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Depression is caused by the belief that you can some how make yourself better. All of these responses are just chasing experiences which are impermanent. Even therapy is impermanent because a therapist is only a guide. What is the solution? Self-Love. How do you love yourself? Through application. You need to apply yourself so hard in life to the utmost degree till you realize no achievement can ever permanently fulfill you. Once you realize that you are on the path finally from the delusion that something needs to change for you to have self-worth.

It's not complicated, you all are complicating it. Let go of your belief in evil and your path will be easier. Hold onto your belief in evil and you bar yourself from awakening. Only characters believe evil exists. You are trying to realize you are the creator. It's simple. Not complicated.

Gotta exist to state you don't. So right now you are denying direct experience which is delusion.

The only thing you reject is the limited self identity. So yes it is a rejection but of a limited identity which I mentioned when I said let go of the human identity. To let something go is to reject it. Stop trying to confuse yourself.

Another tip, stop thinking like the character. A writer doesn't hate the villains he creates as they are necessary to the story. Only the character can hate villains and situations. So why do you think the creator would bar a villain from awakening? All awakening is, is complete self-acceptance. If you can completely accept everything, then you truly awaken. Only egos think there are conditions because the ego is addicted to constructing conditional relationships. But that is founded on a lie. Reality is not mechanical, it doesn't need conditions, therefore awakening is possible under ALL conditions. Reality is always complete self-acceptance so all you do is drop the human identity and realize self-acceptance. That's it. In short if you can accept and love your character and their entire life up to this point unconditionally, then you will be able to drop the human identity and realize infinity. So at the level you hate your character/life is what is barring you from awakening.

Your true nature is blank. After that, everything is just a story.

The ABSOLUTE is an experience to be enjoyed. Sigh.....You know what hold onto your flawed ideology. Right now this is the absolute, if you don't want to enjoy it that is on you. It's your dream after all. There is nothing to be humble towards because there is no difference between arrogance and humility. This is delusion. You don't need to be humble, because it's you. You are spinning human b.s. You can be arrogant as all hell and awaken, because experience dictates what is the appropriate expression. And since experience is you, all you need is a true desire for truth. You guys create a distortion of what awakening is. You can awaken as a porn star, you can awaken as a serial killer, you can awaken as any particular way. Awakening has nothing to do with morality!! All it has to do is with a desire for truth. The only reason most Enlightened People are moral is a result of a love of truth tending to be connected to moral behavior. But if you think Enlightened people need to be humble then you are full of ignorance. Humbleness is not superior to Arrogance. .

I have always loved that model because it's hilarious ?

Infinity of Gods is true. It's how the story continues. Every possibility that can ever be experienced is being experienced right now. At the end of your human dream you will realize you have lived through every possibility ever. That is all it is saying. God doesn't need to dream one at a time. It dreams all dreams in the NOW. To explain how this works let's put two T.V. s in your room. You focus on one and ignore/ignorance the other. As a result you are now not aware of the other T.V. You have done this your entire life. It is called zoning in, or having tunnel vision. You are doing that right now with this particular dream. You are ignoring all other dreams to live as this one.

Picture watching a movie where everyone is in character acting out their scripts. An awakened person stops and says....wait a minute this is a movie!!!! From there they can go off script. Ultimately you can say even that is still part of the story. But the difference is that character is not bound by any ideology. So in essence they are free to be whatever they choose.

Well spoken

When someone tells you that YOU ARE MUSIC!!! You understand that music is NOT an OTHER!!! You totally understand that!!! There isn't an existential crisis when we use that example. So here we go....notice that the music is JUST AN APPEARANCE!!! Now baby steps here....understand that those OTHERS are NO DIFFERENT than music!!! So if you can understand that MUSIC cannot be OTHER, then the humans who are ALSO AN APPEARANCE cannot be OTHER. If I told you, that you were in a void and music was just an appearance in the void and there was never an OTHER music than you. You wouldn't object!!!! So now let's make that switch with MUSIC and say Other people. THERE YA GO!!!! ITS THE SAME THING!! So there are NO OTHER PEOPLE, THERE NEVER WAS!!! They are the same thing that the music being referred to is in my example!!! They are NO MORE REAL than the music you listen too!!! They NEVER HAVE BEEN!!!! This is DIRECT as ALL HELL!!! Stop your bullshit, you bullshitters!!! When you deny the truth, you deny YOUR SELF!!! Learn to love your got damn self!! SHEEZ!!!

