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I think the term is called the grace of God. You stop thinking about yourself and go with the flow and become graceful and everything works perfectly. Then you say omg im dreaming.

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I have a strange dream during a nap. I was in my house sleeping I closed my eyes and I saw the moon like a cartoon moon. I looked closer and it turned hyper realistic and I was pulled to it very quickly. I felt a very strong buzzing coming from the moon it was shaking my whole being. I got very close to it and it was buzzing super hard and fast. Then I wake up in my dream and I went to work I worked with the same people I do now and oneof them was telling them about a dream God told them to sit there and not do anything, then they told me they bought a house and then bought another one from under the nose of one of the co workers. I asked why you are buying houses when God told you to do nothing, one was fine but why 2 out from under a co worker and they couldnt answer. Then I went outside and there was a stadium of players doing something I went around the stadium and was looking for some spare change to buy a slurpee. I came back to my house which was now like a dorm room attached to the stadium and my old friend was there and I was showing him around he became irate and drunk and started fighting people. I tell him to calm down and then I went to bed again and I was dreaming about the moon again. I was very close this time and it was buzzing really really hard. I got pulled onto the surface and I was alone it was misty and alone. It felt like being thrown into the forest alone, scary, but it felt like a room full of people partying but I couldnt see them. It was buzzing with energy like a concert full of sweaty people dancing but I wasnt tuned to the vibration to see them I could feel it. I could hear music this song when I was on the moon. It's not just what you say Or how you've come so far The words that you repeat When time tears us apart That smug look on your face When you have something to hide Or at least that's what I think Maybe I'm out of touch You tell me if I'm wrong But you know I'm right Spit fire Spit blood Spit fast I'm heated I'm sure this won't linger Longer than it has to Get out of my way Steadfast I'm Fiending I'm a certain kind of way A certain kind of way, tonight I know it can't be in my head It must be one of you who keep pulling me aside To chit chat about me, who I am, what the deal is with Who I was once Then I woke up irl and I bought a slurpee. Something is happening to the moon right now. Its gearing up for a party.

A question that could be asked to alex is why are you doing philosophy?

@Natasha Tori MaruHes scared of dying. Thats probably why he started it. But hes denying it and hiding from it using philosophy. You can see everytime hes pushed onto his human emotions he becomes super pedantic.

@Leo GuraIf I had to describe it I would say its demon philosophy. Soulless philosophy. Why do philosophy if you dont have a soul? Hes doing philosophy to hide his own feelings. Not expand them.

Every time Alex is asked a question about why he thinks something he either quotes someone else or pedantically argues basic human knowledge almost intentionally to not say what he thinks personally. Like a robot. He cant debate these things because hes pretending to not be human while debating aspects of being a human. This tells me hes not even a philosopher.

My town has reverse osmosis water its the best water I ever drank.

That first song is the definition of blasphemy.

Look, feel, listen for contradictions in their verbal communications. If you want to be a judge of character you have to be very steady in your own mind. Put yourself in their shoes, You are a steady rigid mind. Why would a steady rigid mind do what they are doing and saying? Bring it all back to nothing. Why is nothing doing this?

@Jannes She wanted to have sex with me and was being agreeable to lower the chances that we clash. Manipulative behaviour. I put woman through their own shit tests. Woman can see when men do this and its a turn off. Thats why they dont like when men constantly agree with them. High agreeableness is narcissism, the person isnt highly agreeable they cant be to hold their own positions. They are lying. High agreeableness is just a cope word made up to not have to say that alot of women arent narcissist. Now its they are highly agreeable. You are being highly agreeable for a reason, its not innate to women everyone is born selfish.

@LordFallHe forgot to learn how to listen.

@Jannes the narcissit will define themselves as a chameleon. Ask her if she thinks she's a chameleon. Your attracted to it cause they constantly agree with you. If you out a narcissist under the lime light they won't hold a solid position. I had a woman over she was agreeing with everything I said. We were talking about room colors. I said what about this colour? She was like yes she kept saying yes. I started to name the most random shitty colors she never said no. I started saying I might diarrhea all over my walls to paint it and she didn't say no. She said whatever you wish. Thats narcissit. Its clearly a terrible idea to shit all over your walls to paint with. Someone who lies to please others, a chameleon.

@Jannes disgusting. Thats not even what awareness means to me. Awareness means you know what is happening around you at all times. What you are talking about is narcissism. Awareness requires no mask no social games.

Someone paying attention is very attractive to me. Like if we are in a loud room and someone verbally needs help with something but you can barely hear it and someone picks up on it and helps them I like that in a person. It means they are paying attention and not mentally ill.

