Hojo

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  1. @something_elseThe reason she picked it out is because this mindset is threatening to women. Hes being honest which is not easy and she is throwing insults because its threatening to womans survival that men think this is okay. Women set the standards of what a man should be and if we deviate from pure dedication to one woman the whole social structure falls apart. Every man wants this its how God made man. A woman made a rule that they cant express this openly. When they do they are suddenly trashy and the woman must be wal mart hookers. Yes even prince charming a 'real man' wants this.
  2. @Deziree https://www.reddit.com/r/Whatcouldgowrong/comments/1l5mtkk/wcgw_picking_up_on_a_busy_road/ What about this one? Things I noticed the girls hand entering the car vanishes. The man entering the bus looks like a ghost. The red car originally is black and then turns red the closer it gets to the camera. When the cars crash there are frames where the cars are merged together with no damage.
  3. I was chanting a mantra, and as I was chanting I was counting how many I do with 5 of my fingers, and the other hand was pressed in some random hand form. As I was doing this I was noticing my mind coming in and saying things. While I was doing all 3 of these things at the same I kinda stopped focusing on being a human and my field of view took up the 3 activities and the mind asked me what exactly is a God? And the answer that came was a infinite causation of conscious events and qualia happening in order. None having names, just experience of doing something on purpose in a cyclical pattern. IE - I chant, I put my voice on auto pilot I maintain pressure of my fingers I put that on auto pilot, still have to check in as they go limp With my hand I am counting to 5 on each finger by placing my finger tips to my knee in the order that I have trained my mind to count to 5 automatically, to maintain a consistent 108 number of chants. I can use my focus to keep the count and hold it so I dont forget. Then even over all this my ego mind is still talking to me. So a God could be something that has become so familiar with every single thing that it can move everything at the exact same time in a cyclical sequence. Like chanting a mantra to 108 by knowing and training the body/mind itself, a God could move everything that exists simultaneously while maintaining count and talking to itself from infinite points of view. Without fucking up once. If this were true you theoretically should be able to pavlovs dog reality with a sound.
  4. @Someone here A multitasker on an infinite spectrum with 0 light. I dunno how else to say it.
  5. @Someone hereYes its my native toungue but I have problems with language mentally. I spelt my name wrong until I was 18 years old and my gf told me I was spelling it wrong. I wasnt paid attention too enough as a child so my language skills,and identity didnt develop properly. I am not retarded I just sound retarded. I want to talk about God, Close your eyes spin your right hand in a circle make your left hand go up and down, chant your name, lift right leg up and down, move left toe up and down. Without thinking that would be the experience of a God on an infinite scale. That is what I was trying to say. With like trees blowing as an action, birds flying, people talking, doors opening, engines combusting.
  6. @Someone here Yes, I failed english 3 times in highschool. Language is hard for me, I dont know when to properly use grammar.
  7. @SQAADYou have to sell so many AI pictures to make any money. You make 1 dollar on 1 photo you need to sell 10 photos to eat. That can take 8 hours and probably sometimes not at all.
  8. It seems white out and the void are the same things on opposite sides.Its not lower its the highest. Like yin and yang. You dont lose consciousness ever.
  9. Yes you are you and something else. The you everyone thinks as themselves, will not re spawn. Close your eyes, that you will re spawn. You will not have any clue that that thing re spawned tho, unless you know it. That thing is in everything.
  10. @Leo Gura Are you saying a person in light world and a person in dark world can't be in the same room? Rumination anxiety depression are dark world. They exist just as much as light world to the individual. Bombs exploding in light is not dark world. The fear that comes with it is dark world. If you are schizophrenic the schizophrenia is in the dark world and that happens because you live in your head and are not paying attention to the light world.
  11. There is a thing called the light world and a thing called the dark world. Light world is reality and dark world is in your head. Black pill live in the dark world. They are constantly thinking thinking thinking eventually the thinking comes to conclusions that are not happening right now. This is karma. Its like fucking yourself over for things that have happened to you not whats happening. Once you get trapped in the dark world only you can think yourself out. This usually requires an awakening.
  12. What exactly are you offering? AI generated images?
  13. @Grateful Dead It only happens one time. There is only one shitty life to endure. Lumping many single lives as if it happens to the same person is where all this immense suffering comes from. The person goes back to God and its all ok.
  14. @Carl-Richard Self help implies God is doing something wrong with reality. Prove free will. Prove you are not an npc. Oh you cant, just like solpisism, the truth. Whatever happens is the will of God wether you think you can improve on it or not. Now please stop insulting me everytime I say something. I feel like I am being harassed by a mod. Its not fair to be able to insult me when I cant insult your stupid ideas back at you. You are toxifying the server. At least rebut the claim with something. Please tell me how you self improve the self to transend it? How can you do that when the self doesn't even exist? My argument is you do it by ignoring it, you have no control and must accept what happens.
  15. Two owners of social media platforms fighting eachother in the public eye like a Jerry Springer episode.
  16. @zurew Yes there are no should and shouldn't, Gods doing life, not us. You cant not smoke if God makes you smoke. You cant self improve, its a scam. You can only fight against what God is doing. Sometimes you get the shit end of the stick sometimes you get the good end. If you get the shit end and try to make it the good end then God says get back on the shit end, you cant have a good end if the shit end keeps trying to be the good end. The irony of this forum is its a self help forum that openly says the self does not exist to improve on.
  17. @Carl-Richard Thats how it feels to someone with cancer. Thats why they don't go. If they just say I have it and cry, they will accept it and go. Please pardon my miss of a capital letter. The body to a man is schrodinger's cat.
  18. @Carl-Richard hes scared of dying. Face the fear even if he dosent have it he can use this fear as a tool to accept death. It has nothing to do with cancer in a way. Hes going to die and hasn't accepted that means accepting fake or real cancer.
  19. If you have cancer you are going to die anyway. You have no idea if you live tommorow or not. Take the fear and face death with it. You do have it you are going to die very soon. Now what?
  20. @Someone here she victim blaming.
  21. Probably closest emotion is fear for identifying the self.
  22. @SincerityIts like consciousness behind your head is opening up.Your third eye opens in your forehead and reality like twists itself and the third eye is like like behind your head as well. The fear isnt coming from you, your consciousness is opening like a door and you are opening yourself to the void. There is nothing to be scared of. Fear isnt sentient and its not you doing it its just a part of reality, like a qualia. Thats just the qualia of the experience of your door opening, you labeled as dying cause you know what dying is. The logic that you are dying is you making up a story about a qualitative experience. The words dont mean anything. The experience is happening, the logic automatically starts a feedback loop of meaningless words about the qualia that you assigned it.
  23. When I felt like something was behind me I kept turning around in circles and realized it was a portal opening up behind my pov and thats what was making me feel that way. It came with the same feeling of dread or dying. I just realized it was fear itself opening up and sat in it and then entered intense trance.