Michael Jackson

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  1. you can eat bananas
  2. If solipsism was true, only YOU could do that.
  3. Jehova Allah Consciousness Reality All That Is Beingness Everything Nothing Beloved Father/Mother Big fat Banana
  4. @Matt23 Welcome to my blocklist
  5. @michaelcycle00 neigher boring nor exciting. Just love, peace, completeness. God IS the Absolute Self, always, right now. I am not sure about the finite things question though.
  6. I don't know why I share this. There is just this feeling of inspiration, so I'm gonna do it. More than 1 year ago I discovered psychedelics. At this point I have had around 20 trips on LSD. The substance itself turned out to be an illusion, an imagination created by my own infinite mind and what revealed itself was the truth of God. The goodness, purity and love of God is out of this world. No experience in the human life comes even close to the unimaginable peace and love that exists at the root of everything. For the first time ever you truly feel complete, totally whole, you are pure love, perfection and beyond. Human existence in contrast to that perfection seems like excrutiating pain and suffering. Looking at the human world through the eyes of God, which are your own eyes, you realize that being a human is torture. Still you go back, hell knows why. Being back in my human body I have distant memories of that glory. All I can think of and all that seems to be worth striving towards in life is this peace and this love. And yet it is totally clear to me, that this peace and this love is completely forgotten by basically all of humanity and never will be found in this human life. Life is still lived. Life is still bearable. But seing the contrast between the absolute brutality of pure Love and Goodness and this stupid grey human existence makes everything in my human life seem meaningless and pointless. I know that this post has been created from an inaccurate perspective. I know that it is coloured in improper colors, because I am looking at the world not from the highest point, but from an identified and deluded position. I know God loves every tiny bit of being human and I know that it is 100% the will of God to live this life, but still I feel this pain and I wanted to share it. If I had 1 wish, it would be to be forever taken back into the arm of my Beloved and never to exist as a human being ever again. I know my words are childish. Hope you are all doing well.
  7. @hyruga Mostly blue & purple
  8. Conversations with God Herman Hesse: Siddartha Herman Hesse: Steppenwolf
  9. Wouldn't care about that lmao
  10. mdma is a drug.
  11. For me: anything goes, from once a week to once a day. It won't be hard to find bf who is ok with 1 a day or less
  12. @Salvijus maybe you should share it with everybody.
  13. Make a rule, not to buy online unless it's unavoidable. Also only pay with real money, not with card or phone.
  14. For me, the consciousness IS the nothingness. Conciousness is literally nothing.
  15. The truth is, your real Self is immortal. Therefore, the only thing that can die is illusions
  16. @WelcometoReality saying "it exists" is already an assumption. What if reality is ultimately completely empty? What is what you call "existence" is actually nothing? I know it might sound rediculous to some, this has to be realized directly I guess.