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Now religion makes those disorders, not cure them.

@eTorro The same thing happen to me only I do it through drinking alcohol. After I awaken I was like holy fuck I was doing something the entire time.

@ambush I think you are halfway not knowing what you are doing. Like not knowing but getting frustrated because you dont know. Take the frustration away and you will truely no know and will just do whatever you want. Kinda like you still think you know what God wants you to do, probably pre programmed bs. if you really didnt know what you are doing it will be funny.

@Nevon This is the opposite of taking it seriously. You are asking a question from a place you dont know then arguing a point of having knowing while never experiencing it. That means you already have an idea of what it is without knowing if the idea is right. But arguing as if your idea is right.

@Nevon Why are you making a post if you already know? You are speaking from both perspective simultaneously and then asking a question about one state to the other? You are speaking as if the states arent the same but are the same somehow.

@Nevon Then go jerk off in front of your family right now. Theres no difference between them being in the room and not. I say that because you dont act like it. Its schizophrenic logic. You would just walk down the street naked, why not? You cant do it because society deems this insane.

If you can perceive, neti neti means you are not that.

Behind your eyes when you are not thinking, you are essentially a brain dead retard. If you never had a thought again you would be a brain dead retard and have never existed. The idea that you exist will never come up again in your mind. People will talk to you, you will have no idea who they are talking to or about. You can hear them and understand them but you wont have a thought about what they say. You will reply but you dont know what you are going to say or why you say it or where the thoughts come from. You have self experiential data that no one else has on what a brain dead might be like. You can close your eyes and stop thinking and look at it. Now take this experience that you see behind your eyes and look at the entire monitor. Behind that monitor is a brain dead retard. Look at the wall, behind that wall is a brain dead retard. The exact same one that you see and experience when you close your eyes without thinking and look. Behind the sky is a drooling brain dead. This thing is pretending to be something by layering multiple deceptions over itself. It has sounds it has sight it has feeling. It makes up voices and ideas and concepts and infinite possibilities over brain dead retard. This is gods infinite intelligences its a brain dead retard that cant do anything and its making everything without thinking or planning or doing anything. All these infinite perceptions are being created by something thats totally asleep, it dosent even know its there or that its doing it. To God nothing is happening. When you awaken its like this brain dead retard somehow sees itself and goes WHAT THE FUCK!!!! Awakening is impossible to God. Since the brain dead retard behind objects is the same brain dead retard you see when you close your eyes and its somehow seeing itself. Its the most intelligent thing God can do its beyond its own infinite logic to awaken. Its seeing the no sense of life. Its a feeling of making total sense and no sense at the same time . When you reach both ends of the sense making spectrum you realize sense dosent even exist to begin with. Its like talking to someone and they reply but you cant understand them and ask what? and they say again and you still dont understand and ask what again. Only forever. The more brain dead retarded you become the more intelligent you are.

Whenever I play an RPG I max out luck first. If you have infinite luck you are literally God.

This topic should be pinned to the top of the forum permanently as the highest teaching.

@Inliytened1 The state of brain dead is before the illusion.

@Inliytened1 You are claiming I said I am in a body that is like that I never said that. Whats low quality about it? If you dont like the word I wont use it but its a good word because it points to something.

@Inliytened1 Bro what are you talkng about? This is literally the truth. Im pointing to a qualiative state. Not that there is someone out there who is that. I said nothing about being a body.

@Someone here The same thing. When you look behind a thought you see a brain dead retard and when you look behind a an apple you see the same thing. Infinity dosent make sense.

Try to look behind you without turning your head with your eyes open.

@Nevon Yes, the space between you and objects isnt there, thats there so you can pretend to be a specific character. When you see you are the space between you and objects you see you are nothing and the entire field merges together like a VR headset. or a painting You arent there you are outside of the game looking in, or an observer of a painting on wall. When the painting goes away its just a brain dead retard looking at nothing. So what you truly are is a brain dead retard looking at nothing. You are also hyper intelligent. So intelligent you can remain a brain dead retard and make everything work. God or you is a hyper intelligent brain dead retard in a void. You can see it just close your eyes and stop thinking. Isnt it really funny? When you close your eyes and stop thinking all you see is a brain dead retard?

@Nevon You are like the empty space between objects. That hands not yours. Its a part of the Earth. The hand is still biological but the biology of the human body is like a computer.

@Nevon Where you think you are in your head is actually not there. You are in front in the field where you see everything that isnt you. Your body is there but your not in it when you close your eyes you are reality closing itself off from the vision of your body. Not vision being closed off from reality. Your mom could have a video of your body coming out of the vagina but it dosent matter because while your mother gave birth she didnt give birth to you.

@pursuitofspirit it sounds like a panic attack. Panic attacks have the same qualia of feeling like you are sprinting out of nowhere and you go what the fuck is this? Like you are dissapearing. If you notice when you are running really hard its like you are dissapearing.

Just have a negative voice in my head that won't stop. It slowly fading but I still react to it. So basically unconciously argue with myself in my head.

I don't like how they talk about dimensions because they dont know where the observer lies. The observer creates the entire thing. When I experiences 1d it Wasnt front to back it was side to side. There is nothing 'in the way' of the observer. This is scientific version of it and its wrong the observer has no limits. This type of thinking about dimensions is wrong dimensions are related to your first person perspective over matter. Sideways is the 1st dimension and specifically states that its not. Not being able to move sideways is 3rd dimension representation of what the 1st dimension is like. You being able to move your eyes left and right is 1st and second dimension and having a head turn 'turns sideways is 3rd dimension. Your eyes moving aren't eyes moving its a dimension you can move in. What this man is saying about 1st dimension dosent even make sense.

Upon death you will be the witness of nothing You have 3 options which are you? The ocean An Actor or a static void

There wont be guidance, everything in life is a qualiataive state How many qualiative states have you been guided through? death will come and can come at any second. There wont be guidance through it its a state you must become. All you can do is give up and merge or fight and merge. Its like saying I will be guided down a infinitely deep hole. Theres no guidance your just falling. Dyings like falling in a hole thats so deep you can fall asleep and wake up and still be falling. Weeks go by you are gaining and losing awareness in a falling void. Become falling, not a person falling or suffer. And there is 0 guarantee you are ever coming back. Any idea of coming back must be discarded. It shows lack of faith to God.

@Elliott it will be fake but be able to simulate hyper realistic videos for hours. It will be hyper intellectual wont break logic and manipulate the retard who don't know the difference between intellect and intelligence. Which is like 80 to 90 percent of the population. Then they will use to to make Christians fight. Science will be on the way out and they will use ai Jesus to continue the lie of science.

I'm gunna guess to create a fake Jesus. They hype it up about gaining conciousness and being evil then a fake Jesus appears in the computer and Christians lose their minds.