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Be careful of any teachings that demonize ego. This is a false teaching. There will always be ego, because the dream is EGO/SELF. Any teaching that claims you will dissolve the ego is delusion. What is dissolved is the experience of being a separate ego. This is how you know who is awakened and who is not. Non-awakened people hate their ego and all other egos. This is because they have a desire to rid themselves of all what they deem "negative expressions." They demonize anger, impatience, violence, etc. As a result they are stuck in a cycle of self-hatred and will never awaken unless they drop their self judgment. Awakening is basically retirement. When you are completely satisfied with your creation/avatar then you will be ready to die to your individual expression and become a collective expression. So LOVE your ego unconditionally, THIS IS THE PATH TO AWAKENING. Loving your ego is the same as loving life, because all your complaints about life are just complaints about your ego and its relation to other egos. An avatar that is complete has nothing to gain or lose, thus has nothing to prove so as a result it doesn't matter if they live or die. Because in their eyes....IT IS FINISHED!!

Leo likes to make small distinctions between Democrats and Republicans and say that Democrats are more towards good than Republicans and sure you can make that argument. But overall both parties serve corporate interests. So let me ask you, if you have two people running for election and one guy will give you scraps from the table and then give the rest of your resources to the rich and the other will deny you the scraps and give it to the rich can you really say one is less corrupt? Sure in terms of percentage of corruption the scrap giver is less corrupt but in terms of being corrupt both are corrupt. So it is based on what lens you choose to look at it with. The lens I choose is corruption is corruption no matter how small it is. When you avert your eyes and play the lesser of two evils you can become evil. Sure sometimes in life you have two unfavorable outcomes available and you have to pick the lesser of two evils, but you DO NOT build your entire political system on the lesser of two evils. America probably needs a 3rd or 4th political party like they have in Europe where this way they can break up the corporate control of power. Until America can rid itself of corporate control it is going to just be a Country that serves Corporations and engages in throwing scraps out sparingly. Now I personally believe this political system will collapse because throughout history all corruption eventually EATS ITSELF because corruption is not sustainable. We will see what arise from the ashes. Bonus: It's sad that this old video below is STILL RELEVANT!!!

Well I am not trying to convince someone to believe Solipsism because beliefs are duality they are always combined with doubt. All I want people who fight it is to investigate it. When Leo made his Solipsism video it made perfect sense to me, but still I had to investigate it. Understand I am not some blind follower of Leo, in fact I think I am more awake then Leo lol. For example Leo has criticized Frank Yang and said he isn't awake. Yet it you listen to Frank Yang with an OPEN MIND you will see he actually is awake. How do I know? Because certain changes that happened to me he acknowledged happened to him and the funny thing is I found cross over between him and Leo as well. Now my only problem with Frank is he is lost in concepts, but if you can listen to what he is trying to communicate through his concepts you realize what he is TRYING TO SAY. You see the problem with egos is they get to caught up in appearance. There is an understanding level you can reach where you can understand what someone is TRYING to communicate but is failing to communicate through their use of language. Not everybody is skilled in the use of language or in its comprehension, there is a subtlety that is needed to see it. As I am sure you have noticed the more you clear your mind, the more you can be aware of subtlety. The only reason I push so hard is to help the aspects that really want to awaken. In this Spiritual Process understand that there is a distinction between Being and Beliefs. Do not doubt your direct experience, but if someone shares a possibility in the Spiritual Path that you think is untrue but they tell you that it is their lived experience then maybe, just maybe it can become yours too. For example there are people who claim to see AURAS, I don't doubt them because I know how Reality works now. Reality is pure self-deception. What you don't realize is if you have to deceive yourself to be asleep, you have to deceive yourself to awaken. LOL. Why? Because even Enlightenment is Self-Deception. Why? Because it is IMPERMANENT. It's part of the dream. You don't need enlightenment upon physical death LOL. Spirituality feels like you are losing your mind because in actuality you are. You can literally dream an entirely new reality right now if you want. All this would do, is change the nature of your experience. For example....you could possibly gain the ability to zoom into things, you could gain access to seeing a broader range of colors, maybe you feel the intensity of things much more, Enlightenment is just the realization that you are imagining everything into existence and that all experience is YOU. As such you can actually modify it and experience it in an infinite number of ways which changes the understanding of that experience. You can even BECOME your parents, your dog, and experience past memories from their perspectives and gain a whole new understanding of a previous memory/event. All these will be impermanent experiences and you will eventually return to the perspective of your original Avatar but all of this is possible. This is why I push so hard!! Spirituality is just exploring your SELF from an infinite number of ways for no other reason but SELF-LOVE. I rail as hard as I do because those who want to do this journey I don't want you to get caught in traps of people who are full of fear and self-delusion. You have no idea how much I love you all lol. When you truly awaken your love for yourself, it becomes impossible to contain.

https://www.actualized.org/insights/infinite-love-awakening https://www.actualized.org/insights/total-omniscience-awakening https://www.actualized.org/insights/dpt-the-other-god-molecule

This is why I love you!!!! LOL!!! Bout time you came back to the forums!!! Finally!!!! Another voice of truth around here lol!!!!

