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Thanks for expanding Agreed, makes sense Can you elaborate, Im not sure how you can do any action including spiritual understanding if you didnt at some level assess it as value. Further Im making a claim all activity, including spiritual understanding is entailed by a value proposition. I.e. this acitivty is valuable. How why and what value it holds is myriad. Further without any value proposition at all, things could only be arbitrary. See above, I dont see how this can be true. You can say Understanding becomes its own value, but thats not the same as what your saying it seems Okay maybe you are saying the aabove Agreed, makes sense Agreed, makes sense I dont see the inverse analysis though: there is myriad things you can understand that hold little to no value if not embodied.

Yes agreed, at least you dont try to hide it!

Understood. Let me try to understand you correctly. You are saying dont throw the baby out with the bathwater when it comes to intellectual understanding? Some elements of intellectual understand might not be so obvious in their immediate value proposition, or its utility to your immediate survival, but they are gems contained within it, that arent so obvious at first glance? Thats what Im picking up from your posts, but struggling to get the gems your alluding to. Im not disagreeing or stating intellectualisation has 0 value, its surely a component of your worldview and paradigm

Your assuming people here are being disengenious with you, or purposefully playing games. Thats not the case. People are genuinely asking these questions, and your speaking to them in flippant condescending way, and its hard to know whats going on, why are you treating them like this? Are you pissed off at them? Are you tired of repeating yourself or something? I dont actually agree fully with your assessment, human survival is one aspect of conciousness, and depending on your level of development, human survival entails many different things. All levels of human surivival come with their own pros/cons, but its definately sensible to discuss these and not equate or rationalise them all away as being the same. Also human survival and conciousness are deeply intertwined, they aren't two independant phenomonon, human beings are conciousness, at different levels of instantiation. So its an important discussion to have, ltierally the quality of peoples lives depend on this type of discussions Maybe you have made these opinions of yours before and your bored of stating it, but taking your posts on face value just leaves one confused, both at what your actually triyng to say (your posts are obtuse), and the underlying attidude

Your giving precisely 0 value propition to the intellectual part. They arent even asking how it effects survival. They are asking besides mental masturbation - which is fine if thats your hobby - what other value does it bring In most spirituality, embodied realisation decresaes or permenantly cessates: anxiety, shame, guilt, pride, ego, regret, anger, bitterness, resentment etc etc, and increase: basline joy, peace, love, acceptence, which means your relationships become better, your mood improves and life gets easier

Becuase theyre based on degradation, abuse, and shame. Theyre also a falsehood, i.e. what they depict is not real or true. Theyre lower-ego driven behaviours and rewards, its manipulation, obejctificaiton, dehumanisation all for the sake of a cheap high You are totally and utterly fooling yourselves if you think enlightenment or high states of being are including any of that behaviour, you're in for a shock But Im guessing lots of you havent done DP or gangbangs, Ive done both plenty of times, theyre illusions, mirages, you feel like shit after, so does everyone, and the only way to deal with that low self esteem feeling is to numb yourself out again with the same shit ! The best sex is with someone you actually care for, value, and have fun time with, without the need to degrade or humiliate each other Once your sexuality is tied to those loweer vibrations of degradation, shame, humiliation etc etc you are totally fucked, and you will weep long before you are healed

So you will be tuning in this year then lol Dont worry genetic engineering is coming your lifetime, will get you 6ft 3", 220lbs of pure muscle

Not really, at some point youll release that everything being a dream, and nothing being a dream are equivalent. Start your authentic spiritual practice and keep going, youll get there

Yes I have watched all his videos, and my critique is accurate. Yes he is developing and trying, every human is forced to confront themselves at some point. This doesnt negate anything Ive said.

Peterson gets dismissed as he himself has a very low level of spiritual or conciousness development, and hides behind a highfalutin self-aggrandising intellectual veneer. Hes in no position to give anyone advice on development. Hes rude, resentful. arrogant, domineering. He nearly died from drug use. And has almost 0 humility, joy, lightness, happiness Essentially to me he has suffered deeply in life, and then uses his intellectualism as a coping mechanism for doing any deep self-reflection. Imagine how hard it would be for him, at his age, after all his life, as intelligent as he thinks himself to be, to admit he completely fucked it and got it wrong, all his mental masturbation and gymnastics was not only for null, but led him to completely wrong decisions and ways of being in the world

Thank you for the detailed info very useful. I am struggling to get 5meo malt and dmt, but 5 meo mipt is readily available. Im mianly working with LSD at the minute, will give MIPT a try too

Im a recovering porn and sex addict, in 12 step group, I find LSD and psilocybin very healing, but now Im worried to try MiPT incase I relapse, is the sexual urges really that strong on it?

