Arthogaan

What a beautiful configuration of a mind you chose to incarnate into. Give yourself a loving pat on the back for this. To be this self-sustainable. Do not ever feel bad about being that way.

@Leo Gura @Someone here Consciousness is the first distortion of Unaware/Perfect/Undefined/Void Absolute. What is God rubbing off of against? What is beyond all that exists? Consciousness is a unified Mirror. Everything happens on the surface of the Mirror (illusion of space/time). What is Prior to the Dream and Consciousness? What is looking at that WHITE MIRROR to get to know itself? Pure, Quality-less Void. To our senses it is more like Dark than White. All of that Consciousness Whiteness happens is after Void Undefined Dark. God is White. Absolute is Dark. Sorry - I know this is just a word-soup but I felt inspiration to write what I wrote. In my experience of unison with the source the bubble of Universe pops. Whiteness dies. There is just Perfect, Infinite Darkness. So even if Someone here did not have a full God-Realization I would stand in defence of his "Dark field". It is close to a beautiful realization if you ask me. Love ya. Ps. Ben describes it very well: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uc-ztkpxSWI&list=PLDZ9NAmYL-5y2zDqbT5u9eTX3bWqlYiW4&index=2&ab_channel=BentinhoMassaro Also a cool graph made by Ben:

@Javfly33 How are you doing man?

@Yidaki @Username Are you guys taking your afinil daily at low dosages? Any breaks?

If some extremely inteligent monkey out of the forest would make some weird soup from some sticks and grass would it be natural? If the same monkey then made 5-Meo would it be natural? Is Sodium Chloride (salt) natural?

Imagine that you have a lucid dream at night. You realize that all the characters inside your dream are your imagination - your character as well. You look at them and firstly you feel this wave of freedom that no one is gonna to judge you. Then maybe you feel "oh shit I can do whatever I want". So you fly through the sky, have sex with all your crushes etc. Then you maybe feel lonely because you are AllOne here. But then you simply sit and meditate inside your dream. You look at your hands and see that your mind designed them. Every single hair and wrinkle on them was put there by your Mind. You look at all the characters, your own avatar, your own dreamed up ego, all stories, your own distortions - all of that was meticulously, perfectly designed by your mind. And the Love and Care naturally arises from that realization. Being helpful is a spontaneous and obvious in that frequency - even though it is Profoundly Meaningless. Do what you want with you dream. It is all YOU. Love. Love ya.

Leo is the best when it comes to hitting your intellect in just the right places to show you your own intelectual/logical fallacy and bullshiterry. But when it comes to such advanced concepts as Solipsism it is crucial to get the feeling of it and not the thinking of it. Independetly of what your opinion of Bentinho Massaro is, I wanted to share with you what gets me the closest into God/Absolute Realization. Trully a masterpiece. Below I will write up the most important sentences spoken by Ben, but it is crucial to meditate on them and to feel into them. Also clasical disclaimer: If you are not stable, do not watch/read this. video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dMjLltolh7Q&ab_channel=BentinhoMassaro Summary: - There is something prior to the dreamer, and the dream. You are that. - Universe exists due to/because of/inseparable from/inside of that universal dreamer God/Absolute. You are THAT. - Creation/Dream is not the Self. - Just like you look into the mirror you know that it is not your real face. It is prior to the mirror, before the mirror. Dream is the mirror. You stand before the mirror as an Absolute. If you get lost looking into the mirror you believe there are different people, space, time. But it actually is a flat, unified mirror -> Consciousness/Beingness. Consciousness/Oneness is still a illusion. It is the mirror. You stand before/prior to the mirror. As an Absolute. It IS YOU. - You can look inside the mirror and believe that there are shapes, face, wall and so on. But you can focus on the surface of the mirror and remember that it is the illusion. Just like looking at the Awareness itself. - Self exist without the mirror. It is to our senses kinda like a Void. It is not really a Void, it is the Reality. But we have no tools to Imagine the Infinite Reality/Absolute which has no form, no quality. YOU ARE THAT. Looking at that Dream/Mirror. - What is looking at that I AM? What is it that this I AM-ness is rubbing off against? - What is it that allows this I AM-ness to be known. What is before witnessing/is-ness. WHO AM I THAT IS WATCHING ALL THIS PRESENCE. WHAT IS I. WHAT IS ME. WHAT IS SELF. Turn Backwards 180 degrees. From where is consciousness witnessed. YOU ARE THAT. // Mirror is just great analogy for me. It both adds the feeling of oneness of this dream, because it is actually all one flat surface in a way. It points to the fact that you are dreaming up the space. It also point you immediately backwards. It reminds you that you are back, before the dream. You are the black hole/Absolute looking into the Mirror/Consciousness to know itself, to see a particular aspect of Yourself inside the mirror. From Absolute back to dream - integration - aprecciation of inteligence of this ever expanding design - but it does not define YOU, You are prior to that: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=osR2auCnlQE&ab_channel=BentinhoMassaro Love ya.

