Razard86

I went as a tourist, I plan to visit a mosque and then maybe a budhist place. I'm like if I created everything might as well check it out. Once you awaken I think the point is to explore. Oh and if the person wants to escape the strangle hold of the Church we already pretty much pointed it out. If you study the story of Jesus adequately he points out that you are the same as him. Jesus basically is saying you are the Messiah, and that the Kingdom of God is within you. He says I come to fufill the law which is him pointing out that the law is pointing that the creator and the creation are ONE, that is what it means to be in the same image. So Jesus actually teaches true Spirituality its why I like him as a symbol. His teaching is simple and people complicate it out of fear. Hell even your Infinity of Gods awakening Jesus stated when he said "Ye are Gods."

Yeah I knew it, you guys just don't get it. Reality is both the same and also different. You are stuck on the sameness which is itself a limitation. Stop putting limitations on reality. When was the last time you gave a genuine apology and actually meant it? Better get on that.

It's not a trick of the ego, there you guys go demonizing the ego again. The ego is not a trickster, the trickster is an UNDERDEVELOPED EGO. When the ego is not properly developed it engages in trickery. This demonization of the ego needs to stop. I feel the prescence of God wherever I go, you think I don't realize this? I swear yall are always trying to teach when there is nothing to teach. I have awakened to the fact that I AM LOVE, I AM INFINITE BEAUTY, I AM INFINITY GOODNESS, I AM PURE INNOCENCE. But I also have the ability to feel the fear and distortions in others. I can also feel the earnestness of another. When I walked into that church I felt the love of small children doing their best to learn love. I awoke to Absolute Solipsism but I also awoke to Absolute Relativity. Reality is both ONE and MANY. I am referring to the MANY aspect, and that MANY is earnest and doing the best it can. All demonization of underdeveloped aspects of the Absolute doing their best is a reflection of a lack of Spiritual Progression and Maturity.

Yeah that's the thing, I felt the presence in the Church, something I didn't feel before my awakenings. I wanted to see if they could really conjure up the presence and they legitimately did. It let me know that the Absolute is using the Church as a kind of kindergarten for Spiritual progression. This is why all this demonization is pure foolishness. Not every person is at a developmental level that they can do without the Church. The Church has a purpose. Now with that said.....their understanding of Scripture and its meaning....was....very underdeveloped. But their earnestness and desire to grow in love was evident. I was moved at their desire to learn more about love to the best of their ability.

1. I have already had many awakenings, and already deconstructed reality. I literally have a direct connection with reality sober. 2. This fear of yours you need to address, of course I am there as a tourist, I literally said I went there to see if we were accurate in how hard we rail against them and what I have realized is we are excessive in our criticism of them. When I went there I saw people who to the best of their ability sought to be more loving. 3. One of my recent awakenings actually informed me that our forums is far too judgmental and is doing it out of ignorance. So I ask....when is the last time you visited a Christian Church? If you have not visited one...you are speaking from a place of ignorance.

And there you and Leo go. What is up with all this fear, you guys need to let this fear go. THERE IS NO HARM in visiting a Christian Church. Stop with all this is the problem would be if you're stuck nonsense. In the words of Ram Dass EVERYTHING IS A TRAP on the path of Spirituality. I proclaim that if anyone on the forums engages in demonization of any Spiritual Practice you are just rooted in fear, and you need to check yourself. Think about this...WHO DO YOU THINK CREATED THE CHRISITIAN CHURCH? It didn't pop out of nowhere. Who created the BIBLE? I AM CREATED ALL OF IT!!! So stop with all these be careful warnings. There is enough information on this site for people to understand that the Christian Church does not have a direct experience with God or correct understanding. But think about this....without the Church and other religions what would be the gateway for anyone to advance Spiritually? The Churches actually provide a strong foundation, you just have to leave them eventually to find the truth.

