bambi

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  1. Funnily enough for an INTP external sesnsing (enagaging and playing with the world) has the trickster archetype encapsualted around it. From a jung/beebe model. You have Se Trickster as we say in depth pyschology
  2. You still haven't ever articulated the final goal of all this, are you just wanting people to have deeper and deeper temporary peak experiences for the sake of it?
  3. And what is the purpose of this pyschedelic awakening, after the pyschedelic wears off, then what? the then what is the most important part
  4. How can you explore ALL of itself, it has no end lol, whenever you think you've finished your exactly infinitesimelly small at the start point lol Your narrative here is of a unintelligent God, there are some things that aren't worth exploring, you realise that right, even you Leo as a finite form, realise you dont want to explore some parts
  5. What is awakening lol, its jsut a word
  6. To what end though lol, it has no end, it is meaningless and pointless lol There is a hotel with an infinite number of rooms, all identical, how many rooms do you want to explore before oyu see how pointless it is
  7. I literally have no idea what you class as awakening anymore, you just use the term without defining it or explaining what you mean. Awaken to the fact that you are God dreaming the entirety of this universe? -> I had an experience where I became a void like an infinite black screen, and on this screen was an infinitesemelly small part of it, and in this infinestimelly small part was our entire universe from the big bang, and with a mere shake of leaf the entire universe could be changed or vanish. What next?? Ralized I am God, and that since my 'birth' very single moment and everything in it, have been imagined by my Mind to create 'me' and help me Been given all the reasons and insihgt why this dream, why planet earth, all the answers to all these questions I honestly don't know what you want people to do or achieve I was given the option to merge back into an singulairty, but of course, what then? where is there to go The highest awakening I had is: this moment right now is Perfect, there is no where else worth going, nothing else worht dreaming, you are completely safe, let go Can you at least explain what you mean when you use the term Awaken
  8. non experience does not exist by definition. But there is a place in Mind where there is no experience, you can't say it exists or doesn't exist, it cant even be spoken about, but it is there, I have seen it myself, it's such a paraodixcal place of Mind, it is incredible that is even there, but it is, don't know what else to say apart from your can see for yourself
  9. There is a place of mind, that cannot be spoke about, or communicated, as it is a non experience, think about when you go into deep sleep at night. Think about where every previous state of conciousness goes This is different form Nothingness, this is a complete cessation of Mind
  10. They teach 1/8 of the Buddhist path: they literally only teach the 7th part, there is one more part Right Concentrataiton (8th part), whcih is a completely different type of meditation known as Shamatha or Jhana , that is Absolute Non Dual states of mind. The monk Ajahn Brahm wrote this short article: https://www.greatwesternvehicle.org/thejhanas.pdf the Jhanas are pyschedelic type experiences but even more intense, you haven't heard about them, learnt about them, or experienced them, and thats why you speak ignorantly about them The Buddha just created a model, thats it, a model a vehicle to use yourself to explore Mind, Following the model is completley trasnsformative, you can't cheat your way into Jhana, you have to fully embody everything, it literally changes you, you have to let go of everything
  11. It can depolorize itself, this is what Death would be. Of course nothing can stop it from re-polarizing
  12. But I watched everyone of your videos, including the Infinity of Gods, where you wink at the camera which is precisely my wink I wink to myself when going deep into Mind, I've realized all of your teachings, and then went into Nibbana, which isn't just formless Infinity, it's unpolzarized infinity, its basically Death.. Absolute Death, it actually underpins every moment. It is precisely why change can occur, all previous states of Conciousness rest in Nibbana, theres a deep relationship between Polarized Infinity (Life) and Unpolarized Infinity (Death) I even was given the option to restart the dream or change it in anyway, then I realized it's Perfection and there is nowhere to go All time is a construct, so if we go into this singualrity of white Love, there is no time there, so to go there for a moment or eternity is exactly the same thing. This life, this dream, this moment, this is it man, and anytime you try to escape it, you realize this is the best place to be Unless you know somehting I dont
