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Its not possible to tell if this is ultimately a temporary negative, in a longer positive healing Going to the gym will temporarily give you muslce soreness for example

This for me is a complete misunderstand from people who didnt destroy themselves. Hell is just a label im using for complete disconnect, you could call it sugerpops if you prefer, but it points to a state of being where you are completely cut off from infinite conciousness and reality. It is when all your chakras are blocked etc etc , as I described above I am positing that this is a fundemental aspect of mind, realms of cocniousness that are isolated and disconnect with lots pain and torture, that are ubiquitous across cultures, religions and spiritual traditons, and to rationalsie it away as mere religious inculcation from childhood is not remotely accurate. It is due to extreme neglect, and self destrucitve behaviours and attitudes, repeatedly acitoned and ignoring all warning, thats how you end up in these realms. It is increidbly difficult to get yourself there, as most people will stop behaviours long before they find themselves there, but some of us are incredibly hard nosed To answer your question I was no more embedded in religion then any other normal English person. My immediate family where not religious in sofar as my dad was a heroin addict who sold drugs and my mum was an alcoholic, although Im not sure either of thier personal religious beliefs, we never disucssed it in the house

All urges are basically a contraction, or discomfort that we try to escape to find a sexual release. You only really have two choices 1) Bring awareness onto the urge until it dissipates 2) React by acting out Whenever I urges or fantasies I always ask myself: "what about my current experience am I ignoring, or that is uncomfortable or dissatisfying no matter how subtle' I was a complete sex and porn addict (600+ partners), and have had streaks of celibacy/semen retetion, of 7 months, 8 months, 7x 90 days

Alot of my friends struggle with trauma and addictions, and I have recommended psychedelics to them to help them lol I have 5meo dmt and malt in the post, based mainly on what I learnt here We have all taken plenty of ketamine, but based on my recent experiences with LSD, I dont count Ketamine as a psychedelic at all, and also no where near as healing. I will report back on the healing properties of pscyhedelics when and if I heal lol! So many people including yourself where very excited previous on pscyhedelics capacity to help humanity heal and move to a better healthier paradigm. But maybe due to your recent illness your not as enthusiastic My brother and I both suffer from auto-immune conditions (our dad was a heroin addict), and we have both researched healing modalities and worked with top functional health practitioners. Ive personally used lots of peptides, and researched stem cell/exosomes etc etc. I know you research alot but if you ever want to discuss more than happy

After getting sober from porn, sex alcohol drugs in 2018 and embarking on a 3 year journey of spirituality, including many silent retreats, daily 3-4 hr meditaiton practise etc etc, I went back into hedonism in 2012. In around 24 months I was in so much energetic pain and blockage I was dirnking daily, taking ketamine daily to simply cope with the reality of my situaiton. After doing cocaine several times and then ketamine, and having torn most of the chakra channels in my forehead I was in a world of trouble so severe I couldnt find a single book or literautre with AI that matched the depths of my destruction. I could barely get out of bed or have energy to breathe, and was having constant instrusive demonic voices So I took heroic dose of mushrooms and LSD, and had some of the most intense dark experiences Ive ever read about. But I was show complete disconnect from God is possible, that there are disconnected hell realms and lower astral realms, and that I was basically in them. Only but the most deep surrender has facilated any healing I was shown an outline of satan, which looked like my self image of me, along wiht a red portal of hell. Which I begged for mercy, and was shown I would be put into purgatory. During this experiences all of my energetic body would be contracted, and Id barely be able to breathe. I was shown that you dont get unlimited chances to destroy yourself or misbebehave, or that its just a benign dream It is utterly serious. Your behaviours action intentions utterly matter. I was also shown there are rules and timeframes to each dimension (karma), and when you find yourself in hell realms it isnt going to be a quick fix. Honesty, willingness to change, willigness to face and accept ALL of your negativiity hatredness, ill will, chosing light and love, renouncing the ego are all neccasary requirements to trascending the lower realms I am an extreme case, I abused my body and mind severely, and then got sober, and then went back out of ignorance, not many are wired like me. But let me be a lesson to those less extreme personalities Ultimately I thought when you die, you will merge into infinite love or light, but after my expeirneces early this year I no longer know, and the risk is way too severe to find out. Time dilates in lower realms, and if you actually went into the red gates of hell, Im not even sure how much pain you would face, or manage to stay alive is possible, and if you died where you would be and for how long is completely unimaginable to me, it isnt worth finding out.