Got it, thank you

So interesting some of these compounds arent they, as the receptor profile and mechanisms are not known neurotoxic, but they seem to provide such fun experiences to deeply spiritual, without the downsides of cocaine, meph, alcohol, etc Did you feel any emotional healing or spiritual work on MIPT? Or is it purely fun/recreaitonal

I built this with GPT, shows receptor profile and affinity, based on Thomas Ray work

Ive also seen and consider 5meo MIPT, people make out like its a party drug though lol, no one really mentions it for spiritual work. @OBEler can you give any more info on it? Is it comparable to MALT?

Yeah I dont find all of this distinctions at all lol! LSD simply has a broader receptor profile and fuller experience to me. Theyre both similiar, except LSD more broad, which feels more stable to me. Psilcybin is similiar though, seems more focused then LSD in certain areas

This is the most idiotically informed post I have ever recieved by an ego on any forum, your delusional dude! Go ego-posture on someone else lol! It's not possible for you to help me, Im more experienced spirituality and more advanced, your only helping yourself feel smart and superior, which is false; you're an idiot to me, thats the reailty, hope that helps.

Jordan peterson is such an aweful conversationalist to me, he constantly interrupts Musk while he is trying to speak, he literally is incapable of someone else speaking and formualting their opinion. He cannot sit there and just listen. He further thinks himself agreeable lol, hes a fucking self-decieved ego maniac like the rest of them.

Sorry I dont follow

Hell is a real state of conciousness, its a deep disconnect from God, I have been there after relapsing to cocaine, alcohol etc after 3-4 years of deep spritiual practise. I systemetically ignored all warnings from God (light of conciounsess in dreams etc), until I had torn all my chakras in my head. Not blocked, but torn. I was having constant demonic thoughts, and I could barely get out of bed to the couch, breathing was painful, it was utterly terrofying to be alive, and the thought of dieing was even more terrofying So I take hihg dose lsd and psilocybin, and had possible the most traumatising experiencies you could possibly have. Imagine an infinite ball of light like the sun, and then being disconnect from it and thrown deep into the edges of a solar system, whilst simultanously feeling pure terror, not anxiety, pure terror, the must uncomfrtaoble feeling you could possible face, and then on the outskirts of this glaxy a red portal appears and starts sucking you in, at this time you beg for mercy with all your heart and soul. The problem is your soul is full of resentment by this point, you truly have hatred for life and God and yourself due to the pain and resentment you harbor. My life after relapsing to cocaine for 18-24 months was pure hell, I was in so much pain. I had been in serious pain for the 2-3 years of sobriety too, so I was compeltely done by this point It became clear that if I dont dig deep and change my attitude and ask for forgiveness and surrender, the place I was going to is beyong terrofying So i begged for mercy and forgiveness, and told I was in purgatory. My chakra system in my forehead was totally fucked, 1cm thick blockaged in forehead, all the meridians around my head torn, and trying to reconnect, uttterly utterly terrofying, Theye improved in the past 5 months of celibacy, and absolutely no durgs and alcohol daily mediation and several more trips. the blockages are down to 40% of what they were. Im still completely fucked but hopefully I can heal if I dont relapse Oh I also had a message during this experience of 'last chance', so thats also terrorfying. Now whether if I entered the portal would I be stuck there forever, I dont know. But I do know your resenment and hatred would grow exponentially and your ability to forgive and reconnect, and the pain you would have to overcome would be truly remarkable. So Im not making any claim to whether its eternal or not, but for sure its not possible to want to find out Also whether there is an act of mercy from God, I dont know, I actually think not, as it seems God-agnostic. theres a sense this is total down to you, your own making, you systemetically brought yourself here and became this person, now you have to get yourself out.

Fair play, you have a video for almost everything lol! Did you ever have any intense trips of seeing the devil or encountering an image of the devil?

Do you have any videos or blog posts where you define Devil Vs Angel or whatever taxonomy your using, I have no grip of how your using this word

I dont understand this use of Devil being solely reserved for Trump, thats a huge bias, even within your own work your a devil and so is every other human. I guess I dont see why Trump particularly is the worlds biggest devil, or the only human your using this label for lol

Whats with all the devil talk, you literally just made a post saying you will ban people making low quality posts