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What would be a good safe starting dose SubQ of MaLT @What Am I considering 0.5g of mushrooms is intense at the minutw

Like what? I havent seen anything profound at all from him so far. Can you list 3-4-5 things profound from him lacking from other places? For example Dr David Hawkins is orders of magnitude in genius levels above Ralston for me in pretty much all areas

Does anyone have experience purchasing MaLT online, I have found several research vendors but apparently its a banned substance in the UK, what are the risks of having it shipped here? Do people find MaLT and 5 MEO-DMT to have any long lasting healing effects? I remember Leos video on it being an enlightenment pill, but I think he states this is not permenant and only temporary. So what healing effects can it have that are long lasting? MY third eye chakra and all around my head has been painfully blocked for 2 years since relapsing to cocaine, and other vices including porn and sex addiction. Im currently in a 12 step program but healing can be slow. The founder of 12 steps Bill Wilson was a huge proponent of LSD by the end of his life and was friends with Aldous Hoxley and participated in LSD-experitments. Of course this was never formally accepted by 12 step communities, but the fact he was so convicned and even tried to convince Carl Jung in a letter about LSD, but it reached Jung after he had passed

Thanks for the suggestion. I find it interesting though lol, I enjoy studying it briefly, and if theres potential to heal the brain thats interesting to me

Yes definately, ordering 5 meo malt and dmt, will try it next few months, Im worried that even 1/4tab lsd is intense for me or 0.5g of mushrooms is hyper intense too. I randomly became hyper sensitive to psychedelics after a heroic dose where I fully surrendered and after a deep period of addiction relapse and suffering

Claude opus: Yes, there are several studies that have investigated the effects of specific dopamine receptor agonists on the sensitization and resensitization of dopamine receptors. Here are a few examples: D1 receptor sensitization: A study by Vezina (1996) found that repeated administration of the D1 receptor agonist SKF 82958 led to behavioral sensitization in rats, suggesting that D1 receptor activation can induce long-lasting changes in dopamine signaling. Another study by Hu et al. (2002) demonstrated that repeated treatment with the D1 receptor agonist SKF 81297 enhanced the sensitivity of D1 receptors in the nucleus accumbens, a key region in the brain's reward system. D2 receptor sensitization: A study by Lim et al. (2004) investigated the effects of the D2 receptor agonist quinpirole on dopamine receptor sensitivity. They found that chronic treatment with quinpirole led to an increase in D2 receptor sensitivity in the striatum of rats. Szechtman et al. (1993) also showed that repeated administration of quinpirole induced behavioral sensitization and enhanced the sensitivity of D2 receptors in rats. Resensitization after downregulation: A study by Bartlett et al. (2005) explored the potential of the D1 receptor agonist SKF 81297 to resensitize dopamine receptors after chronic cocaine exposure. They found that treatment with SKF 81297 could partially restore the sensitivity of D1 receptors that had been downregulated due to cocaine use. Similarly, a study by Ferris et al. (2012) demonstrated that the D2 receptor agonist pramipexole could resensitize D2 receptors in rats that had been exposed to chronic cocaine, suggesting a potential therapeutic approach for treating cocaine addiction. These studies provide evidence that specific dopamine receptor agonists can induce sensitization and resensitization of dopamine receptors. By selectively targeting D1 or D2 receptors, these compounds may help restore dopamine signaling and counteract the downregulation caused by chronic drug use or other factors. However, it's important to note that these studies were primarily conducted in animal models, and the effects may not directly translate to humans. More clinical research is needed to determine the safety, efficacy, and long-term consequences of using dopamine receptor agonists for sensitization or resensitization purposes in humans.

That heat map and blog post is good though, would be good to update it as the years go by, with deep informaiton/studies on each receptor site etc, more compounds, more data

Hmm Im not sure actually, Ive been researching with Claude/GPT-4 etc and it isunproven but targetting specific receptors in the way LSD and other compounds does could cause resensitization, there are animal behavioural studies etc that suggest this could be the case. The specufic affinity of LSD to D1/D2/D3/D4 dopamine sub receptors could improve long term sensitivity imo

I noticed the Dopamine D2 receptor affinity. I wonder if this can heal dopamine recptors? For people who have abused stimulants for example

God is pure love and freedom, theres no conditions, you're free to seperate from God (your highest self), and free to return. Never any pressure or judgement as far as God is concerned. All of the things your attributing to God, are atrributed to seperated sub entities within God.