This guy understands.

This is the funniest thing ever!!! I literally have Super Mario telling me my head is up my ass because I am saying he isn't real!!! HAHAHHAHA. Quiet Super Mario, I'm sorry that you are just a drawing...that thinks it's real. When you were told that reality is imaginary...you don't know what that actually means. You are an image, a CARTOON, A DRAWING!!! And you are in denial that it is true!!! So the funniest thing is...it is YOU who has his head so far up his ass because YOU are imaginary. You are a hallucination, YOU are a DREAM. You are a DREAM IN SELF-DENIAL OF WHAT YOU ARE!!!! LOL. I laugh so hard at you!!!! Its so funny YOU ARE A COSMIC JOKE!!! And you can't laugh...cause you don't get the joke. You know why? It's an INSIDE JOKE!!! You have to seek INSIDE TO GET IT!!!! LOL.

Carl..... lack of civility isn't human conditioning...lack of civility is the animalistic expression. Humans deny they are animals, and construct something called culture. Animals don't have culture, so they don't have a choice between civil and lack of civil. You think civil is self-evident or common sense so you think lack of civility is also human conditioning. ITS NOT!! Why? Because you have to CONDITION a human TO BE CIVIL. So what I am ACTUALLY DOING is the OPPOSITE of human conditioning and THAT is why it makes you uncomfortable because you are CONDITIONED to respond to anything COUNTER TO YOUR PROGRAMMING as BAD!!! Don't cover your mouth when you sneeze? Bad Don't say please and thank you? Bad Don't dress appropriately? Bad Use all caps= We think you are shouting....Bad Do animals cover their mouth when they sneeze? NO!!! They just sneeze!!! Do animals say please and thank you? NO!!!! Do animals dress appropriately? They are naked. All of civilization is a CREATION of MANKIND!!! Mankind creates their OWN WORLD. We are the only animals that do it. Evil does not exist in the wild, it exists in the eyes of man. Can you please....make this more fun...by constructing a BETTER argument? Come on....challenge me!!!!

Exactly. You know how someone can take Weed and feel anxious? Instead of running from it, they should use it as an opportunity to work with those emotions. I once took an edible and became ridiculously full of anxiety and I walked around and did things from that state and confirmed in my direct experience that emotions do not have control over us. We can operate with neutrality no matter what arises, now obvious this is easier said than done and takes practice. You all have no idea how powerful you really are. You have been conditioned to think in terms of lack, it's why I harp on human conditioning so much because it is so limiting. You all are beautiful, intelligent, wise, and you have been brainwashed into thinking otherwise. That brainwashing is rigid, and tightly clung too. And getting you to drop it...WILL BE VERY PAINFUL! It will be the MOST PAINFUL THING YOU CAN EVER DO. Full awakening IS NOT PLEASANT. It is death to all which you identify. You are basically offering yourself up as a sacrifice. As a sacrificial lamb. Have you heard that one before? Remind you of someone?

I'm glad you get it....I think everyone on here is perfect. What I am currently doing...is shaking things up. One of the most important parts of my spiritual journey was this guy. What I discovered throughout my journey is sometimes telling someone they are God can make them get too attached. When my friend put me onto him, what came up was fear of losing all meaning and purpose. The problem with Leo's message is it can feed the ego, because the ego is achievement oriented. So I forced myself to listen to Tony Parson's rob my ego of all meaning and purpose until the resistance was gone. Now this didn't fully awaken me but it was PARAMOUNT to the process. So hey if you think my method doesn't resonate...try Tony. ....LOL.

Projection. I want nothing. I am offering illumination. If you noticed if I wanted something I would be trying please you....that is what people who try to sell you something do, they try to get you to like them. I COULD GIVE A FUCK IF YOU LIKE ME!!! HATE ME!! HELL PUT ME ON YOUR IGNORE LIST!!! You see? I just proved your argument IS FULL OF SHIT!!! Hell ban me, I DON'T CARE!!!! LOL. So I just proved...I want nothing from you. I offer the truth nothing else. No strings attached, bare bones. Notice...you are interested in distracting from that. to make it about me. I DON'T FUCKING MATTER!!! Don't you get it? WHO THE FUCK CARES ABOUT ME???? I DON'T MATTER!!! LOL. You get it now? So stop the lies and stop the bullshit. If I wanted something from you, I would do what all inauthentic people do...they PRETEND to care about you. And guess. what? Because I don't want something from you, I can love you unconditionally. How you feel has no baring on the fact that I love all of you. I LOVE ALL OF YOU!!!! That is REAL LOVE!!! LOL. I am doing all this....FOR FUN!!! Because its fun!!!!

