Hojo

This is how you talk to a woman. Ignore everything except the last sentence, ask a question about the last sentence. Then challenge her, every 3rd or 4th question. It will break the barrier that you are agreeing with her on everything and it will make her nervous system change. If you talk to a woman and her nervous system dosent do anything they will get bored. You can use anything to disturb the nervous system, a joke, disgust, empathy, challenging ego, sexual theme. Then when you are walking trip and fall and laugh about it. Woman are in touch with thier bodies when their nervous system is stimulated they take it seriously. You can even stimulate your own nervous system and they will feel it. When I say ignore I dont mean zone out, listen but know its like a DBZ filler episode. You pay attention, you know what happened, but it has no reason to be thought about. Unless you want to bring it up as a joke or to show you were paying attention. You were but its in one ear out the other and dosent exist after its said. They will talk to themselves if they are interested in talking. Dont suggest activity sexually, if the woman wants to you will know. They will tell you by not leaving or not telling you to leave. If the girl wants to sleep with you on the first date they will hover you. On times I can remeber hooking up randomly, I knew and the only things I needed to say was after a date the girl ask me 'what do you want to do now?' And I remeber at a club I just told the woman - ' Your friends suck, come with me' I have never had success doing pick up, I havent tried. I only do it when I know. And you can have a higher chance by stimulating the nervous system. If you do it you will have a higher chance.

@enryuOr the 'my chair wouldnt want to get scratched by my cat'

I can see leo wants to say things but is stopping himself when he should just go all out on what he wants to say. If you want to say something and say no, I can't say that, you will get flustered in thought and lose flow. Because you are arguing with God on what should and should not be said. It takes alot of bravery to say what your brain wants to say without getting flustered. And thats what awakening is all about. At least in the 1st video I kinda see that. Not sure if its true. I watched the 2nd video and he popped off so that was better. But it seemed to instantly turn them off, but who cares.

I had a dream that contained a shaggy dog story and it reminded me of the cosmic joke. Shaggy dog story - a long, rambling story or joke, typically one that is amusing only because it is absurdly inconsequential or pointless also : of, relating to, or being a similar humorous story whose humor lies in the pointlessness or irrelevance of the plot or punch line In the dream I am in class and we are doing cartoons. The teacher gives us an assignment where we pick flowers in a jar that make a tea and we are supposed to make a 15 minute cartoon on how to the tea is or tastes. Everyone picks their jar and the teacher says there's 1 left and I gotta drink that one and it's the worst one. I'll say camomile tea only because I cannot remeber what it was and wasn't told. So I get my stuff together and the dream fast forwards to the end of the assignment where we are presenting. I completely forget everything about the project and I am looking at the final product and as I'm looking through the comic for the cartoon I'm like I didnt write this, this is trash. I see words here that I would never use it seems like my teacher wrote this for me. The teacher said she helped me and I'm like good grief I hate it. Then the cartoon for the project goes onto the projector and it starts off with a cop or sherif or captain and he's driving down a road. He's making turns and comes to a Cresent and stops in front of a house. A criminal runs inside and he opens fire on the house and kills the criminal. The police force comes and they give him a badge and ask if they should clean it up the scene now and he says not now to wait a few days to calm down. He gets his car and is escorted home. When he gets home his wife and child are being annoying. His wife is bitching at him and he's watching TV. His child is crying non stop and the scene turns very sad like he just wants some peace but he is surrounded by insane people. He quietly drinking alcohol by himself to drown out their annoyances. A day goes by his friend comes over and they talk about some things and go shopping or something and another day goes by and they decide to go back to the house the criminal was killed to clean it up. They get inside and the criminal is shot up and there are flies and its stinky. They put gloves on and they get closer and almost puke. The cop sees liquid on the floor that looks like a mixture of brains and anal leakage. He sticks his finger in it and bring it to his tongue to taste it. His partner says whats it taste like captain? And the cop says camomile tea. I burst out laughing in the dream. When I woke up I was reminded of the cosmic joke and the style of comedy that is the cosmic joke, and wanted to share the comedy of God. How your entire life seems like a drama until you get to the punchline and remeber that it was just a shaggy dog joke.

I thought it was a massive wiener.

@AtmanIsBrahman you can listen to anything. Things that are not people. Or even silence.

I think its dogshit. Best thing it did was turn old video game music into math rock and the songs still sound weird. Its just a search engine with way more reading then I like to do.

@Someone hereBecause you are labelling it as bad when its actually intelligent. These spiritual bullshit people convince you that being spiritual is not slamming your fist on the dashboard and yelling at a driver. You can do it just realize its a joke and you are acting.

Its hard but you have to realize that your soul is the most intelligent thing in existence. If you are frustrated you are frustrated on purpose. If you think you are fucking up you literally cannot fuck up. You fucking up is part of the plan your hyper intelligent soul is doing. Your soul is being pulled in both directions intelligently. To come to terms that everything you do is hyper intelligent, even the things you deem 'bad' or not good or good is when you transend. Like your soul is so smart it can't fuck up.

@LordFall Its not like writing a book or making a comic. You do those and they are done and you are fulfilled. There are many things in life you do over and over that never fulfill you. Including eating, eating will never fill you, drugs will never fill you, relationships will never fill you, sex will never fill you. These are the hungry ghost things. If you can do it once and be done it can fulfill you if you have to do it repeatedly its not doing it. So even a sexual fetish can be fulfilling but not if you have to repeat it over and over. And if you do the sexual act and never do it again but still want it, it wasn't fulfilling.

