Arthogaan

There is only YOU. If you are lost in the ego then Ego-flavoured reality is all there is. If you are enlightened then God is all there is. But either way there is only THIS, only one POV.

I sometimes have it especially when falling asleep.

In your nightly dream you can do the exact same experiment, and the characters in your dream can refuse to tell you the correct code even though they are dreamed up by you, because that is how the illusions is sustained.

I never heard of that! Thats cool that he describes it similiarly, will check him out.

I just want to point out, that often whatever epiphany you currently have you announce it to the forum in an arrogant way, and many people here see through that facade. As I told you in the past, you change perspectives really often and that is a good thing, shows you are open - but please try to be more humble. Genuinely.

Yes I have a vaporizer. In my current liquid I have 100 micro grams disolved in about 1.5 mililiters of vape liquid, so it is very diluted. If I were to guess one puff feels like 2micro grams. So almost never I have a feeling after inhale that "shit that was too much" and I can always just inhale more faster - like 5 puffs in 30 seconds. But I never do it faster. I think that this is by far the best ROA for beginner with 5 meo like me. I feel safe with it.

I wouldn't say it is much different. It is just that thanks to LSD I am in a very conscious state and therefore vaping small amounts of 5meo is not so shocking for my mind. LSD is like a trampoline into 5meo space, but the mindspace itself is very similiar. In a way when 5meo enters the mindspace the LSD is just far in the backround, But I feel that it is a lot for a body, also I am smoking really small amounts of 5meo bulding it up very slowly by taking reaaally small puffs one after another.

I did. It works really well for me. I am still only exploring low dosages of 5meo, but LSD takes my anxiety away and it is easier for me to gather balls to do 5 meo then. I just do regular lsd trip and twice during it i do short 15 minute 5meo trip by vaping. The one warning is that your heart has a really difficult time that day. So be carefull and dont do it if you dont have good cardiovascular health.

Accept the death of everyone ioyu ever knew so deeply that it stops being negative and starts being peaceful.

No, that's the opposite claim, not the same claim. That is not how logic works.

Nope. It could be that there is only one source, only the "I" I am experiencing. And no other "I"s. Just like in a dream any other character does not have his own POV. Only me.

You can't deduce that. Just like in nightly dreams maybe I am just imagining you making this claim.

It is basically balancing love with wisdom. It is a great podcast on the topic

That video is great! You can feel the soft cuteness of being that I very much also get on LSD. 99% of users here would not have balls to post such emotional release here on the forum. And by the way, maybe you still have a little bit of baby-face quality but you can already clearly see that you have some nice bone structure and that in 2-4 years girls will be begging for that chin

You both are saying the same thing

What are the rules? Can you drink and eat? What about the light when going to piss? Do you meditate most of the time? Do you remain consciouss during the sleep?

God created life out of love. But any life requires stealing. Becteria steals minerals. Plants steal water from the ground. Mushrooms steal nutrients from the trees. Animals steal fruits and also kill other animals so that they can steal their meat. Life requires killing. But it is better to have life than not. And God knows that.

THE MIND imagines stuff. How is it possible that MIND can imagine reality is a mystery. Imagination is a miracle. Consciousness is a miracle. And a mystery. And how Leo would say, it is not a bug, it is a feature.

I cant believe I just got rick rolled on actualized.org on a happy birthday thread...

You should read this recent blog post of Leo: https://www.actualized.org/insights/thinking-deeply-about-the-trans-issue

Contrary to most comments I want to say congrats bro. You listened to your heart, you took an uncomfortable decision out of the scheme of society. You are free. You seem like a smart dude so you can always find another job and if it will be bad you will quit again. No need to dramatize when you have money and do not have a family to provide for.

I feel the obligation to remind us of this great piece of art here. All the best Leo.

The same thing that in nightly dreams. And the same thing that daydreaming. Only that God can imagine things so deeply and in a very stable way that it constructs reality.

My perspective is that you are just a figment of imagination and that you do not have your own perspective, you are a dream character to me. Evidence is direct experience. If I throw away all asumptions and all beliefs what you are left with is pure perception/imagination without the notion of Other. Just like in a lucid dream at night. BUT somehow it is also true for you. You are imagining me, and you are the only POV that exists right now. I don't know how brother, it is still something that I have to understand on my trips and meditations. It is a miracle and a mystery. How I try to reconcile it is that NOW from your perspective you are the only POV. But after your death, your consciousness maybe will decide that now it would be great to dream up a next incarnation of You but from Arthogaan's point of view. Which would mean that you are just writing with your future self in a way. You will be writing this words to yourself in some of the next lifes.