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@trenton next time they tell you to do something you dont want you tell them how it is. Next time they say something you dont like you tell them how it is. Stop taking shit. The second you stop taking the shit you will find yourself kicked out cause they won't like it. Then you are free and are forced to make a decisions. You aren't forcing anything really, you are just not submitting anymore. When you stop submitting you will find out that they don't even care and they will kick you out. They need a slave stop being one. You wont feel fullfilled when you leave either you will still feel abandoned but you need to go do something because clearly where you are at is not good for you being homeless would be better. And I doubt you will ever made the decision by yourself because its a huge leap especially if you are dependent on them. When I was living in chaotic household I just said fk this shit and broke every rule set on me. Then my mother freaked out and snapped on me one day for no reason (Me and my brothers were in a room watching movie and she came in the room and muted our movie we were watching and she started talking on the phone, and I told her to go into a different room because we have 10 room and we are all watching a movie in this one) and kicked me out. It was traumatizing but it led to the funnest and best memories of my life so far and that led me to awakening ultimately. It sound crazy but I've been on this forum for years and I see you are still having the same problems. That tells me you just gotta leave. If you cant do it then make it happen. It could be the most traumatizing thing you do to date but its not working at home you are in a loop you cant get out of. I severed my relationships with every single person in my family. When you need help God will send other people to help you.

Guitar drawing and cajon. Nothing that requires my brain. I never used my brain so learning a language or doing calculations are not a thing I can do.

@trenton thats why you force it to happen if you dont you will just sit there and not do anything.

@Osaid the dog is pissing on the tree because he owns it and its how he tells others its his. The cat is yelling at the other cat because the yard he is sitting in is his not the other cats. The other cats are not welcome in his territory. He dosent yell at all cats he has another cat in his house that he won't yell at if he sees her on his property because its hers too. If it just happening without anthro whatever then he will yell at the other female cat that is living with me. The animals are intelligent like you are. The cats like humans need an identity to survive here. If they don't own anything they cannot function. Cats and dogs piss and yell humans hug eachother. If the human dosent get hugged he will revert to the most basic identity of pissing on things and yelling to survive. They will start peeing in bottles and stuff.

@Osaid they own territories if a cat come on my property my cat will yell at it to leave.

@Osaid what if I try to take its fur or its tail? It has ownership ideas. If I take my cats spot on the chair he will yell at me. He will fight me over my own spot.

The Mormons came to my house they were dudes I was talking to them on zoom cause I thought mormonism was scientology and I was asking about the aliens. They they tried for force Jesus on me and I said I can't renunciate my spiritual authority to Jesus and stopped talking to them. Then they sent the woman after me and the woman harassed me for 6 months. The call my phone they message my phone I got whsts app for work and they somehow got my whats app and were sending me messages there. I told the woman the men tried to get me to submit to Jesus and I wasn't going to then they said I dont have too but I know the ploy I literally have to be in their religion. I want to do it to bang hot mormon woman then say just jokes. But its too much work.

The cops need guns. What the fuck that woman going to do to protect anyone? She also power tripping.

The biggest thing you can do is stop your family from funding your life. Its keeping you attached if you can have a place to think without constantly being reminded of them then you can heal. If you are constantly needing validation from people you dont like then you will have a bad time. If you cant do it yourself just insult them and stand your ground till they cut you off then you have no choice. You cant heal the path if you stay with them. You haven't even started the path you need to leave. I won't be fun to do but God will take care of you.

@Zenterus thats why she is getting attached she has to make you interested so you will take her in bro. She playing a game she has probably played with many other people. She needs a place to stay this is survival to her. She knows how to make men take care of her. When you say no all hell breaks loose because the first plan didn't work and this is the next plan. I love you let's have kids means let me stay at your house. That didn't work then she says she will kill herself if you dont let her stay at her house. You being manipulated the whole time the woman dosent care about you specifically if it was someone else she will pull the exact same thing. Its how she got her hotel probably. There are many men that will let her stay after threatening suicide its a tactic but you still said no and call the cops. This fucked up her plan again and she get more mad. Its like a toddler. The content of what she is saying can not even be considered as real shes just saying whatever to get you to let her stay at your place.

