DreamVoid

Hello guys this is my first post. I have been lurking for some time and since all the drama of lately I have decided to become a member. I want to be an active positive member of the community and contribute high consciousness resources and conversations. But I have also joined because I have a burning issue in my life. (22y male) My passions are music, stories, film, games, basically artful things where entire worlds are created. I have this dream of creating amazing things in these fields and having many people enjoy them. So basically I want for my art to reach a lot of people and be highly successful which is of course what everyone wants. I have been making beats and playing the piano as a hobby for 7 years now, so I do have some skills already in this field. With films and games I have just enjoyed them and observed their qualities consciously, and thoroughly enjoyed them and contemplated on what was good about them. But I have no experience with making them. ======================================================== An opportunity has come into my life, which would require me to also build skill and invest time, but It would be a very reliable and plentiful source of income. This opportunity is very stage orange, basically going for the money and probably fucking some people over, which is not congruent with my life purpose which would be more stage green/yellow. I am struggling with money and housing, trying to move out which is really hard even though I work 36 hours in the week. I find it really hard to work and inspire myself for my life purpose because of it. It feels like years away before I would be good enough to create content that people actually really enjoy. This is the choice I struggle with: A: Going with the opportunity, sacrificing time and morality for money but it would allow me to have more personal money and also it would allow me to invest and market my life purpose content, which seems quite impossible to do in my current situation. B: Leaving the opportunity and going balls in on life purpose skills and content creation. Just leaving the money and decide to live at parents broke for years to come, but massively putting in the time and grind for my life purpose skills to just become great AF and win that way eventually. It's a really hard decision because It is easy to say B because it has the most "integrity", But I've been living with this question for a year now, and I have been going with B, but i am just struggling with life so much this way that I don't feel much inspiration for life purpose anymore, it has made me really bitter and low confidence. I feel like if I had the money i would not have this shitty job, i would be able to have my own apartment, travel the world, meet girls, have nice clothes etc. I would have a lot more time and energy for my life purpose even if it would cost some time to make the money with option A. But also I feel like going with A i am selling my soul and going for the money which I also of course want for my own egoic needs. But B is killing me as of late. But it seems so paradoxical to work on life purpose which would make a lot of lives better but fund it with money from capitalistic exploitation. But it also seems like this is the only way in todays society. Also, the ultimate projects that I dream of making would cost so much money, as in hundreds of millions, and I would definitely lose money on them If I made them similarly to how the ancient Egyptians "lost money" by making the pyramids. From a capitalistic perspective making the pyramids is a huge fail of labour energy. But we see the pyramids as one of the greatest things ever made. Because of this paradox i feel like it would anyway require me to make money some other way to fund my ultimate life purpose projects because they could never fund themselves. Thanks for reading guys. I hope to be a cool member here.

@Johnny Galt Interesting. It definitely seems like the established parties of Europe are trying to push the digital ID. In my country the Netherlands, the coalition tried with full force to get the 2D Corona Passport to be introduced. Even when the TU Delft (Technical University) released a research paper where the effectiveness of the 2D QR was proven to be minimal, they still tried to push it in. But there was resistance from far left to far right in the parliament. Nobody wants it except the D66 and VVD, which are exactly the parties who associate the most with WEF and are very positive about the EU. what a "coincidence". However I disagree with your sentiment that the WEF and Klaus Schwab is some big puppet master of them all. WEF is just a symbol for this collaboration of international neoliberal actors, where all of the globalist ideas come together in one "forum". Klaus Schwab was put as a chairman but he doesn't actually have much power. He just wrote a lot of books in the same style as the neoliberal ideologies about the future. so they put him as a chairman. The real force behind all this are just neoliberals who have the majority of power positions in the current world. They truly think that uninhibited globalism is good for society and that we have to have those technocratic, socialistic and surveillance systems in place for the betterment of the world, which is how they rationalise to themselves that they can lie and push these systems on us without telling us the real reason. But I don't believe that they really have malicious intent. This doesn't take away that I am almost completely against this WEF neoliberal agenda. It will not be good for the betterment of society. But I do believe that the neoliberals believe that they are doing good.

@Kksd74628 I'll reach to you to collab bro. Thanks for the reply. @Seraphim Thanks man, I'll definately try it out.

Threw all unhealthy food out today and went for a healthy grocery run. Stocked up on healthy veggies, fruits and meats. Made a healthy meal and ate it, and made a meal to take with me tomorrow to work. This way I can stay eating healthy even when at work. I will try to go to bed at 2am tonight so I can get up at 10am and have a relatively healthy sleep schedule.

Will note down my current habits, and habits I want to lose or gain. Current active habits: -Overthinking -Smoking weed and cigarettes -Porn -Unhealthy eating -Proper Grooming -Getting up late and at different times -Playing piano and practicing. Habits I want to eliminate: -Porn (can get very excessive but hard to quit, after few days nog fapping can only think about sex) -Quit tobacco entirely and quit weed for 3 months, then reassess whether weed can be helpful -Unhealthy eating -Overthinking -Getting up late Habits I want to start having: -Healthy Diet -Regular physical training -Healthy sleep schedule -Daily meditation -Finish music every day -Reading -Visualisations and LOA practice ================================ This week I will focus on starting to eat healthy and getting up at the same times and earlier.

@Johnny Galt What are your sources that WEF is truly pushing digital ID?

@flowboy Killer response bro, especially about the "fear of losing time", i really resonate with this. I find it really hard to decondition these limiting beliefs. I am soon going on a mushroom trip with the intention of deconditioning beliefs like the fear of losing time. Will update on it once that is done.