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It is my perspective only but I consider her at least yellow and beginning stages of Turquoise. Like seeing a value in different weird taboo things like BDSM for example is perfect example of Yellow Stage's open-mindedness. She deeply integrated her shadow.

Bentinho Massaro, Leo Gura, Ramana Maharshi, Ra from The Ra Material

Well it certainly helps me to get in touch with the archetypes inside myself. It is not an effect per se, but it is like tuning into those aspects inside of you and realizing that they are there, so if you focus on them for a long time and create a new habit in mind, a new default that includes that aspect - well then you just changed your personality.

Maybe Leo meant a bike.

Bentinho Massaro :

My fiance also has challenges to integrate her masculine side. I recommended to her this affirmations and she liked it: This is pure sun/masculine energy. Look at the others and pick the one you like ( he also has a couple with female voice but my fiance still prefered the male version) Feel this. Find these aspects inside of you, try to remember that feeling and then try to invoke that during your daily life. Good luck!

Gojira - The Axe: (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0rhMnv2nKcw&ab_channel=RoadrunnerRecords) I've been a victim to the blade against myself Bloodletting all of my soul Suck in, paralyzed in this vortex Reduced to silence In the dark I've lingered too long This sharpened axe, beam of light I reach for and I master Wield against these shadows It's purpose now revealed in silence Keep searching, question if this light ends Now I will strike and dig with precision Introspective eye, erase the concept I lost my fears and the notion of time I healed my sorrow All boundaries are illusion When you reach the center light And reinforce the striking power By chance you're followed It's purpose now revealed in silence Keep searching, question if this light ends All ghosts dwelling in, inside, in the heart I see them all, release their shadow

How is it possible that I AM (from God's perspective). That there wasn't anything before me or after me. How is it that I AM? Bigest mystery. Also on a more relative level: "how far can I accept pain?" And "how much can I unconditionaly love in this incarnation?" And of course: https://youtu.be/09m0B8RRiEE

@Consilience I know you mastered meditation a lot. I know some monks are able to keep awareness also during deep sleep phase of sleep. Did you try it? Are you able to do that? If yes, how would you describe it? For example the gap between the dreams did it feel subjectively as eternity?

Okay - my focus music gems: - Christian Löffler - Kiasmos: - Boris Brejcha - sure you know him so I will skip the link to him - How To Disappear Completely - Seraphim : - Dub techno mixes from this channel : - Loscil : - and of course Aphex Twin and some of his calmer works looped forever:

Hi, I had that vision during my shrooms trip some time ago - the face forming into all faces that I know. I recently stumbled upon website that generates fake faces of people using AI. So I downloaded a bunch of them to create this. I recommend downloading it, looping it, and looking into the eyes for more than a minute - quite trippy, and you can have some insights. final.mp4

Overwhelm your Experience with your Preference: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-B8L66CZU3g&list=PLDZ9NAmYL-5yXEWALMx7ceq4Cwpt1kOXL&index=4&ab_channel=BentinhoMassaro

Why do you think he did not?

True love is when person loves.

You are adding value when you follow your joy. Your purpose may be to lie on the grass and be happy and talk about it to others. Or being happy by watching movies. I will answer you with one of my favourite quotes from The Law of One: Ra material: Why did the Creator choose to make creations? Our comment has often tended to be that the Creator is attempting to gain in knowledge and appreciation of Itself. The Creator wishes to know Itself. Thusly, it sends forth parts of Itself within illusion to see what will happen and to learn from the colors created in the palette of emotions that you have created through many experiences and incarnations. This palette contains your beauty and is unique to you, so that you can teach the Creator that which no one else in all of Creation is able to teach. For you are the only one of you in all of the infinite universe. Thusly, it is your gift to the Creator that comes from you, that is greatly desired. You cannot please the Creator by being someone else but only by being most truly and deeply yourself. It is very difficult to think of the main and centrally constituent service to the one infinite Creator as that of being. And yet that is what you came to Earth to do. You came here to be yourself; to breath the air; to participate in the illusion of planet Earth; to go through each and every detail of receiving catalyst, responding to catalyst and moving through the periods of joy and suffering that this catalyst offers you. And always your chief responsibility is to be yourself; to feel truly; to examine yourself as fully as you can and to know yourself to the very limit of your ability. You wish to know yourself not to judge yourself or to condemn yourself or to pat yourself on the back but simply to become aware of who you are. What you have, in terms of your ability to serve at this time, is primarily your own deepening awareness of what it is to choose; what it is to choose so deeply that the rest of your life becomes a joy; what it is to choose so completely that there is no longer the need to spend time questioning whether faith is the answer, whether service is the answer or whether one particular kind of service is better than another. When the choice for service to others has been made absolutely, there is a knowing that comes. It is a knowing that transcends planning. It is a knowing that includes the awareness that you really do not have control over anything but your own desires, your own will and your own persistence

