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You can think of awareness as sensitivity if you want. Your ability to sense expands, since awareness and senses are one, your ability to experience expands so your sense of what you are expands. When things you never could sense, feel the same as things you only sensed as a separate individual you become aware that high or low consciousness is just an illusion. You are creating this illusion by blocking your ability to sense. It's like watching a movie and turning down the volume. You can see what they are doing but you cannot hear what they are saying. Then you turn on the volume and now you can sense what they are saying. By being able to hear you have raised your awareness to sound. You are aware of sound, can sense sound. It's as simple as that. Awareness is just the ability to sense what you are, so to sense an expression is to be aware of it.

Recontextualization. Picture going to sleep at night in a dream, waking up to the fact that you dreaming but the dream still persists. Enlightenment is the end of all privacy. Everything is intimate, everything is direct. The separate experience you have lived creates the delusion of privacy, of different beings enjoying a shared experience, this falls away and all is you just expressing differently. That's it. Now the intensity of this intimacy, and the variation of its expression, well that...is ABSOLUTELY INFINITE. But you won't even be able to experience those deeper levels, until you let go of your need for a stable, consistent, separate, private experience which you cling to because it's opposite you call insanity and death.

And that is why Holykael is here, he is part of the diversity and entertainment. He is the most honest ego, egos only love life when it gives them what they want. Funny thing is if life gives the ego too much of what it wants, it will complain about that too. So if life is giving the ego from its perspective a decent balance of what they want and don't want it will be happy. But the funny thing is, the ego is NEVER satisfied. It will chase more and more diversity of experience, in an attempt to hold onto and possess everything. So all Holykael is doing, is being very honest about his current opinion of how his Dream is going. Honesty is great!!! He will eventually tire himself out and act on said honesty.

And that is why you won't awaken. You proved my point. The very thing I am telling you that is needed to awaken....you view as negative. What you view as negative you view as evil, bad, and untenable. So you are literally proving my point in your response. I don't view existence as shitty, NOTHING IS PURE PERFECTION!!! But until you realize this, you cannot awaken. Raise your consciousness, accept that you are NOTHING, and bask in the beauty of what you are.

The truth....there is nothing to fill. The Absolute Truth= Blank. 99.9% of humans will never awaken because of 2 big attachments they cannot drop. Belief in other, and their attachment to appearance. Unless you can release your attachment to other and appearance as central to your love for yourself and life....cannot awaken. Fear will prevent you from moving further and you will be stuck.

You can as everything is possible, but desiring sex isn't a bad thing. If you desire to release it you can/will if you don't you won't. Everything is a divine tool for exploring consciousness, because...everything is consciousness. Don't walk around with this limiting beliefs, realize that everything is consciousness. For example Leo likes to use psychedelics, that is one way to explore there are other ways although I do agree with him that if you are trying to get to get to conscious levels of expression that are beyond the human experience then psychedelics are probably the best bet for now. But always remember....all levels of expression are content, if you do not know this....you won't be able to explore said content because fear will control you. Fear can only control you, when you do not know for certain the truth of what you are. This is why I push for you all to get proper understanding. You will never get to the depths of exploration that Leo is getting if you are still full of fear. Leo can do it because he ABSOLUTELY KNOWS THAT DEATH IS IMAGINARY. A lot of you on here only PRETEND to know that it is true. I can tell who is awake and who is still imagining at the human level of imagination what awakening is LIKE. It's funny because they have this DISNEY like belief about Enlightenment. Enlightenment is actually very normal, its only abnormal in comparison to the ordinary human experience because human's experience duality/separation as the truth of their experience.

