bambi
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bambi replied to Loveeee's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Actually no, everything you say here is non complex, and easy to understand, and not difficult to psychologically take this perspective in the abstract. To implement in the concrete in life is the hard part, as inhernetly as a human you have biases on the biological level and preferences no matter how small on the pyshcological level Also most enlightened people I know completely understand what you wrote, I mean the fucking buddha spoke about love to all sentient beings lol, I dont see how you are not seeing this. Thicht nhat hahn has wrote abook on this Ajahn brahm the famous buddhist monk wrote a book on kindullness and included a poem of hitler in the opening from htiler to his mum to show exactly this point. I dont see what you are getting out of bullshitting yourself that only you get this or it is profound understanding lol! -
No this is a stupidity lol! Im sorry, sure, even hell is powered by God, but its such a low level of light. You clearly didnt expeirnece what I am tlaking about, which is expected im convinced very few humans have. My chakra damage I found one book with AI that mentioned the type of damage I caused called 'short circuiting' but its so rare and serious theres not much literature on it lol! If you experienced what I expeirenced, you would do immediately what I did: everything in your power to turn your life around: sobreity, 12 step programs, and healing
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Yes probably some truth to that. I guess, whenever I would trip before it would always be in the context of addictive and destructive behaviours, the damage wasnt so big in my 20s. I wasnt really using them as a healing tool. Most of my trips were ketamine FYI. I only did psilocybin, lsd, 2cb maybe 30-50times, never 5meo class either, so maybe thats whats missing here
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No I dont think you fully cognise. Its not as though my life is great and I had a bad trip of hell. Im talking of 5 day no sleep cociane benders to the point I could die. And then going through the most extreme withdrawals possible. Im pretty sure 90% of people would have died or killed themslves to endure what I have. And this is the context surrounding my trips. Barely making it from the bed to the couch as I lay in agony all day, AND THEN doing heroic doses of mushrooms. I have had all manor of 'scary' experiences in my 20s when tripping, but I had my overall health, so it was completely different. The experiences I had early this year, I didnt even know it was possible to experience it. There was a real felt sense that you could fuck yourself so bad you could permnenantly disconnect yourself from love or God or life. Whether this is ultimately true or not is irrelevant, only a fool would find out, the stakes are isnurmentibly high
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It can take upto 2 years to recover, and Ive been trying for 5 years now, I have PAWS (post acute withdawal syndrome) which is literally 18-24 months of complete abstinence of orgasm, alcoohl, drugs to recover. I have to experiment with psychedelics to expedite this, its been 5 year stuck in PAWS hel due to relapsing, I cant seem to break free Bill Wilson who founded 12 steps became a huge proponent of LSD toward end of his life but it wasnt accepted by the 12 step orthodoxy
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Absolutely not, anyone who thinks being stuck in lower astral realms or hell realms is an idiot lol, living in severe pain disconnect, intursive thoughtss, negativity is by definition not fun, its scary, isolating and terrorfying, theres nothing down there but misery
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Im not convinced that a spiritually advanced person with little trauma or self destructive behaviours would expeirence what Ive experinced, in fact I am certain they wouldnt Ive had over a 1000+ trips, and my worst ones where after getting sober, and then relapsing into a dark dark place (5 day no sleep cocaine benders with 1-2 litrs of vodka per day, 1-2 escorts a day), and then doing pscyhedelics, nothign comes close Everything is relative right, some people get scared of k-holes, where i enjoyed them, and would mix with alcohol. Your defintion of hell experience and mine coould be different For me when all my chakras were blocked in my head after cocaine and taking heroic dose of psilcobyin I experienced the lived reality of being sent to hell, begging for mercy, being disconnected form infinite conciousness into an abyss which a red portal of hell appeared and I begged, and cried as all my forehead was in agony, about 1 inch thick of blcokages.
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Can you be specific, this is way to vague and slippery Do you genuinely think he can beat an MMA fighter, or that hsi martial arts system is more effective? At least can you highlight some specific things of Ralston you think we dont understnad, it would be less evasive and slipper, and more productive and helpful
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At least for me doing cocaine and alcohol literally makes my pscyhedelic experiences incredibly dark. Im not sure if one is healthy that they would experience hell realms. I experienced them only after severe abuse and addiction Im currently in 12 step groups, do oyu think psychedelics 5meo malt, 5meodmt etc could be useuful for helping addicitons, or only for metaphysical contemplation
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Would it not be better to just use THC extracts etc
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Why are people talking about Ralstons martial arts, he would get mauled ruthlessly by MMA fighters, the jury has been out for a long time on this.