It's full moon again Crazy how time flies One might wonder If the path is in the right direction But I do believe Things come to life by accident When it remains on Sounds like it's meant to be (wake up)New space made when things fall apart (Get up!) What matters after ending's how you left a mark (Don't wait up!) Fire in my soul, fire in my heart 'Til you see me on the other side of stars, I'm running All the journeys start somewhere with a first step No one's sure what lies ahead, be bold and brave (ooh, stand up!) Roads may be rough and tough Though it will lead somewhere (oh) (Nothing easy, get up and go! Get it, go!) Sometimes it's the journey itself that teaches A lot about the destination not aware of (ooh) No matter how far (no matter how far) How you go (how you go, how you go) How long it may last (carpe diem, no time to waste, you gotta) Venture life, burn your dread (venture life, go get it, burn your dread) When there's a beginning There's an ending too As we go We come across many predicaments Delight lies beneath Colors of life that's excellent Though pictures fade away Beauty will remain the same Stop living dead when your heart's beating still (Hope!) No slowing down for me, I'm never gonna chill (Go!) Every low phase, I ride it like a drill I'll abide by the rules, but outshine and prove Only time will tell the magnitude of deeds Longer we wait, may it be the sweeter kiss (ooh) (Or will it? Only time will tell) Standing by for answers Shall it ease the pain? (Oh) (Nothing easy, get up and go! Get it, go!) Only from the heart, one reaches to the sky Ups and downs they go, so hands up and enjoy the ride (ooh) As you go (as you go) Believe in (believe in) The faith and yourself (carpe diem, no time to waste) Venture with no regret (you gotta venture life, go get it, no regret) Choices one makes reflect hope and fear Be brave, endure the pain Then one might just gain the strength one sought Which may be hearts and souls of life Meanings all of us search for Question, no answers Will this be for nothing? I felt so, so worthless and nervous, disgusted I would be so broken unless I conducted Diligently, patiently, and trusted myself Nothing was given to me, so gonna go earn it Every pain is another motivation, I burn it Trepidation doesn't stop death, but it stops life Accepting open minds for lights One day, these quiet voices will be heard Loud and clear, the story of the ones we miss (ooh) (Stand up!) But shed no tears Realize what they left behind (oh) (Nothing easy, get up and go! Get it, go!) Explore within the limits of the time No one should need a permit to a way of life (ooh) No matter how far (no matter how far) How you go (how you go, how you go) How short it may last (carpe diem, no time to waste, you gotta) Venture life, burn your dread (venture life, go get it, burn your dread Persona games are the most spiritually accurate games out there.

It wont take your skills but it will take your job. So if you do it do it for yourself and you will become triumphant over it. Corporations are inherently greedy. Its their job to fire you and use AI. The corporations dont care about how their product looks and they will fuck themselves using AI. They dont understand that you need constant human eyes looking at the game for it to be good. The more human concentration going into something the better it is. AI dosent have human concentration and it wont be good when they make AI make their games. You do have it and you can make a good game yourself.

If I ever buy a console again it would be a steam console. Seems like the most logical thing. It has the best deal all the games except exclusives and I heard nothing but good.

I used it as a way to meditate. When people are hungover they ususally get anxiety and go do something, like clean their house or go out to stop the anxiety but I would lay there looking behind my eyes. I started seeing shit behind my eyes like static moving images I would tell my friend I see shit moving behind my eyes. I would say I think our brain are dreaming all the time even while we are awake. Without alcohol I wouldnt have meditated. But with it I have meditated probably 1000s of hours like 16 hours at a time. I didnt even know I was doing it or what meditating is. Once I awakened I just stopped drinking. My soul or intelligence was doing it. WHATEVER it is you are doing your soul is doing it intelligently for a reason. Dont listen to other people about what is good and what is bad. I drink my self to death and I came back. That was the best thing I ever did cause I saw God. And it was THE key part to me awakening. If I didnt do that I wouldnt have seen God in my awakening. If someone came up to me and said hey dont drink yourself to death it would have been a detriment for my spiritual path to listen to them.

Yes I used to watch gore videos all the time. Its part of the left hand path in the age of the internet. Lowering your vibration to lower and lower levels. I only remember one a poor baby with rabies dying shaking foaming at the mouth as his body spasmed uncontrollably, yelling, eyes darting back and forth.

Yes I used to be able to shrink peoples heads by staring at them. When I layed down I could feel my hands and tongue grow while my legs and arms shrink. Basically wherever I have more sensors seemed to become enlarged and where there are less seemed to shrink.

I think a good thing to try it stand in one place. Where am I? I am behind this somewhere. Ok turn around 180 degrees are you there? No im behind still. Look up are you there? No you are somewhere down under what you are looking at. Look down are you there? No. Now do the theoretical You are in your brain. Okay well theoretically look at your brain. Take your eyes and point them at your brain are you there? No, now im in the eyes now looking at the brain. Or im still in the brain but cant see myself. Ok slice the brain one piece at a time take the eyes and look at yourself slicing your brain. Are you going to find yourself at all? NO.

@svreishrenIt is because theres something outside of it looking into it. If theres something outside looking in that means theres an end. It ends the same spot you end in physical reality. Right now you are outside of the universe looking into the universe. Thinking you are the thing in the universe when you arent that. Its infinitely deep but has a starting point. The starting point is God which is what you are. The thing outside of the universe looking into it. That thing is nothing. Theres no physical reason why I would have neurons that have a point of view of the entire universe in my head. You cant know the whole universe because its infinitely deep but you can see you are it. God didnt create the entire universe from the bottom up it just said Im God and I create the entire universe and it happened. The starting point is the beggining and the whole thing. Your existence started from the point of view of the entire universe. Its qualia is awe, clean, shiny, perfectly ordered. When you see that you are the entire universe there is still something behind you from the universes point of view. Its the infinite SHIVA

@svreishrenWhen I awaken I blinked and I saw the entire universe behind my eyes. Like physical universe. The universe is sentient and it has a point of view the same way you have a point of view as a human.The universe has eyes that it can look out of like you think you do. Pretend you had an infinite library of movies to watch, you can pick any kind of movie ever created in the history of the universe but you dont have a preference as to which one to watch (genre, style). You dont know which one to watch so you just click on a random one and start watching. So why this one? This is the one you picked as simple as that. The universe has a personality like you have right now its not like an empty thing. The universe is empty but the personality (the blackness behind your eyes ) isnt. The universe is like a person or whatever makes the person a person, and not a robot. It can go WOW IM THE UNIVERSE! I CANT BELEIVE IM THE UNIVERSE! WOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOW!