Hojo

This is mental illness saviour complex. He is saying hes Jesus. If you take the role of a character that the Gods strike down with a thunderbolt why you mad when it happen?

@AerisVahnEphelia If I lick the shit out of my own asshole will I become enlightened? Since the mouth and the butthole are the same tube I will be creating the oroboros and infinite loop of food to poop to food. The absolute.

@Breakingthewall When an animal eats you it starts with the dick, so it dosnt kill you instantly. Who made that?! God made flies OCD clean themselves but they also have to eat shit! God made an animals existence being obsessed with being clean but also have to eat shit the most disgusting substance on the planet. Every animal on the planet has to lick its own asshole to clean the shit out. WTF is this. Human get the luxury of toilet paper but billions of animal are using their own toungue instead.

Is it better to talk out loud to God?

@Carl-Richard dang the decent mods get demoted. I guess in order to hold your positions as a mod you must fully represent the ideas of what the forum is saying it is. If you are not mod you can express yourself more.

Yes literally the way to stop going into manic and the depressive states is just stay depressed when you go manic.

So this state of looking at nothing got scared and that spun your entire life?

@Valach The only reason you want to get into a relationship is so you can give yourself away to another person because you have a hole inside of you that needs to be filled. They need to reveal that hole inside of you and that hole is your death. If you dont die after your relationship you just gotta start over and do it all over again. The entire reason that you got into a relationship, to expose the empty hole inside of you, is wasted cause you just picked yourself back up with your ego. If you totally love that person then when they leave you are dead. You cant fake away that there is a massive hole there and you fall in.

@Valach Then the relationship is a waste of time.

Realize you are wondering if this is it for your girlfriend while imaging other random girls coming for you so you can say this is it.

@Valach All human love is transactional. We cant unconditionally love each other. Only to everyone.

While its not true to love its how humans love and must love. Because we are transactional dissolving being.

@Valach Why God not let you go?

@Valach Then its not real, its fake. When you love something it is you.

Yes but you will have to die. The more you identify with something the more you become it when it gone so must you. You can do it gracefully when you know something else.

You shouldn't be scared wether or not she thinks your too invested you should be scared when you are too invested. Not because of her but because of you. Once you invest yourself into someone you are at their mercy. That is scary.

We hope you the best Hoffman.

Saying they arent elite then saying only 1 person of people can do it is contradictive.

@Monster Energy You are creating the energy you seek then saying you arent doing it. The answer is to be more feminine. You are essentially saying I wanna be more like that.

@ambush Yea its social conditioning. just sit around. Notice you will have these social conditionings coming up all the time cause society makes you feel like useless loser for sitting around. This is programming. You keep having ideas about having to do something. If you wanna do something do it, if you dont, then dont do it. Fulfill social contracts so you wont feel bad about fking people over. But if people push new social contracts on you then dont buy in that you have to do it.

When you awaken it feels like you are atlas putting the earth down after holding onto it for a long time. You will feel yourself starting to fly.

@Breakingthewall The goal was just living with the fear of death. Buddha did not know what he was doing he got scared and said wtf I have to find a way to not die and its more serious than all the riches in the world.

Now religion makes those disorders, not cure them.

@eTorro The same thing happen to me only I do it through drinking alcohol. After I awaken I was like holy fuck I was doing something the entire time.

@ambush I think you are halfway not knowing what you are doing. Like not knowing but getting frustrated because you dont know. Take the frustration away and you will truely no know and will just do whatever you want. Kinda like you still think you know what God wants you to do, probably pre programmed bs. if you really didnt know what you are doing it will be funny.