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Do you never get fear of being sent to hell or going to hell realms etc or has that all stopped for you? Can you give an example of a type of negative existential things that might arise for you
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bambi replied to Water by the River's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Its saying that their personal conciousness has merged with reality and they no longer dream or imagine things that arent real, its the ultimate surrender, and its when psychedelics stop working. Either yang and Artem are complete bullshiters and purposeful misleading everyone along with all other enlightened people, or it should be investigated further You are just dismissive without given any substance, it comes across inauthentic slipper and arrogant, for no percievable reason. Or perhaps you just simply cba talking baout -
bambi replied to Water by the River's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Artem will take 1000ug of acid or smoke 5meodmt and nothing happens. This was not the case for him earlier in his journey, 50ug of acid was incredibly intense. The issue is it doesnt fit the paradigm of Leos work. He isn't acknowledging the energy fields that encasputlates conciousness: awareness, perpcetion, nothingness. Once once has purified there personal conciousness by aligning with this higher energy fields: i.e. enlightenment, its perfectly reasonable psychedelic woudlnt work, as they only act ona certain energy field. -
bambi replied to Water by the River's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
No this is not even close to correct, you are completely misunderstanding the mechanism and process of enlightenment. You are utterly stuck in the realm of infinite conciounsess (6th jana in buddhist meditaitoin), theres 3 more levels!! lol Artem used to be super effected by psychedelics, so did Yang, when they both reached enlightenment, they stopped working. You have 0 rational aplanation for this, as it shatters your world view and model so you merely will rationalise it away with epigentics or diet lol! -
bambi replied to Psychedelic seeker's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Actually Osho said you must die into your aloneness. You refuse to integrate or accept enlightenment, which is bascally surrending your personal conciousnes back to Reality, is possible lol! -
Do pscyhedelics ever bring up any negativitt or ego content for you anymore or did that stop a long time ago?
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Yes you are using the shizen young paradigm. I dont really resonate with such nuances, as in dont see much utility. Theyre somewhat useful in meditaiton, do nothing, open awareness diffused relaxation, vs concentraiton practise. But this distinction isnt so pronounced for me, the duality is less then it used to be (ive been meditating 8 years 1-2 hrs a day, 5 years hardcore vipassana retreats and monk modes) Yes I released 95% of my energetic blockages in 2021-22, after being celibate and semen retention msotly since 2018 (intermittent relapsing). I would have huge releases of liquid ecstacy pouring down thorugh this blockages as laying in bed at night, and would be so light and happy I couldnt sleep. Unfortunately, and tbh alot was ignroantly watching Leos burnign through karma video, I decided to relapse back into sexuality, promiscous (so so stupid), before I was 100% blockage free. and what happened over the next 12 months was immeditate return of blockages, which I stated drinking ketamine and cocaine to cope with, and resulted in 10x worse blockages in my forehead then ever experienced. I was in the lower astral hell realms by the end of the year, and had mostly torn alot of meridiens in my head and forhead beyond any descriptions I can find. I found one work that describes short circuiting meridiens/nadis but only in the most extreme cases: this was me. Now im 5-6 months in, semen retention for most of this, I relapses 4 times a month ago, which causses immediate unbareable pain in all meridiens in forehad. 3 weeks semen retention now, and feel momentarily movement and rebalancing in my chakra/meridiens My personal perspective after 1000+ trips over 15 years, is I use the experience to re-set the context, and let the blockages and contractions and contents dissolve post-trip integration. I use the trips for spirtual momentum and to help set the context of experience to Self and Love, making it easier to metabolize the content. Ultimately all blockages are related to ego, and ego-centric destructive behaviours, and in my experience theres no bypassing this. You have to clean up your act
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Im not so convinced in my experiences, psychedelics seem to increase energy which give the capacity to see and feel the blockages in the meridiens and chakras I didnt experience the direct casual contraction of psychedelics your talking about. Or at least it wouldnt be my main perspective. Sure they can cuase contraction in so far you can experience fear temporarily, which is a contracted state. I would say psychedelics open you up ultimately, by allowing you to process and see your contractions. The view that they contract your contractions or this is a main function doesnt ring true so far in my exerpience. Ill look for it next time
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Interesting I find energetic blockages are contraction, that is all contraction is tied to energetic knots and blockages in the system Pscyhedelics dtend to find this and help expansion, I dont see them as contracting, perhaps after effects can I notice the best use of pyschedelcis can be used to reset the context of your experience to higher levels, allowing more effective processing of content post-trip
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Ah okay good to know, I was thinking you had changed your whole position and perspective on psychedelics, and perhaps they are now dangerous and should be avoided and we should go back to more traditonal healing and therpeutic modalities
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Gotcha, the problem is there is only primary effects measured. I guess the main issue here would be the secondary effect of stopping alcohol or cociane for example. I guess the main effects of psychedelics then are neuroplasticity and changes in perspective on self, other, and all our behaviours, that can help stop destructive habits to allow the brian to heal itself I tried peptides ARA-290, Humanin-g, and DSNP-5 to repair the brain. Even considered cerebrolysin and dihexa, and tried sourcing ISRIB/ABBA (Google Calico new compound) but none of them seemed to have such a direct effect as psychedelics on my overall wellbeing
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Yes got this from alot of your posts, the disdain for humanity was palpable. Do you believe psychedelics offer any therepeutic benefit for most humans? Are do you believe they are now a fad
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What do you mean exactly by brain damages? Why has the conversation changed to repairing nerve damage? Im not following this flow
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Help us understand the second half of your sentence. In what ways are they dangerous then most understand. Are you talking emotionally, pyschological, enegertically, neurobiologically etc etc, or combination. How do you mitigate this issue etc wetc