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@LordFall You have no power to change a habit you dont want to change. You have no power to want to change. Its made up fiction. You had no free will to start and non to stop. Free will dosent exist. All that can be done is someone gaslight the observer into hating God. Change something about you that you like right now cause its bad. Brain dont work that way champ.

@Mellowmarsh He also says God is not love. I remember hims saying many time that to love yourself is schizophrenia and God isnt love. And I hear it repeated here over and over again. This is a massive difference in opinions I want to know.

What will happen is the woman will guilt the man in what hes doing when God is doing everything. The man will have to pretend that hes in control and try to hide it but it will come up. If you dont wanna be with a smoker thats up to you but to get paranoid about it is kinda weird. If you dont want to be with a smoker its fine, to be with a smoker and not like it and judge his actions everytime he does it is devilry. Cause this will cause him to do devilry, to fight with himself over something he dosent want to do. Its like if your mother shames you over porn you just do it more.

If you still thinking about it you dont know. People dont choose to smoke there is no doer. Gods doing everything.

Why does sadhguru say to love yourself is schizophrenia.

This type of music is very funny to me. I cant help but laugh at a man singing this. But it makes me feel good. There was a man out there who spent months or years playing this and creating this as art. [Verse 1] Satanized, crucified, feel the wrath of suicide Incus fear on the sphere, angel darkness disappears Covenant, blasphemous, open up unholiness Father Satan, let me lust unholy sins [Chorus] Suicide sacrifice Destruction of holy life Blood of unholy knife Satan I sacrifice [Verse 2] Behold the crucifix, symbol of sterility I am crucifix-Satan Suicide sacrifice, profeasting evil night Lust into reality-Satan Angel of the black abyss, Satan lord I hail Insane blasphemous-Satan Sacrificial Suicide, ritual to end my life Behemoth incess my fate-Satan [Bridge] Damned to hell, end my life Wrath of god-Satan Sin my soul, blessed with fire Throne of stone-Satan I must die, in my wake Seventh gate-Satan Suicide, end my life I must die-Satan [Verse 3] Suicide sacrifice, thrust of evil deep inside Lucifer never lies, take away thee mortal life Demigod, Satan son, command the body to the ground Father Satan, I'll find peace when I am god [Chorus] Suicide sacrifice Destruction of holy life Blood of unholy knife Satan I sacrifice [Outro] Take me!

I will write about stuff I dont want to start a topic ideas I get or remember. This one is about self conscious. I remember being like 3 or 4 years old, my dad used to do karaoke and one night he thought he would bring me on stage to sing with him. Only I remember being brought on stage and it was only me or it felt like it. And people were aweing at me and I remember it being way too much attention for me to handle. I remember feeling like me dissapeared and I was just a bunch of points of view of other people looking at me and I lost where I was as I didnt even know what was going on really. It scared me and I feel like I gained self consciousness too fast. I remember reading about native americans and they said that they would keep their babies in the dark for a week or two after they are born to adjust as when you are a baby its the craziest time. In our society we beat the baby the second it gets out of the vagina to traumatize it asap. If you have a baby keep it in the dark its like waking up from an eternal dream. And slap the doctor if it hits your baby.

This open self masterbation discusts me. And is a projection. You are doing what you describe is bad in the post in the post.

Every experience is totally different. Even between humans. Animals will be seeing shit we dont. When science says we are looking at a field they dont actually know what is going on or what there is. Every single creature is made to see different things. Every animal will be seeing more than a human. Humans have social structures that further limit their seeing as it requires more survival. When you are surviving you see less of reality. If you want to see more you stop thinking, an animal dosent think about anything they see some shit we dont. Humans see things specifically for human life of hanging out with others and pretending you are a character. Unless they leave the social structure then they will see more like a mystic or a shaman. Animals would be experiencing reality like a dream. They dont self reflect. Its kinda like you keep waking up in a world and you dont question it one time. You dont question you exist and you therefor dont even know that you exist. you dont question whether prior activities have happened or that something is going to happen. Imagine you have dreamed that you were an animal it would be like that everyday without even knowing what is happening.

You want to date people so that you can date other people who will help you financially? Dating has a wide variety of meanings. Its before engagement. Its boyfriend girlfriend. Its just meeting. Its knowing eachother for 2 days or 10 years possibly. But to me this sounds like you want to manipulate a scenario where you want to find someone and them make you money or give you money. If you are going to do it all you gotta do is be honest with yourself thats what you are doing. Its what like 60-800 percent of woman do. Its kinda how the system is put together. The man work and the woman gets financial gain. The man gets to feel needed and the woman get a family.

