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What makes your heart light up? What are the things that tickle you deep inside? Is there anything like that? If yes, then try to go from here. Perhaps you don't know what you want for yourself but you like helping others. Or working with animals. Or children. I don't know, stuff like that.

Wow, the craving part is very interesting. Thanks.

Thanks. This was the push I needed. I had to eliminate a lot of foods, since I started this journey. It's exhausting finding alternatives.

I eat rice everyday for lunch and potatoes for dinner. I've heard about rice not beeing good. But I don't know what to supplement it with. I need calories. I did Anthony's 3 month diet that was in Thyroid health book (I have hypothiroidism) for a year. I didn't really see any improvements in my physical wellbeing, but it's logical they are on a body level, one that I can't feel consciously, just because of everything unhealthy I've cut out of my life. I might try the 3-6-9 cleanse. I don't know. But the main thing is rice, I still haven't given it much thought. Why are you reasons for quitting it?

It's not sustainable even with supplementation. That's what Lierre Keith, in the interview I posted earlier, is saying. She has been vegan for 20 years. She did everything by the books. Tracked what she put in her body and supplemented correctly so nothing would be missing. She was obsessed with it. In the end it still ruined her womb and was unable to have children anyore and a lot of other health issues aswell. She had to go back to eating meat. And she says how this is natural and it's the circle of life. We need meat to survive. A lot of vegans now have been vegan for a few years I would say, but I'm willing to bet every single one will have health issues down the road when everything comes back to them. The body is just able to endure it for a long time.

I disagree with this last statement. Animals are far better option for land than growing crops. We are destroying the land, while the animals make it stronger. But since I can't explain it that well, here's a video about a 20 year long vegan, who had to go back to meat, because the vegan diet nearly destroyed her body. The story is about going back to meat, but she also explains my point about the land very nicely. I urge you guys to watch it and tell me what you think: https://www.sacredcow.info/lierre-keith?fbclid=IwAR2Q3XCB7obwMBA7CMI2SkiLcoAWjSUI8M1dT_iBWA4iGSgZBnv18Q8NjtQ

If you are a vegan, I urge you to look at this interview: https://www.sacredcow.info/lierre-keith?fbclid=IwAR2Q3XCB7obwMBA7CMI2SkiLcoAWjSUI8M1dT_iBWA4iGSgZBnv18Q8NjtQ Lierre Keith has been a vegan for 20 years. She did everything correctly, tracked her macroes, supplemented, she did the works. She still got major health issues, can't have babies anymore among other things, and it really took its toll on her body. It's a very insightfull video.

4 windows? Damn. I can only afford single ones.

So what was your process like? How long between masturbation sessions?

If you want to achieve endless orgasms one after another for hours, without ejaculating, try massaging your prostate. But it's a very hard thing to achieve. Although, you might be one of the guys that gets it quick. Look up Super-O. This is the Holy Grail of men's orgasms. I've read stories of guys having enlightenment experiences from these types of orgasms. Like having DMT-like experiences, or witnessing white light or eternal bliss, amazing stuff like that. It really sounds surreal. I've been trying for 5 years now and can only get an ejaculatory orgasm (still very very great, compared to a regular orgasm). But it's a mind reprogramming thing, which I haven't figured it out yet. Wonder if I ever will. There's a subreddit named ProstatePlay, you can check it out. Edit: Just read again the thing about your addiction to fapping. Yeah, I've read stories where guys would become addicted to this too. Why go out if you can have orgasms for 4 hours straight, one after another, each one building on top of the previous one. Fuck. I still want to do it though.

Isn't not masturbating actually bad for your health?

1. Was all of this information you alredy knew before (ie. "I am the only thing in the whole existence, I'm just interacting with myself..."), just spun in a different way this time, a way that made it click? Or was this something completely new and just the sheer shock of new information made it for you? 2. Could you still get angry at a person bashing you, berating you with words or is that now impossible?

How is your everyday life now going to change? How will you spend your time? What about jobs? What about women and sex? What about socializing with other people? Can you even socialize with anyone now?

Have your goals in life now changed in any way?

Anthony William talks about curing SIBO. This is the only thing I have on this topic. Hope it helps in some way. https://www.medicalmedium.com/blog/healing-sibo

I think you can get cancer if you don't masturbate

Do you still have fear for everyday situations or are you now fearless?

I went for a walk and was contemplating what you said. I will need practice.

What I've learned from Neville Goddard is you have to think "I have this house." and truly believe this. You attract what you give out. The world is only a mirror. So ,the word "want" just resonates with more wanting - not having. Wanting is always just a little bit out of your reach and having is, well, having it. The universe doesn't give you more of what you want, it gives you more of what you are. Also, Neville teaches the best way to manifest something is doing it as you fall asleep (Or I guess if you do it while in that special state in meditation). Listen to Elmer explain how Neville has taught him to manifest. In this exercise he explains the Ladder experiment. But just search for Neville Goddard on Youtube. There's a lot of lectures from him. Or you could check the channel Nevillution, which has a lot of stories from people manifesting, using this technique, to give you a moral boost. Joe Dispenza also teaches manifesting from the alpha state. He has a guided meditation from the book Breaking the habit of being youself. And right now you are trying to work on this from the ego state. Try the ladder experiment. And always, always, ALWAYS! - be careful how you work on this. You already have to have it in your mind and NOT want it - this is the major major key to manifesting. You get more of who you already are. You only get more of what you vibrate out.

I see myself as being in somekind of a sitcom. Of course people around me aren't laughing, but some higher 3rd observer would find my stumbling through life hillarious I mean, I still judge myself too much, but there's also this other part of me that just sees everything as a big joke.

I hope one day to reach the Super-O

KY Jelly

Yeah. Perhaps not to the tip of the breaking point, where you might go overboard, but just somewhere in that general area. And I usually do it 1x a week so those sessions are 10x better than if I did it regularly.