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Your frustration with your selfishness is paradoxically the selfish thing. Isnt it selfish to want more selflessness? Next step is to meta cognisize why you are being selfish in this way. Because thats still ego, the selfish thing thinking this.

@NewKidOnTheBlock you can disagree but you are just wrong from my direct experience. Fearing death is the most intelligent think you can do and has a very specific purpose. Its highly intelligent to fear your own death. It will turn you into the universe as you are looking for a way out. Anything you look for long enough in the universe you find. Even a way out of death. You are absolutely wrong about everything in that post. Deviating from a normie is retarded? How do you get that? Deviation from the norm intelligence can either mean less or more but it has to mean more as much as it has to mean less. The human being is born with human conciousness but is capable of reaching universal conciousness to just sit there like an animal is completely squandering your opportunity of being a human. Just because you don't want to scare yourself or are too scared to think about it.

By thinking about this you expand your conciousness. Its a big part and why I awakened to myself as outside the universe. To fear total annihilation of the self and expand it out to infinity is the key. The way you are talking is Akin to a 12 year old being scared of dying and then saying yea its a long time away tho so it dosent matter. Thats not the point. You are brushing it off the same way as normies brush off death until existential crisis happens at 50 as a warning that time is running out to think about this. Then they buy a motorcycle instead out of fear of thinking about this. Then they hit 70 and have another existential crisis and turn to God as a cop out instead of focusing on this. While fearing death i thought of everything. Well if I reincarnate I can keep going, yea but what about after that? What about after that? Then after that? I would have panic attacks non stop thinking about this stuff. To ignore the fact that annihilation is around every corner and push it off as its a long ways away is wasting your intelligence. Being 80 to a 12 year old is an incomprehensible amount of time but the intelligent ones will take it very seriously that annihilation is coming! You should treat it as if its happening right now. Thinking about this and taking it seriously isn't a waste a time. Its the most intelligent thing you can be doing with your mind and imagination. A plate can't do this. An animal can't do this. Only a human can do this. And only you can do it. If you pay attention to the orgin stories of every guru it all started with an intense unrelenting fear of annihilation that they could not brush off as, it'll happen, but its so far away. You are only here a short period of time take it seriously focus on the unknown.

@MellowmarshThey say your soul IS literally knowledge and wisdom. Can you know yourself? No because of the self reflection paradox. You cant know intelligence because its what you are. The ego is there for self doubt but your soul is infinitely intelligent and its doing something intelligently, without the self doubt the intelligence cannot see itself. The ego is there for intelligence to see itself and say WOW look at me go! When the intelligence sees itself going its literally the funniest thing in existence. When the ego quickly dissipates the infinite intelligence can see itself for a split second. The ego allows for this knowledge and wisdom to see itself. Ego allows for self reference. It allows the word to self reflect on itself. Or nothing to self reflect. The word itself alone goes wow I just saw my meaning against itself, I broke the self reflection paradox. Like 2 words put together, and the first word thinks its the second word for a long time, then the second word goes away,and the first word goes, omg im leaving, then the second word leaves, and the 1st word goes holy shit I just saw myself. I just self referenced myself.

@Ramasta9 it was already all inclusiveness before you went hunting for something else.

@Ramasta9Awakening has nothing to do with the government. Follow Jesus, love your tax man. This stuff is a trap.

Whisper 'my sweet darling princess' in her ear. Maybe lick the lobe.

@ValachHe dosent know shit, hes making shit up. He could find a very hot woman and have tonnes of sex and fall in love and his worldview would change instantly. Hes making shit up about stuff that can or cant happen when he dosent have too. And cucking himself in the mean time based on made up stories hes created in his mind. He could have sex once and get AIDS.

@Valach if you read my 1st post I said hes ethically cucking himself and you went against it. I said he's thinking too much and dosent know what he wants or what will happen. Stop making these bs plans and go with the flow. You aren't explaining anything you are ignoring what I said to make a bs point. You dont need to state your desires to be ethical. Your desires are your own and have nothing to do with other people. You dont need to make a 15 year projection of your sex life you can just go out and do it without thinking about what will happen.

@Valach Do you have to openly state your desires every time you have one? Wanting to have sex is not manipulation. Going out to dinner for free food is. If you forced the woman to do it because you payed for food it is but if you dont and just go with the flow its not.

