Hojo

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  1. @Cred Self acceptance comes after seeing God. You dont even know what the self is to accept it until you've seen God. What are you accepting?
  2. @Cred If you dont go through the negative emotions you won't awaken. Its not about cutting people out or judging people its about emptying your cup of all qualia. If you cut the people out you will never awaken you need to feel bad imo. And furry fanatic writers are fkin losers. Its important to have a job and work.
  3. @Cred The voice in your head is a fiction and wouldn't exist without being bullied by neurotypicals. You actually want to get depressed and suicidal. These are human qualia you need to burn through. You just don't want to do anything about it you want to feel them.
  4. @Cred You are saying neurodivergent see people as less valuable and are Coping that they are God. I am completely disagreeing with that. What am I misunderstanding? I am also am disagreeing with your shadow work statement. When a neurodivergent gets bullied they give peices of themselves away. They do shadow work to get these peices of qualia back that they gave away to people that bullied them. I have a feeling you have never done shadow work, saw God or experienced anything that you are writing about. When a neurodivergent gets relentlessly bullied they lose qualia from life. Eventually they lose all good qualia from life and are left with the negative qualia. They burn through these negative qualia and reach the bottom of themselves which is God.
  5. @CredThis is what is happening in science based reality that people dont understand. God (objective reality) isnt being directly perceived. Light is being shown into the eyes and projected onto a screen in the brain. You are witnessing the screen in the brain not objective reality. What you see in reality is a projected hologram of actual reality. When you look at the sky your 'IRL' eyes are actually behind the sky. When you see a person your 'IRL' eyes are actually behind the person. When you read this your eyes are behind the monitor and behind the wall that you are reading this on. The ? can never be known to you. And whatever is being projected into the brain, (the qualities, the neurodivergent, the personalities) are being completely made up and judged the way you want. You are completely alone in your own mind.
  6. @Cred Thats fine, God is doing everything in reality. God is creating your life from the first person perspective, objective reality is a ?. The ? is God.
  7. This whole post is a massive contradiction. They have low self esteem but view themselves as God, the highest form. A neurodivergent is beaten and bullied into the ground by normies until they give up on life and when you do that you are rewarded by God, by God revealing itself to you. You think seeing God is a cope but you have no idea what you are talking about. Its real its a real physical and metaphysical event in the life of someone who has fully given up. Its not narcissist its the truth of reality. You are God too but you wont ever see it by judging people. A neurodivergent dosent judge people they get judged non stop by normies and then give up after 32 years and God shows them that they are God so they dont kill themselves. You dont know what a narcissist is and you dont know what God is but you are making claims about what they are. If you notice people who awaken, normally awaken around the same age, around their 30s. This isnt an accident its a design. Seeing God isnt a cope, its a reward by God for never judging anyone and being judged all your life. If you dont judge and 'carry your cross' (taking the weight of others judgements without fighting back, thinking you are the problem) you awaken.
  8. @CredWhy do neurodivergent people need coping mechanism? Because they are being bullied, relentlessly for being themselves.
  9. @CredIts not narcissist its finally sticking up for yourself. The neurotypical bully the neurodivergent their entire lives. Isnt it narcissist to tell a neurodivergent they are messed up in some way? Science is bullying an untypical brain structure. Science is the narcissist. There isnt a problem with a neurodivergent, its who they are the way God intended. 'All the self acceptance mediation shadow work call it what you want is not reaching the root of the problem, which is that people see you as less valuable.' This quote is narcissist. There isnt a problem. The problem is you seeing others that are different as a negative. Maybe you have the problem. God structures your brain. A neurotypical could never understand this.
  10. @CredIt is part of a neuro divergent community but what I am saying is neuro divergent isnt what they are saying it is. You dont need medical help with neuro divergent its a way the human mind can be programmed. Typically its involved with seeing truth more, in this sense neuro typical people are actually the mentally ill ones and they are bullying the neurodivergent people who see truth more by giving them labels and saying they need mental help. Like Donald Hoffmans game theory, the more 'evolved' you are the less of truth you see. Science is saying that neurotypical people are evolved to see truth less, as a neurotypical person is in the middle of the group, deemed 'normal'(Seeing reality normally). Its actually reversed the people who are neurodivergent are seeing MORE of reality than a neurotypical. That makes neurotypical the abnormality. Neurodivergent people havent been indoctrinated into the system as well. Its literally a farse and a lie and its backwards thinking. Why do you think a niche forum on the internet about God (the real God) is filled with 'neurodivergent' people? Because its actually neurotypical thats neurodivergent. If this is the case there is literally NOTHING wrong with a neurodivergent person there is something wrong with a neurotypical person and the neurotypical person needs to seek medical treatment as all neurotypical people are actually INSANE! We are all aware that we are 'neurodivergent'. We know that we cannot talk about these things with normal society. There are people on here that are scared to use their real image on this forum because if anyone saw them they would be deemed insane when its actually the other normies that are insane. This is a server about spiritually 'awakening', what the fuck is that? Thats not scientific or provable, this is stuff schizophrenics talk about. But alot of us has had it happen and cannot deny that we saw something from a purely subjective view. We saw the universe is a purely subjective view. This would crumble the worldview of a neurotypical person. We quote sadhguru who says come to my Ashram, he quotes his ashram as being a mental institution that you can get better in. He comes to america and is scared that he is going to be assasinated because this system we live in is being purposefully created to squash out neurodiversity (people who see truth more). They know what they are doing.
