Hojo

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  1. Why did he add leos video to use as a description of his own ideas.
  2. Haha for sure but I am not any smarter I still have no idea what is going on and where I will be when I die all I know is shit is insane and not what we think. I do not know if leo has felt his brain hacked by aliens as he might not have said it because it sounds too insane to say outloud and will do nothing but turn people off of you.
  3. Life isn't about suffering its about overcoming suffering . Let this be a year to overcome suffering.
  4. For Andrew tate exiting the matrix is abusing women and having a weird fetish to degrading other males.
  5. You need to cry you heal yourself. Crying is healing. Some people just broke your car and screamed at you its like you got jumped.
  6. I didn't become god i just had a complete cessation of life except for those two extreme emotions. I just understood what conciousness was. The experience felt like all my neurons connected together in a specific way and it when they form together that way its like a hidden cheat code of the universe and then all the neurons in your brain start going we love you we love you and shoot their love inside of eachother. I have had another mystical experience but it is weird. Ego death isn't a big deal for me anymore it just feels weird more than scary. But I ate some shrooms again it felt like inside of my head was rock this rock was consciousness. Consciousness was wrapped in a plastic bag with the handles going out the back of my head. It felt like someone was pulling really handles really hard but I couldn't fit outside the tiny hole the bag was pulling me out from cause my consciousness was too big. It was wearing 500 t shirts and needed to be naked to fit through. So a voice in my head says ' you are wearing too many layers! Focus!' So I look at the wall and focus and then instantly all 500 shirts are ripped off and I fell on the ground and my body dissapears and I'm in the spirit realm. It looks like waves of red blue and purple star light everywhere. I move my body I cannot see it but I can still move. When I move my body it looks like a blanket is over it. Like move your body under your blanket and thats how it looked but it was a blanket of energy. I move around my house and I'm half in and half out of my body. I see a very tiny spirit flying around in the distance then I sat on my couch and now I'm completely put of my body. I can control my movement but I move around by moving my eyes not my body. I'm in 2d reality there are aliens there they are hacking my brain im not in control of anything there is a doctor. He starts mind wiping me. It felt like a printer squeezing out all my memories of my consciousness. I'm running away by moving my eyes to the left side of my vision but the printer gets me and is squeezing me. I instinctual just chant I am I am I am I am as its running me over and it allows me to keep myself from forgetting. Then all of a sudden I'm hallucinating an infinite library. I'm standing outside of it and a page flies into my consciousness and says this is you. Then another flies out thuds into my conciousness it says this is you. It does this 5 times and then I regained awareness of my body.
  7. When I woke up I completely forgot what happened. I just knew deep down that I had died and I was so happy to be alive. But I had extreme underlying ptsd on my soul from visiting hell that I fell into deep depression for 8 years. Then I was going to kill myself but I decided to give mushroom a shot even tho I was scared of them. I ate the mushroom within 30 mins my ego dissolved and was trancing out. As I'm trancing out the mushroom was like hey remeber 8 years ago when you died. And I'm like no. Then instantly I was shot back into that moment the mushroom was showing me that I had died but I was still there when I died. It was showing me what conciousness is me without me. I am immortal. I instantly understand what I am. My reality starts shifting I see a very distinct separation between reality and me. Like im in a glass case totally protected from everything. My neurons start firing off. There is a massive thunderstorm happening inside of ny mind. Im laughing and crying so hard im screaming for 6 straight hours. I close my eyes and I see the entire universe inside of a globe. When you die you have to understand that you wont be there. You will be there but you will not have a body to filter your thoughts. God dosent second guess itself. I needed to die to understand consciousness so it had a profoundly good impact but not seen at the time. If I go back to the void I will not pout. The faster you lose your identity the faster you get out of the void.
  8. It was not alcohol induced psychosis. Reality started looping like a shroom trip thought loop. Then my soul fell out of my body and I was in the void. I felt the loneliness and sadness of God. When you are in the void there is no self reflection you just feel what you are feeling and the emotion will spiral out of control and there is no body to stop it. So you will be like im sad and lonely then you get really sad and really lonely and then you get really really sad and really really lonely then you are spiraling fast and you are just a roiling emotion of sadness and loneliness with no stopping it. Because time dosent exist in the void you always are and always have been what you are. So you were never just really lonely and sad you have always been the saddest and loneliest thing possible instantly.
  9. @Tyler Durden the void is a transition process. Its like the soul healing center where you can pout and cry as much as you need too. Then once your identity has reached null you transition from the void. I entered the void one night after heavy drinking. It felt like you went to sleep and woke up in nothing and was crying and screaming for 24 hours straight with no eyes to cry and no mouth to scream so the pressure of the emotion builds up and builds up then you pass out and wake up again in a void and cry and scream for 24 hours it feels like. Then you pass out and wake up again going through this process 5000 times. Once I was done pouting my identity was null and I was resurrected. Sleep state and waking state become the same and when you are concious its null and when you are sleeping its null and then there is no difference between sleep and awake.
  10. How responsible have you been during your lifetime maybe being a little irresponsible will be good for you
  11. You do not forget the things you hate. You understand why you hate them and then expose yourself to that reason you found and accept it.
  12. @michaelcycle00 i was replying to op it was directly in his statement
  13. God dosent judge you you judge yourself. If you kill yourself cause you are bored how bored do you think you will be in the void. It can get alot more boring and lonely. We need to transcend our emotions on this life and keep only love in our hearts.
  14. @Maru one time on shrooms my conciousness was being pulled out of the back of my head. I was told that i was wearing too many shirts(layers) of memories on and I had to forget everything (take off the shirts mentally) in order to leave. It felt like my awareness was a rock wrapped in a plastic bag and someone was pulling the handles. Instantly I focused out of my body into trance and 3d reality dematerialized and it felt like I wasn't my body but I was in 2d and I moved around by moving my eyes around and my body was where my focus was. It felt like alien were hacking my brain. Shit is weird man. We just gotta go with the flow lol whatever that means. When it seems like we've lost our bodies and holds on reality the identity seems to dissipate rather quickly.
  15. No we are not star dust we are an actual star. Thats sending its light to earth to dream a life of a human. The earth is star dust and our bodies are of the earth. We are not our bodies we are the light playing in the dust. God is guiding its stars to become one with it.
  16. I think so your body reality and your soul create reality
  17. We are the stars dreaming. We send our light to earth and enter body.
  18. I would say for the belief in god to exist the non belief in god has to exist. Even if you don't beleive in it it will still exist just as nothing.
  19. If you remove your identity life will flow like a dream. You will have you but you will be your true you. The dream you that doesn't second guess its action. There will be no self reflection. You will be forever present like a dream you are not thinking about the future or past you are always directly involved with the story.
  20. This is nonsense. He's just saying random things its like a 21 minute run on sentence. I think its a parody. It never focuses or tells you anything its just like 1000 linked things.
  21. You ever think the entire male species made a konga line of anal sex one time and God is traumatized by it.
  22. Throw up the fruit! You ate poison and it poisoned your mind and created you!
  23. Science tells us how God tells us why