Churches are concerts with lectures that lack the depth found in non-duality that perfectly suits the developmental level of those who reside there. I found authenticity in the Church, they are egos who are full of fear, but at their level still desire truth and love. They are just not ready to challenge everything they have been told.

This is some good stuff.

They aren't illusions, reality is not an illusion what you have is an incomplete awakening. Life is not an illusion, Life is REAL. It is REALITY. What you are referring to is what is called unreal, which is just reality's ability to defy its own rules. Absolute Solipsism is only ONE ASPECT of REALITY. The OTHER ASPECT IS ABSOLUTE RELATIVITY. Solipsism= Oneness, Relativity= Interconnectedness of Diversity. Reality has a diversity of experience, but this diversity is separated/mediated behind a veil. Like a curtain reality can hide certain expressions and moderate the intensity of said expressions. At one point I too thought Absolute Solipsism was the only truth until I was shown it is only one half of the truth.

These teachings do a good job of merging Science with Mysticism. Its not complete obviously but does a good job of helping you in your study of the relative expression of the Absolute.

Appreciate it, I'm just glad the true nature of the ego and why it exists in the first place is being given to me as part of Self-Understanding. I'm being taught/shown why everything is currently the way it is. Our issue is our understanding of why things are the way they are needs to be pointed towards understanding of SELF/self. The purpose of our existence is to understand our individual self in relation to the Absolute SELF. This process is called personal development, and it culminates in individual and universal self-acceptance. The absolute already has complete self-acceptance, life's journey is to take an asleep/ignorant individuated self and teach it through experience the knowledge of the absolute self. This process culminates with the individual self realizing it is the ABSOLUTE SELF, and that it put itself asleep to awaken to its full knowledge. It does this not because it needs to do it, but because it loves itself and wants to share itself with itself. But this process becomes harrowing because it creates so many different versions of itself which come into conflict. This is why there is no difference between individual self-love and collective universal love. The more you love your individual self the more your love will grow for the collective. Notice all lack of love for the collective is rooted in a victim, nihilistic, lack of power mentality. When you truly love your individual self, you become aware of your power, your authority. This is why individual self-love is rooted in personal security, which can only be accomplished by facing your fear of death and ultimately realizing that the ABSOLUTE and the individual are ONE and thus the ABSOLUTE will always protect and guide the individual because it is LITERALLY ONE AND THE SAME!!! All lack of authority is rooted in lack of trust of the absolute, this means Spiritual Progress is rooted in a complete trust in the ABSOLUTE. This process is both humbling and confidence driven. You are humble enough to submit to the authority and power of your other aspects/egos through cooperation, but confident enough to resist, erect boundaries when your personal autonomy/authority is being challenged. This duality is how the ABSOLUTE experiences the old adage every parent tells their child, sharing is caring. Caring....is devotion, Devotion is LOVE. Devotion is the submission of authority to a cause that is greater than the individual self. Devotion is how talent is developed, knowledge is developed, wisdom is attained, and Self-Mastery is ultimately attained and expressed. All Egos are here to learn Self-Mastery and that is their contribution to the story of Universal Love, and its self-expression.

Ignorance, Lack of awareness, Low Consciousness. This can also be called lack of experience, the absence of knowledge and ultimately wisdom.

With that said, social conditioning is a huge part of this lack of maturity in Spirituality. For example, this Youtuber has some interesting points and makes an important point about how social conditioning influences you so much it can create your own reality. But the issue is she is very anti-military and anti-force which reveals she has a bias, which means a distortion of the importance of force and why it is essential to understanding unconditional universal love.