  11. Science based mind is neurodivergent. Its not even a real thing. Its a made up term scientists say to say, you dont follow our dogma of how a brain 'should' be wired. Brain can be wired in infinite ways designed by God. Look at nature, its chaos. Look at a school its ordered rule based and limited. Science says if you dont like school and deny your nature you are 'neurodivergent' our brains emerged from chaos. The term neurodivergent is made up BS.
  12. @BasmanIt being genetic has nothing to rebut against what I said. This person has motor skills and hes using them to punch himself in the face.
  13. @CredIm not sure if they could develop one, I think what you are talking about there is more ADHD. A baby in a chaotic environment cannot run so it has to develop a survival mechanism of looking away earlier on. I think this is where ADHD comes from. Like a baby has to start 'running' very early on it does this my shifting its attention. When the person with ADHD cant focus on something it dosent like comes from this. They dont feel safe focusing on something they dont like as a survival mechanism. So when they are laying there if mommy and daddy start screaming again it starts to look around to pretend its not there. Autistic just dont make up that they are a person. Basically not having an ego.
  14. @Cred No because psychology dosent understand the self. Even with this kid there are dualities. If he can feel that negative he can feel the opposite that good. There isn't a person in a severely autistic. Less of a person with a midly autistic. Its just staring and feeling and reacting. Autistic see truth more than normies. There's no hiding the energy cause there's no one to hide it. Psychologist dont understand that you can not have a sense of self if they did they would see they can not have a self and aren't even real. They will say this person has a disability when there's no person in that kid to have a disability. Its just a robot reacting to energy. There could be a soul in the body but the soul dosent have an identity on its own. Hes punching himself in the head cause his mother hates him and he can feel it. I'm only assuming here because I haven't had the first person experience of severely autistic but autistic is like I will do whatever the energy around me is telling me. If its telling me to hate myself I will if its telling me to love myself I will.
  15. @CredYes, I know. I can only assume here whats happening, autistic people are very sensitive people. So if we are 20 percent more sensitive this kid is 100 percent more sensitive. If you can walk into a house that someone was murdered in and feel weird this kid will walk into a house that someone was murdered in and feel like hes being murdered. 0 identity only feeling energy. That and the shitty food hes eating and chaotic dirty household and very angry mother this kids probably going haywire inside.
  16. @Basman The reason this kid is like this is because of his mother. Shes super angry person.
  17. @BasmanIts their parents energy. Autist people lack identity so they suck up the energy or their parents. If their parents give them love they are ok, if their parents are angry and hate them they get erratic. I have seen videos of autistic retarded kids with loving parents and they are chill. I have seen videos of autistic kids with parents that secretly lament them and they are angry. If you have a loving environment the autistic person is like a cat. Theres no person there its just like a being its totally fine doing nothing. Then there are households where the cats are very angry, any household with an angry cat, the owners did that do them.
  18. @JosheJust because society deems it as a diagnosis dosent mean that its a diagnosis. Its actually a super power. Cry to nullify identity, not to be sad. When people see God they cant help but cry, why? Because God is the ultimate identity killer. Whenever you change identity you must cry as crying is detaching neurons. Why do humans cry but other animals dont? Because they dont have identities. If you realize this you realize crying has nothing to do with you, its a process the brain is doing with its identity.
  19. @VioleGraceI am concious that men dont care whats behind the picture.
  20. If you decide to something you cant just so it once and give up.
  21. This is actually the problem with your daddy issues in relation to Leo. You mixing random drugs together and then blaming him for you doing it is very odd.
  22. @Human Mint if he did he wouldn't have to ask if its okay. This suggests he still wants to, so do it, thinking doing something you want to do will hinder your spiritual path will hinder it more than stopping without wanting too. Realizing you can do what you want and God won't judge you is way more powerful. Not doing it out if morality is spiritual ego which you are trying not to do. It can hinder in the sense that its like wearing steel toed boots compared to normal shoes. And if that's the case then stop eating all together then and go naked. If you dont want to and exit flow everytime you want to eat it its better just to keep eating it.
  23. @Human Mint You are trying to become one with reality. If you dont want to stop eating meat and try, everytime you dont do what you want you will fight in your mind with reality. You need to enter flow, not should I or should I not do this, then not wanting to do it when you do it,for the sake of being morally superior. You want to become one with your dream. If you had a dream and there was chicken in front of you you dont say im to morally good for this you just eat it. You can do other things like breathwork and meditation which will help more versus saying should I or should I not do this, even this is a mind game that needs to stop. Its not flow to do something you dont want to do its anti flow. Like if you want to stop masterbating when you still want to do it. You want to but force yourself not to. That's not flowstate at all thats decoherance and is more harmful than good. If you want to jerk and find yourself with your dick in your hand just do it. You can do practices to stop these situations from appearing in your conciousness but to think should I or should I not will just backfire. You go in flow and then add some practices and then you just won't do the things without even thinking about stopping them. And if you still want to do them then keep doing them.
  24. Not if you do it consciously. Conciously means doing and not thinking, paying attention to your feelings(body sensations) and emotions, you dont do it consciously when you say this is bad, or this is good. Karma is not eye for an eye.