Hojo

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  1. When I drank 26 beers and died one night I started thought looping and 5 seconds of life keep repeating 1000 times the same I heard happens with psychs. But when this happens something else also happens you detach from the thought loop and see this happening in real time and witness your true nature. And its frightening if not prepared. Another time on weed it happened and it was like every frame of existence was a Polaroid picture being taken and thrown away but I wasn't scared that time. I just say thats a nice photo
  2. Thats the by product of infinite intelligence. Nothing is unintelligent its just a rung on a ladder of infinite intelligence. The universe has already come and gone God learned how to make the universe as balanced as possible.
  3. It dosent care the people in the bodies do. Like you. They don't want it and God is them so God dosent want it. If everyone lived without hurting people nothing would happen. So living blissfully and doing things hurts people by doing them. And if you did whatever you wanted you would hurt people even inadvertently. So you have to acknowledge their suffering as God. God dies and its mind floods with all the hurt its caused over the 1000s of lifetimes and its something it has to deal with it won't go away on its own. So to be in peace it has to fix these issues. Or you have to fix them.
  4. I think when God does things it likes there is equally bad that it has to endure. So it can live multiple lives of bliss but everytime it dies it sees the bad piling up its trying to not to go through the bad but it can't escape it. This is its nature being equal. Imagine you lived your life died and then were confronted by the fact that you lived 1000 great lives and now are forcing yourself to live 1000 terrible lives you don't want to do it but you have to its how its designed. You really don't want to you really really don't want to but you can't escape it you did it you started the game and it dosent end until you've seen both sides. In this case it would not be smart to live only blissful life you would take both at the same time so you can end neutral. And not have 1000s of years of misery.
  5. You enter heaven when you annihilate your demons or self limitations and act as if you were inside a dream right now never remembering who you are or what happened or what will happen. Never thinking again. There's no one to impress so there's no one to talk to . Hell does exist. Its multiple dimensions.multiple hells Multiple scenes of agony. Like a torture level God made. You stay there for a lifetime.You exit this level and go to the torture level a room that God created to torture itself. Once finished your soul is indented with fear. If you become still enough you might be able to hit hell and then leave instantly like the void in not sure. I'm also not sure but I think if you are awoken you won't go to hell. Its for the unconscious souls. Just like you are guaranteed into heaven you are guaranteed to hell. You are guaranteed to rape you are guaranteed to be raped to murder and to be murdered. I read in hinduisn if you came on a woman's face your hells will be to swim in semen forever. So bring your snorkel Keep in mind that when you are in these realms you aren't you you are your soul so there is no knowing you were even there except when you are there. Once you are out is completely forgotten except the indent it has made on your soul.
  6. Yea I have been doing it. Not asking but feeling and I am crying alot when it happens it feels like love is being put into my head and I will almost cry when it happen as it remind me of God. Its just awkward because it happens in the middle of a conversation at work and my brain will start tingling and I will feel like I want to cry because it feels like God is loving me again. I will try to see if I ask it what it wants and see what it says
  7. Since I first tripped on shroom like 2 years ago and I had an insane release of energy and awakening I have been able to feel my brain thinking. Its like electricity is moving around my brain or my soul is loose and its just moving around in my head. I can think of something and I can feel electricity shooting through my brain in certain areas. It happens everyday probably 5 or 6 times a day and it feels amazing.i don't necessarily have control over when it happens but I can focus on the area of my brain thats being shocked and prolong the feeling. But I never felt my brain like this before except when I came off anti depressants abruptly way back. The anti depressants gave me brain zaps but this is different. It feels like I'm orgasming but I'm just thinking. If someone says something it can trigger a realization in my brain and it feels like my brain is telling which spot is being used or thats where that information is being stored. Maybe its weed i dunno but it happens even at work or when I'm out not high I know its not normal to feel your brain because I hadn't my entire life but it has been on going for 2 years after I realized I am God. They say you don't have feeling in your brain but something is happening up there.
  8. I'm kinda leaning towards i blew my crown chakra open and now its blown out like a prolapsed anus . Maybe I'm psychic now or I'm turning my psychic on. The only place I can find a bunch of brain tingling information is on psychic forums
  9. Yes it get intense a involuntary reaction i have it to rub my finger around my head really fast as its happening and it seems to help . No ticking sounds tho. It kind of like a firework going off in my brain then it stops then a bunch of other smaller fireworks go off.
  10. So you and your therapist were arguing over whether farmers had wisdom of hunter gatherers but hunter gatherers were farmers. The native american put a seed in the ground and did nothing but pray to god. They dont water they dont weed they just dance on it and sing about it.thats not farming.
