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Well by this logic you could also get addicted to tomatoes. It's simply a scientific fact. No need for over-complication here.

The most popular psychedelics are well researched substances. It is a scientific fact that these substances are non-addictive, not toxic and have no negative long term consequences for the human body. In fact, most studies show that the opposite can be true. These substances can give you a new perspective on life an reality and transform you in deep and healing ways. I do not share your opinion that Leo is "deteriorating" and that his videos are losing their quality. From my POV Leo has matured and his videos have gotten more authentic. Also the topic of his channel (self-actualization) has changed to Self-realization. In this way, his channel has morphed into something completely different than what it originally was and most people are not ready for that and will not approve of that because of lack of experience and lack of interest in these topics. Truth and Reality are not all rainbows and butterflies.

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@Preety_India <3 @vizual Hey, thank you for sharing this perspective, very interesting. I also believe that it is possible to have brief moments of true Love (glimpses into unconditional love as you call them) in romantic relationships. I guess archieving that is already a very beautiful thing.

@Someone here There exists a possibility to become conscious of what you are on the fundamental level. What you truly are is an infinite intelligence that is all-inclusive, we call that God. Once you are conscious of the fact you are God, you realize what everything is. Everything is God, including the table in your room, the idea of a world outside of your room, every sound you hear etc. Once you realize that you also realize that all these sounds, things, concepts are merely ideas you are imagining right now. Even a physical table is nothing but an idea that you hold inside of your mind (Gods mind). Therefore, you realize what death is: Merely an idea that you (God) hold inside of your infinite mind. You realize that death is imaginary. You imagine it because it makes your "human life", which is also an idea by the way, seem more real. It makes it more interesting and more tasty if you're not conscious of the fact that you're immortal God, so you imagine yourself to be a mortal human being.

@Preety_India Hi:) I am not an expert on anger issues but I think spiritual work can help you with it. In spiritual work you can find a deep love for yourself and the world which is truly healing and transformative in so many ways. I hope you get better, wish you all the best <3

@A Fellow Lighter Thanks a lot for your response. I am happy to hear that I am not the only one having such experiences. I will try to implement what you suggested here, thanks for the suggestion. @JuliusCaesar Thanks for the suggestion, I am already familiar with the material.