I had that problem. 1. Mainly practice or meditating before meeting someone helps me. 2. Also the thought that they are going to die soon. That they never existed before for billion of years and that they will never exist again in next billions of years. That you and that person happened to exist at that very little slice of time and that you have chance to experience them. 3. Imagining worst case scenario of that person thinking very badly of you, accepting that and remembering that you do not care about opinion of others, and letting go.

When you were writing this you were imagining a world inside your head. Or imagine a world right now. In this world there is light. Are you faster than this light? As a Creator of that world that you are imagining inside your head?

You either change (now) or postpone the change. There is no in between.

1. It's cool it is so exploitative, because we can transcend it, create better ourselves and then better societies. 2. Video games where there exists exploitation are more fun than those without it. 3. Did you ever dream up the dream where there was exploitation? If yes - why? Why did you do that?

No. You should focus on what you want to focus on. Someone may want to focus on ascetism if thats what he wants and explore. It's fun to explore different things. That's what God wants. To explore itself through our human biases. I like the feeling of not going through with hedonistic desires. It is fun for me to explore and vibrate. But thats me. You maybe want to explore extreme hedonistic life. Why not. Do what you want.

Meditate. Contemplate. Personal development. Provide for yourself a career/business that will give you resources to do the above. As long as you don't have children you are pretty much free to radically change your life anytime, so I would say don't have children.

Yes - full acceptance and support to explore the life. It kinda forms into that highest parental love. How would God love his people?

Check out the last question in this survey: The most common answer to a question 7. Has spirituality helped you? was: -It saved my life, and I don't know where I'd be without it second monst popular: -It's radically transformed my life for the better

I had that problem. For me at the time helped to consider that 1. It is not my credit that I was lucky to be born with such a mind, such random set of events and environments that happened to shape me in that way. 2. It is not fault of people that they are less developed. and the most important realization 3. IF YOU HAD THEIR MIND, THEIR PAST, THEIR CONDITIONS YOU WOULD BEHAVE EXACTLY THE SAME. So then compassion arises.

Sorry, this will be a rather radical weird concept and only applicable for people that do not plan to have family and have some savings, but please keep an open mind. Also for the purpose of this topic it will be written from perspective of regular ego mind. I increasingly focus on the fact that we will die, that life after 50 year old will not be so filled with energy and that we should not wait to live our highest potential. Maybe a more radical and freeing way to live rather than searching for some professional career would be to gather so much(little) money that it will be enough for only 20 years from now. That it would be enough to live to our fullest potential in this 20 years not worrying about money and to know that the clock is ticking - it would motivate even more to prioritize things, to not be lazy etc. And after that to just accept whatever will come - for example die of hunger when the money runs out - but the chances are that in those 20 years you will find so many more inspirations, great new friends that it would not even be the problem when money runs out. But still, to accept your early death at that point. For example for me it could look like this: I am 24 year old, I will save aggresively until I am 30-35 years old and then I will live 20 years freely (and frugally) and accept my own death out of hunger at the age of 50-55. I wanted to hear your thoughts on that.