The Ego= Authority. Your Drive To Survive Is Your Authority. It runs everything you do, it is also the last defense you have between annihilation as a finite aspect. God is an unlimited Authority. For God to understand proper use of Authority, which is the same as proper use of power/force, God needs to create Evil/Conflict. There are two aspects of Love which need to be reconciled to have full self-understanding. The first is the proper use of submission/cooperation, and the second is the proper use of resistance, or proper use of force. A truly mature Self will understand that both aspects are necessary aspects of the Absolute. The main trap in Spirituality is demonization of the use of force. This bias is pervasive and is an overcorrection due to the influx of violence and victims of said violence from war, and other uses of force. The fear of annihilation has distorted the proper understanding of what Love is and created a bias against the Masculine Expression of Love which is EGOIC. Masculine Love is what is often referred to as EVIL, and it is why Masculinity has been under attack. This battle between the Feminine and Masculine aspects needs to stop. Spirituality needs to mature with an acceptance that submission is not superior to resistance. Both are equal aspects which are always on the table. Obviously we should aim to resolve all conflict peacefully when necessary but since there are gradations in development sometimes physical violence is necessary. It take more self-knowledge, and more maturity to understand proper use of force/authority than it does proper use of submission. To be a leader, to be a master, you must come to terms with force. This is why the student must first submit to the master, which means the first path in self-knowledge is submission. The next path is resistance, and learning when resistance is necessary and when it is unwarranted. Use of force is one of the most nuanced doctrines to study it is why there is such a huge call for peace because submission to another is less nuanced in comparison. A High Intelligence would seek to preach the virtues of submission to one another to avoid an environment full of rampant use of variable force. Proper use of force does not use more force than necessary, but in an environment of high levels of fluctuation of said violence being wise in force can become too complicated. So in summary we should seek to teach submission obviously but also simultaneously not demonize use of force as it is a necessary part of understanding life. We don't demonize hurricanes, thunderstorms, or tornadoes. Force is an inherent part of nature.

Lol when did I say it was? I have already awakened to Love, To Beauty, To Authority, and to Absolute Solipsism. So why is there anything wrong with me going to a church? I went to see if our comments about the Church are valid and from my perspective we actually rail too hard on the forums against the Christian Church. When I was there the same presence I feel when I get my awakenings was there. Churches are lower developmental avenues for those on the Spiritual Path to experience the Absolute. They don't get a direct experience, it's indirect but it's a start.

It depends, at a certain level it could increase his growth as he could use your image as a catalyst the same as some have used Jesus, Shiva, etc. LOL. You made fun of people worshipping Ramana Marharshi.....I guess its your turn now.

The True Identity of The Ego is your desire to survive, your desire to live. I was meditating and I broke through to a direct understanding of what the ego is. The Ego is your never say die attitude, it is the strongest part of you, and when it is completely purified through Love it will never harm unnecessarily even in the presence of fear. I was also shown that the Ego is a metaphysical Identity and as such it will never disappear and will live forever. Your Ego is your individuated self, and it was constructed to understand the SELF/TOTALITY. You use the ego as a way to understand what life is, and the ego is a projection of the TOTALITY and it is NOT AN ILLUSION, it is a creation. Your ego will fight forever, even though it is finite, its ability to fight is UNLIMITED/INFINITE. This means your ego has the power of the ABSOLUTE, because its ability to fight to survive is INFINITE, it is your creative spark, it is your heart, and it is PURE INNOCENCE. Your ego will exist forever, within the absolute. Your ego is NOT your human identity, it is not your story, although it contains these elements it is the DRIVE TO SURVIVE in its purest form= LIFE. Since Life is eternal, and death does not actually exist, your ego will continue to exist long after your human identity is extinguished. Your Ego = Absolute Authority Expressed Relatively.

I just had another awakening, this awakening revealed to me the true identity of what the ego is. Your ego is your desire to survive, it is the strongest part of you, and it is completely innocent. The ego= PURE INNOCENCE. All it wants to do is survive, all it wants to do is live. Your ego= Your determination, Your never say die, it is the fight within you to overcome all obstacles.