@Valach I dont believe that statement at all. It dosent even make sense to me. Its contradictory.

My opinion is you are thinking too much and fking yourself. You have no idea what the woman is thinking and you have no idea what you want. Now you have thought yourself into a moral corner for no reason and are self cucking. Cause now you HAVE to do it to stay morally good. Imagine if you didnt think about all this BS and just went with the flow. You could just wait and not think about it then have sex and after if she was like I want to be serious, you could just say your not into it. But since you are spam thinking now you cant. The true self cuck. Stop thinking. Just say I dont know. Let the woman think about it and free yourself from this madness. This is brain washing! Being a conscious player is a hypocritical term. You cant play a seducer then tell the woman you are playing the seducer character. Thats not playing the character, thats pretend playing the character. Its like being a zombie at a horroshow and scaring someone and then taking off the mask and whispering hey Im not really a zombie. Way to ruin the fun. The woman like to play characters and they like to think about the characters. They want to get heartbroken, they want to get burned, they want to not be bored. Anything but being bored, you bore them with these tactics. They want the drama.

@BasmanI never played it, I saw people play it and it looked super boring. The game didnt feel like it was well thought out, or half assed. It seemed ultra simple and dumb. Every aspect could be made in a day with a team. They have different things like make your base only making your base was pressing a button. They had farming but farming was in a designated location and you just pressed a button. Then you fought over a sword and if you got the sword you almost instantly won the game. It looked like it was 1 D chess. Very straightforward, every game is the same. Every part seemed really bad and then as a whole it was bad. Characters seem generic and unremarkable. They just added in horses so they could make their map bigger. The high octane was ruined by the designated farming areas as it brought you out of high octane. 3v3 is not high octaine. The guns were all generic pistol assault rifle, shotgun. Nothing to expand them into. (not sure what weapons it had) It had no chance of longterm play as you need variety to make different scenarios happen for long term. Like you could play League of Legends 10 000 games and still see something new every game. This game you have seen every possibility in 50 games its so simple. High Guard was like do this, then do this, then do this in that specific order (You cant vary from the order of doing things) and thats it. With 5 weapon possibilities. To make a game good you need a variety of things to do, or just do one specific thing good. Compared to league you have dragon, take tower, take baron, teamfight, farm, harrass, rotate, ect, ect.(You can do these at any point in any order) It has 1000s of abilities and hundreds of weapons. Near infinite combinations of team compositions with different combos of abilities. If High guard was just a shooter it would have done way better but they tried to make something that did everything and it turned out a steaming pile of Dogshit cause it does none of them well.

It seems they just super slacked off or had 0 direction. I wouldnt call the game 'high octane'. Everything about the game was low - mid tier.

I have said this before, but I forgot about it and thought about it couple of days ago again. There is a easy way to see your subtle body. To do this technique, scream really really loudly in your head. Disregard the scream and pay attention to the little wiggly finger inside the mind thats screaming. This thing is your subtle body. This thing is beyond reality. Beyond the physical body and beyond physical reality. And its immortal. If you can keep this still is meditation. Just looking at it and keeping it still all day. You can notice you can use this thing to do anything, it can be a conductor, it can feel love, it can feel fear. Play around with this thing, make it a really big circle. Bigger than the physical reality. Notice when you do this you feel something different.You might feel fear when you do this. If you can focus on this thing all day you will be in meditation and life wont be as triggering. You can say what you want to say and things will happen you might not like, but if you keep your focus on this thing, and keep it still life will be breezy. Focusing on this thing will help you ignore thoughts as you have a grounding to ignore the thoughts.

@Ramasta9Dont you understand that this clone theory is being pushed by big coporations? You are falling for it. You are being disconnected from reality. You are following a narrative created by bots on social media created by big corporations. Its been showing up in my big corporation facebook feed all week non stop. These arent humans creating this narrative.