@LordFall I'm saying your hopes and fullfill do not come made up fetishes that you have made up that will fulfill you. And a relationship with a woman isn't about attaining these made up fulfillments. Thats ego and ego is forever hungry. I haven't thought about it deeply i have lived it. This is lived experience. I can never convince you you have to do it yourself cause you want it so badly. You are literally pointing out in your statement how its not fulfilling while saying it is. You do it once to fulfill yourself, there your hopes and dreams are done. But no you are also saying you want to do it again. So your hopes and dreams are not fulfilled. How many times are you going to want to do it to fulfill your hopes and dreams? Literally infinite times! Wether its today tommorow next Tuesday next month or next year you will want to do it again. Therefore your hopes and dreams were never fulfilled and any sexual interaction with fetishes or vanilla sex will never fulfill you.

@LordFall fulfillment isn't a thing that is for right now. Thats not what the word means. Yes I have lived through it. Nothing, no relationship, no sexual fetish will fullfill you. You are infinite you cannot be full. Its just a made up bs game. I have had sex thousands of times, I have had many sdxual partners i have done kinky things. None of it is fulfilling you still want more. If you want more you are not fullfilled you are just misusing the word to appease to ego. Even if you have a partner the partner will not fulfill you. Do you want them the next day? The next? Are they gone now are you still fullfilled? No then you never were you were just making shit up. You can have sex 10 thousand times in anyway and you wont be fullfilled. Because its not about the sex at all. Its about being infinite and trying to fill that with something that cannot be filled. You cant be full and you cant be filled until you are in God conciousness and then there's nothing to want cause you are full. That word is bullshit when talking about earthly things and desires. If you have anal with a woman with a sexy booty. Do you want it again? That's not fulfillment. Thats egoic games that don't end.

@LordFallNo my view on it is what I first commented on that your in a relationship with someone to fullfill your sexual fetishes. It will happen its already happening. Im not demonizing sexuality I am demonizing you saying my partner is there to be my cumslut. 'A relationship is meant to fulfill you otherwise why be in one? Forced breeding? ' This statement You cannot be fullfilled. This leads to domination. First its im not fullfilled until I fuck a pussy, then its im not fullfilled till I fuck an ass, then its im not fullfilled until I face fuck a woman, then its im not fullfilled till I spit on her face. ect ect ect. Handcuffs or whatever. You might not like some you might really like some. But to think it will ever fulfill you is a trap. Nothing in this life will give you happiness to fulfill you.

@LordFall the craving is always ego. Your dick dosent know which hole its in. All it knows its back and forth and cum. Your hand dosent know if its slapping an ass or a face. Your body dosent know whats happening your ego is orchestrating it and getting perverted. Gods not a pervert your ego is. The ego is Satan. Your dick dosent get sick of vanilla sex your ego does cause it always wants more and more.

@LordFall the post is about not liking regular sex. Thats cause he had alot of regular sex and it got boring and wants to do something else. That will happen with the next type of sex. And the next type and the next type.

Death will be like logic walking into the deep end of a pool. When we use our logic, every conclusion we make is like stepping into a pool and landing in the shallow end. Head above water and safe. Death is like logic takes a step into the pool and there is no ground for the logic to land. In the deep end of the pool your logic tries to touch the ground and drowns in the process. This can cause a rookie to freak. The master will quietly calm himself and drown the logic peacefully, as he knows he is not his logic. To bring peace to your life imagine every thought that comes to you falling into the deep end of the pool and drowning. Remove the footing or grounding of all thought, let them walk into the pool and die. Grab a chair in your mind beside the deep end and watch them all drown. Ask who is watching the thoughts drown? And see that that is also logic asking it allow it to drown as well.

I'll guess his son.

@LordFall This seems like an argument to force someone into doing fetishes for you or why be in a relationship. As a man you will want to constantly push sex to the limits over the years. That means doing weirder and weirder things until you are committing devilry.

Sex isn't about getting yourself off. If you do it for gratification it will turn into fetish. It why they say a woman's vagina is for having kids not for cumming.

They also say its not solipsism. Another interesting thing he said which i said before. When you reach pure conciousness there is no question. That its God cause there is nothing else it can be.

@gettoefl Its gaslighting of a false God to keep you reincarnation. You will die and God will say dont you want to come back? They say yes and are like fuck I was tricked.

@Someone hereIt gave me an insight into how it works. A scenario will be uploaded 'IRL' and you either agree that you did it or you can say I didnt do it and you dont accept the upload. Like you can say I didnt live this day. Today has nothing to do with me. It was made up and shown to me and I can accept that it happened or say I had no part in it. If I accept I had a part in it I am being gaslit into beleiving that.

I had a strange dream where I was drinking alot and embarrassing myself. During the dream I had a thought that I wasnt drinking at all, these experiences were being uploaded to my consciousness and I was just sitting there reacting to them. People were attacking me and I said I didnt do that it was just an experience that happened and was brought to my attention. I was paying more attention to it and I saw the uploads happening, like a movie being played out that has already happened before it reaches my consciousness. My consciousness not part of the experience but the reactor and believer of what the movie was showing me. While engaged with the movie I was feeling like I was being an asshole, when I dissociated with the movie and was witnessing from consciousness I could see none of it was me, and me as consciousness, was being gaslit into believing the experiences where something I chose to do.

@gettoeflAlot of nde i see say they regret making the decision to come back.