There is no mistaken perception, the ego is dysfunctional. It functions exactly as it does, is not at odds with what I said. When a baby is taking its first steps those steps are dysfunctional, which means they do not function in the manner they are supposed to, but at the same time it functions exactly as it does because the baby has to pass through dysfunctionality before it can become functional. I'm really getting tired of you all trying to correct something that doesn't need to be corrected. Again, seek to understand before you seek to correct. The ego is dysfunctional this is why it has to go through a DEVELOPMENTAL PROCESS to achieve proper functionality. Also stop this ego transcendence talk, AGAIN you do not transcend the ego because the ego is ESSENTIAL to the human experience. As long as you reside in the human form you will have an EGO. The EGO is your psychological story, but it is more than just that, it is also the totality of all lived experience you have gone through in your current human form. For you to lose your ego, you would have to completely forget the entire human story. The point of awakening is to realize your true identity as the I AM, but that does not erase the egoic identity or the story that is attached to it.

I recently went to a Christian Church, and I felt a genuine connection. Even though the Churches do not hold a non-distorted version of truth they are authentically searching on how to be more loving. It was fun, to be around people who have a desire to come together and worship and sing about love.

What many of you don't understand is without evil, Goodness doesn't even make sense. Can't have comedy without evil, can't have criticism without evil. Without evil....there is no story no trial nothing....Evil is literally the driver of the story and without it there is nothing to overcome. Only an unintelligent creator would get rid of evil in life.

No offense to her, but what she wrote was umm plainly obvious. Jesus himself said this. https://biblehub.com/john/10-34.htm What Jesus was saying, is once you have awakened to your ONENESS with God which is Life/Death/ Experience/Consciousness/Reality/Infinity/Love/Beauty/Intelligence/ Etc. then you have attained Christ. When Jesus calls himself the only begotten Son he is saying you awaken to yourself as the Son/Daughter of God when you attain Oneness. A good definition of Love, is Unfiltered Unity. When you awaken to Oneness with Totality, You achieve the trinity also gender has nothing to do with humans, gender is poetic description of how the Absolute Manifests itself or expresses itself in Creation. So Bernadette has biases she needs to clear up to properly understand what Gender is. The Trinity is this. The Holy Spirit is the Feminine Expression. The Father is the Masculine Expression. And the Son is the Awakened Human who has properly united their inner feminine and masculine aspects and have become a purified vessel in which the Absolute can flow through without distortion. St. Germain understood this too. https://www.goodreads.com/author/quotes/7451986.Comte_de_Saint_Germain

1. You are the one who is ignorant. Ask questions to gain understanding your new here and talking like you know something. 2. You questioned my own purpose...if I give my purpose to be something then that is my purpose. 3. Learn to actually gain understanding before you respond, you have revealed yourself to be a non listening sanctimonious, parroting preachy user. You trying to teach me something I already know, and instead of actually trying to figure out what I am saying you try to tell me what I am saying. This is why new users annoy me, because yall take one post a person says and instead of reading their other posts to gain understanding you take one post, and with limited understanding projectile vomit all of your assumptions. The hide and seek is a poetic way of saying that God likes to surprise itself. But because you are a close-minded biased user you take that one saying and demonize it. Look at you, you have much to learn.

Man yall project too much, spiritual ego? LOL yall are the ones creating stuff. 1. Spirituality has this fear of the ego which makes me laugh. The ego is not evil AGAIN, it is dysfunctional but its not evil. 2. The Ego's purpose is to understand the individual perspective, and then awaken to the Union of the ABSOLUTE, TOTALITY. Without an ego, THERE IS NO AWAKENING!!! Without an ego, there is no individual conscious experience and nothing to wake up too. So all this demonization at a certain point in your maturity you need to let this demonization, this self-hatred you have, GO. It's a barrier!!! I keep telling you all on these forums let that egoic self-hatred go.

Social Standards only matter if you want them to matter. Also consider this, in a world of competition not everyone who works hard wins by result. Winning is not about results, it never has and never will be. Winning, is effort, and consistent concentration. Winning is relinquishing comparison with others and only comparing yourself to individuated self. If you can wake up everyday with renewed strength to channel in a specific direction on a daily basis, then you are WINNING. THIS IS THE SECRET!!!