Hello beautiful people here, I thank you a lot for reading my following 1st post on this forum and perhaps giving me advice on solving the following problem. It would mean the world to me if you could help me with that; Last year I started experimenting with psychedelics, namely the one called LSD. This made me quickly realize that God and truth really exist, something I never thought was possible. It continued with realizing at deeper and deeper levels what the truth really is, and I do not have a single doubt in my mind that the following statements are the best words one could find to state the truth: Truth=God=Love=I=You=Everything=The Here and Now=Pure Goodness=Pure Perfection=Pure Freedom=Heaven=Divinity I am God As God, I am the Creator of the entire reality As God, I manifest out of thin air the entire creation As God, I am all powerful As God, I am all knowing and all understanding As God, I am pure unconditional Love On a frequent basis, I used LSD to realize on deeper and deeper levels what my true nature is, namely God and Love. Love is the most meaningful and most beautiful thing you could ever want and it is the only true thing we all are longing for. Feeling my Love as God is something that is deeply healing. Feeling Gods Love for 1 second is worth being tortured for eternities, it feels so good. Gods Love and Gods wisdom profoundly changed my entire way of looking at life and helped me to see everything in a much more positive light. Now three words about my "normal" experiences with LSD, before I tell you about the psychic attacks. Normally, my experiences are extremely clear. Even at high doses like 300ug I have absolutely no visual hallucinations, I feel completely relaxed and at ease inside of my body, I perceive everything with clarity, calmly, and my experience simply gets recontextualized without my visual field changing in any way. I feel almost no body load, hear no auditory hallucinations, hear no voices inside my head, basically LSD gives me complete clarity and melts my ego and raises my state of consciousness in a beautiful smooth and calm way. Now lets come to my very serious issue and if you have ideas how I could handle the following problem I would owe you the world. If someone could help me to completely solve that problem I would pay you good money for it... At the end of last year it started that in some trips I got psychicly attacked. I tripped for maybe 10 times since then and it happened 4 times that I got attacked. I cannot control the timing of when it happens. It has nothing to do with my personal state of mind or life when it happens. So what do I mean when I say psychicly attacked? Well, it basically feels like a foreign entity is here with me, inside of my Consciousness. I personally believe that it is intelligent life from another place in the universe but I am not sure about that. This entity / or these entities have the technology to completely manipulate my state of consciousness. What do I mean by that? By that I mean, instead of my usually clarity and calmness on LSD, I feel the exact opposite of it. Suddenly I get very weird hallucinations inside my visual field, like seing demons and devilish like templates everywhere. I hear noises and when I turn around I don't see anything. They can induce tiredness into my body, make me yawn, make me perceive my body in very weird unproportional ways, I suddenly hear an "alien language" which I do not understand permamently inside of my head, I suddenly have thoughts that are NOT MINE. They induce thoughts into my head when I am in the peak of my trip, like for example "go outside your appartment NOW." When I don't listen to these thoughts, they make me feel intense pain. They induce states of complete confusion into me where I don't even realize that they are there manipulating me. One time they managed to make me walk out of my appartment and induced a thought into me, that I should go to the train station and jump in front of a train NOW. Or that I should jump from a building. I did NOT listen to these thoughts, thank God because I love my life and I am NOT suicidal in any way. Yesterday I was tripping again and reality was not unravelling as it should and as it usually does... I felt unclear, confused, my visual field was vibrating weirdly my body felt bad, they made me feel so confused that while I was peaking I thought maybe the LSD was not working properly because the dose was too low... Then I glimpsed God and his Love for a second until extreme pain and confusion hit me once again. They induced thoughts like "Love is just a concept, love does not exist" and made me perceive everything in a very strange way. Suddenly I felt an urge to go to the fridge and start eating like a madman. When I started eating I realized "wait a second, I did not want to eat now, right?" I stopped eating and that was the moment I realized that I was being attacked again. I asked for God to help me and I said clearly: "I do not want these beings to manipulate my state of consciousness, this is against my will. The only thing that I want is Love and Light. Please give me clarity and make me see the truth." I only wanted to create Love... For a second I got into a state of clarity, seeing everything as my creation but then they induced intense pain. They got me to a point of my body curling up in pain, it was so intense... Also they made it hard for me to stay connected to my body For example it felt to me like I couldnt "embody" my hand at one point... I managed not to pass out but I think it would have been possible...I just prayed for God to help me stay clear and see love but these beings are too fucking powerful. They can literally manipulate my state of consciousness in deep disturbing ways... What these beings want is they want me to feel small and engage in meaningless activities like watching stupid videos or eating crap until I get fat and numbed out. They want me to perceive myself as a small, unworthy human and they want me to believe that I am unworthy of Love and unworthy of God. They do NOT want me to see the truth, namely that I am an all powerful infinite Consciousness that is creating the entire reality, including them. I do not exactly understand, why they want that. I guess it has to do with power. My theory is, that these beings are disconnected from Love and therefore all they can do is to seek power and control over other beings, which is their twisted way of reaching for the Love they truly long for. As God I am all powerful. Realizing that I am all powerful goes against their agenda. In comparison to Gods power, every limited way of power fails and crumbles. I do not know what to do at this point. These beings are very powerful. I assume that they do not exist in the way humans do (namely as the five senses sound touch feel hear smell). Maybe they exist in other dimensions but they have the technology or the power to manipulate our five senses (or at least mine) in very deep and vicious ways. Gladly they do not seem to be interested in that when I am not tripping so that's something I am happy about. However, when it comes to me wanting to feel my own Source and wanting to feel my own Love as God they seem to be determined to do anything to stop me from doing that. I realize that on the absolute level I as God am even the creator of these entities. I know that. But knowing that is not enough because their actions affect me anyways. Imagine while you where tripping your neighbour came over to your appartment threatening to stab you with his knife. Yes, on the absolute level you are the creator of your neighbour, but I guess when your life is threatened you won't solve this problem by "uncreating" your neighbour as God. Your state of consciousness when in serious danger will be way to low to do that. Instead you will be afraid and run for your life and you won't have any deep metaphysical realizations that day. Please treat this thread with the seriousness it deserves. It is a huge problem for me and I would owe you the world if you could help me solve it. If you have any ideas on what I could do to solve this problem I would be deeply thankful if you could share that with me. Feel free to share it down below or send me a pm. Everything goes. I would even be open to new-agey ideas like wearing crystals or whatever you think might help. If you have an idea, just share it. Thank you so much guys, I love you.

@Inliytened1 thx I hope I find a way to solve this. @Gidiot Yeah, it's understandable though. I think if I wouldn't have experienced it myself, I would've called people talking about this crazy. I guess in this way its a positive, it definitely broadened my perspective for what reality is capable of and how weird and twisted things can get. @Giulio Bevilacqua Thank you.

@The Buddha How can I do a proper investigation into them? Are there books on them? Online resources? Do you have concrete examples how Rudrakshas have helped you? Is it enough to wear them or do you need some rituals / etc. ? Thanks for your answer.

