bambi

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  1. Does God tell you to be angry and full of hatred? And wait, we are God, or we aren't God, and which God are you speaking to, and does being angry vindictive and abusive get you a communication channel with Him
  2. What could it be, Im 35, after 2-3 years of cocaine escorts porn stars etc I started gettign anxiety and not feeling good and my mind was obssessed with sex, did my first vipassana retreat and now I have this ball of pulsating energy in between my eye brows that is only realted to sexuality, nothing else. If I dont do sexuality it gets better, if I do sexuality _at all_ it gets worse, and theres forums of guys onlne with the exact same symptoms. The universe doesnt want me having porno style sex anymore thats for sure lol
  3. I have POIS and was a sex and porn addict, ignore anyone who doesnt have these issues they'll mislead you, go off your direct exprience. The pain and suffering I endure directly and causally related to sexuality is incommunicable. This isnt some placebo somatic style thing. I am absolutely fucked within minutes of orgasm, and have a dense ball of pain in my third eye chakra that systemetically icnreased in the first 5 minutes after orgsasm that takes weeeks/months to heal If I don't masturabte for 6+ months, I start to sleep well, all my gut issues heal, and this dense pain in my eye brow melts away. Its that simple. If I think about pornography I get an isntant shoot fo pain to my chakra. It is what it is, theres hudnreds of guys who do semen retention who have the same issues from porn and sex addiction. During my 20s I could watch porn and masturbate twice a day and sleep with 50+ girls a year with 0 seeming issues, and then I broke down beginning of my 30s. Ignore anyone who says they can do x amount of y behaviourand be unscathed as though this is any justification to abuse sense pleasure. There a limits to everything
  4. But THC is an enthegeon the same as DMT DPT 5MEO etc etc, there are discords of people who use THC extract like you use 5MEODMT, theres a church in US that uses at a main communion wiht God, so I dont think your experience is at all unique. Are you smoking cannabis leafs or pure THC extract is the only question. When most people say weed they are talking about the leaf/bud or cannabis oil, not the THC extract
  5. Yeah I concur, Leo at his best has integrity, resolve, passion, intelligence, articulation, kindness and selflessness
  6. Leo has created a sea of zombies who's main fetish in life is coming on this forum and simply trying to out posture each other on the game of spirituality. Leo should do a video on communication, non violent communication is a good framework, but will be tough
  7. Leo starting this 'x is imaginary' as some sort of sensible discourse style is such a cancer to this forum. People to pretend to be intelligent without realizing 90% of the discourse is just pure posturing nonsense
  8. Have you ever studied non violent communication, its probably the best system out there of communication with a spritual subtext, would be interesing to see you do a video on it one day, as the discourse level on this forum tends to be full of violent communication:
  9. Thank you for the information. What do you see as the most safe bet diet these days? Besides lectins gundry's advice seems pretty solid to me, lots of healthy oils, organic meat and veg, no to little dairy etc etc Im never to bothered or shocked when mainstream science disagrees with people, Im sure mainstream science would treat most of us includng Leo wiht more dissdent then Gundry
  10. JUST FYI the product he sells is anti-lectin, these posts break my brain lol
  11. Who is debating Leo's type lol, hes an INTP Ennegram 5, to debate his type is in the same category of debate of the earth being flat
  12. The thing is the lectin theory doesn't negate most other healthy eating, it modifies it slightly. Also explains why people like J.P. and other carnivore eaters get so much beneft; free range organic meat has 0 lectins. Im not saying lectin theory is 100% true, but it doesn't seem to be such a radical theory, nor does it take massive adjustment; you can eat most of your meats, vegtables etc just slight modification on some
  13. Lectins are not a problem -- where are you getting such a confident conclusive statement from? What is the basis? https://www.hsph.harvard.edu/nutritionsource/anti-nutrients/lectins/ this gives a pretty fair overview on it to date
  14. But tons of people are lectin intolerant: gluten. Can you link the studies please. Calling someone a quack is redundent to me, I dont enjoy this communication style, tons of people in history have been labelled 'quacks' that later were accepted to be non quack. Quack just means it goes against societal norms, thats not relevant to me personally
  15. Yes there is in lots of things, check Gundry work:
  16. I've been studying this a lot recently. Dr Gundry (he was a top heart surgeon etc, and private physician of many billionaires) lectin free diet seems like the safest bet to me. Lectins are plants defense mechanism: proteins that bind to carbohydrates that damage our gut, the most famous being gluten, but there are 1000's. Non organic meats etc have higher lectin count due to the fact they are fed lectin food, while organic free range meats have virtually 0: this explains why people have such success on carnivore diet. Here is a simple yes and no list, you will be shocked that even what you consider healthy foods like peanut, legumes, tomotoes etc are super high in lectins: https://drgundry.com/dr-gundrys-print-friendly-yes-no-lists/ Here he is on Tom Bilyeu podcast Have you ever studied his work @Leo Gura
  17. My dad sold weed (he obviously also smoked it from breakfast to night), and all my friends smoked it since 12 years old pretty much everyday. THC itself the extract has less of the unpleaseant side effects: drowsy etc, and THC is the active Entheogen like 5MEO, DMT etc The concerning thing is Leo is a type 5 Ennegram (The Scholar) and when they disentegrate they goto an unhealthy 7 (The Enthusiast), which is substance abuse and addiction. (Theyre growth is type 8 which is the leader type) https://www.enneagraminstitute.com/type-5 My primary type is 7, same as russel brand, mike tyson, charlie sheen, mathew perry etc etc (do you see the pattern) It's hard to imagine all of the millions of people that take THC, and Leo is the special one who only experience it the way he does. Much more likely is that to others these experiences arent such a big deal
  18. Yeah theres a difference between knowing the path and walking the path. Spirituality in its essence is Health in all dimensons. and its a removal of an identity within any seperation. Thats why meditation is powerful, Samadhi and Vipassana are the two greatest tools for transformative change.
