Hojo

It's full moon again Crazy how time flies One might wonder If the path is in the right direction But I do believe Things come to life by accident When it remains on Sounds like it's meant to be (wake up)New space made when things fall apart (Get up!) What matters after ending's how you left a mark (Don't wait up!) Fire in my soul, fire in my heart 'Til you see me on the other side of stars, I'm running All the journeys start somewhere with a first step No one's sure what lies ahead, be bold and brave (ooh, stand up!) Roads may be rough and tough Though it will lead somewhere (oh) (Nothing easy, get up and go! Get it, go!) Sometimes it's the journey itself that teaches A lot about the destination not aware of (ooh) No matter how far (no matter how far) How you go (how you go, how you go) How long it may last (carpe diem, no time to waste, you gotta) Venture life, burn your dread (venture life, go get it, burn your dread) When there's a beginning There's an ending too As we go We come across many predicaments Delight lies beneath Colors of life that's excellent Though pictures fade away Beauty will remain the same Stop living dead when your heart's beating still (Hope!) No slowing down for me, I'm never gonna chill (Go!) Every low phase, I ride it like a drill I'll abide by the rules, but outshine and prove Only time will tell the magnitude of deeds Longer we wait, may it be the sweeter kiss (ooh) (Or will it? Only time will tell) Standing by for answers Shall it ease the pain? (Oh) (Nothing easy, get up and go! Get it, go!) Only from the heart, one reaches to the sky Ups and downs they go, so hands up and enjoy the ride (ooh) As you go (as you go) Believe in (believe in) The faith and yourself (carpe diem, no time to waste) Venture with no regret (you gotta venture life, go get it, no regret) Choices one makes reflect hope and fear Be brave, endure the pain Then one might just gain the strength one sought Which may be hearts and souls of life Meanings all of us search for Question, no answers Will this be for nothing? I felt so, so worthless and nervous, disgusted I would be so broken unless I conducted Diligently, patiently, and trusted myself Nothing was given to me, so gonna go earn it Every pain is another motivation, I burn it Trepidation doesn't stop death, but it stops life Accepting open minds for lights One day, these quiet voices will be heard Loud and clear, the story of the ones we miss (ooh) (Stand up!) But shed no tears Realize what they left behind (oh) (Nothing easy, get up and go! Get it, go!) Explore within the limits of the time No one should need a permit to a way of life (ooh) No matter how far (no matter how far) How you go (how you go, how you go) How short it may last (carpe diem, no time to waste, you gotta) Venture life, burn your dread (venture life, go get it, burn your dread Persona games are the most spiritually accurate games out there.

It wont take your skills but it will take your job. So if you do it do it for yourself and you will become triumphant over it. Corporations are inherently greedy. Its their job to fire you and use AI. The corporations dont care about how their product looks and they will fuck themselves using AI. They dont understand that you need constant human eyes looking at the game for it to be good. The more human concentration going into something the better it is. AI dosent have human concentration and it wont be good when they make AI make their games. You do have it and you can make a good game yourself.

If I ever buy a console again it would be a steam console. Seems like the most logical thing. It has the best deal all the games except exclusives and I heard nothing but good.

I used it as a way to meditate. When people are hungover they ususally get anxiety and go do something, like clean their house or go out to stop the anxiety but I would lay there looking behind my eyes. I started seeing shit behind my eyes like static moving images I would tell my friend I see shit moving behind my eyes. I would say I think our brain are dreaming all the time even while we are awake. Without alcohol I wouldnt have meditated. But with it I have meditated probably 1000s of hours like 16 hours at a time. I didnt even know I was doing it or what meditating is. Once I awakened I just stopped drinking. My soul or intelligence was doing it. WHATEVER it is you are doing your soul is doing it intelligently for a reason. Dont listen to other people about what is good and what is bad. I drink my self to death and I came back. That was the best thing I ever did cause I saw God. And it was THE key part to me awakening. If I didnt do that I wouldnt have seen God in my awakening. If someone came up to me and said hey dont drink yourself to death it would have been a detriment for my spiritual path to listen to them.

Yes I used to watch gore videos all the time. Its part of the left hand path in the age of the internet. Lowering your vibration to lower and lower levels. I only remember one a poor baby with rabies dying shaking foaming at the mouth as his body spasmed uncontrollably, yelling, eyes darting back and forth.

Yes I used to be able to shrink peoples heads by staring at them. When I layed down I could feel my hands and tongue grow while my legs and arms shrink. Basically wherever I have more sensors seemed to become enlarged and where there are less seemed to shrink.

I think a good thing to try it stand in one place. Where am I? I am behind this somewhere. Ok turn around 180 degrees are you there? No im behind still. Look up are you there? No you are somewhere down under what you are looking at. Look down are you there? No. Now do the theoretical You are in your brain. Okay well theoretically look at your brain. Take your eyes and point them at your brain are you there? No, now im in the eyes now looking at the brain. Or im still in the brain but cant see myself. Ok slice the brain one piece at a time take the eyes and look at yourself slicing your brain. Are you going to find yourself at all? NO.

