Truth

@Shin lol I love that. Although i do know the death state has to be different from this state. It has to be. Right? @Ry4n thats crazy. I haven't been in a situation like that at all and I'm 29 haha. But I do watch a lot of murder mysteries and True crime, so I can see it happening. @Nahm Maybe the problem is I do want there to be more cause I feel I have less. Thank you.

@JayySur the conclusion I draw from this is that, this is just something I think about. And me realizing that is what will satisfy me cause I can't really know for sure. Just like 30 minutes from now, I don't really know what will happen but I can think about it @Terell Kirby this tells me theres no point, its totally free and truly unknowable, but I can guess, and decide how I feel about these facts @Kensho I feel if I knew I could be more confident throughtout the rest of my life considering I'll be living the next 30-40 years if I don't die. But if I do die soon I think i'd be very unhappy and be like what the fuck was the point of that. @Blackhawk So theres not much of a point to listen to other people? I just know there's gotta be something more than just this. Cause honestly, life just feels like a grind, and theres aboslutely no real reason to do anything except live it. Which I just can't seem to get motivated to do. Like i wanna be so motivated that even when I'm incredibly unmotivated I'm still incredibly ruthlessly motivated you know what I mean? @Loba thank you @Moksha this makes me appreciate being human and alive and aware. Thank you. @Matthew85 thank you I'l have to check that out @BipolarGrowth I love that and I think that is the goal. Thank you. @Kuba Powiertowski i mean it has to, we all gotta continue living right? Haha @Gili Trawangan This is what I'm realizing. I feel I need to truly embrace this idea.

Why can no one tell me what happens after death. I Don't have any real conclusion here. Thanks for your time.

Because what is true is such a huge thing. Because what and who you are and what others are is a huge thing. It's literally thing biggest thing. it can't be grasped by the human mind, it's too limited. it's not something you can be aware of all the time, and that's what you're trying to do, and your confusion is the result of the limited mind. Just be in the moment and you can learn about it, it's just concepts, ideas, thoughts about the truth. it's not the actual Truth. because the actual truth is right here right now in front of your eyes.

100% not sure what to think at all. Although I bet Leo is very proud.

you're true motivation is outside-in (external friends, family, validation) Mine is literally from the inside-out (literally changing your thoughts and your beliefs.) unless you believe those don't really matter, in which case never mind.

Hows that.

Just repetition until your "whole body" is in harmony with it and can recall it both consciously and subconsciously effortlessly, like driving a car. You drive it everyday (if you work) you use it, you practice it for long periods of time until you're so good at it you don't even realize that you were bad anymore and that driving is easy af.

Tell yourself again. Tell yourself again as soon as you have that thought of, "Oh, I'm only doing this for my parents etc. and not because of LOVE and knowledge" challenge that with the next thought of "now I am, I didn't in the past but I am now and from now on."

leos ultimate desired achievement

I think this would be a foundational video to ground Leo's teaching style, when I hear about the demonizations of Leo here on his channel and forum I just realize that they don't ultimately understand where Leo is coming from. He kinda covers it in videos but there isn't a direct video that we could link all the noobs to in order to help them understand.

Yeah it is a blessing but also I'm talking about vividly remembering peak experiences very vividly that are deep and profound and really something to remember, life changing you know? I get what your sayin', I just dont want to forget the most important things but I realize you just gotta make conscious effort to remember those things. I'm starting to realize this, I realize that I just don't want to miss an ultimately temporary peak experience, I want full conscious awareness of it so I can remember it vividly and feel good about it, help it inspire me etc. thanks for all your answers

Yeah but I'm talking about the things that you forget. Is it possible to never forget anything? and see every waking moment as though you never went to sleep. Like, a dream at night that you don't remember or is very vague, I'm talking about that always being clear instead of vague or foggy or clueless.

I have a good question for you guys to answer that would really help me out. Is it possible for you to remember everything vividly? is that what full consciousness is?

Insecure people by definition are not secure in themselves. to achieve any real success you need integrity and a level of groundedness. Insecure people have baggage that needs to be let go in order to create real serious, focused success.