All expression is egoic. ALL of it. This is bullshit and is what stops humans from reaching Enlightenment. All bashing of ego is a trap of the ego because all activity/expression is itself ego. I say all this with love.

Many of you do not know what the Ego is. You talk ignorantly about it but don't actually have a clue. Now I didn't need to have a deep awakening to what the ego was as I have observed it my whole life, but Leo had a trip report in the past that explains it. Since many will block/close their mind to what I say....why not listen to Leo basically say the same thing. https://www.actualized.org/insights/what-its-like-to-smoke-salvia

Well in truth everyone is good, but from a moralistic/human materialist standpoint yes Jordan Peterson is good. In fact many that demonize him literally ignore the good will that gushes forth from him which is plainly obvious if you pay attention. Jordan Peterson isn't waking up everyday trying to terrorize people, outside of the people he thinks are pushing evil. Since Jordan Peterson believes evil exists, he will attack anyone he thinks is doing harm. Jordan Peterson is very self-righteous and moralistic and he is this way because he believes that goodness is not a natural phenomenon he believes humans have to work to be good. Not only that he believes that to live is to suffer and characterizes life as trying to minimize suffering. This should give you a preview into the inner workings of his psychological lived experience that he actually suffers constantly and has to keep doing things to distract himself from that. Many do not even understand how the constant criticisms he was facing how they were taking a toll on him. He put up a strong façade but they were impacting him psychologically.

If you don't mind don't forget to share your experience on here in a trip report. Best of luck!!!

This is NOT disingenous. When you live from a non-dual awareness the belief that there was ever an outer or inner is hilarious!!! There never was!!! Close your eyes, open your eyes, this is the same!!! I keep telling you, stop thinking in terms of duality. Duality is for survival, ONENESS is for awakening!!! You need to train your mind to break all dualities!!! How the hell you think I awakened permanently? I trained my mind constantly on a daily basis to dissolve all dualities. You are not understanding because you are still living a dualistic experience. Dualism is BULLSHIT!!! There is no difference between a stick man and you. There is no difference between a 2 dimenisional world, 3 dimensional world, and a 4 dimensional world. Awakening shows you that you can get stuck in a specific perspective. But there is an ability to escape that perceptual perspective. Normal humans cannot perceive a difference between dimensions. They are stuck in a 3 dimensional experience of reality. When you live from a non-dual perspective you live from a perceptual experience that defies what science would tell you is possible. In fact I am pretty sure if I can get my hands on some more psychedelics I could permanently change the settings of my experience even more to perceive reality permanently from another perspective. Also stop talking about pointers. Again...if you are not awakened debating with me on the forums is not going to help you. I have already shared how to awaken. 1. Get a proper understanding of your true nature. Your true nature is ONE that APPEARS as many. That APPEARANCE is impermanent, but what you are is PERMANENT so clearly you are NOT a SOMETHING. That SOMETHING is an appearance. Your true nature is NOTHING. NOTHING has no qualia. It is not visual, it is not physical, it is not emotions, it is not matter or atoms, it is not time, it is not space, NOTHING does not even exist according to how existence is defined. NOTHING is BLANK. If you have ever blanked out and I am not talking about blacking out (eyes closed black screen) I am talking blank as in...there is a gap in experience for example before your first memory of your life there was BLANK. That BLANK is your true nature. 2. After you fully understand conceptually what you are. It is time to enter an alter-stated of consciousness. You can reach this through meditation, breathwork, edibles, psychedelics, (be careful with this next one) dissociatives. 3. Sit/lie in that state until your awareness starts to wake up to what it is. Do this continually until that awakening causes a permanent change in your biology. That change will be felt by the whole body from the top of your head to the tips of your toes. The human avatar is designed to experience consciousness through the filter of their brain. If you modify the brain by changing the psychological framework/conceptualization then the body will slowly alter itself to perceive reality through that framework. 4. Understand that awakening is just the rewriting of the original framework you were given early in your life that you live in a physical, material reality. Had you been given the truth from birth you would already be awakened. Awakening is actually very normal, it's only rare because currently within this time period/history of humans they are currently confused. Think of non-awakened humans as still thinking the Earth is flat in this analogy.