You have no idea how powerful your mind. Placebo research is still only cracking the surface. https://www.health.harvard.edu/blog/the-placebo-effect-amazing-and-real-201511028544 Watch this old video by Leo and really contemplate on this. https://www.actualized.org/insights/dpt-the-other-god-molecule

Actually I would take it, and if I loved poison I would turn it into a vaccine, which humans have literally done it. Notice how you just let your bias get in the way of truth!! Many people have taken poison, and used it for many purposes. How do you think we even know how different poisons impact the human body? Do you know how much research has been done into the various poisons? They can tell you the chemical compounds, it's half life, the various ways it impacts your metabolism, how fast it is broken down and assimilated into the body, and how various substances can change it. If you allow fear of poison to control you, it actually ends up controlling you because you become ignorant of it. Knowledge is power, fear is a limit on power. Also take it means I would take possession of it, I don't have to consume it to study it.

What is Bias when it comes to information? Bias is the refusal to incorporate, process, understand, and integrate information. The reason why perspectives clash is a result of their perspective being carefully constructed to make sense in a particular way. As such, this perspective can only be held together by an intelligent denial system being at play. Whenever you cling to any one stance, you must construct a perspective that can logically explain and defend that perspective. Now obviously most people do not put much thought into their perspectives which is why they are unaware of any contradictions/hypocrisy and as such will unconsciously deny any information that can derail their perspective. In truth everyone is ridiculously intelligent, but they do not usually focus that powerful intelligence on investigating the accuracy, the veracity of their world view. As a result they walk around believing their perspective to be the truth, will unconsciously deny anything to the contrary, and will be stuck/locked into their world view. This is why a study into bias is paramount to your ability to understand things. I've written about this before, but look into explicit bias, implicit bias and cognitive dissonance. These three concepts will help you on your journey into both understanding your perspective and that of others. Everyone isn't crazy because they lack intelligence, they are crazy because they are not patient enough to ever ask themselves this one question seriously "Am I really seeing things clearly or am I just deluding myself?" Any limited perspective can be argued. But as more and more information is gathered that limited perspective starts to fall apart. Picture if you knew how every action would impact another action at a planetary level. Then certain actions would change in how they are perceived as it is all interconnected and certain conditions need to exist to produce certain results. So one thing that could be looked at as a tragedy, will ultimately be looked at as part of the natural process of development from a much more all-inclusive vantage point. So to gain true understanding, understand that the micro and the macro perspective are one and the same and depending on the view will change the nature of how something is interpreted. On the ground everything is personal and deeply felt, but on a plane it is like looking at toys at play.

Enlightenment is not grace, it is realization of your own nature. The same way I can realize the gas I just passed was my own, is no different than Enlightenment. This human spirituality holy than thou, poetic, mystical representation of Enlightenment is pure entertainment. Anyone can become Enlightened, just take back your authority. Take complete ownership of all that is, as you. Separate nothing, demonize nothing, drop the concept of an evil, a better than or a less than, a journey, or a destination, or progress. Accept that you are nothing, and Enlightenment will be your lived experience. As long as the unconscious search for something more or beyond, or transcended or other deluded nonsense is still taken as true, then Enlightenment will never be your reality. The truth is Enlightenment is your daily experience, you just have to deny that it is true to not experience it. Drop the denial/separation/hatred/bias, and then you will experience it. That's it. The Ego's greatest fear is to lose all meaning and purpose, which it believes will be the case if it realizes it is nothing.

Every Ego is full of Self-Hatred. Enlightened Masters are full of Self-Hatred. Without Self-Hatred the ability to discriminate doesn't exist. God cannot choose one particular thing, because God has no bias. As such God must be EVERYTHING. God does not know limitation, it can only know it by lowering its intelligence. Any intelligence that is not Absolutely Infinite will have a perspective, an opinion, and thus a bias. The only difference between Enlightened People and UnEnlightened People is Enlightened People KNOW they are fools. They know any opinion they take on is bullshit/delusion. Awareness is curative. When you are aware you are delusional then you awaken, if not you will take your delusion/dream as true and that can only happen if you still believe in evil/separation. Since everything is you, any demonization of any part of reality is a demonization of you and I just don't mean the you as a capital SELF, I also mean the smaller you of your human identity. All opinions are formed from your human perspective, so to OPINE on anything is in RELATION to your human. As such if you say something is bad, you are saying it is bad for your human and are making a judgment on your human. So how do you get around this? Easy. For example is Poison bad for your human's survival? Sure. But Poison itself is not bad. As such you now see with clarity. This is why eventually humans were able to turn certain poisons into medicine because they were able to drop their bias/fear of poison and thus could come up with potential uses for it. In certain situations poison can be bad, but in other situations it can be beneficial. What does this mean? It means it is actually GOOD because in one way it can benefit you, and in another way it can benefit something that isn't the human you which is an expression of impartiality. Also because of its ability to harm you, and you were able to get over that bias and love it anyway, poison was a vehicle for your growth in love and intelligence. As such Poison is actually ABSOLUTELY GOOD because it is always able to be used to increase SELF-LOVE/SELF-KNOWLEDGE.