  13. I have done all of what you have, Im on 700-800 trips in 15 years. All of what you are pointing to is non complex, obvious and straight forward, and has been verified. But, you still seem to think there is somewhere else to go, some other dream worth dreaming. This dream, this moment, out of an infinite number of possible possibilities is Perfection, you don't seem to realize this yet. You still seem to think there is something outside of this moment that you need to get to, that you need to imagine something else to truly understand Infinity When you go deep into mind, you find Nibbana, which is what the Buddha is pointing to: undivided or undiffernitated Infinity -> but you haven't experienced this non experience yet. You only speak about Creation side of Infinity, which is actually a polorized divided part of Infinity, if you go one step further in your journey you will dissapear into Nibbana, or undivided Infinity, which can obviously not be spoke about, cos you need to divide to speak about it You just dance around this topic No one is taking away from your articulation of metaphyics/epistemology/God/Infinity -> they are priceless
  14. Agreed, you guys got corrupted and sold lemons by people like shinzen young, western celebs, who are just basically philosophers I already posted this video ---- Ajahn Brahm is one of the top meditaiton monks in the world, he is one of the main people to bring Jhana meditaiton back to the world. Watch his video and tell me what you don't agree with, or what you think he doesnt understand about life or Truth.
  15. Youre changing the goal posts, your explication of Buddhism isn't correct for me, it's that simple. Buddha was concerned with Truth: but he said you can't see Truth until you cleanse your mind and your conditioning. You literally suffer becuase your are deluded regarding Truth But again your understanding of what the Buddha was pointing to is just completely flawed for me. All doctrines are tools pointing you toward truth: direct experience
  16. The goal of Buddhism is Nibanna -> undifferientiated infinity -> non duality You haven't studied what the Buddha taught, your post is complete garbage
  17. Hey sorry was just going through a stressful time last time we interacted, it was just me, I apologize, of course we can speak, please forgive me - was a tumultous period
  18. Look Leo I truly truly understand everything your saying, but the question always remains, and then what? there's a dance going on, and right now it seems like a pretty good dance from where I am typing this. If you truly understand infinity, then you will realize, right here right now as I type this, as you read this letters, this is it. We don't need anyhting else. We can create a hotel or house so big, it keeps creating room after room after room after room, but its pointless and meaningless. What we have right here right now, these constraints, these conditions, we don't need any more poinltess creation, we need to bring meaning to the current creation, by accepting, healing and integrating until each moment is fully united and complete, nothing more to do, there is no other way Dude I split my mind so hard, so much, only a handful of humans will have gone as deep, but it always remains the same, its right here, right now, all of it, all of the possible possibiltities are infront of your face, how do you relate to it and give meaning to it, there doesn't need to be this endless drama of awakening or not awakening, what to Love or what not to Love, rape is Love rape isn't Love, it's all nonsense when you realise that Love is right here infront of your face with every letter that you cognize, and it's always been the case Life is Good, its Okay, Everyone Relax, its all Love
  19. @Leo Gura if this universe and moment is perfection, the only imperfection is the lens you use to look at it == your view == the annihilation of your-self == vipassana == buddhsim What dont you agree with in the above
  20. Let me clear up some nonsense on this forum too after 500-1000 pyschedlic trips: 1) pyschedelics can show you Awakening - they don't make 'you' Awake 2) pyschedelics can show you Enlightenment - they can't Enlighten 'you' 3) pyschedelics can show you Truth - they don't make 'you' Truthful When you get this, you'll get back to the real work
  21. Yeah its called an Infinity, you can awake in an Infinite number of ways in Infinity, by definition There's also an Absolute Awakening which is final, its called Nibbana, it's were all roads lead to
  22. There is only One Mind, and it's true there are no others, there is only one awakening, and one Nibanna (undifferentiated infinity, or undivided infinity), this is true But Creation being the end is not true Nibbana and Peace are at the top of Mind
  23. @Leo Gura https://youtu.be/-RrCjzi74BA?t=2185 he talks about something relevant to you recently - I wonder if you get it