This^^^ yall are addicted to duality. There isn't some other God. Look in the mirror in your bathroom. That is GOD. What you are looking at in the mirror, created everything and is constantly generating it. Every single thought, desire, and action you take IS GOD's WILL. Every single thing you are aware of right now IS GOD'S WILL. Whatever happens is God's will. This nonsense it's not for you is a duality. There is literally only you. The entirety of the present moment is you, and will always be you. And that present moment is a present to itself.

I believe a grass roots movement will eventually be done and will revolutionize the Democratic Party. Until they have a hard internal structural change (get the old heads out of there) they will keep doing their minimal change. I will say at least on the smaller scale the party tends to be more effective. But the higher up you go in scale the more corrupt they seem to be.

Sigh....Leo....NOBODY has been making this argument!! You are LITERALLY arguing with yourself!! It is called LESSER of two evils!!! They are both corrupt, the Republicans are only more corrupt because their party platform is actually designed to be that way. In fact the Democrats are worse in a sense because they actually are LESS true to their values than Republicans. This is why in one sense you can say Dems are worse not in the sense that they do more damage they don't but they are worse hypocrites because they violate their own values more egregiously than Republicans. You keep arguing a standpoint that I'm not arguing. Every time I vote I vote Democrat. Democrats are the only sane party left, but....they are worse because you expect the more mature option to actually be mature!!! I mean we even have Blue Dog Democrats!!! What the fuck is that? They aren't even really Democrats!!!

That's one state there are a whole host of examples I can give you of Democratic majorities literally voting bi-partisan on Conservative Bills that undermine Democratic Party Values. In fact its too many examples it would flood this forum. Also watch the video I posted....it gave some. Second I NEVER SAID THEY WERE THE SAME. I called it the LESSER OF TWO EVILS. They are the same in that they are bought by Corporations and do their bidding over their constituents. Clearly the Republican Party is so extreme that even current Republican voters are in shock. But to act like your SMALL example is pervasive is LAUGHABLE. There is OVERWHELMING evidence to the contrary. So much it dwarfs your singular example. Bernie Sanders ran for a reason.

This. I've never drunk in my life, but all forms of consciousness is just a state change. As such all have spiritual benefits. You can use state change to observe how it impacts both how you experience situations and how you express/react to them. Really good at also training your ability to detach from being pulled in by different stimuli, while also exploring how deep you can get pulled in by different stimuli. So yeah if you use it as a form of exploration it can have huge spiritual benefits.

He's really close....dangerously so. It's why I think he isn't going to awaken. On the path 99.9% of people get right on the edge and spend the rest of their lives dancing on it.

You almost got it....you are close. When the human dies, the whole world/universe dies with them. The appearance disappears until there is a new appearance.

Ignorance. Everything is the absolute. The absolute is the only thing there is. All present experience is the absolute experience. If you do not live in a NON-DUAL state all you are doing is GUESSING. I absolute know everything I said is the correct pointer. Why? Because NON-DUALITY is my lived experience. If you do not live in that state and you are on here arguing instead of being a proper Scientist and investigating then you are wasting your time. For all you know your current beliefs are actually BLOCKING you from full realization. Why not investigate for yourself and discover what is true. I am going to keep blocking people who I think are here just for debate and not here for honest inquiry and investigation. So if you notice I'm not responding it's because I'm ignoring you lol.

Enlightenment is just a reinterpretation. Why? Because identity is metaphysical.

There is no difference, all differences are an appearance. Limitation, condition, these are all appearances. This is why I said you all are too stuck on appearance. Stop arguing and investigate. You are literally wasting your time arguing with me. I live from a NON-DUAL STATE ALL THE TIME. I don't need to watch out for anything because I live in a NON-DUAL STATE. Also if you pay attention to the teachings nothing I say hasn't been said before. The mystic Neville Goddard has said the same thing I just said. Stop creating differences, all difference is duality. As long as you keep constructing differences you will be confused and lost. Stop making OTHER, all OTHER is difference and distinction. God which is NOTHING has NO OTHER. NOTHING can never have an OTHER because NOTHING cannot be divided. It can APPEAR to be divided but that is all it is, AN APPEARANCE. All of Consciousness power is AN APPEARANCE!!! This is what you don't understand. Can an appearance be harmed? NO!!!! You literally cannot be harmed!! All physical and emotional pain is an appearance!!! It can feel bad, but you are NEVER IN ANY DANGER!!! All this talk you are doing is PURE IGNORANCE!!!!