@Ramasta9 Can't rebute or respond against made up shit that requires no evidence. Going from botox to a clone is insanity jumps in logic and will harm your mind. Once you let these jumps slide you will let other jumps slide and all of sudden you are fucked and can't be helped. Then suddenly one day you are making up that someone is an one of these evil doers cause you have an infallible sense of energy recognition and you stab them for no reason and go to prison. Good luck this is where these inane thought processes lead you too. It dosent matter if I purge if I or you stop following logic we will go insane. Logic is there to contain your sanity. Making massive jumps in logic will fuck you long term. It might seem like its okay to do here and there but its not. You must remain logically consistent. No logic, and being scared like you are is a recipe for disaster. If you have no fear it might be okay but you are a scared baby. You are scared of corn chips with cheese seasoning. One day someone will offer you a dorito and you will make up they are a clone alien trying to poison you. You will make this up via your energy sensing abilities ( its just you doing it, your own energy not theirs, you are sensing YOUR OWN energy) and you will attack them. When its actually you that has the evil alien energy sucker attached to you and you are projecting! We can only project! There is an evil energy alien sucking on your brain right now! The only way to stop it is to eat a bag of doritos. Bold bar b q.

@Ramasta9 How can you say you know anything about jim Carrey character? We don't know these people. We don't know anything about who they are, they are actors, professional liars. I don't think you can clone a human, the clone would have an existential crisis too. The special thing about a human is that it will give up. Nothing else in the universe will give up. If you cloned a human the clone will still have a self and think about it via existential thoughts. I am with you that it does not look like or sound like anything he did before but I cannot say its a clone. A clone is the furthest stretch of what could be happening. And you are saying you are 90 percent sure its a clone when there are other things to co sider plausible on the way to it being a clone. Maybe all those fresh vegetables and fruits are clouding your logic. You are saying you are 10 percent sure its botox or nose job and acting and 90 percent sure its a fking clone. With 0 evidence cloning humans is a thing and 100 percent evidence of botox and face lifts and nose jobs and acting being a thing. Maybe he got stung by some bees. If you cloned a human the clone would still be able to think WTF is happening to me?! I refuse to move and I give up on life. I have a bigger conspiracy that the shadow people need clones to be real so they throw out this message and make it big in the mind of the collective conciousness for clones to be real. Whatever God focuses on can be real. So if you go down the road of clones they will become real and you will enter the reality of clones with the people that created the idea in God's mind. They do this everything in media. These are manifestation techniques of shadow people.

https://www.reddit.com/r/funny/comments/1re5198/kids_are_easy_to_please/ One dances while the other eternally still.

@Leo GuraYea, I also think these narratives are pushed to enter the mind of the collective consciousness. The people doing it know they cannot lie so they put it off as jokes or characters. Jim carrey could be a plant to reveal lies who knows. Like when Elon musk tweets that asmongold is not his own man, to admit that Asmongold is view botted by Elon Musk. Comes off as an attack but its revealing a hidden truth that hes view botted by fake conservatives via Elon Musk. They know the truth will come out via God. so they let it out in a conspicuous way. Jim Carrey could be the same thing who knows. Whenever people start talking about shit alot randomly I have an inkling its put there by someone with a narrative. Its also strange how alot of Jim Carreys movies follow this narrative, The Mask, Truman show, ect. Then he suddenly is he one taking the mask off? BS.

Why get botox after you say im done playing a character? Its like a yogi getting Botox. Unless a medical event happened. But his nose looks like the nostrils are smaller and the tip is pointier. Looks more than botox to me you would need nose surgery. Dosent seem like something an awakened person would do.

You cant have a theory of everything because it will always be missing God.

Id say learn to live without then only buy a little bit not bulk.

Its part of the dream. The dream will say everything you are doing it wrong or bad or toxic. Everything is the same thing the dream gaslight you into stuff to keep you worried and participating. Get interested or start doing something you have never done. And watch how suddenly that thing becomes bad and toxic.

@AIONWell, I think if you argue or take to to mean I get everything then it could be problematic. But to simply say it then I dont think its wrong. But if you are like Im God and I am going to take you guys out when I am gone like Leo said before it could be problematic. Thats like him saying Im going to take out my left toenail for no reason. I dont think the left toenail saying I am God is problamatic unless the left toenail starts to take from the other toenails cause it feels its better or more special than the other toenails because it found out its God. If the left toenail wants to take more from the other toenails as its nature then maybe thats fine but if it does it because it found out its part of God and therefore God then could be wrong. I think for the character to say 'Its only me' is foolish. The blackness behind you is the only one but it cant say that. And its extremely limiting.