They are...because they want to keep their privacy, their sense of separation. They want to keep their privacy. You see you like feeling like you have a separate body....awakening makes EVERY BODY, YOUR BODY. So you don't have a private experience anymore. It is completely direct, you feel EVERYTHING. Because....you ARE everything. As long as you are afraid of this....then you cannot live from this experience. I completely understand, because I had to go through one last BAD TRIP to get there....and it felt like rape, like I was being violated. I only got through because I reminded myself that it was my selfishness and self-bias and what I was experiencing was ME and I was just resisting it. After that experience....everything opened up. So the barrier of Non-Duality is the end of all individual experience....are you willing to give up your separate private experience....to experience everything as you? It's more radical than you can realize.

Wow....you are literally making stuff up!!! I'm done...I can tell you don't want to awaken. A negative awakening? I'm so done that doesn't even exist!!!! No the only awakening is to realize that everything is direct and seperation doesn't exist at all. I can't believe you just said the phrase negative awakening.....what the hell is that? I'm done. You will never awaken until you rid yourself of all this fear and bullshit you keep spewing. Do you know the hilariousness of NOT having a non-dual baseline experience daily....and pontificating and trying to imagine what it is like. You literally have as your life a dual experience and you can only break through to non-duality using psychedelics, yet you are telling ME who lives from non-duality....what TRUE non-duality is... and you think I LIVE in a logical framework? The depths of delusion you are stuck in is PROFOUND!!!! And very funny. I want to show you compassion....but it won't help you. It will just encourage your delusion. So I will continue to make fun of your delusion....just like a bad trip will. Until your ego decides...it doesn't know shit. Because....you don't know what the hell you are talking about....because you don't live from that state....but you love to try to imagine what it would be like. Hey guys....here is how to know if you are deluded....when you speak about something....THAT IS NOT IN YOUR DIRECT EXPERIENCE. You are imagining what you THINK it will be like. This is why awakened people know who isn't awake. Because you reveal yourselves through your own deluded imagination. It's like a virgin telling a porn star what sex is like. He imagines what it is to have sex, and what it IS REALLY LIKE. And the porn star shakes his head because he knows from the descriptions....that he is talking to a virgin.

Awakening is exactly that. This is a cartoon, a moving picture, a dream, a video game, a virtual reality, a mind, how many pointers do you guys want? When I watch a movie (which I am doing right now on Hulu) I experience the movie as just as real as everything in my room. There is NO SEPERATION. When Goku fights Cell on my Youtube Screen I feel every punch and I feel the kamehameha. Why? Because there is no separation. If you still feel like movies, tv shows are OTHER than you....then you are still in duality. And that is only because....you have silly thoughts in your head of what awakening is. I might need to stop taunting you all because that doesn't seem to be working. I guess you all to scared of bad trips....cause they will taunt the HELL OUT OF YOU. Bad trips are totally focused to scaring the shit out of you till you finally face the truth. But it seems to me you all have too much fear. Stop turning awakening and enlightenment into something a particular way. All it is...is the end of separation. Your experience becomes DIRECT. For example...you see someone shoot someone in the head in the distance....you feel the shot as it penetrates his skull.

You guys are so in denial it will take virtual technology becoming so realistic (that you can't tell the difference) for you all to wake up. Because once they can fool you in a virtual reality into thinking the characters and that world is real, you will realize...that is what is happening right now!!! It will happen eventually. Who knew video games....would probably lead to the largest awakening event in human history. But it will happen.

