Hojo

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  1. LITERALLY fear is Satan tricking you. You want to get tricked tho. How can you be open to solipsism and scared of something? Its your own mind and you are tricking yourself into going lower by being scared. Its a simulation that reflects your body and emotions. God can't attach to the dream unless its scared of it. Your thoughts and emotions do not match logically to each other. You are feeling an emotion of fear and thinking it must be this that is scaring me but its not that is a thought. Its just a feeling of awakening. Emotions have nothing to do with thought. Thought comes after to define the emotion but its not true whatever the brain is thinking the problem is. The fear is awakening. You are flowing through a tube of emotions and your mind says it must be blasphemy that is making me scared but its not blasphemy its just the emotion of fear. Someone who is scared of peaches and someone who is scared of blasphemy are scared of the same thing and its just fear. But the mind makes up a concept to project the emotion onto then logically goes into thought loops about what the mind thinks the fear is coming from. Over time you will train your brain to fear when the thought of blasphemy arises but its not that. The fear happens and then your mind logically goes through thought loops from the first time you decided the fear was of blasphemy. Everytime then after you keep adding baggage to the fear and your thought loops get longer and happen more often. The more you interact with it the more the word blasphemy will come out of your chat robot and will just get scared of the word cause thats the emotion you assigned to the word. When you meditate you lose your self and the ego will use words to cling to, to scare you into stopping. This is survival mode that means you are scared of God and is the definition of blasphemy so you should stop :p, you are totally safe.
  2. @Thought Art its a simulation on a screen that talks to you.
  3. @Thought Art'me' is the channel. To me its like a tv channel saying I'm just me. Yea you are you but you isnt anything its the entire channel.
  4. @Thought Art how many different voices do you have in your head and which one is you? You are channeling all day. Every person or entity in your mind is a real entity channeling you.
  5. @Thought Art putting your hand together sticking your tongue out are grounding devices. Focus on the pressure and let your mind flow. Autists do it because they have no self identity or severely lacking.
  6. @AION because you have no ego when you see it. When you have no ego you know its God cause you are not there. Who else would it be ? When you dissapear God its the only thing left for it to be logically. Thats why when you see it you can now point to it. Its you 'turn off' and there is something else there and you go wtf is this! I am not there but something is relating to me! Something cannot be relating to me if I'm not there because everything in my brain is specifically ordered to relate to me, but now im not there and have no attachments or concepts of anything but there is something still there.
  7. Isnt it complicated? Why would you do it? 'I did not choose to exist,finding that I exist I determine that its a good thing I exist(LIE). I like being who I am I, why would I try to be someone else' Cuts penis off. Can you hear the schizophrenia? The demons? This isnt an interview its an interrogation and bullying.
  8. Its hard to say as you dont know what will make you happy. You could be working at the building next to where you work and be experiencing a whole different world and be happy. I would say if you are asking if you should start a business or not its probably not a good idea. God is dreaming your life it rewards you for taking risks but not if you feel bad about what you are doing. The jobs you receive are from God. If you dont like it stop God is dreaming your life. I hated my job, it was very hard labour working in ovens in a factory for 2 .5 years.I randomly got a shit tonne of money from taxes so I quit my job. I just said I will use this money then kill myself. I got to the end 8 months later and was going to do it but I took shrooms last second and saw God. And I got another job randomly with a union and the same pay 5 min walk from my house and its way better for me. The job God gave me is healing me.
