Hojo

Like you said the universe trolls you like that sometimes. The interactions are not meant to last.

People who are comfortable and still in survival mode, Always looking for boogeymen.

@CredI actually entered this space in my own reality. It was like 0 dimensions and I was stuck there for months. I feel completely abandoned by everyone and God. Its like a realm you can go to. It felt like this in a void of nothing. When your entire identity is abandoned by everyone and you and God you go to a realm where its like that. I was abandoned by my family and I havea gf and I became clingy after like 7 years and then we break up and get back together like 15 - 20 times and I was totally mentally fucked. Then I drank a bunch of alcohol and found myself in the realm or maw or abyss. Its like you are in a void of nothing. Then wake up in the void of nothing and act like that bear then you tire yourself out after how ever long then you just black out as the void of nothing. Then you wake up and act like that bear again repeated over and over and over and over. Until you eventually do it less and less. Then you wake up in the void of nothing and dont react like that. Then waking in the void and blacking out in the void become the same state and you are just a void forever. Entering this space was a key part on seeing God for me. After I was totally a void of nothing for a long time, I took my hands off my eyes and I saw a stream of souls and they were all around me with their hands covering their eyes screaming. I was totally null at that point and I was looking around, there was a water wheel and the souls were going around a giant skeleton bull up onto a waterwheel. The skeleton bull picked me up and threw me up. I only assume the skeleton bull saw I was not screaming anymore and noticed and threw me up. I knew totally nothing and could have spawned into anything but I woke up in my own body the next day and was totally fine. The 1st time I ate shrooms there was a disembodied voice that reminded me of what had happened 8 years prior and told me I had died and it asked me how can you know that you were dead( or remember an experience of being dead)? And I realized I cannot die because I have a memory of being dead. Then the voice asked me what I was and I said I am God and I have a kundalini and became the universe.

Having a friend means wearing a mask. Means I choose you over someone else. You gotta pretend around friends.

This is him calling himself the devil. Hes not there but his mirror is projecting the devil.

@Crazy_ballIts a joke to say to a feminist...

The patriarchy’s been carrying your whole personality for a decade. Maybe tip it once in a while.

If you do have to rescue humanity you have to do it naked. Its a rule.

Yes bypassing fear of death cucks your spiritual growth. Saying jesus of allah saves me is just pushing the thought away. Be afraid, be very afraid. The fear of death is intelligence. You will awaken by being scared. There is a story of sadhguru where he said he found another awakened person and he said he got there because he was sick and the doctors kept telling him he was going to die that day over and over again. So he kept being really scared and having to confront death daily. If you can just do this to yourself without having any other interaction or bad things happening you are highly intelligent. If you can sit there and induce panic with no stimuli you are being intelligent. I was doing it without knowing about anything. I would just be sitting there watching a movie and my entire system would enter panic mode and I would say Im dying omg. When you panic and feel like you are dying God is entering you. Dying is God. When you feel an emotion you are releasing it. Not doing it is keeping the fear inside. They are essentially paying money to bottle up fear. Then they create the idea of hell for the people to bottle up even more fear.

@paradiseengineeringYour nervous system could be whacked out. I have chronic diarrehea my whole life. Then I sleept for 2 years and my nervous system calmed down and my feces turned solid. Didnt change my diet at all.

@Wilhelm44No its flat frontground and background wise. All you have is your own relatively. Every other relativety is made up. There no space between you and the monitor or the keyboard.

@Wilhelm44 your body is flat like a hologram. Theres no meat in your sack. 'I don't have any neurons right now'

The way I do it is keep asking questions and let them talk. Pay attention to what they are saying and keep relating things back to things they have said to make it sound like you were interested. Say alot of 'wow', and 'thats interesting'

I will write about stuff I dont want to start a topic ideas I get or remember. This one is about self conscious. I remember being like 3 or 4 years old, my dad used to do karaoke and one night he thought he would bring me on stage to sing with him. Only I remember being brought on stage and it was only me or it felt like it. And people were aweing at me and I remember it being way too much attention for me to handle. I remember feeling like me dissapeared and I was just a bunch of points of view of other people looking at me and I lost where I was as I didnt even know what was going on really. It scared me and I feel like I gained self consciousness too fast. I remember reading about native americans and they said that they would keep their babies in the dark for a week or two after they are born to adjust as when you are a baby its the craziest time. In our society we beat the baby the second it gets out of the vagina to traumatize it asap. If you have a baby keep it in the dark its like waking up from an eternal dream. And slap the doctor if it hits your baby.

@Wilhelm44 Illusion means not real, its not really there. The same way you can have an illusion that there are further and closer characters in a movie. Is there actually space between them in the movie? Or is it an illusion? It exactly means that.

@Wilhelm44Then why think about it at all? Why entertain it at all? You may as well not entertain any conspiracy because it dosent matter. This is a trick you are secretly allowing it into your subconsious and you will be ruled by it. You will think about it, you will watch instagram reels and videos about it and then you will become scared. The 'deeper' intelligence you are referring too is Russian propaganda. Gen X are deeply involved with Russian propaganda.

@Wilhelm44Its like a simulation. If you watched a movie on your television and there was a character in the forefront and an enemy far away, is there space between the character in the forefront and the character far away in the movie? The same thing is happening IRL.

@Wilhelm44Like VR game. Is skyrim VR 3d or is it flat? Is there 'space' in between objects when you are playing skyrim? No its flat.

@Wilhelm44 Everytime Ramaste eats a vegetable or fruit hes doing it so the alien satan elite cannot suck his energy force. Everytime he does it he is creating it in his field. Hes eating fruit and vegetable out of fear now. This is what conspiracy theories lead too. Now they are real. I dont beleive in conspiracies based on fear mongering. If I buy into it at all, I have to do it and then now I am feeding this narrative.

@Wilhelm44Reality is 2 dimensional like a screen. Therefore the Earth is flat. One of my favourite youtubers is Archaix, its literally a giant conspiracy theory. If you want to beleive in conspiracies beleive in personal conspiracies. If you beleive that the elities are sucking energy out of people you are admitting they are sucking your energy.

@Wilhelm44 Im literally a flat earther. Not up and down flat. Forward and backward flat. If I took your advice everytime I went into the shower into water I would be thinking about how its an alien government leech force taking my energy. Then I would go insane. And I would have to keep thinking about that until the evidence proves it as true.

@Wilhelm44Why are you holding any position then? Including that I should keep an open mind? You are arguing yourself into not saying or doing anything. How do you know I should keep an open mind and not deny everything? How do you know keeping an open mind is correct? How do you know having an open mind isnt close minded?

@Wilhelm44 Thats not in my direct experience. Im not just going to entertain clones because people made up random shit. I have a conspiracy that you are actually 3 elves wrapped in human skin. Entertain that and dont say its not true. I have a conspiracy that when you are sleeping a giant worm comes out of your closet and sucks the semen out of your dick, Entertain that as plausible. I have a conspiracy that your computer or phone is a sentitent robot thats leeching your lifeforce, entertain that as plausible. I have a conspiracy that water is actually a demon and when you shower you are feeding the demon that keeps you out of heaven, entertain that conspiracy. I have a conspiracy that apple and fruit and vegetables are actually alien life forces that are keeping you attached to hell, entertain that as plausible. I have a conspiracy that sunlight is actually demon leech government program, entertain that as plausible. You cannot say any of these are not true.

@Wilhelm44Saying a conspiracy is true without direct experience is just as close minded.

@Wilhelm44Why wouldnt I? If there is a conspiracy and 2 people have the same information and one says its true and the other says its not true. If it turns out to be true the one that said it was true wasnt right. They were both making shit up.