....Consciousness is a giant universal mind. Every appearance is just a thought in Universal Mind. You can't trump...WHAT YOU ARE. This is why Human Spirituality is Bullshit. Because they teach demonization of mind. WHICH IS STUPID!!! ALL OF REALITY IS PURE PERFECTION. To demonize any one thing, is to demonize the ALL. You don't realize what no separation actually means. It means you cannot demonize one part separately because they are all connected. There is no trumping, there is no transcending, those are all relativistic concepts. God has NO WHERE TO GO, so how is God going to trump something...that it is? This is the issue with Human Spirituality they don't understand that all relativity creates complexity and confusion. Judge every teaching based on Self-Love. God has perfect acceptance of everything because God is Self-Love. As such...the highest teaching will see everything as equal expressions of God as such there is no transcendence, there is no progression, just pure acceptance of what is. You want to awaken as God? Accept everything totally and complete as pure perfection. God= Pure Perfection and it is impossible for it to be otherwise. Why? To what can God be compared to? If God is all there is? There is no other Authority but God. If God doesn't love itself...it can't look to an other to do it for God. This is why each iteration of God living as an Ego does not realize that the more Bias it has, the more distorted its understanding will be. If your mind is closed you cannot see. God= Absolute Open Mind. You wanna awaken fully? Make it your Goal to do the same to the best of your capacity. God's love defies human understanding. If you want to know God that human understanding gotta go. If you cannot see what human's call the worst acts as pure perfect love= Genocide, Child Molestation, Slavery, Torture/Dismemberment, etc....then you do not understand God.

If survival didn't exist you wouldn't be on the forums right now. Survival is the mechanism that keeps you interested in living. Because of survival you reach out to others for socialization which you are doing right now, without survival you literally cannot have a life. Think about it like this. If you didn't have pain, If you didn't have a life span, if you didn't need to eat, wear clothes, breathe oxygen, drink water, take a shower, learn to communicate, pay rent/mortgage/bills, you literally would have NO REASON to do ANYTHING!!! Because of your desire to survive, you actually care about your life. So you still NEED survival, Enlightenment is still part of the dream, if your human dream/life is over you do not need Enlightenment!! Don't you get it? Enlightenment is ALSO imaginary!!! I've always known this but I have noticed many don't know it. God does not need Enlightenment lol.

If you pay attention to the interviews of people whoever they are....the same life lessons are being taught. Watch this interview of Kevin Hart and understand that wealth does not protect you from the challenges in life.

1. Stop contradicting yourself. You ask for a human being answer. This usually means you want something in the realm of the materialistic paradigm when you refer to human. 2. After asking for a human answer...you immediately start asking for spiritual answers and then have the nerve to ask about nothingness? These questions deal with concepts that are not part of the normal human being paradigm. So the first thing you need to do....is figure out what it is you want. Do you want a self-help materialistic answer? Or do you want a metaphysical answer? If you want both...understand that they will conflict and contradict each other as the human paradigm deals with logic which is finite, whereas metaphysics deals with infinity.

The ego is a part of you. Oh and that automatic response system? You constructed it and are generating it in real time. Denying that it is you is delusion. It's like denying your arm is not you. You are always observing you at all times.

Read about this medical condition and see how it relates to what I have discussed in the past. When you deny anything, you become blind to it. https://my.clevelandclinic.org/health/diseases/22832-anosognosia#:~:text=Anosognosia is a condition where you can't recognize other,what your senses tell it. The only reason you haven't lost your arm, is because when you look at your arm you say "That's me." As a result you do not confuse your arm for say a chair or something. Now you take this acknowledgment of identity for granted and do not realize that if you ever forgot your arm was your arm....you would lose it. Obviously PAIN is one aspect of self-expression that remind you and alerts you that your arm was your arm. If I remove pain and all feeling in your arm...you would eventually injure it fatally because you would NOT BE AWARE OF IT. Now...really think about what is being discussed here. So when you say things like...I am not my ego....LOL you are deluding yourself. The correct thing to say is...I am not ONLY my ego, but I am the TOTALITY OF ALL EGOS. This is what is true. If you get trapped at the stage of denial of ego....you will forever be stuck in ego. All those who are stuck at this stage do it because they hate themselves. They are like the criminal who committed murder and then denies it is them.

That emoji looks like it is trying to hypnotize you, but trying to be discreet, and failing at both miserably!!

Glad you understand.

The only part I disagree with is that you have to be in alignment. 1. Every expression of God is God and only APPEARS to be out of alignment. But in truth...everything is always in alignment at all times. Each expression needs to exist to represent the totality of the SELF. Unconditional Love illuminates the Masterpiece that the Ego is, and why it was constructed. The Ego is essential, and any teaching that demonizes and denies it, is a conditional love masquerading as unconditional love. For example....many on these forums don't understand Holykael...because he is the most honest ego. He honestly admits his self-hatred for life and his avatar full blast instead of providing false lip-service that he loves himself. Only a full awakening will reveal that Holykael...was YOU, and you didn't realize this all along because you were denying the truth of how you really feel. It is so funny!!! Awakening is funny as hell!!!

I really love your honesty as an Ego. What every Non-Awakened Person is in denial of....is that they agree with you completely. Only a Self-Righteous Ego would deny your perspective. You have every right to feel and express your hatred for all that is TRUE!! Keep speaking your truth!!!

You can't suppress your desires, if you don't burn through the karma it will ensnare you. It's why you hear stories of Spiritual Gurus who rape women, they never dealt with their desires first.

1. Enlightenment...is about dissolving delusion. I literally said when you become Enlightened that the experience of a seperate ego is what changes... so how is that ANY DIFFERENT than me saying it doesn't exist? You see!! You make no sense!!! 2. Notice how you entered looking to create conflict by trying to discredit what I said and I just showed you that everything I said was consistent. 3. Notice your use of sarcasm by claiming copyright. So let's see you purposefully misunderstood and attempted to find a contradiction which you did not as I just explained which only happened because you are BIASED and entered this thread under prejudicial purposes which was not to understand but to debate and try to debunk something from an earlier thread. You are sarcastic as all hell. This is what we call TROLLING. Which is why I said you are only interested in DRAMA and not interested in truth. You are not even interested in an honest conversation and try to pretend you are genuine but are actually inauthentic. You make a great case study for people like you who love to spread misinformation and engage in half truths and propaganda. You are a regular Fox News here. Every conversation is inherently relativistic so unless the conversation is understood....then it will be misunderstood. But here is a Spirituality Pointer for you. If you hear terms or phrases like this or that doesn't exist....that communication is talking about the ABSOLUTE. It it is referring to a concept or idea or term existing...then it is talking about the relative. You see how simple that is? It's completely simple...but you love to spin tales of complex delusion because...that is your signature style.

Wise decision. One many don't understand. If you don't burn through your karma it will distract you. Burn through all those desires till you are empty. Then you will be ready.

Delusion. There is no difference between anything. Did you notice Ramana walking in diapers? You are full of self-hatred which is why you still see the world in terms of better or worse. The guy in his parents room jacking off is no different than a billionaire.