Everytime you try to be smart you are open to getting triggered. The smartest thing you can do is reach peak levels then realize its better to be a retard. What does smarts have to do with sitting in the sun stretching? Or going down a waterslide. Smart people can be the happiest when they realize that its better to be retarded. But being smart can cause immense suffering mentally. Way more than its worth. You can waste alot of time pretending to be smart. And our smartness will never reach peak it cant. We are retarded to God. Im so smart I purposefully act like a retard. Being less intellectual or knowledgeable never made anyone less happy. It dosent even make sense. Im not happy cause I dont know something that I dont even know. That slot is saved for God. Being smart decreases happiness. Being less self aware makes you happier. And everything 'smart' is in relation to yourself.

Yes you can see it just put finger in front of face and then take finger away and look at the space. Keep zooming in.

That is the reason its important to focus on. The doh part will fire you off into space by the weight of this insane lie. The concept of death is so scary to look into it will drop your state into a very negative one. What is so negative will fire you into the highest positive state when you realize its a lie. Its a mechanism in which you spread your roots deep into the Earth and then skyrock your branches into infinity. No other fear or concept can do this except contemplation of death. Its not like fear of rape because rape still exists after you think about it and it can still happen to you. When you fear non existence its so scary and to realize that its not real is like being welcomed into heaven. It cant happen to you its not even real. Its like Gods greatest gift to the person who contemplates nothing. Contemplating death and non existence is a special feature of the human body that skyrockets you to God. Like the human body has a special feature to reach God via its machinery to let you see God by focusing on Death. Things will happen to your physical body. Its a path to enlightenment. Nothing is more important than to do this. I am making the extreme claim that thinking about death is literally the most important thing to do as a human. Constantly and always something will happen to your body. If you dont think about dying you are wasting your human being. A human being is designed to do this. Its the only machine on the planet that can do this. If you think about Death all the time you are worshipping God and God will reward you for your intelligence. Its a concept God itself dosent know.

@Osaid No other concept will open that door. Cause every other concept has a definition. Death is the only real lie. Its how you see the funny joke. You make a lie your entire life and then say just joking.

@Osaid Its actually the smartest thing to focus on. You have a ? Neuron in your brain that has non qualities attached to it. Its like a nothing neuron and its what you are focusing on when you think about it. Your like hovering around nothing when you think about it, if you think about it alot you touch nothing. Thinking about God or death is the same thing. Its not a distraction its truth. The truth is ?. When you think about death you are witnessing God. ? Is all that exists. Everything else except death is a distraction. you are dead right now. The goal of spirituality is to be dead right now. You wont know unless you focus on death. Thats why Christians make you scared of it so you wont know Jesus. Hyper intelligent people automatically do it. Focusing on Death is the way. Have you never heard of buddha. He was in royality and then see a dead person and went oh shit what the fuck is this concept? I must know. I must know the answer to the question of non existence or ?. The answer of death ultimately comes down to what is a question. Where is this coming from. What am I experiencing. Its the question of spirituality.

@Osaid People who are interested in spirituality are death lords. Drawn to death and thinking about death.

No mom is going to take a sidewalk milkshake for her son.

@LordFall You are missing the most feminine. Letting one woman dominate your being. Surrendering to the woman. God make woman a thing for a man to fall in love with and give himself to. There is nothing else man will give himself too. And when he does something in reality, its for a woman. When man give himself to woman he will realize that it cannot fill his void. Only God can do that. The most desirable thing beyond food and water is woman. You find the 3rd most desirable thing cannot fill you. When man see woman will not fill him he will see food and water wont either and then he will give up and see God. The woman give colour to mans life when he gets full colour and it leaves his life is barren and black and white. You make plan to sleep with 100 woman because you are scared of that. If you make a plan to sleep with 100 woman you can always just go get another one. There is never the one. You wont have to fully give yourself to someone. Which is a spiritual treat that you dont want to miss. Its literally the reason you were born as a man.

@aurum No the end goal is staring at a screen just feeling one emotion. You experiencing anything other than the emotion of bliss is showing you something you need to work on. Because you arent in control of any of it happening to you, until you realize you are. When you realize you are you just pick the best one.

@LordFall Im just saying making a plan to sleep with 100 woman dosent make sense. Im not saying its bad. Im saying the thoughts leading up to even think about that are strange, cause it dosent make any sense.

@Monster Energy You forgot the em dash. Or did they upgrade your programming?

@Monster Energy Im pretty sure AI has payed more attention to your opinions than you have.

We are in an object. Our physical bodies are in an object and 'we' are outside of the object. 'Outside' the object is one thing. Every object is infinite since the universe is an object its infinite. You cant find the end but you can realize you arent the object you are something else. You are outside the object looking into the object. Since you are in both your physical body is a 'part' of you but its not you. When you die you see you were looking at one object the entire time and it was reflecting you and you were reflecting it.

@aurum Yes it is, you sit there till your brain unravels itself.

If its availiable right now tell me how moron!