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No. You have nothing to ground your assumptions in. You aren't pointing at anything with your mind. You need to pin point God and react to it. If you dont pin point God in your mind you will be worshipping something that isn't God. You seek then find not find then seek it dosent make sense. Once you see it you can worship it. If you dont see it you are not doing anything but playing logical games. God reveals itself not the other way around and it won't reveal if you aren't looking. God reveals itself by showing you what you are. When you see yourself you know God exists.

The leftists are too busy focusing on trump when they get bored they start attacking themselves again. The woke mind virus is real its just focused on the 2 that are trying to eliminate it.

lower your standards

The reason no one has ever told you what God is is because they physically and metaphysically cannot do it. It is not possible to say what it is.

fking women gaslighting me since birth! Everyday judging. Very interesting to see how satan must be there to exist as a species. You must be evil or just roll over.

@Santiago Ram Whenever I do this my vision fucks up and get blurry and i cant refocus. Ill blink and it will instantly unfocus and the shit starts flying around my visual field and it feels like my eyes are breaking.

Try to watch a cartoon episode you have never seen before and repeat every single thing they say in your own mind for the episode.

@gambler It is uncomfortable, It feels like a spicy bubble blowing up and popping.I have feelings of energy circling around the crown of my skull, it feels good but gets overwhelming unless i rub my finger around it in a circle.Sometimes I will have syncronized zaps on opposited sides of my brain at the same time. But there are some feelings that keep happening.

@gambler It like weird feeling like a thick lava bubble forming and then popping. Since my awakening my brain feels like it turned on. I can feel electricity going around all the time. I never felt my brain before but after eating shroom I feel energy in there everyday.

@BlessedLion No just mushroom years ago.

@Santiago Ram Thats what I am pointing too you think you are seeing stuff from your eyes but you arent. You are seeing them from your mystical eye. You dont have real eyes, you cant see out your eyes cause you arent inside them. Existence is being witnessed by this mystical I.

You can also think of it like If I pull out your eyes and cut them off you will still be there inside your brain. You arent seeing out your eyes you are somewhere in your brain and light is coming in, and you are seeing the light.. The light comes in and you are there to witness its structure. So if your mother is standing in front of you there is literally your brain matter behind her body. Behind the walls is your own brain matter, People come in as projections of light and you are allowed to see them. So your eyes are not 'seeing' they are tools that allow you to 'see' your own mind.

When I was 2 I had a dream. Barney and Fred Flinstone were walking down a road talking I could understand them I knew they were having a conversation. Suddenly I dont know they are having a conversation they are just making sounds. As they walk less and less things appear in the background. They stop making sounds and are just moving their bodies and mouths. There is no sound and they are just walking and I get an intense fear that nothing is happening.

I only visit family when I have to so at Christmas. I get there the first thing my mom do is grab food and sit down. The little dog jumped up and scratched her a little bit and she threw it halfway across the room and screamed at it. My neice turned into nefew and is a drug addict at 14. The family is screaming about the child in front of them as if they dont exist or only exist as an object to be yelled about, they put headphones in but I know that they can still hear. I have flashbacks of my life within 1 hour and think no one can make it out of this mentally sane? I see these people once a year and instantly dont like it. Both my brothers have totally abandon my entire family including myself to never contact them. My mother has no idea and is so unconcious she dosent know her and her sisters are doing it. They are highly conservative nut jobs as well. Its like they have no idea what their bodies are doing fully asleep, they damage the minds of their children then blame the children. Covid made my mother into a conspiracy nut she had pages and pages of stats about it and was deciphering it like some sort of code. For a long time she was constantly arguing with me about the stuff and since I am a liberal I have no idea what is really happening. We argue and yell. Whenever I ask for a stat I will look it up and she will freak out if its anything different than what she thinks is true. Then she says this is my truth and I ask why would you want to make this shit up. I dont nessasarily hold opinions, she thinks she arguing against something I am just wanting to know why she thinks these things and when you try to poke at it, by looking up information, she bursts our in rage and says I am always right, while not trying to be right about anything it just contradicts what I hear. She says she dosent want to talk about it then brings it up and then says I want to argue. The last time I saw her for the 1000th time she said ukraine was bombing its own citizens and I said I dont think that happened at all and we researched it and learned about russian backed separatists murdering ukraines and she flipped out and yelled at me and condescendingly said you are right you are always right. lol?? She thinks Trudeau was an authoritarian. She also says she wanted Putin as a leader, but somehow hates communism ,as she thought Russia was a communist country. Her own words contradict themselves.

