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@Spiritual Warfare You can see that you cant lose yourself. You are the permanent substance of reality. There is nothing to be scared of. You are scared of feeling something not dying. Feeling and thought are fiction let it ride, Its just part of the story. The fear comes from logic, your neurons are trying to connect because they want to make logical sense. There is no answer to death so they cannot connect unless you lie to yourself. Its then an endless contemplation of you trying to connect neurons to find the answer until you see there isn't one because its a fucking lie! When you cant connect the logic the ego goes oh shit this dosen't make sense Im going to freak out. Its the ego seeing that its not real and you put that emotion the ego thinks as death but its death of a fictional character not you. Dont be your emotions, watch them they come up feel them totally. The body is part of this story of reality you aren't. We are looking at reality like a peephole in a door as weird as that sounds.

@Spiritual Warfare It feels like your imagination comes to the forefront, and the voice you have goes away. Like your imagination falls out of your head onto the floor and becomes reality. Then you go what the fuck is that?! Not at the imagination but the thing looking at the imagination.

@Spiritual Warfare They turn it off like a machine.Like if I put coffee beans into water I get coffee you put mushroom in the body your mind turns off.

This is what I would describe as having a logical fear of death. One moment you are sitting there the next it feel like you are falling and start to panic because it feel like you are dying. When you see that that's all reality is, the feeling of dying becomes something that's just happening not real, a feeling, a perception of something. When you see the feeling is coming from you its not scary. The feeling is not coming from the body.

@Spiritual Warfare If you take time out of ordinary life and look at what you are it will solidify into an object. When you close your eyes it an out of focus object cause human are focused on the outside but the inside is an object and if you stare at it long enough it will become clear.

@Spiritual Warfare You are death looking into life.

@Spiritual Warfare Just close your eyes. That's you. Your pretending to be what you are when your eyes are open.

@James123 No, I know God is just an illusion to something that exists. But to me God is just a question mark of reality. To know that I cannot die is what my soul was yearning for. It feel like my fear of death burst me to a different dimension.

@James123 Then reality would be a black hole shining a light within itself and that's it. The light God give it.

@James123 No I haven't heard of black energy. I have heard of dark matter and maybe dark energy. We do not know what it is but it permeates reality. They have centers deep in the earths crust to avoid all changes in movement, and sometimes the dark matter is able to be seen as fragments of it are flowing through the earth. In my opinion everything in reality is a black hole. God is the black hole that ate everything and we are inside of it. Outside the blackhole that ate everything is nothing but it's edge. The big bang happen inside of God the ultimate simulation.

When I was growing up my parents shunned it. I was forced to turn my head. This severely damaged me. If I turned my head back before it was over they call me a pervert. Now I am a pervert. Be thankful

You have experience on certain subjects. When you contemplate you don't make up information you have information in your mind you let naturally go through organizing itself. You just sit there involved in the subject and let your mind wander.

@James123 Theory means they are just guessing its just most scientist agree with it. Once the big bang reaches a certain point at its beggining physics breaks so they can't say its true they are just speculating based on what their math is telling them. They are saying our math says this until this one point then our math breaks so we think its this. This is what Donald Hoffman is doing with his simulation theory only we can use it to observe now because its happening with all matter in the observable universe including our own bodies.

@James123 Big bang is a theory. This is a proven mathematical fact that when we look into the tiniest realm of this visible reality that the matter gets too intense and according to physics if things get this dense the space around them should collapse into a black hole but it is seemingly not collapsing around us at every second. This means we are in a black hole. Big bang is a speculation this is something we can observe right here and now with the tools according to the scientists. Both are the same in that they lead to something that breaks physics but with this one we can see it in real time.

@creativepursuit i never read the study i just listened to the guy who founded it. He said that the smaller and smaller you look you expect less and less things. When looking through a microscope they witnessed much much more than their should be. When they look closer at what makes reality there is so much that if what they were seeing was true reality should be collapsing into a black hole under the sheer weight of what they are seeing but it dosent because we are in a black hole and what is allowing existence to exist is a black hole with information in it. Conciousness is a black hole. The information is given by donald Hoffman.

@creativepursuit its proven that the physical human body is made out of a black hole at it fundamental base level along with everything else.

Infinity means you cant see the end. It means there is always more.

Whatever you are witnessing in reality is your level. God is teaching.

@Spiritual Warfare I don't think ego dies when you dream. Alot of time we dream about things we know and people we know or events we have experienced. If you think ego dies and you go infinite when you dream the chances of you dreaming of something you have experienced or a person you know would be almost 0. The chances that you dreamt you were a piece of dirt just existing would go up exponentially. When you go infinite you go infinite. There is nothing resembling what you are right now. Ego is not there in deep sleep. Every thing you do and see in reality is a simulation this void is doing. Even your breathing is made up. You don't experience breathe when you are in deep sleep or dream.

@Princess Arabia lol

@Princess Arabia Thank you for rephrasing my sentences.

Grow your nails long, don't cut your hair. Do something emasculating and be okay with it. Its an identity game you are either masculine or feminine.

It can be both By your own words you were with a woman for 40 years and had no idea you were constructing her. How real was it? How real is dealing with solipsism? Its the same real. God is both and that's why its so good, its both sides of the pasture.

The problem is its not answerable there are people who have experienced it but its not something that can be answered its before anything you have ever experienced. We aren't concluding we are witnessing it. The void of nothingness is right in front of you there's just stuff in it right now. Anything we do will just be logic and this logic is based around this nothing we are talking about. If you see it words mean nothing, if you don't you will be looking for something in the words that's not there.

@Spiritual Warfare My experience was i was in a void. There were moments where I was aware and I was freaking out and then after I freaked out I would become unaware but still there just not freaking out anymore. Like being awake and being asleep. When in the void you experience states of being awake and then asleep. The only difference is when you are awake there is something to be aware of cause you are freaking out. When there isnt anything to be aware of you see conciousness. Its like looking at a black screen with your eyes taped open not experiencing anything except being there. When you become aware again you go omg I have just been staring at nothing for a long time I wasnt sleeping! And I'm still here ! How many times did I forget I was staring at this thing?! Noooooooo its all there is! When you go into deep sleep you aren't sleeping you are just staring at nothing. Going into the void is like being in deep sleep then waking up and still being in deep sleep but you know you are there and can emote and think there's just nothing for that space to experience. You just have no control over what you are emoting and thinking its just what you are carrying spiritually. In my case it was pure abandonment. I was screaming in abandonment for what felt like 24 hours straight then I would bubble up and then pop when I popped I was just staring at the void in a sleep state, I would remain here for another 24 hours, then I would 'wake up' or become aware that I was staring at nothing and start over again. It felt like I was there for 3 months. Slowly the bubble or aware period gets shorter and less extreme and eventually your sleep state and aware state will become the same thing just a void of nothing looking at itself and you are ready to be put into another body. When you are in this state of no mind there's no reference to being a human or being a bird as you will be in a no mind period for like 7, 24 hour periods straight.