I appreciate that, but you published a ton of assured affirmative claims and suggestions about them, which was great, but interacting with you recently seems like you arent as convinced by them as you previously where Just out of kindness and a sense of ethical/intellecutal obligaiton considering how publicy vocal you have been on them in the past. An up-to-date treatise on them for 2024/25 im sure would be helpful for many people

When did you last use psychedelics btw? And where they having the same intense effect by the time you stopped? I reviewed some of your older posts on psychedelics and its so hard to follow your position. At some points you seen psychedelics as truth in a pill that can expedite you towards liberation. And you insinuate their is a purificaiton element to them, you mentioned be careufl using them if youve been sinning etc But your recent takes are almost dimissive of them, as though they have no bearing on the human part, and theyre simply tools for intellectualisation about metaphysics Due to your role as an evanglist on them, will you ever release an update on your current stance?

IS -4-aco-dmt the same as psyilcibon?

Speaking from the Absolute perspective is nonsensical! Lol Its like speaking about life from the perspective of death Im sorry if Im being direct with you. Your posts are just highly misleading for me, and serve no purpose (sorry) You can literally cut all the shit by doing some of the real work, its a much better strategy

LOL youre a crazy character, have you ever done any spiritual work in your life or you simply sit at home mentally masturbating and lieing to yourself? You certainly can increase or decrease suffering, this is obvious as soon as you start to introspect or meditate. Your whole sense of self, behaviours, actions, intentions, world view and paradigm comes with different degrees of suffering. You think everyone suffers the same, or has an equal experience of life? This is idiocy. People addicted to opiates on the street are suffering much deeper then someone like Sadghuru. Theres a clear path, a clear continuum of progressive purificaiton of self (including behaviours etc), other and world view, that does lead to more peace, love, joy and serenity, i.e. less suffering Whatever neo-advaita trash your parroting is a complete misunderstanding from a lack of authentic experience. What is the purpose here? You think constructing some type of pseudo intellectual framework and repeating it to yourself and others helps anything? Do you think telling what you wrote to drug addicts or other people who are suffering has any utility or value? No offence but have you ever meditated or done any psychedelics or any other spiritual work in your life? The freedom you speak of but dont experience, is the end result, it isnt a lived reality for 99.99% of humans. You clearly have no idea of the interdependant and interconnected nature of your self, your actions, your world view, your level of conciousness, your perspective on life and the amount of emotional suffering you experience. The day you stop bullshitting yourself and others, and actually face yourself (meditaiton and psychedelics are good tools), you're going to be in for a huge awakening my friend. If you are as enlightened and as realised as you posture to be, psychedelics wont work on you, so you have nothing to fear, right?

Its crazy that people suggest MDMA for long term healing, I have done so much of it, and it always left me with severe comedowns, I dont actually class MDMA as a true pscyhedelic so far

Why would a scope be more accurate though, the density of the powder will effect it? You would need to standardise a scoop measure against an accurate scale measure surely

The price isnt the main point its the sensitivity, what is the sensitivity of your $20 scales?

I dont believe that paragrpah without evidence. Why wouldnt $50 0.001g scales work (1mg) https://www.amazon.co.uk/KUBEI-Rechargeable-Milligrams-Precision-Professional/dp/B0CM23T9X8

Are these more accurate then 0.002mg scales?

