Arthogaan

Yeah whatever, we are splitting hairs now.

Yeah sure. It's just something that comes and goes and not something life becomes.

Life becomes much more interesting after awakening. You become adventurous, courageous, inspired, loving, giving. You see through your own bullshit. Boredom is just a beginning stage.

He was an adult. He had his whole life to prepare for death. Everyone dies ultimately alone. You will too. So don't be that harsh to yourself, it is not your responsibility to be a loving person to those dying especially when you have rough time. Just take it as a motivation to become the best human being possible.

For me that is the art that is the closest to what I feel like on deep trips:

XDD

Thats quite cool.

Arguing is Love.

I don't agree. You can put multiple sunglasess on your face so that you see different parts of your visual field in different shades and colours but it is still only one POV. Thats how I see it.

Is that your Direct Experience? K Not visual but my Entire Mind Field is all that exists. Only one Mind with one multidimensional mind POV. I dont find analogy to the body valid. All that is in my Mind Field is consciousness/feeling itself, be it my body or wall of my room or bodies of "others". But that does not mean a wall or other body has POV of itself when I do not imagine that it has.

You are imagining some past and some future. There is only This Now.

She is just a kid that does not know anything about life. Don't be mad at her. Love her. But in your inner world remember that she is just an innocent child and if she misbehaves you just got to get out of there man.

Congrats. But keep your mind open to the possibility that there are higher orders of understanding available to you if you use psychedelics and meditation.

Did you at any point regret breaking up with the first girl?

For me the best psychedelic for practical stuff is LSD. I am very clear and motivated while on it. Easy to contemplate, journal during a trip. You have a lot of time to really think through a theme for your life, longterm goals. It is not mindfucky for me. It just makes me a insightful and creative genius for 8 hours. But for a lot of people that is not the case, so you have to check for yourself.

Exploration.

Did you write that yourself?

I believe a lot depends on intention. If someone naive would help buisinessmen create evil business but he did not understand that and helped them out of pure heart I believe that would be a good action. Watch Leo's video "everyone acts out of love" or sth like that.

In my experience it is both. Just like in nightly dreams. In lucid dream you can dra whatever you like but you also can dream up random things in a dream.

Bonobos, the closest primates to humans when it comes to social behaviour and sexual behaviour only avoid son-mother sex: From wikipedia: "Bonobos do not form permanent monogamous sexual relationships with individual partners. They also do not seem to discriminate in their sexual behavior by sex or age, with the possible exception of abstaining from sexual activity between mothers and their adult sons. When bonobos come upon a new food source or feeding ground, the increased excitement will usually lead to communal sexual activity, presumably decreasing tension and encouraging peaceful feeding."

I don't get how can @Leo Gura say that Alex Grey's art is overrated. No other artist's depicts dmt spaces so accuratelly as far as I know.

Or daddy Leo

I think that after certain stage of development it is totally obvious that if a couple does not plan to have children incest is totally fine.

I know thats true and deep. I didn't "laugh it off". It was just funny. Truth can be funny and cute. You don't have to be "serious". Truth and God actually makes you more cheerfull . So that was your projection but no worries brother.

I did something a little extreme this weekend. There is something organized such as "Extreme way of the cross" in Poland. I was not in church for many years and I had a lot of resentment towards that religion for many years, but my coworker told me about this and I was up for the challenge. You walk more than 40km alone for whole night. (You can walk in groups of people for safety reasons but you can not talk). I started at 7pm and ended at 6 am next day. During that walk I took one tab of acid and contemplated the concept of Pilgrimage, Wandering, Jesus and so on. When I was at the peak of the trip walking non stop and my legs started to really hurt even thought there was more than 5 hours left I found myself really distanced from all human context and I started laughing "Why do I do this to myself?" It was great but I could not understand why would I put myself through so many hours of pain for fun. And then I contemplated and understood that this is exactly what God does. God goes out of his perfect house for a long pilgrimage, and that pilgrimage is being a human. He knows there will be a lot of limitation, a lot of pain, but also a lot of exploration, a lot of wisdom and understanding gained from that. The same as when human goes for pilgrimage. And then at the end of pilgrimage (death) God goes back to perfect and calm house (Infinity) where he can rest, but now with gained insight about himself. So all of this is for fun and insight. And Jesus knew this. Jesus was like constantly on acid due to his "genetics" and he knew all of this is just God imagining his pilgrimage, and that pain is imaginary and that all is well and for fun, that's why he could see dying on a cross as "fun" and insightful for God. I transcended the symbol of cross from the meaning of suffering and sin into fun, insight, freedom, pilgrimage.