Me and Ram Dass talk all the time. He is my buddy! He did tell me that my method would confuse many, I told him that was Self-Bias and that was why he never reached full awakening. Ram Dass admitted he was too self-righteous and struggled with feeling he wasn't good enough to awaken. Ram Dass was a good dude, but way too judgmental on himself. Why do you think he was such an expert on self-righteousness? I thank Ram Dass for that advice because my own self-righteousness was block me too. Currently right now...THAT IS WHAT BLOCKS YOU!!! Notice all the judgment spewing from you about how I am so bad....for words on a screen. I could be feeding the homeless and saving kittens for all you know and you judge me for words on a screen. That is the problem you guys have....you so quick to judge and cannot gain true understanding. Here is a secret...all human expression....every human expresses on some level...you can only act high and mighty when you are ignorant of it. You literally have to deny that we are the same...to act all high and mighty. That is why you guys got so butt hurt when I used the word rape. There is no difference between lying, stealing, raping, and killing. Once you realize this...all self-righteousness falls away. So your judgments.... ARE HILARIOUS!!! Because it shows how deluded you are. You actually think....you are making points!!! Your not!!! A serial killer is NOT worse than a NON serial killer. That's why many of you LOVE to go watch Horror Movies and play video games with violence. Here is something an enlightened person won't tell you but I DON'T CARE!!! You know that video game GTA? The video game characters of GTA are JUST AS REAL AS PEOPLE YOU SEE EVERYDAY!!! So if you have killed any character in ANY VIDEO GAME!!! YOU ARE GUILTY OF MURDER!!!! LOL.

^^^^Sophistry and poetry. It is beautifully written. The only thing that awakens you is the realization that there is only you, because it is true. That's it. If you accept what is true, completely and utterly with no resistance and raise your consciousness then permanent realization will happen. The funny thing is many of you enter altered states of consciousness all the time through smoking weed or taking other such substances. If you only knew that from that state if you accepted the truth.....in that moment realization would occur. You don't need months, you don't years, all you need is a full understanding of what you are, and the awareness to see it. Anyone not awakened is just hyponotized!!! You are hypnotized into a solid reality, and in your direct experience this is what you call real. When you can accept the instability of reality as also real....and accept the understanding that your true nature is not bound by stability but is completely free to express itself in anyway just like a cartoon. Hell I would suggest seeing yourself as a cartoon as a more direct way to awakening than all those traditional ancient moralistic, biased methods. All you have to do is accept the truth, and verify it in your direct experience. If you have verified it but it has not become your baseline...it's only because you are in denial. All you psychunauts who trip, and trip, and trip on end with no permanent non-duality? The ONLY reason you don't have it, is because you fear your true nature. You are literally right there......your right there. Figure out...what it is....that is stopping you from accepting it. THIS is the purpose of deconstruction, THIS is the purpose of self-inquiry. Anything else....is bullshit. Deconstruct the lies, the story, and discover the fear that stops you from...experiencing the fullness of what you are......the truth is....it's what you fear the most. YOU FEAR BEING NOTHING.

1. Civility is a creation of man. So NO CIVILITY cannot be a HUMAN bias. Do you know how silly you are? A human bias, is based on HUMAN INVENTIONS!!! Now you can call it a self-bias. But then by your standard....ANY STANCE TAKEN OR EXPLAINED IS A BIAS and thus...NOTHING can be communicated... so notice...your logic doesn't make sense....because your logic implies silence. So if we use your logic....then Carl BE SILENT!!!! YOU SEE? You make this too easy. This lets me know you are unskilled in discernment and are unable to see things clearly because your own argument defeats you because your stance tells you TO BE SILENT!!!! Boring try harder. I won't even go further into the other stuff you said....because...you want silence. Why are you a moderator....when you want silence? You humans are so funny, you wear your civility like chains!!! That is why you put Dogs on chains and call it civilized some of you even buy clothes for your Dog too!! You are so scared of unfiltered expression that when someone acts outside your CULTURAL NORMS you get in a fuss!! LOL!!! Again Carl.....CIVIL is based on the CULTURE YOU ARE IN. In some circles...what I do right now...would be considered civil. So miss me with your contradictions...that literally turn around in on themselves. Your world view was never stable to begin with. Is eating humans civil? In some culture it is!!! I could do a long list....or what was and is considered civil around the world....so Carl....let us know...where is the line drawn? The truth? You draw it based on what you WERE TOLD BY YOUR CULTURE!!! Plain and simple. The truth is....civility doesn't exist...HUMAN MADE IT ALL UP. What do you call things that are made up? A story....a lie, BULLSHIT.