Parashakti

I don't want to be a believer, I want to trust only my direct experience, not even Leo. But I give Leo a higher probability of being right and guide me because I feel that is the right direction. But again, I don't believe anything absolutely untill I experience it. By asking Leo's advice, I just give it a higher probability of what's true to not waste time in wrong directions. The blind spot I have is: If I take infinite forms, doesn't that imply the form of my friend also for example? And at some point, won't I be experiencing him? It's not that I am a believer, I'm open to both perspectives, they both seem plausible to me and I would like an explanation to my specific blindspot

Hello everyone. I have a question. I understand that I am infinite being that has no other and dreaming this whole thing. So, I am the only conscious being and others are my imagination. But my infinity implies all possible finitudes. So, I will take infinite forms. That means, at one point, I will take, let's say, the form of my mother also. Even though right now only I am dreaming and my mother has no experience of her own, because I will take infinite forms, including my mother, does that mean that my mother will have her own experience when I will be dreaming her and be the only conscious being in the form of my mother? And if so, in a sense, is it safe to say that all beings have their own experience, but just when the absolute dreamer dreams them? Or now I am dreaming my mother and I, The Self, will never experience her bubble and it's pure imagination? Thank you