There is no outer, that is a duality. What you consider out is actually within. If you want to awaken just watch Leo's Guided Exercise on you are God in an altered state of consciousness. Watching the Solipsism Video can help too. This can help too. Alter your state, do self-inquiry and sit and watch awareness wake up to what it is.

Sigh......I think I might just throw a bridge into the sea. How the hell am I NOT DIRECT? It's like you guys....choose NOT to see. I answer everything direct its just your objections are fragile!!! You said how can I love everyone on the forum? First of all this reveals you don't know what LOVE is. I mean what kind of question is this? Love is literally the BUILDING BLOCK of reality. But I think you want a HUMAN answer so I can give you one also. I know in terms of the Human Conception of Reality....Batman and the entire world of Batman is fiction. I can still LOVE Batman. I can GEEK out, wear a costume, study the world in its entirety, even get angry at certain events that happen in the world and take it personally. Hell I can even use Sports for example. We all know Sports is just a game, fiction. Yet people take it seriously!!! We can even do Wrestling!!! People literally know Wrestling is fake yet it still makes tons of money!! Also you just said they don't exist!!! As long as they exist within my awareness...then they exist. What you call existence is SOURCED BY YOU. Since you are truth if you say they exist...then they exist. Since I say I exist, because I am existence itself then whatever arises in my existence also exists by default! What you are NOT understanding is what is being stated is when someone leaves your awareness....then it no longer exists. For example if you close your tab....Actualized.Org ceases to exist. If you leave your room, Actualized.Org ceases to exist. YOU are existence. Whatever isn't there does not exist. This isn't hard!!! If I tell you that your awareness is ABSOLUTE then there can be not be anything that can exist separate from you since ABSOLUTE = TOTAL. You are TOTALITY. Can something exist outside of TOTALITY? NO. If it could...then it couldn't be total. Contradiction ONLY EXISTS IN DUALITY!!! You see contradiction because you keep trying to hold onto things. You mention I said ""The only reason humans suffer is because they keep creating filters" yes within the dream there are humans!!! There is no Batman here, but within the dreamed/imagined world that Bill Kane created there is a Batman. It's the same thing!!! There is no difference between a human imagining the world of Batman and you as God imagining humans!!! To understand what is being communicated stop trying to find ways to be confused!!! Look....can you know something outside of direct experience? Answer this question honestly!! Don't beat around the bush. If you answer honestly you will realize anything OUTSIDE your direct experience...has NEVER been experienced. Really think about this. REALLY think about this. What you will realize whatever wasn't in your direct experience....an other told you about it IN your direct experience. Until you can accept there is nothing outside of your awareness and there never will be, you will never understand what is being communicated. This is OBVIOUS.

Notice how....this was never up for debate? What in my communication ever raised this as an issue? To say one is the lesser of two evils is not different than saying one is more openminded and tolerant. I can have two corrupt government officials who want me to support them, clearly I would choose the more openminded and tolerant one. THIS is a simple analysis. You make it seem like realizing that the Republicans and Donald Trump are off their walker is some profound discovery, it's not. What you miss is the fact that the only reason why Americans fell for this shit is because Americans are not interested in politics and many in the minority racial camp see them as the same. In terms of corruption Democrats are not that much different than Republicans. Sure you can play the nuance game here and there but they still refuse to support a system that will allow more viable candidates (which allows more ideas) to gain circulation. As such those at the bottom of the food chain won't see difference. This is why both Trump and Bernie were able to appeal to voters. https://www.nbcnews.com/politics/2020-election/sanders-voters-helped-trump-win-white-house-could-they-do-n1145306 Many angry Sanders voters, voted for Trump in the past. As I stated before....the Democrats have an image problem when it comes to their core voter base. While I do get anoyyed by TYT's bias on a lot of issues what I have always found funny is TYT is pro Democrat and even they have no patience with them. Hmmm looks like they see the same thing I see. It's sad because the Democrats could easily make the distinction between them and Republicans fairly obvious but they refuse to out of fear. In the future I do believe the Democrats will eventually focus more on campaign finance reform and clean up other conflicts of interest related issues. But until they do...we will constantly have this jumping back and forth between Republicans and Democrats getting elected and little CONSISTENT progress being made.

Great post. Dignity can only exist in the world of duality. Dignity is a concept rooted in comparison. Once you create dignity, it's opposite is immediately created. If you turn dignity into an absolute you could say everything is dignified, which is no different than saying everything is love, everything is accepted. As such from this paradigm, lack of dignity never existed, which is equivalent to when you say WHO is there to be dignified. Because if a lack of dignity never existed, then dignity also cannot be experienced.