@Carl-Richard Thanks, this is sensible advice. I have been tripping a lot less in the last months sice the attacks started. Also I have lowered my doses so that I can still think somewhat clearly and logically and repress the trip to a certain degree if necessary. @SriSriJustinBieber Thanks for your advice. I tried to love them and I sometimes managed to do so. It is hard though to love someone who tries to hurt you. @GreenWoods This is very interesting since your description of the entities attacking you matches up with the ones who attacked me pretty well. They also mostly move into my stomach region or "through my body", sometimes into my legs. Feels very weird and alien. I will definitely try out all of your advice! Thank you so much! @Adamq8 Thank you for your response. What is that book Philokalia again about? Masters that struggle against "passions"? Also about the "I am God" thing... You said that perhaps I misjudged it and maybe God "truly is other." Being God is a point that I have clearly seen as being absolutely true. It also makes perfect sense: Before our world and our human lifes came into existence, there was only God, unmanifested non-dual love / intelligence / infinity. Now what is our world / our human life / your human body? How did it come here? Simple: God took the form of a Universe, namely ours, he took on the form of all beings in this universe and localised himself in a specific body on a specific planet to look at all the other human beings as though they where real and independent of him. To make himself feel like he really is a human being he had to forget that he is God. So he invented all sorts of stories like human history, past and future, biology, physics, evolution, the idea of having been born, the idea of being a human body, etc. to make himself deluded into actually being a human body. Therefore God is the being that looks through your eyes right now. And he is simalteneously everything you ever saw, your entire 5 senses, every feeling you have, every thought you ever had, etc. When you trace your own awareness back to its origin, this is what you eventually will realize. If you where apart from God or "other" God wouldn't be God. God = You = Everything. There exists not a single speck of dust in this universe which is "other" than God. The speck of dust IS God. If you feel like it we can discuss this point via pm or down below, feel free to respond if you want:) @Carl-Richard exactly. Absolutely speaking there is no difference between anything. Everything in the world is imagination including all human beings. However, there are layers of imagination that have (seemingly) real consequences for me like my neighbour coming over to my appartment to stab me. This is something that people in this thread partially do not seem to understand: These negative entities are as real as my neighbour or the desk standing inside of my room. They are part of my (Gods) imagination and this is a process that I do not have conscious control of. I am not God-Conscious right now so I cannot dematirialise physical objects like desks or physical beings like humans or negative entities. @Aquarius Thanks for your advice. @GreenWoods absolutely speaking everything is internal. This includs the entire universe, physical ilnesses in your body, all other beings, all physical objects, simply everything. You are God, imagining everything. This is something you can become conscious of and something I have become conscious of using Leos methods. When you become conscious of this, you are so powerful that you could literally dematerialize physical objects like desks or imagine new ones by snapping your finger. You could desolve the entire universe in an instant and merge into oneness forever. This is the power that these entities do not want me to realize. I am not saying this to brag. I am saying this to inspire you guys to realize this for yourself. This truth is absolute and when you realize it it will be so good that you won't believe it. Again. 1 second of tasting your own true nature feels so good to me, I'd be willing to die for it or get tortured for long times just for 1 second of feeling it. And it is YOUR true nature as well. However, I am not conscious enough to cure illnesses or disolve beings in my day to day state. Maybe there are or where beings capable of that in human history (like Jesus for example). @Bojan V @Etherial Cat @Mafortu @RMQualtrough Thank you guys for trying to help me, I expected comments like yours to be coming as well. I guess if I wouldn't have experienced negative entities for myself this is what I would have believed as well. If I heard other people talking about "being attacked" I would have also thought their shadow is bubbling up, they are mentally ill, etc. However, this clearly does not apply to myself. I am not mentally ill, not bipolar, not schizophrenic. I have shadows and I am aware of them, and I embrace them with love and openness. I am a happy human being and I am in love with life. I've had a decent childhood, very loving parents and sisters, I have friends, hobbies that I like, do things that I love, it is simply not that. From my POV it is clear that negative entities really do exist. They exist in the same way like your house exists. Absolutely speaking everything is imaginary, I agree on that. But would you tell a physically ill person to unimagine his ilness? No, you would give him medicine. The same way, what I need for my problem of being attacked by dark beings is not advice like "its all in your head." Yeah, it's true, the entire universe happens in my head, since I am God. But that doesn't solve the problem. What I need is a real solution to my problem and I want to thank to all the people here who tried to help me to find a real solution, including the ones suggesting shaddow work / etc. However, shaddow work is simply not what I need, my personal shaddows have nothing to do with what is happening. Nor am I mentally ill, I am a stable, happy and healthy person.

Thank you. I will read the books and try to do what you recommended. Do you have experiences with psychic attacks? Thanks for your advice.