Arthogaan

Well "first" and "prior" and "exists" would not apply to that Unaware Infinity and it is not an experience but it can be intuited as that "thing" that God is rubbing of off. Just like Blank state at night.

Yes GOD is now/in the now. But what I meant was that if GOD does not imagine Singularity in this present moment then Singularity does not exist right now. In a way God is not omnicient in this moment that he imagined but he is because that POV is all there exists.

Yes. God is the Dreamer and the Dream. It is the same. But by analogy there to the Night Dream before the Dreamer/GOD there is Not Dreaming/Absolute/Unaware Infinity.

Yes, great, thank you. I get it. Just like in a dream there only "exists" two thing in a way. 1. Current imagined perspective - The Dream 2. and simultaneously the Blank Black Potential of the sleeping Mind, udefined, not actual/but actual Infinity with the potential to Dream Everything. And that Inifinity can dream everything for eternity but just one Point of view at a time. Dream after dream. It has to be one POV at a time because there is only One Consciousness. One Blank Mind. Dreaming One Dream after another.

So lets say I am in low consciousness-state now - I conceptually know I am God and others do not exist because I saw that on psychedelic but right now it is not so obvious. If all there exist is THIS NOW STATE, then Singularity/Absolute Infinity is not Actual right now. Right now my limited POV is Actual. Not real but Actual.

But maybe he is asking from I Am, perspective and not I am Machiaveli perspective. So then he will?

Yes it holds, because in what I wrote there is only ever one state. State of limited self, or state of god-self but always one state. Yours state of consciousness is all there is.

Like god can look into one kelaidoscope when it wants (B)-state and then there is only one kaleidoscope in reality. But it can also imagine God state where he is in the hall of kaleidoscopes and sees them all at once while zoomed out, and then all kaleidoscopes exist.

Wait fuck, yes, exatly. God can imagine state B and then only state B IS REAL, but God can also imagine point of view of GOD where he sees both A and B while zoomed out. Something just clicked.

Yes, this is my direct experience now, but when in G-state on first picture it seems like both B and A have their perspective, like God is zoomed out so sees them at once, bet then God zooms in onto B-state and then A stops existing/being imagined. Is that right? Yes, in future NOW after I die many times.

But this is not my direct experience now, it is a belief so it would suggest something being hidden. Ofc time and space do not exist there is only NOW and HERE/THIS

This way of putting it actually clicked something, thanks

Its like everyone in my dream are not experiencing their point of VIEW but they are my future/past points of views. So on one hand when I kick them in the face they do not feel pain but I will feel this pain in the future from their POV.

Or maybe it is like that: In God-state you are really zoomed out and you can sort of see all possible dreams and POVs and Singularity IS and in that moment you could say multiple point of views exist because you are directly imagining them and consciouss of them, but in order to really feel what its like to be a human God focuses really strongly on only one of that point of view and then all other POVs collapse and stop existing because now God has just limited itself and fell asleep/or is rather imagining itself being asleep. So in that moment singularity is not.

I agree with it totally, the point is what happens when God mind is limiting itself to baseline relative POV.. fuck, how to phrase it... If all there is is my POV, then there is no Singularity. Because I am not aware of that, I am not imagining it right now. When I take high dose or I die then sure, I merge back to God-state and Singularity is again imagined, but right now it is not. So this 21:00- 24:00 here https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ng9OqpMmIb0&ab_channel=Actualized.org is not true. It is not the structure of Reality RIGHT NOW because I am not imagining that structure right now during my low-consciousness state.

I watched it too. And I feel it to be true, and that is my direct experience but I don't want to overlook some nuance that changes the context. Can't God have two dreams at once? Because when I was in Absolute-state it seemend that from this singularity there goes out a fractal of all possible points of view existing at once. Just like Leo describes here between 21:00 and 24:00 :

This also is something I stuggle with. If this is a Dream, and my perspective is all there is then in a way even my relative baseline-consciousness point of view is Absolute and is the only thing that exists NOW.

But can't God have two dreams at once? When I was in G-state on this drawing then it seemed that way that it is possible. Thats what confuses me. I know it is a dream. But is it the ONLY DREAM NOW.

I used like the regular used cheap vape pen for 20$ and it worked like a charm.

This is a beautiful intention Preety. And Lettin go of our pain/victimhood is precisely how we achieve that. You are a part of society. And you are the only part of society that you can actually change. So change yourself. Thats how you change the world. You see, when someone is abused, when he will not heal, not forgive, not let go his victimhood he is much more likely to be harsh to others. He will see a danger everywhere and will project and he will be toxic. I had problem trusting. I was in victim-consciousness, and because of that I was salty, closed-minded and selfish. Radiating love, forgiveness and letting go of our pain is the only way we can transmute the society. <3

I do not think letting go is easy and I did not try to suggest that. I wrote: But letting go and forgiving is the only option other than suffering, the choice is yours. Where is your border? What of these activities that I wrote for example you would be capable of letting go and which would be too hard? The point is to push that border further and further in your life. Letting go is not easy. It is powerful though.

I recently sold my chevrolet lacetti 1.6 from 2006 - Damn it was hard emotionally. Great car.

Being tickled < eating too spicy < hitting your pinky < not eating all day <being rejected < being rejected by someone you love < heartbrake < being shouted at as a kid everyday < being raped < being abused as kid sometimes < being abused as a kid everyday < being tortured There is a spectrum of pain. Each of them is possible to let go of. Each of them is possible not to identify as yourself. After each of them you can hold your head upright and not be a victim and forgive. I am not saying this is easy. It is the hardest thing. But it is possible. Maybe it is possible to let go of the "being judged woman"? Everyone has their identities to let go of before we dig to our inner happiness. I had to let go of being a kid of a narcisistic mother. I did it. It is worth it. Good luck Preety <3.

From my biased perspective Bentinho does not want to create cult dynamic and the recent past accusations are misinterpretations of his pure intention. But maybe he is a cult leader. From my pov he is not.

I am currently working as an intern data analyst - sort of. I automate excel processes. I am also finishing my masters degree. It's ok, but it is not my passion. I will continue to follow that path for a while to get to comfortable place financialy and then I plan to explore psychedelics deeply, realize God, and then find my Life Purpose.