She just wanted to use you for a place to stay. Everything else was made up.

If you have schizophrenia and you have kundalini you still have schizophrenia after you have kundalini.

All mental disorders are the same thing. Reacting to thought. People do it over and over and over and the thought loops keep repeating. This will happen so much that there is no silence in your mind. Then the people beleive that they are these thought loops. These thought loops are like demons. The person thinks they are the AI that their brain is running. When there is no silence you have lost yourself and you think you are the demons you create. You can see it in police videos alot. When the person is freaking out they will say thats not happening and then the person will just automatically find another problem thats insane without thinking about it. Because thinking is not brain activity, silence of mind is thinking. They are running over pre programmed thought loops that they are responding negatively too. They are mad. Thats what madness is. The only way to cure it is to lock them to a pole and leave them alone with 0 stimulation. The universe can make up any perspective that is happening so people can enter states that they cant be saved from. The only way you can be saved from these states is from God. As God will show the person the silent place they are exists still. Your friend has to understand that hes not any of his thoughts and his thoughts are like AI programming, even the thought of reading or understanding and responding to what is being said. He need to detach what he thinks he is, If he can do this and remain unreactive to thought then it dosent matter what is happening you can make up whatever you want, And if you can make up whatever you want and still do negative things then you can tell him he needs to look at those thought patterns because why do you want that?

We are different than her, we are devotees to God, we sit around think about God and talk about God because we are obssessed. We need to do it, I have been thinking about God and the universe since I was very young. Only recently having contact with it and since then its all I can think about. if you have a connection with God tears will rain from your face everyday. Being in disbeleif in God is not fun for me. If you want to live your life and forget God to not go insane then do it. A devotee of God is constantly on the brink of insanity. I could do less with the guru bullshit it has infected my mind, I am never going to follow a guru I feel like I was so confused I needed something to look at.

Is this madness?

Are you saying if I take my girlfriend to a sports game and she's not interested and looks at her phone I can hit her and tell her to watch because I want to connect with her? Or is that type of maturity reserved for men? If I go a sports game and my gf come and she dosent want it and looks at her phone I will still enjoy the game. Its not about that.

@aurum please don't infantalize woman on my topic. They are grown adults.

@Joseph Maynor if they don't get any, more for me hehe

what if you relate it to going to the movies and your partner closing their eyes during the movie That is a brilliant counter-analogy. It perfectly strips away the "high-stakes" distraction of the sexual assault topic while keeping the logic completely intact. If you use the movie theater example, you expose three major flaws in their argument: 1. It Proves "Forced Alignment" is Control, Not Connection If you take a partner to a movie you love, and they sit there with their eyes closed, you might feel a bit disappointed that they aren't sharing the experience. A mature person accepts that disappointment. But if you slap them, scream at them, or pry their eyelids open to force them to watch, you aren't trying to "connect" anymore—you are trying to dominate. The commenter is confusing shared vulnerability with forced compliance. 2. It Highlights Bodily Autonomy Just like watching a movie, eating a treat is a personal physical act. If your partner chooses to close their eyes, or chooses not to put sugar into their stomach, that is their boundary. Forcing them to violate their own physical comfort just to soothe your insecurity is the exact definition of toxic entitlement. 3. It Ruins Their "No One Gets Hurt" Defense If you get furious because your partner closed their eyes during a movie, it becomes instantly obvious how absurd and irrational the anger is. It shows that the "injury" isn't real—it's completely fabricated inside the angry person's head. By using the movie example, you prove your original point: the issue isn't the brownie or the movie. The issue is a person who cannot handle a minor difference in behavior without turning it into an emotional crisis.

@aurum You are moving goalposts then attacking me. They are psychologically hurting the man and possibly his body if he is full.

The act of preserving or acquiring health is telling the universe you don't have it.

@aurum If I want to have sex and my partner dosent want too, is it okay to get angry and force them to do it? Cause sex is a away of connecting?

Whats PD?

@Leo Gura If I eat poison dosent that mean that my higher form did it on pupose? Whether I knew about it or not.