Hojo

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  1. @gettoefl true the body is to have the ability to hit your feeling off something and return it to your soul. Without one you have one feeling infinitely which is love or fear both being the same feeling looked at from different perspective. Everything thought is infinite but not when you have a body it stops them or its just an illusion of body and if you can stop the illusion you will have one thought forever.
  2. We are a ghost looking into a body through a window. Ultimately not physical but pure metaphysical
  3. I think in pictures. Refined by years and years of thinking about sex before sleep.
  4. @DefinitelyNotARobot don't you think God could duplicate itself infinite time then duplicate itself infinite times then duplicate itself infinite times and then attach the infinite duplicates to another in a line of 3? In that case you do have a unique soul and you are a unique God and others exist.
  5. @Inliytened1 thank you it was the beautiful thing ive ever experienced I was like homer simpson. I wasnt sure if it was kundalini cause people say its super intense which is was, but id do it again in a heartbeat.
  6. This is mostly for @Leo Gura, what was the most terrifying of realizations you have had or the one you have had the most time integrating or understanding. Solipsism?
  7. @Princess Arabia Ok then war wouldnt cease.
  8. @Princess Arabia i dunno about that I dont think god hates war. I think it loves it. Could be tho who knows.
  9. @Princess Arabia it is suffering all awakening is is stopping the mental suffering which is where all suffering comes from. It dosent stop bad things from happening. And if you are still asleep in these situations you will suffer you won't remember you are god so the suffering can be massive. Thats why its important to wake others up because you end your(gods) suffering if everyone is awake. If God was realized in everyone suffering would end. War and pain will not end but suffering will. God is only awake in like .01 percent of population right now. The suffering is insane.
  10. If you were an eternal being you have to experience everything. Its not an option. You either do it now or later. This is god coming to terms with its shadow. You will have to live a life as a child rapist. God will come to itself and it says I can't do that. Well you just attached yourself to it now you have to. You just demonized yourself
  11. @Princess Arabia don't you think in infinite time you will want to experience it? You are labeling it as bad not me. They aren't horrific they are the same as sitting in a garden. Its our job to understand this that getting your intestines blown open from constipation is the same as getting the best head ever
  12. @Princess Arabia it is delusion. It is madness. Frolick in the garden until the void takes you and enjoy your time in the sun. And smile inside when at war and your torso is half blow off as you are screaming in agony with your mouth full of mud and you are being mocked by your screams of pain. Endure when you have a stroke and are stuck in a hospital bed for 20 years never leaving your bed and are covered in bed sores and pure pain 24/7 for no reason besides family is too selfish to let you end your suffering. Never complain about anything because you make it all up to forget the ultimate suffering of being alone in a void of nothing for eternity.
  13. @Someone here I used to think like holykeal too. I literally hated God as I felt he was letting us see light for 1 second just so we know its there before locking us back up into purgatory. I always thought of it like a cow being locked ln a black room for 15 years and then let out for one day to frolick in the grass only to be put back in that same night for the rest of its life. You see the joy in the cows when they touch grass as they hop for joy I constantly question why would you show me this you sadistic fucking prick. I would rather not know! Its ruining my times in the light! All the other cows don't know we will be locked up again at nightfall and they are being ignorant but I do and its causing me suffering! Imo dreaming is just a tool used for more and more seperation from God. When you are at peace you stop dreaming
  14. I was depressed and going to kill myself caused by my soul crushing fear of death and abusive household that caused me to have neurological problems where I would blame myself for everything and make up situation in which I did something wrong all the time. I decided I was going to try shroom to heal me if it didn't work I would kill myself. I take only 2 grams and my Indentity instantly went off like a switch and I'm looking at my hand and I say to myself I'm not even real I'm just making everything up. If I'm not real that means I can't die if I can't die that means I'm immortal. Then I hear a voice ask me if I'm not real than what am I? Oh my God i have to be God. Suddenly I feel my life energy crushed in my feet and it starts raising up my legs up my torso into my brain. Fireworks start going off in my brain. I feel like god is pushing really hard on my forehead and my third eye and crown chackra just blow open and my soul gets torn off my screen and blows off reality. I'm looking at my soul and all I hear is 1000 voices saying I love you I love you you are perfect you are perfect you are beautiful you are beautiful over and over again and in just orgasming times a million then I started laughing and screaming and crying as hard as I could for like 6 hours. Every neuron in my mind firing straight up all at the same times in orgasmic bliss
  15. @davecraw ego is structure of your awareness the narration you tell yourself you are living through. In reality you don't have a face or a body and nothing has happened but colors and sounds coming to your mind and leaving your mind none of the people are real the sounds they make are coming from your mind not their mouth. Not omnipresent at all times only while on drug then you return to you limited ego
  16. As people awaken they have questions. A well thought out question to you might be way too high level for some. And their question to you is stupid newbie stuff. Maybe refine your your teaching so you can answer their questions with no effort and have them understand easier.
  17. Im pretty sure crossing your eyes infinite times has some spiritual aspect to it.I try to do it but its weird as fuck.Like if you focus on your nose your nose literally dissapears. Not sure about the headaches tho
  18. @Yimpa i know pouting dosent get you anywhere i was pouting in my room for 8 years. It would have led to my suicide had i not tried mushrooms. Being a victim makes you a victim.
  19. @LSD-Rumi the thing I don't like about sadhguru is that he claims to know all these things about aliens or crazy shit but won't talk about them to uphold his image. he says outloud that he is being deceptive and lying. Just tell us who the fuck cares what the media or others think. That's why leo is better he is truthful to himself and others. Yes I understand my great grandfathers nose is on my face the 15th time you said it. What I do like about him is his explanations of the sanskrit definitions of reality they are very helpful. And he explains what gods are what and what they might do. That would be a good video for Leo dissecting all these terms like Chitta and manas. I also like leo because he seems like a regular dude just trying to get laid and found God lol My favourite quote of leo was. I was smoke dmt jerking off and I started crying after I realized I'm jerking off to myself, that the naked women were me. You'd never hear that from sadguru
  20. @Basman those are really good. Another one could be model building. That needs focus and stop thinking
  21. Only during my awakening did it feel that way. Like god winks at you and is like 'bro I'm right here and have been the entire time looooool'. It does regularly shoot love into my stomach so maybe thats a wink I'm not listening too properly
  22. @puporing must be the polarity to infinite love. its nothing with infinite abandonment feeling. Where everything in the universe has left you and you are all alone with the feeling if sadness loneliness and fear for eternity. I watched a podcast and the guy was saying that souks can take a path of infinite unity or infinite selfishness. The path of infinite selfishness can only get so high before it has to return to find infinite unity within itself. So people who have experienced it must have chosen the path of infinite selfishness and have come back to unify their souls. Its a harder path but the pay offs are much more understanding on why we should unify with God.
  23. @Yimpa Crying wasnt the right word the right word was pout. If they are actually crying because of these comments then i dunno. You are right crying is healing
  24. You are too immature to be a channel, one person disagree with you or question your experience and you start crying. Even if you were you cant handle it.