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Nope, never.

0-1 is a great scale, awesome

How much do you take?

What do these devices measure? Why would one use it?

You don't know me!

Could probably sell it for about 200.

Bro, what did you do to your dick? I want to see what these sessions looked like (no homo)

I don't really understand why people would listen to some random person on the internet. Why should I give her value?

Next milestone: A Mexican

You bought the ticket. This is that ride.

God IS full of shit. And also. God ISN'T full of shit.

This. A real alfa just doesn't care if he is or isn't.

Well I want to be succesfull, I'm working on that at the moment. I'd like to produce music. This one is already trickier, because it will also take a lot of time to be good at it. I'd like to learn to play a piano. Not professionally, just the basics, so I can make melodies and understand theory and play by hand whatever comes up in my mind. This also takes a lot of practice. And then there's just other activities. Once I start making money, I will go back into producing. I will see how much time I will have left for other stuff in my life, just the casual things. Travelling and such.

Based from the first track I listened to, I guess you like Psystep. Just go down through this playlist. But to be fair, I didn't now a person could study to this. I can only listen to to jam to it.

So, how do you achieve this?

Broooo, me too. There's so many things that it's not possible for me in this life. about the public speaking. Have you heard of Toastmasters? I'm sure they have it where you live. I attended it a few times to get over my fear of speaking and it was great. Then corona came and everything went to a stop. But it's great practice. EDIT: I see it has already been mentioned.

Wow.

Damn. It was the opposite for me. I never smoked cigarettes and then at 35 I bought a vape because I LOOOOOOVED the feeling of it when I tried someone else's (I did smoke joints). I loved that thick vapor coming out of my mouth, I just had to have my own one. Then I started adding nicotine because I wanted that nicotine rush, and soon after that I started smoking cigarettes . Well actually, I smoked tobacco more, because it was cheaper and I had way more tobacco that lasted me longer than cigarettes for the same price. And the high was totally different than cigarettes. Also you can find some pure tobacco that doesn't have all the additives as cigarettes. Frankly, I don't know why anyone would smoke cigaterres. Everything in tobacco is way better. Except that you have to roll it. But that is a ritual in itself and I liked it. This all lasted for about 2 years and then I quit. I didn't want to be a smoker now at this point in my life. And also I am highly addictive person. I'd smoke all the time. When the cigarette was coming to an end, I was already thinking I want another one. I don't know how people do it. I still miss it though. I just like to inhale and exhale smoke. Too bad it chains you to itself that you constantlu think about it and that it gives you bad breath.

I want it all. Whatever I wish for, I want to e able to manifest. Right now I have to work a lot to get to that point. I want to start enjoying life on my terms. But if I have to really say just one thing, which is very hard, then I would say women. A lot of different, hot, women. But this is just one of the things. But I do think about this the most. Or I should say I'm split 50:50 between this and something else.

I'm betting he's going to go for that one 'No'.

Manifestation. Now you have to tell us. If you don't want to do it publicly, you can send me a DM. That way only 1 person will look down on you.

(N,N DMT, not 5-MeO) I can remember only one time, as a complete beginner, I came into an oval shaped room and some humanoid like beings were trying to teach me something with their hands. That was just a really interesting trip. I was "somewhere". Then after that I've had a lot of mild trips. Just the visuals. But the ones that were really strong always show me complete horror. I reasoned to myself that I always took just one hit too litle (2 instead of 3, as everyone keeps instructing) and I came into some waiting room and if I made a breakthrouth it would pass and I would come to complete bliss. Because of this sheer terror I could never get myself to smoke it more than once or twice a year. And each time it was the same. Showing me hell. So I still have some old stash at for some years now, that I haven't really gotten to yet, and a few days back I decided to do it again, after 2 years. I wasn't scared, because I said I'm gonna go easy. I was actually excited for the first time. No jitters. To smoke a little, just to get those visuals. And I liked it, I wasn't scared of it anymore, so I smoked it for the last 3 days in the evenings. Every time putting a little bit more inside. I loved it, I actually just wanted to smoke it again and again, it was that good. So, yestarday I smoked some again and said I need more. Still in a daze I went to the table and put in twice as much as the last dose. It was a pretty neat I lighted it up, took it all in one long inhale. Waited 10 seconds, exhaled, and immediatelly knew this was it. That feeling when the trip just dawns on you. I laid back and it was strong as hell. Immediately I knew I took too much. But I didn't break through to some blissful dimension. I saw a women standing over me, not actually seeing her but feeling her and her voice, as she said "You've overdone it". Like a paramedic telling me this while we are driving in the ambulance. A similar thing happened some years before. In that trip I was also lying somewhere on the ground and some woman yelling at me "Look what you did!". It felt like I have brokend a large window of her street side shop and was lying in the glass in blood, just looking at her and not able to pick myself up. Like I was a drunktard who had a really really bad accident. So now I'm left wondering about yesterday. Was this again just some space before that bliss? Or did I just jump over to some terror space again? All the while I knew I exist, and that "I am", perhaps I didn't know that I am the same person who I am here in this reality. Or perhaps I did. But no loss of ego I think. No complete loss of identity. It was just me - or should I say some person who did something bad, somewhere - with a woman looking over me and telling me I've overdone it. All this time I kept feeling shame for doing something bad and I was just powerless to the people yelling at me. So. Should I put more in next time? I don't get it. Do I need first to get through some deep trauma in me, before it lets me visit the blissfulness? What? I do have a lot of problem with shame and I haven't yet been able to resolve it in my life. Could it be that it is that's why it's taking me there? Is it a problem of just letting go somehow? I just can't imagine taking a strong dose and actually getting to a nice place. Any insights?

Do eet.

That's a good take I guess. I just saw DMT as the ultimate of experiences and wanted what others achieved. Malt? I can't keep up with these new varieties anymore. I kind of stopped keeping up a few years back. I'll smoke the rest of my DMT, but in lower doses. Otherwise I'll stick to LSD.

There wasn't a chance. There was too much going on. I could just observe and try to take in what is happening. Now that I think of it, there perhaps wasn't even a 'Me', it just was 'everything' at once.