  11. yea man go for it. Heal yourself. In that case I would say dont do them and listen to your therapist or why are you there.
  12. i drink 5 beers to not get scared
  13. pretty sure if hunter gatherers knew how to harvest psychs they would and if they found some they would eat them. and you cant progress without regression a step back is not bad. Anyone who says that has no idea what they are talking about. I do not know your mental state enough to know if you should take psychs but if you seeing a psychiatrist you must have some mental problems and it might make it worse, but it also might make it better. Do what you want you psychiatrist is an ai. If you somehow improved drastically then regressed your psychiatrist would say good work if you start the race falling on your ass she will say you are not doing well. Who the fuck is she to say when you should regress or progress.
  14. When God finds himself he lives in peace for 1000 years then Satan shows himself again
  15. If God is locked inside a cell with infinite space and anything it wants to do But is there eternally is it still a prisoner
  16. The only spiritual link I've found is ushnisha they say its the top of buddha head where all the energy is sitting or hes creating another world for himself or something. Everywhere else health wise says brain tumor but I know I don't think I have a brain tumor. I've heard people say alot that you can't feel your brain but you can. I've noticed that it happens when I am talking to people or playing with my cats. When they get riled up I can feel static in my head . The way I describe the feeling is that my soul is sitting at the top of my head waiting to get out and sometimes it dances around the brain in a halo formation . Like it feels like someone is running their finger around my head in a circle
  17. Do you not think that words that you use toward God not effect it. I thought that was the purpose of mantra
  18. i think its something like a neuron where you never actually meet anyone but they exist as much as you. You just can never interact with them only information they are sending you. Maybe if you both know it you can send information by telepathy
  19. this was my problem you are addicted to porn cause everyone told you it was bad. Its not bad to jerk off whenever the fuck you want 5 time 6 time 7 times you just do it more cause you tell you demonize it touch your dick whenever you want. Post nut clarity is satan. Love that shit if you get off to it. Its a self deception on keeping you addicted to weird shit which when you understand this you can cure yourself instantly by watching the video again and loving the fuck out of it. Its a built in mechanism by the devil to instantly lower your vibration after raising it so high ! If you keep the feeling going you will heal. Try to jerk off and dont cum and just hold that awsesome feeling in your mind then push it down to your stomach then start again and get your mind almost to orgasm stop and then foxus on that feeling and then push that feeling to your stomach and do that for awhile and then just stop masturbating without cumming. You wont even want to come after awhile and all that feeling wont be released. And you will feel amazing.
  20. but the word is god I kinda feel like the internet is satan and using it at all is a waste of time and against gods plan. It takes the awareness from reality and we stop going and moving around with the world and interacting. Like to your cat your just staring at a wall while on the computer or staring into a window that has weird colours. You arent actually interacting with people as your mind thinks you are. You just stare at the wall for hours while losing your awareness and attention in the process by being bombarded with stuff
  21. Thought has little karma Voice has more karma Action has most
  22. @trenton the great thing about it is its no ones fault because your problems are your parents problems and your parents problems are your grandparents problems and so on back to God. Which is you so you can just instantly forgive yourself of anything that happens. Literally every bad thing that happens every bad way you act can be sent back to yourself and you can forgive yourself to keep yourself in a higher vibrational state and better things will happen to you instead of focusing on the bad things or even noticing them. God forgives everyone because everyone is good and tries their best its just the best of God comes on an infinite spectrum.
  23. To me Andrew tate is like going to dairy queen and ordering the thing with the biggest display. Did I really want it or did I want it because it was put in front of me. There are 100s of options all being good why am I focusing on the one with the giant display its probably not even the best kind. The product they have is going rotten so they shove it at you non stop. I would argue the media created Andrew tate i never heard of him before the media started plastering his face everywhere and talking about him and its probably the same for 99 percent of people. The weird thing to me is why. It is a discusting narrative that is hurting children today and the best thing media can do is shut up about this mental baby instead of glorifying him by giving him a voice and the biggest platform in the nation. Put bernie sanders back on he is a man we can look eye level too and is a good role model for children.
  24. The women deserved to be scammed and the people he scammed deserve to be scammed. Its a harsh lesson but God is truth arguing about wether he is good or bad is against God. The thing I don't get is why anyone is talking about him in the first place there are plenty of pimps out there and he isn't even that bad of one. Why is he being the focus for so long every conversation about the tates is completely and utterly useless. Tate is an average pimp. Focus on the ones doing more harm if you are so outraged by the activities he conducts himself in. I have heard this mans name in the media for over a year almost everyday and it has always been completely useless discussion about nothing. You gain nothing by it and its being forced down into your mind like he's directly cumming down your throat and you are saying daddy give me more.