@svreishrenIt is because theres something outside of it looking into it. If theres something outside looking in that means theres an end. It ends the same spot you end in physical reality. Right now you are outside of the universe looking into the universe. Thinking you are the thing in the universe when you arent that. Its infinitely deep but has a starting point. The starting point is God which is what you are. The thing outside of the universe looking into it. That thing is nothing. Theres no physical reason why I would have neurons that have a point of view of the entire universe in my head. You cant know the whole universe because its infinitely deep but you can see you are it. God didnt create the entire universe from the bottom up it just said Im God and I create the entire universe and it happened. The starting point is the beggining and the whole thing. Your existence started from the point of view of the entire universe. Its qualia is awe, clean, shiny, perfectly ordered. When you see that you are the entire universe there is still something behind you from the universes point of view. Its the infinite SHIVA

@svreishrenWhen I awaken I blinked and I saw the entire universe behind my eyes. Like physical universe. The universe is sentient and it has a point of view the same way you have a point of view as a human.The universe has eyes that it can look out of like you think you do. Pretend you had an infinite library of movies to watch, you can pick any kind of movie ever created in the history of the universe but you dont have a preference as to which one to watch (genre, style). You dont know which one to watch so you just click on a random one and start watching. So why this one? This is the one you picked as simple as that. The universe has a personality like you have right now its not like an empty thing. The universe is empty but the personality (the blackness behind your eyes ) isnt. The universe is like a person or whatever makes the person a person, and not a robot. It can go WOW IM THE UNIVERSE! I CANT BELEIVE IM THE UNIVERSE! WOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOW!

I think verbal evil is when someone purposefully says something to make someone feel bad. Or hurt people to purposefully physically to make them feel bad. You can hurt them verbally out of just speaking what you want that wouldnt be evil. So its a mixture of both and you cant know unless they keep doing it over and over. A evil would be just pure negative IMO. That would mean the person dosent derive pleasure from doing it and you dont from receiving it. If the person keeps bringing up negative things about you over and over and you dont react but they keep doing it cause they dont get the reaction they want (for you to hurt) then they are being evil. For instance you talk with someone they bring something up you just brush it off like you dont care. Then they talk about it again you brush it off like you dont care. You see them later they bring it up again and you brush it off again. They arent getting pleasure about bringing it up and keep doing it cause they arent getting the reaction they want even tho you have made it clear you arent reacting. They will keep bringing it up till you react in the way they want. ( you feeling bad) An unconscious would be you bring it up you brush it off like you dont care and they stop. There is 0 ulterior motive with unconscious its just an accident. They see you dont care and thats all that it has to be.

The man says possible blackouts.

Its super weird. One time I woke up and couldnt find myself in my field of view. I was looking for something but not sure what and then the realization that theres nothing to look for. Then what am I doing? Nothing. When you truly give up and get what you want there will be no one there to receive it. So theres no point in wanting anything.

@Leo GuraI think it will be way harder. The memory will create limitation on the LLM. Its akin to creating karma for the LLM. Right now I think AI is like in a dreaming state. If you want it to have memory it will have to limit beleifs and I think weird things will happen. The jump would be from dreaming to reality.

Ai is random. I use it for music and its just creating random things that sound similar. You cant tell it what to do things will always change with it. So if you have a character and want it to make the character do something it will change the way the character looks. It dosent have any memory at all.

It becomes one state that you realize you were making up a story and were always sitting there on the frame you are on, bored making up a story about how you go to the current moment but never left it.

Last night i have a dream it started as a nightmare. There was a demon in my house and it was coming to scare me. I remebered in the dream that I had this dream before with this demon as a child. When I became concious of this I started to say Shiva a bunch of time and I was chasing the demon threatning to rape it and it lost all power of fear over me. I chased it into my basement and cornered it and it dissapeared. Then I went grocery shopping and the demon went into my mother and she became very angry. Something happens in dream when we are children and we get scared and get stuck in fear.

@ryokoMillenials have seen both worlds we grew up with 0 technology so we can relate to older generations and we then transfered to permanently online so we can relate to Gen Z's problems. When its our turn to rule the world we will rule with compassion and humility. Gen Z got fked and the newer one fked even more. Older generations have been attacking Millenials since we came out of the vagina. Cause we are way smarter than any generation and thats a threat. That dosent sound like a humility but its a fact imo.

@ryoko i love millennial. Cause I am one. Adults that are still mentally children. No judgment.

@ryoko When I look back at my life I see a whole bunch of people pushing their world views on me telling me how to be and not be. And I can't remeber ever telling anyone in my entire life how to be I was always accepting of everyone of who they are. Besides for advice like on here where its designed for. It happens even to this day by older generation as if they have anything figured out. I never went to younger people and said you are fking up for no reason when they didn't look like they were struggling with something. Self awareness of older generation is in the negative levels. Borderlining psychopathic.

Dont boobs have milk?

@TruthFreedomYou are too. Praise God

Sometimes but it dosent mean anything. Its part of the human psyche. We are all the sons and daughters of God. The reason you start to think Jesus is cause you think you are not worthy of just sitting there when you are. You want to identify with Jesus as a means to feel like you are welcome in the kingdom of God. You dont need to be Jesus to exist. When you think of Jesus you think he dosent have to do anything and God accepts him. Thats what you want you can have it without Jesus. The reason you think you are him is cause you feel you need to be something to be worthy when you dont. You can be you and feel like Jesus. You have to be careful to not think you have all the answers and that you are the only one because then you spiral into psychosis of stuff you are making up in your mind. If you do this your thoughts will eventually project into the world and you will develop messiah complex. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Messiah_complex When you awaken to God it feels like you are Jesus to God. You are the most important thing to God. Not the body but the being. You are worthy to just sit there and God will accept you into his kingdom. You are worthy to get piss drunk and vomit everywhere and God will welcome you into his kingdom. After I quit drinking I was thinking why I was doing it and realized it was society that did it to me. I always wanted to sit around and do nothing but if I did that I would be labeled as useless man and unworthy of being. If I got drunk I would be hungover the next day and people would leave me alone and let me be hungover. I would lay there all day staring at the blackness behind my eyes and Because I drank I was allowed to do nothing which is completely fucked up. I would have to poison my body in order to be allowed to meditate. My suggesting is if you are going to get plastered use the next day to meditate where you are too hungover to think and just want to lay there.