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@Breakingthewall i used to be one. I had no love for myself and for God and was looking for it on the outside. Its very toxic and all you will do it bring down everyone around and suffocate them and break them with you and you will still be left unhappy. The only thing that can save them is god as they do not know what love even is. I was lucky enough that God saved me by blasting my asshole with infinite unconditional love. He look at me like a pathetic worm but I had stopped the cycle of outside hate by pouting in my room for 8 years only hating myself. Then he said you are good and healed me When I was feeling it I was like wtf even is this feeling. But I have heard that things that happen to your parents have a greater than 0 chance of happening to you because they happened to your parents and its in their dna. I e your mother shaves her head at 30 you have a higher chance to shave your head at 30

@StarStruck once you realize they use their genitalia as a tool to control you its game over for them they should be scared that all men don't realize this. They aren't even real just jerk off and feel yourself. You gain power by doing this. Although I have worked with all women and all men and I will say women do make you feel welcome and the environment they create is very peaceful and nice?

@Vibes infinite personality is real

I think the best thing to do is find inner peace asap then everything else is easy street

@Breakingthewall a good question to ask is if you are the same as your father does that mean you are going in the right direction or wrong direction. Are we destined to become our fathers through dna or can we go against it

I love women i just don't connect with them most of the time. I work with women all day and I enjoy their company and they enjoy mine but after work is my free time and I use my free time to contemplate God not worrying about asking how people are and gossip and learning about interests of the other person. Or thinking about starting a life with someone

@Princess Arabia yes I am in love with myself. I don't have to have interest in every thing to love it. I get to choose

I think its like uploading chat gpt of a personality number to your mind. And I think its real

@Max1993 this is a good explanation long but indepth

@UnlovingGod Ive had my time with women, I found god and I dont need women's bs. If someone comes around that is tolerable then maybe but it hasnt happened in a long time. The rest of my life here is for non attachment and god worship, if god gives me sex I will take it but I dont intentionally chase sex. I am a philosopher and the kardashians and clothing are not on my interest list, as well as talking about someones day and interests. If i could have a woman with the mind of a man it would be a good fit.

@UnlovingGod Yea prob best not to do it all the time as you can make it feel better if you wait awhile. Jerking off because you are bored barely gets you anything and waste your energy. But if you wait longer you can get this really good feeling in your stomach randomly through the day, almost feels like your about to have sex constantly, like the feeling of a woman putting her hands down your pants and shes about to touch it, all the time and your stomach sinks

Googles definition of hedonism is pretty wild What is an example of hedonism? A hedonistic lifestyle is one of pleasure-seeking. For example, someone who does drugs and has reckless sex without care for the harm done to others but only aiming for their own pleasure could be seen as having a hedonistic lifestyle. What makes a hedonist a rampant sexual predator? And everyone does drugs maybe thats the definition but its not what we are talking about at all

was leos false teaching that we actually should just smoke weed and jerk off all day. All I hear is people demonizing it, why wouldnt I live the good life if god gave me the chance

@Max1993 you probably hear peoples thoughts all the time you are just mistaking them for your own. You have one thought and thats intuition

@Max1993 you feel as if we are in different locations possibly across the world talking on the internet but thats not the case there is no location in the universe except the centre. You are layered over me in the center of the universe. You are inside my mind and im inside yours but we are the same thing

@Max1993 Its the exact same as a dream. All characters are played by 1 thing and all povs are layered over eachother. Imagine youlooking at someone you and that person are in the exact same location in the universe. Looking out into nothing

@Max1993 I dont know I have never done it, I have only done shrooms twice One time i saw god and the next I saw alien. But its not about trying to articulate truth its about getting an understanding of it. When you do you will know you will have a physical reaction, or metaphysical reaction. It will feel physical but all reaction is metaphysical you will see

yes I drew alot in paint as a kid takes 10 second I dont know what happens when you die. Maybe you just become a voice in gods mind begging it to give you a chance to do what you desire, maybe you go to heaven and you can do whatever you want forever then come back down to the universe. Maybe there is a level up system and you go to another planet or reincarnate as a worm on earth to sit in shit and then be eaten by a bird

kinda like this You arent the human you are the void and the void is everyone and its the only thing that exists. If two people look at eachother its the void looking at the void with nothing in between it Where you think your head is is an infinite void of nothing not a head

They are just ignoring mega facts that have been proven because they are liars. They dont want to look like absolute idiots. Its reverse santa. Imagine having to admit that everything you have done irl was just an imaginary character and santa was more real all along. The same when people tell you santa is a lie and you have to admit metaphysics is not real. You say bullshit then throw a fit or deny like a fucking baby. Science has done nothing but cripple humanity.

My brother had a demon squeezing his balls when we were kids. He would often drop to the ground cause his testicle hurt for no reason.

Its a demon squeezing into your space. I think called Alice in wonderland syndrome . I would get it when I was a kid and I'm pretty sure 2 demon attach themselves to me when I had scarlet fever as a child

Catholic is the biggest scam I've ever seen. They worship Jesus. Jesus say call no man father except God. then they have a guy called father stand on front of the and spread blasphemy on God and are tricked into worshipping this fucking idiot thinking they are worshipping God. How ignorant can't you get open your fucking eyes and ears you idiots. In terms of religion its the most degenerate and clueless. Then they use the symbol of him being crucified as the center of the religion. Jesus won't be off the cross until this abomination is destroyed. He's still on the cross to this day suffering in his own world because of this. Thousands of years he saw he will be on the cross when he died and he's like bro seriously?!

Everything exist inside imagination except for the one imagining. You are inside imagination to me and I'm outside I'm inside imagination to you and you are outside. But you can never know if I'm outside so it defaults to only you.

The o ly thing I have to do is work all free time is my time as I didn't fall into the baby trap. I spend it smoking weed and playing with my cats and thinking about god and learning about god. On Friday me and the boys get together to drink and play magic and league. I have no interest in women as I am in love with god