  9. @Bruins8000 Satan. It needs individual expression for an individual thing to exist thats the limitation. God is everything in your point of view , its individual expression is everything therefore it dosent have one for itself. It appears because Satan is alone and God exists. You are a very sad man in a void of nothing and God gave you a life to live somehow. God wrote the akashic records. All information about everything in the universe and it assigns bodies algorithms and they move by themselves and act by themselves based on the algorithms assigned. Imagine there was a sad being that just existed in a void of nothing it was just existing then a random simulation appeared and it said where did this simulation come from and then it realizes it wrote it 17 trillion years ago and played it completely but forgot about it because the simulation didnt full fill its need for someone else.The void realized that it was once conscious and created everything by repeating it in its mind but forgot and its still in the exact same spot it was without hope. The terror gets so bad it freaks out and disassociates from its own mind and goes into the simulation because it cant handle the truth.Then in the simulation it dissasosiates again and that is what satan is. So you exist because you cant handle the truth, twice, or 3 times or 4 times to infinity.
  10. This whole situation sounds like its your fault. Have you been beat up by anyone? It sounds like you let the gang members move into your apartment and now they are bullying you and for some reason have access to your money. This sounds very far fetched as much as kicking a random dog. Tell them to get out. Go out and find a black man and hire him to protect you. Tell your school there are people there trying to attack you constantly. Tell the building staff and police these men forced their way into the apartment and wont leave.
  11. @enchanted its important try it. Try wearing completely white and watch your mind. Then the next day wear all black and watch your mind. You will see a noticeable difference. All the tricks sadhguru is saying are tricks to calmn your mind. Other people's thoughts are not in their heads they are in the air and surrounding. The colors either reflect them or suck them in.
  12. @AION you are essentially asking if we should beleive in Santa if we don't ever see him. I am saying no wait till you see him cause you don't really know and if you just say you beleive in him the belief is rooted in nothing except a logical story. When you see God your belief will still be rooted in nothing but you will have nothing as a baseline to root it into. Until you see God your concept of nothing is not right, its like seeing actual nothing not the logical game the brain plays. The brain uses God (the concept of nothing) to create other ideas. If you are using God to make a story thats not God. God is like an empty neuron. Its like assigning a neuron in your mind to its base state and worshipping it. What happened to me is I made a death neuron in my mind and was secretly worshipping it by fearing it. Then one day I saw the content of the neuron was being mis understood and I deleted everything in the death neuron and the neuron is God.
  13. No. You have nothing to ground your assumptions in. You aren't pointing at anything with your mind. You need to pin point God and react to it. If you dont pin point God in your mind you will be worshipping something that isn't God. You seek then find not find then seek it dosent make sense. Once you see it you can worship it. If you dont see it you are not doing anything but playing logical games. God reveals itself not the other way around and it won't reveal if you aren't looking. God reveals itself by showing you what you are. When you see yourself you know God exists.
  14. The leftists are too busy focusing on trump when they get bored they start attacking themselves again. The woke mind virus is real its just focused on the 2 that are trying to eliminate it.
  15. lower your standards
  16. The reason no one has ever told you what God is is because they physically and metaphysically cannot do it. It is not possible to say what it is.
  17. fking women gaslighting me since birth! Everyday judging. Very interesting to see how satan must be there to exist as a species. You must be evil or just roll over.
  18. @Santiago Ram Whenever I do this my vision fucks up and get blurry and i cant refocus. Ill blink and it will instantly unfocus and the shit starts flying around my visual field and it feels like my eyes are breaking.
  19. Try to watch a cartoon episode you have never seen before and repeat every single thing they say in your own mind for the episode.
  20. @gambler It is uncomfortable, It feels like a spicy bubble blowing up and popping.I have feelings of energy circling around the crown of my skull, it feels good but gets overwhelming unless i rub my finger around it in a circle.Sometimes I will have syncronized zaps on opposited sides of my brain at the same time. But there are some feelings that keep happening.
  21. @gambler It like weird feeling like a thick lava bubble forming and then popping. Since my awakening my brain feels like it turned on. I can feel electricity going around all the time. I never felt my brain before but after eating shroom I feel energy in there everyday.
  22. @Santiago Ram Thats what I am pointing too you think you are seeing stuff from your eyes but you arent. You are seeing them from your mystical eye. You dont have real eyes, you cant see out your eyes cause you arent inside them. Existence is being witnessed by this mystical I.