Thats what the dream is for. The path is to a void. The light is there to distract you from reaching the void. One time in deep meditation I saw a light fading away as it was fading I saw gnomes and stars and Mario dancing around out of it saying look at me! Look at me, pay attention I'm a gnome! I saw God created light when it needs a distraction.

Its literally a mechanism to lie to you and create a metaphysical being that is like God and then to rip it away and you will then say God is not real because I can't see him. I couldn't see Santa and I fell for that. Its created to do that. Probably the most evil thing society has ever done. This is what they teach you God is real hes invisible he gives you gifts and loves you. Here is Santa he loves you is real and give you gifts, here is proof Santa exists he is leaving presents! Oh wow God must be real too! Jokes kid we gaslit the fuck put of you! Then the child says well I am never believing anything I can't see even God. The child will have an existential crisis and close their imagination.

@khalifa The same thing is happening to me it feels like a bubble bubbling.

Like going mach 10 while not moving at all.

When a christian sees God they are going to say its satan and freak out. No one can help you if you think God is satan.

@LordFall They worship shiva/the darkness/satan. It dosent matter if they are good hearted, they dont know satan. When you awake its like you are seeing satan not God you see you are satan and when you see satan you see that God exists and God created satan/you so it could experience something that is not God. Like satan is the 'one avatar' / every character, and every character is played by God/the simulation. Christianity is saying only the game character exists and its satanism to say there is a simulation that can be accessed. Hindu is saying no we are in a simulation and there is the 'one Avatar' and we are all it and its shiva(the darkness you see when you close your eyes,satan) and the ultimate God dosent care what we do its just hosting us and its all accepting.They say seeing satan is enlightenment. Its the Goal, you cannot see God but you can see yourself as satan.

Christianity is anti satan but they create it(by demonizing things children do) then demonize it inside the person Hinduism is Satan worship but we need to understand we have been lied too about satan Satan is darkness, the void you see when you close your eyes God is light and satan combined into one light/void One time in reality when you were a baby you and reality were one and then you dreamed yourself into existence. Then you grew up and something scared you 'the snake/reptile brain' and you disassociate from God. Christianity is anti darkness, If this were true to Christians they would all have to deny themselves and say they are all God. Each Christian sees darkness when they close their eyes that means satan is there. Christians hate Hindu cause its satan worship and its true but they dont understand what is happening in reality. Also eastern religion is not the left hand path. The Right hand path is what Christians are supposed to do or what Sadhguru is preaching The left hand path is like stealing dead bodies to steal the energy, doing disgusting things, painful things, being naked and acting different, pedophilia and stuff. Christianity is like I will completely dissasosiate and never question anything and be asleep and hindu is like hey you are satan and you can use satan as a tool. The snake signifies your reptile brain/fear/ survival mechanism. Christians are scared of going insane or realizing God is insanity and they built a religion that denies it and then killed everyone that knew and then took over the planet.

Sadhguru is like elon musk opposite he wants ultimate communism where everyone is working 16 hours a day and sleeping for 4 hours then meditating for 6 hours then getting up. Like a cell working towards maximal potential. Elon musk wants dark enlightenment where everyone is slaves of corporations and work 16 hours a day, hes openly stated it.

@Spiritual Warrior np when it happen to me i was just looking and then I went into another dimension.

I only read archie comics so I wouldn't know why people read.