preference which gives rise to conflict, discrimination, and all the other things we constantly complain about. The truth is I love everyone here, in fact my biggest blindspot that I am currently working with is being able to accept delusion. I don't mind delusion, but I hate when deluded people spread their delusion as truth. This is why I push people to be as honest as possible. BE NAKED WITH YOURSELF. For example if you think you are a loser, tell yourself that. Then analyze why you think you are a loser. Realize you only think that because somebody told you what a loser is and you accepted their definition of what a loser is. Anyway...you know where I am going with this....don't wanna repeat myself. But I love you all even those that hate me!!! What you don't realize is I am this aggressive with my own thoughts....because your ego is a sneaky motherfucker that will spew self-serving bullshit to make you the good guy and everyone else the bad guy.
  21. It can definitely be proven actually. All you need to do is enter the VOID. When you enter the VOID you will discover...there is only you. Then when you quote on quote come back all you have to do is realize....what you call your life is THE VOID. If everything is the VOID and when you visited it....only YOU were there...then that means...THERE IS ONLY YOU. You are a screen of awareness floating in an empty VOID. The VOID extends in all directions forever. It is not bound by time or space, and this void can appear as anything!! This void is NOTHING that can appear as something. It is a MIND. Once you have had this experience all you have to do is accept that it is ABSOLUTELY TRUE. That's it!!! It's not rocket science. All the teachings point to this.
  22. More bullshit. A quick google search says the term solipsism = the view or theory that the self is all that can be known to exist. The term ABSOLUTE SELF is pointing to the ABSOLUTE ONE. If can only be confused if you think the self is the human. It clearly isn't pointing to that because of the term ABSOLUTE. Also your comment is a fear based expression, and all spiritual teachings because they are relative are inherently paradoxical and thus ALL will invariable cause confusion THUS your complaint...is invalid because it is true with all the relative teachings. You only complain....because you are too attached to your human identity. Of course egos don't like this, it leads to total/absolute annihilation if correctly understood.
  23. LOL why do you think I am doing it? Gotta find some way to trap egos on here. Are you not entertained? LOL. The best way to education is to sprinkle in some entertainment as well. If I have to trick you into a higher awareness I've done my job lol.