Oh sorry, was just trying to point out the reailty of the situation, didnt mean to bother you

There is nothing advanced about what he said, nor is it hard to grasp, nor is it even novel from him. Hes literally telling you this stuff for like 10 years everyday lol

Are the 0,002mg ones not accurate enough? how else can we measure it? I was thinking 100mg batches for accuracy

This will be my methology for anyone interested: 32Gauge 6mm needle will be imperceptible, you wont be able to feel it or know youve done an injection. Total injection time is less than 5-10 seconds. Preparation time around 2-3 minutes once experienced. Pros of this method are gentle onset, and longer duration of experience. Most clinical studies recommend injection as best metholody for best results. NOTE: They use IM (intra-muscular) in studies, but due to 5meo being fat soluble, SubQ should work fine. This has been corroborated by members Alcohol can be used to sterilize the spoon and container, as well as for ensuring the sterility of the water container. A 25cl or 50cl shot glass could be used to mix. Here’s a revised methodology incorporating the use of alcohol: Materials Needed: 5MeO DMT HCl salt compound Sterile water (can be purchased from a pharmacy) Sterile syringe (purchased from a pharmacy) Alcohol wipes or 70% isopropyl alcohol Clean, sealable glass container (recommend: A 25cl or 50cl shot glass) Digital scale (for accurate measurement of the compound) Clean spoon or stirrer Methodology: 1. Preparation: Ensure all materials and the working environment are as clean as possible. Wash hands thoroughly with soap and water. 2. Sterilizing Equipment: Use alcohol wipes or 70% isopropyl alcohol to thoroughly wipe down the glass container and spoon. Ensure that the alcohol has evaporated completely before using them. 3. Dissolving the Compound: Using a digital scale, accurately weigh the amount of HCl salt compound needed. Think about how much you want to inject. A standard needle holds 1ml of liquid, 0.1-0.3ml is an ideal injection volume. You can create a batch where 1ml (1 syringe) is diluted with 50mg of MALT or DMT, such that every 0.1ml gives you 5mg of HCL Pour a measured amount of sterile water into the sterilized glass container. Add the weighed HCl salt compound to the sterile water. Stir the solution with the sterilized spoon until the compound is fully dissolved. 4. Drawing the Solution into the Syringe: Use an alcohol wipe to clean the top of the sterile water container. Attach a sterile needle to the syringe and draw the solution into the syringe. Replace the needle with a new sterile needle before injection. 5. Injection: Ensure the injection site on the skin is clean by wiping it with an alcohol wipe. Suggested site: 1inch to either side of belly button. Simply wipe the whole area with alcohol, insert needle Subcutaneously inject the solution using proper injection techniques. I use this needle bin to collect needles: https://www.amazon.co.uk/gp/product/B0B51R1QFZ/ref=ppx_yo_dt_b_search_asin_title?ie=UTF8&psc=1 These syringers (1ml): https://www.amazon.co.uk/gp/product/B0B2JGMHHT/ref=ppx_yo_dt_b_search_asin_title?ie=UTF8&psc=1 These needles (6mm): https://www.amazon.co.uk/Dispensing-Accessories-Stainless-Individually-Wrapped/dp/B0B18FCYT4?th=1 This bacteriosterile water: https://www.amazon.co.uk/Mixing-Water-Reconstitution-Solution-Peptides/dp/B0CWRZQ8XK This 70% isopropyl rubbing alcohol: https://www.amazon.co.uk/Isopropyl-Rubbing-Alcohol-Antiseptic-Liquid/dp/B0BVZXDYF9/

What is hard to understand that reality or existence cannot be escaped by definition? Everything is pseudo, this is obvious, is it not? Hes telling you some basic shit hes said 10000x

Nah theyre still traditional awakenings, non traditional are trans-awakening, you imagine yourself in a thong with your balls tucked between your legs, you didnt reach this level yet I dont think

I think the day Leo tries Subq injections as ROA and informs you all, your going to laugh yourself to sleep knowing youve been pointlessly sticking drugs up your ass hole for absolutely no reason lol! I have ordered MaLT and DMT lets see if it arrives

But you have been infinitley concious, how can you become more concious then this lol! If you cant do it or prove it, how can anyone eelse?

You can test this pretty easily, why cant YOU walk through brick walls infornt of us, you can use 5meo too. Not hard to test this is it lol

Yeah sorry maybe I interpreted them wrong, it seemed as though you didnt have many difficult experiences, but my bad