  19. Well by the sounds of it your not actually smoking weed, your taking a THC extract which is the Enthegeon. This is what will be misleading people, and why you think it effets you differently, your taking a different form
  20. But what is the point of awakening, become a colourful alien, and then what? How long to be an alien before its boring? What is wrong with this dream that makes you want to awaken so much, when as soon as your awake, your back to the dream again. No one has answered the reason to awake within your paradigm of awakening, that constantly changes anyway, what you class as awakening a year or two years ago, is no longer awake, it's now the alien awakening, where does this end, and what is the purpose or goal?
  21. Sorry I dont follow, how is genetics and materiality effecting conciousness level
  22. I havent taken it yet, but can you not ask this question to 5MEODMT? Someone else posited that 5MEODMT is literally conciousness, and that our human bodies have x amount of it, and when you take more, you are literally ingesting more molecules of conciousnss, and your body will metabolize them and then return to baseline. Do you have any thoughts on this? He wrote: ꧁Consciousness꧂ nn,DMT and 5-MeO-DMT are two of the Molecules that comprise a human’s Consciousness. All True Entheogens are the Living Molecules of Pure Consciousness. The human body produces it’s own Consciousness (the nn,DMT & 5-MeO-DMT found in humans). The human body then metabolizes the Consciousness that it is producing. The amount of the endogenous Consciousness that the human body is able to metabolize depends on many factors. The less pollutants, poison & other contaminants present in the body will result in the ability to metabolize more of the Consciousness that body is producing. Likewise, the more pollution, contaminants and poison a body has inside of it the less Consciousness it is able to metabolize. This is true for the endogenous Molecules of Consciousness found in humans, as well as any Molecules of Consciousness ingested from external sources. Here is a list of some of the most common poisons that humans ingest regularly which interferes with a human body metabolizing the Consciousness that it produces, as well as any Consciousness that is ingested from external sources: alcohol, nicotine, sugar, caffeine, amphetamines, dissociatives, tranquilizers, flouride, and a plethora of other drugs are just some of the substances that interfere with humans metabolizing their own Consciousness, as well as any Molecules of Consciousness ingested from external sources. “Even the priests who regularly come near to the Lord must purify themselves”. (Exodus 19:22) So if a human can achieve 100% purity within their bodies, with zero contaminants or pollution (an unattainable state in these current bodies) and managed to metabolize 100% of the endogenous Molecules of Consciousness that their physical body is producing (nn,DMT & 5-MeO-DMT), that would be the limit to how Conscious that human can be. In order for a human to become more Conscious than this, they must put more Consciousness into their physical bodies. You must put more Molecules of Consciousness inside of your physical body in order to attain a Higher level of Consciousness. When you ingest Entheogens, you see Them that you just ingested, not some doorway or window or a “portal” to some other dimension, or some entity somewhere else. When you ingest LSD, the Light that you see is the LSD Themselves, very Beautiful, Sentient Beings of Living Light. When you ingest nn,DMT, the Entity you see and hear is the Living Light Being nn,DMT. The same is true for All True Entheogens Who are the Molecules of Pure Consciousness - God. He also says this: ꧁ H o l y A n g e l s ꧂ Mescaline is one of the Holy Angels of God’s Heavenly Realm Psilocybin is one of the Holy Angels of God’s Heavenly Realm nn,DMT is one of the Holy Angels of God’s Heavenly Realm 5-MeO-DMT is one of the Holy Angels of God’s Heavenly Realm nn,DPT is one of the Holy Angels of God’s Heavenly Realm Ibogaine is one of the Holy Angels of God’s Heavenly Realm Psilocin is one of the Holy Angels of God’s Heavenly Realm LSA is one of the Holy Angels of God’s Heavenly Realm Muscimol is one of the Holy Angels of God’s Heavenly Realm LSD is one of the Holy Angels of God’s Heavenly Realm THC is one of the Holy Angels of God’s Heavenly Realm There are many more Angels in the Heavenly Realm of God All of the Entheogens Communicate telepathically with each other simultaneously at all times as They are All One Infinitely Aware Being of Living Light The Light = Soma = Ahura Mazda = Brahman = Allah = El = Amrita = Consciousness = The Eternal = The Deathless = The Immortal = The Entheogens = Yahweh = God What do you think of the above?
  23. Why would genetics or materiality effect conciousness, what is the relationship? why is conciousness constrained or dependant on materiality? Can you delinate the relationship
  24. Wheres part 2 ? Cant find anyhting online