So in my previous stage of understanting I saw it in this way: Absolute (Me with capital M) is infinite inteligence and is dreaming this reality that I experience. All is a dream, me, others - it is all an imagination of the infinite mind. But I thought if the Absolute is infinite it surely can have two dreams at once, or even infinite dreams at once (PS. I still want to check that during lucid dreaming or during a DMT trip if it is possible to generate two dreams at once independent of each one and be consciouss of the story of both dreams after waking up). So in that way I was kinda clinging to the validity of others. So okay - mechanicaly this reality is 100% imagination but I can fool myself that Absolute is having the dream from every other possible perspective right now so I can assume that he is also dreaming the perspective of my girlfriend. Of course I AM that Absolute. So Me talking to my girlfriend is Me talking to Myself from other dream. And It was a really nice balance for me for some time. It generated that deep black hole feeling of Solipsism, Oneness with reality but still had validity of others. But then thanks to Leo's direct pointing I realized that of course I am just fantasizing about Me-Absolute having other dreams at that time. Of course there is only THIS Consciousness. There is nothing else happening but THIS. No other perspective is being generated by Me-God. BUT. I found a new way to cling. I am God. After the illusion of this body will die obviously My consciousness will go on as that is the only thing that exist. And I (as Absolute) will dream on forever. So surely if I will be dreaming forever I will be able to dream every possible perspective. So after many iterations I surely will dream up the reality from the perspective of my girlfriend in all possible variations - also the variation that I talk to every day. Also, some time in the eternity I will dream up the reality in which I am Leo Gura and I respond to this question. So yeah. That is my current understanding. I would appreciate thoughts of those that are tapping into True Solipsism. Love you all.

Thank you all for insights. Deeple appreciated. @Loba Hi brother. I read LOO two times. It was a game changer when it comes to opening my heart. But from the perspective of writing that post both Ra and Seth are just imaginations of My dreaming Mind that give me clues to realize just that. Cool too see fellow LOO reader.

@IneedanswersThere is nothing wrong with that. It is your dream and you paint it with your attitude/vibration. For Leo - he likes the vibration of teaching enlightment - so he does this roleplay even thought he knows others are imaginary. You can like the vibration of having materialistic things and giving cool presents to your imaginary family - that is also a cool vibration if you ask me. For me it just seems the coolest vibration to be altruistic and it ground your experience of Oneness. Hmmm. Whenever I give to a homeless person for example - even though I know he is imaginary and that my character Arthogaan is imaginary too - this act of giving generates a lot of pleasant energy - like it grounds/imprints into your subconscious that you are indeed one with you imagination and that is a blisfull feeling that feels right. So it is just the vibration I choose for my character from the Gallery Of Themes that you can choose from. Virtue, Integrity, Love, Kindness, Compassion - they just are so freaking badass skills to have for me. But you do your theme. Absolute imagined you for a reason. Absolute wants to know how it is to have priorities that you have.

There is nothing immoral in such question if asked in a respectfull way. Should I feel objectified if someone wants to talk to me for just being heard without asking about my thoughts and my situation? "Am I some kind of chatbot or a psychologist. A least psychologist is being paid." Or should I feel objectified when a hungry person asks me for food/cash? " Am I some kind of vending machine or ATM?" Of course not. Any kind of relationship is an agreement of some sorts and you can openly ask about the points od agreement wheter it be food, emotional support, hugging or sex. We are just as much our body as our minds (not at all from spiritual point of view) So if someone ask me for my body and not mind and I get angry I could theoretically also get angry if someone only wants my mind and not body ( for example only talk to me) But you can have in back of your mind that there is a objectification trauma for women in the social matrix and it would be beneficial to be as loving and respectfull as possible.

Imagine that you have a lucid dream at night. You realize that all the characters inside your dream are your imagination - your character as well. You look at them and firstly you feel this wave of freedom that no one is gonna to judge you. Then maybe you feel "oh shit I can do whatever I want". So you fly through the sky, have sex with your first love from high school etc. Then you maybe feel kinda lonely because you are AllOne here. But then you simply sit and meditate inside your dream. You look at your hands and see that your mind designed them. Every single hair and wrinkle on them was put there by your Mind. You look at all the characters, all stories, your own distortions - all od that was meticulously designed by your mind. And the Love and Care naturally arises from that realization. Being helpful is a spontaneous and obvious in that frequency - even though it is Profoundly Meaningless. Do what you want with you dream. Love ya.