Arthogaan

I do not think letting go is easy and I did not try to suggest that. I wrote: But letting go and forgiving is the only option other than suffering, the choice is yours. Where is your border? What of these activities that I wrote for example you would be capable of letting go and which would be too hard? The point is to push that border further and further in your life. Letting go is not easy. It is powerful though.

I recently sold my chevrolet lacetti 1.6 from 2006 - Damn it was hard emotionally. Great car.

Being tickled < eating too spicy < hitting your pinky < not eating all day <being rejected < being rejected by someone you love < heartbrake < being shouted at as a kid everyday < being raped < being abused as kid sometimes < being abused as a kid everyday < being tortured There is a spectrum of pain. Each of them is possible to let go of. Each of them is possible not to identify as yourself. After each of them you can hold your head upright and not be a victim and forgive. I am not saying this is easy. It is the hardest thing. But it is possible. Maybe it is possible to let go of the "being judged woman"? Everyone has their identities to let go of before we dig to our inner happiness. I had to let go of being a kid of a narcisistic mother. I did it. It is worth it. Good luck Preety <3.

From my biased perspective Bentinho does not want to create cult dynamic and the recent past accusations are misinterpretations of his pure intention. But maybe he is a cult leader. From my pov he is not.

I am currently working as an intern data analyst - sort of. I automate excel processes. I am also finishing my masters degree. It's ok, but it is not my passion. I will continue to follow that path for a while to get to comfortable place financialy and then I plan to explore psychedelics deeply, realize God, and then find my Life Purpose.

It is my perspective only but I consider her at least yellow and beginning stages of Turquoise. Like seeing a value in different weird taboo things like BDSM for example is perfect example of Yellow Stage's open-mindedness. She deeply integrated her shadow.

Bentinho Massaro, Leo Gura, Ramana Maharshi, Ra from The Ra Material

Well it certainly helps me to get in touch with the archetypes inside myself. It is not an effect per se, but it is like tuning into those aspects inside of you and realizing that they are there, so if you focus on them for a long time and create a new habit in mind, a new default that includes that aspect - well then you just changed your personality.

Maybe Leo meant a bike.

Bentinho Massaro :

My fiance also has challenges to integrate her masculine side. I recommended to her this affirmations and she liked it: This is pure sun/masculine energy. Look at the others and pick the one you like ( he also has a couple with female voice but my fiance still prefered the male version) Feel this. Find these aspects inside of you, try to remember that feeling and then try to invoke that during your daily life. Good luck!

Gojira - The Axe: (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0rhMnv2nKcw&ab_channel=RoadrunnerRecords) I've been a victim to the blade against myself Bloodletting all of my soul Suck in, paralyzed in this vortex Reduced to silence In the dark I've lingered too long This sharpened axe, beam of light I reach for and I master Wield against these shadows It's purpose now revealed in silence Keep searching, question if this light ends Now I will strike and dig with precision Introspective eye, erase the concept I lost my fears and the notion of time I healed my sorrow All boundaries are illusion When you reach the center light And reinforce the striking power By chance you're followed It's purpose now revealed in silence Keep searching, question if this light ends All ghosts dwelling in, inside, in the heart I see them all, release their shadow

How is it possible that I AM (from God's perspective). That there wasn't anything before me or after me. How is it that I AM? Bigest mystery. Also on a more relative level: "how far can I accept pain?" And "how much can I unconditionaly love in this incarnation?" And of course: https://youtu.be/09m0B8RRiEE

@Consilience I know you mastered meditation a lot. I know some monks are able to keep awareness also during deep sleep phase of sleep. Did you try it? Are you able to do that? If yes, how would you describe it? For example the gap between the dreams did it feel subjectively as eternity?

Okay - my focus music gems: - Christian Löffler - Kiasmos: - Boris Brejcha - sure you know him so I will skip the link to him - How To Disappear Completely - Seraphim : - Dub techno mixes from this channel : - Loscil : - and of course Aphex Twin and some of his calmer works looped forever:

Hi, I had that vision during my shrooms trip some time ago - the face forming into all faces that I know. I recently stumbled upon website that generates fake faces of people using AI. So I downloaded a bunch of them to create this. I recommend downloading it, looping it, and looking into the eyes for more than a minute - quite trippy, and you can have some insights. final.mp4

Overwhelm your Experience with your Preference: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-B8L66CZU3g&list=PLDZ9NAmYL-5yXEWALMx7ceq4Cwpt1kOXL&index=4&ab_channel=BentinhoMassaro

Why do you think he did not?

True love is when person loves.

You are adding value when you follow your joy. Your purpose may be to lie on the grass and be happy and talk about it to others. Or being happy by watching movies. I will answer you with one of my favourite quotes from The Law of One: Ra material: Why did the Creator choose to make creations? Our comment has often tended to be that the Creator is attempting to gain in knowledge and appreciation of Itself. The Creator wishes to know Itself. Thusly, it sends forth parts of Itself within illusion to see what will happen and to learn from the colors created in the palette of emotions that you have created through many experiences and incarnations. This palette contains your beauty and is unique to you, so that you can teach the Creator that which no one else in all of Creation is able to teach. For you are the only one of you in all of the infinite universe. Thusly, it is your gift to the Creator that comes from you, that is greatly desired. You cannot please the Creator by being someone else but only by being most truly and deeply yourself. It is very difficult to think of the main and centrally constituent service to the one infinite Creator as that of being. And yet that is what you came to Earth to do. You came here to be yourself; to breath the air; to participate in the illusion of planet Earth; to go through each and every detail of receiving catalyst, responding to catalyst and moving through the periods of joy and suffering that this catalyst offers you. And always your chief responsibility is to be yourself; to feel truly; to examine yourself as fully as you can and to know yourself to the very limit of your ability. You wish to know yourself not to judge yourself or to condemn yourself or to pat yourself on the back but simply to become aware of who you are. What you have, in terms of your ability to serve at this time, is primarily your own deepening awareness of what it is to choose; what it is to choose so deeply that the rest of your life becomes a joy; what it is to choose so completely that there is no longer the need to spend time questioning whether faith is the answer, whether service is the answer or whether one particular kind of service is better than another. When the choice for service to others has been made absolutely, there is a knowing that comes. It is a knowing that transcends planning. It is a knowing that includes the awareness that you really do not have control over anything but your own desires, your own will and your own persistence

I had that problem. 1. Mainly practice or meditating before meeting someone helps me. 2. Also the thought that they are going to die soon. That they never existed before for billion of years and that they will never exist again in next billions of years. That you and that person happened to exist at that very little slice of time and that you have chance to experience them. 3. Imagining worst case scenario of that person thinking very badly of you, accepting that and remembering that you do not care about opinion of others, and letting go.

When you were writing this you were imagining a world inside your head. Or imagine a world right now. In this world there is light. Are you faster than this light? As a Creator of that world that you are imagining inside your head?

You either change (now) or postpone the change. There is no in between.

1. It's cool it is so exploitative, because we can transcend it, create better ourselves and then better societies. 2. Video games where there exists exploitation are more fun than those without it. 3. Did you ever dream up the dream where there was exploitation? If yes - why? Why did you do that?

No. You should focus on what you want to focus on. Someone may want to focus on ascetism if thats what he wants and explore. It's fun to explore different things. That's what God wants. To explore itself through our human biases. I like the feeling of not going through with hedonistic desires. It is fun for me to explore and vibrate. But thats me. You maybe want to explore extreme hedonistic life. Why not. Do what you want.