You could simply call the devil ego, or the seperative mechanism of identity. Ultimately God is pure love and freedom, and the seperative mechanism happens within God, a sub identity emerges which ultimately leads to deeper degrees of seperation of discconnect from God and love, and the energy disconnect, and deep degrees of unfullfilment, resentment, pain, self hatred, others hatred that this carries. All of the atrocities are comitted from more and more seperated entities and lower stages of Love and energy, Love and energy are synonymous. Seperation and selfishness ultimately are synonymous

All of the things you list are from low levels of conciousness and seperation. These moral axioms are a good place to start though, its essentially the golden rule from religion or ethics of reciprocity. Ultimately all self-destructive behaviour is immoral, and acting out of pain/seperation to others is immoral, but this wont be obvious to people at lower levels, so the law of reciprocity is the best and most simple start.

Yes I like this definition, but Id say also reducing your selfishness down to survival needs of the body, without additional requirements. So above shelter food, wife, you should have as few needs or requirements from the world or reality as possible

It seems to offer the broadest positive profile? Also the headtmap on your blog Im not sure is correct. The data in the study shows Ibogaine hitting more receptors then the heatmap shows for example

Wow incredibly interesting thank you. It seems LSD is the best all round pscyhedelic, is this your conclusion also @Leo Gura

Ive literally been in hell after 3 years of spiriual work and sobriety I relapsed back into cocaine, alcohol and sex addiction. This caused me deep deep pain, and deep resentment, that drove me further in seperation, furhter into addicttion, and further into suffering and fear. All of my energy centres were not just blocked but torn/shredded. My forehead chakra had some blockages 3-4 years ago, in the past 2 years of relapsing, it was completly torn to pieces. Every waking moment Ive been in agony as this forehead chakra is slowly being rebuilt People who are not in such pain, seperation and hell like to fantasize and postulate and theorize about hells, but its not some state you want to end up in. Its a state of pure negativity, horror, disconnect, intrusive negative thoughts, 0 energy, its literally as oyu imagine, hell lol

Science is appreciated. How does Mushrooms compare, they all seem to share a DMT backbone apart from LSD actually, so its wierd why LSD is similiar

I just had an LSD trip and it seems very effective for contfront fear (seperation) and helping to unify with Self (ultimately me). It seems like it definately can help meditative practises. Its very strange Ive done lots of pyschedelcis and meditation retreats like lots of people here, but I guess there was always some resistance or underlying bullshit I wasnt willing to look at before, but recently Ive suffered so much I just want completely out of this seperaiton no matter what I have to give up. Then all my trips have changed, and even the smallest doses are more intense then previous heroic doses

Thanks for the supportive words. Its interesting as sometimes Im not sure if the heroic doses can cause more harm then good in some situaiton, can give deep PTSD and negative feedback loops.. (im thinking of some increidbly terrorfying psilocybin experiences), where as smaller doses can be more gentle and healing Theres a natural anxietty around trying new substances now, after all my recent traumatic experiences. Every trip just shows me deeper layers of fear, self hatredness and delusional narratives i bought into subconciously, about God, and myself Your post encourages me to try MaLT and is helpful so thanks

How does malt compare to lsd or is it noncomparable? Strangely Ive become incredibly sensitive to psychedelics, even 1/4 tab of lsd is very intense. Im still not sure why no one does SubQ ROA for 5meo's its be shown in studies to have the best effects., Ive oredered some malt and dmt online and will try SubQ in the upcoming months

You calling spiritual people rodents/rats and using this termonology influenced a lot of negative trips to myself actually. I was looking at you as an authority figure, and this language was pointed at myself which caused a lot of fear and anxiety, I would then have nightmares of being eaten by rats, very terrorfying lol!

When you insult people by calling them spiritual rodents etc how are you getting away with this negativity on psychedelics, do they not show you this type of ill-will or negativity as a bad thing or it lead to bad trips? I always get shown this type of thing to be something I should let go of

I think Hawkins comes across more Christian then Buddhist tbh, I dont seem he claiming to be a Buddhist And yes I know what you mean, they all seem to create and speak being so called enlightened. I just dont see them as decieving or lieing to us about this though, they seem to have integrity

Hawkins seems to corroborate this @Leo Gura

Fair it was actually from a David Hawkins lecture I got this. He said at some point you trust God and even surrender your compulsion and need to think, and that God will take care of the rest