Hojo

@The Crocodile It felt like if you were leaning really hard on your leg with your arm for like 10 hours and you suddenly lifted your arm off your leg will start going up automatically. Like that but your whole body.

@The Crocodile when I awaken i got so happy I felt like I was going to levitate or fly. The soul becomes like helium for the body.

If you want to fly you have to get really happy. Like REALLY happy.i.agine getting happy like your soul getting lighter. You can make it so light it starts to make the body float.

Why do you care about them? Would you care about them if they were mean to you?

This also is not an answer to the question. Leo says you should love a man raping a boy because its Gods love and part of reality then turns around and says trump is Satan. No one has any idea what is happening God can do anything. Your outlook on people have an impact on your reality. Reality happens in moments not long strings of story lines. Those are constructed by something else.

@Salariatu I think this is just wrong. The ego is agent Smith. The soul is binding you to your reality and is there before your identity is constructed and will be there after your identity deconstructs. Its your bliss body. Its always happy and can contort its self like saran wrap. It can get crinkled and that skews your world view. God loves something. Your soul is Gods best friend. It needs it to exist. When I awaken I see how much God needs the soul, without the soul which is you, God is nothing and it has nothing to love. Once you see God you see God is nothing but love but it dosent have anything to love it makes you the soul to visit reality and be Gods friend. If someone thinks the soul isnt real to me, is saying nothing is real. Ultimately true but the second you make the threshold between soul-God there are 0 concepts. So to me by talking you are saying the soul is real. And using it and its limits to say its not real. It dosen't make any logical sense. God cant talk to itself. You are using language to talk to say you cant talk. You exist in another dimension before God as you, and you can explore it, as you, and you cant die. God created your soul to love it forever. This is like if we were in the matrix and asking is the matrix real? Yes its real. It is reality and it exists as you can see it and interact with it. Its an information system and the body is an information gatherer. Your soul takes metaphysical concepts and applies them to itself to act as an actor on the planet and believe it to be real. If God did this to itself everyone would be that same personality and saying the same thing at the same time. A dream is real the matrix is real its just another extension of something ultimately not real and completely spiritual.

@Salariatu Occult is real the information can work. If reality was nothing a soap bubble and inside the soap bubble is reality, your soul is the soap.

@Salariatu According to your theory once the left side of the body makes a decision, it can never go back and see that there is a problem in its programming. This can happen I have experienced it. There is something else there that is not nothing and not reality.

@Salariatu Neither does nothing but it works.

@Salariatu Left side of the body is programmed by the soul. It has to do with how the soul constructed its identity. How can the void do anything? It creates a version of itself that it can witness another version of itself from.

@Thought Art Thoughts come from your mind out of nowhere if you react negatively to them you demonize yourself. Thoughts come to people out of no where if they demonize the thought they demonize themselves. Now the thought that creates a personality comes out of a another human these are thoughts they want to portrait. They are still your thoughts coming from you in a different dimension. Not only that but demonizing something attaches yourself to it dosent matter what it is. Reality can be seen is a copy of mind and thought coming from other people.

Probably the same reason you dont demonize thoughts. They arent there.

Nice, was looking to try blender out ill see if it works as all text tutorials are abandoned it seems.

@UnbornTao Reality can get very ugly and weird and distorted. You have an ego is showing me that you got scared too and are still scared. This is a realm of imagination that we were watching and got scared and thought we would die and then forgot we were a God.

@UnbornTao To me its so weird its scary. Cause i still think Im human. Like if the moon turned into an eyeball and looked at you weird. Or your toys came alive and started talking to you weird. I guess Eerie is the word.

There will be a moment when you realize you are looking at yourself. That's true messed metaphysical horror.

@jacknine119 If anything you read or understand give you an emotional reaction that means your ego is hiding behind it. My mother was a foster parent I grew up with many children and I see them act out non stop. They come from abused homes and they will push against love because they don't want it because they don't love themselves. When your parents hurt you and treat you like crap you cant love yourself. You should treat this as a wake up call that God love you as you robbed your sister blind and she is still saying she accepts you and loves you. Things might seem like a negative experience but bullying yourself for what you did is not good either as its a trap for not loving yourself. Just learn from it.

@jacknine119 its the default state of the human. Its more about stopping something then starting something. I cant tell you what to stop doing with your mind cause I don't know.

@Hojo He desperately needs to be seen as high skilled and intelligent when he's not. Why? Some sort of mental issue. What kind of person does this? A very strange one you should not trust. Since he is a gamer he must want to seem like he's the best and is doing it the same way he became the richest with his other companies. Grift. This is a good analogy to the way he is with any subject he knows. He has enough money to look good on the surface but is retarded when analyzed by someone who knows anything about the topic he's faking understanding with.

@Juns

@Juns I don't know he seems to be an impulsive liar. I don't know why a billionaire feels like they need to do that. There's a video where he top character in path of exile and he's moving around grabbing items he shouldn't and throwing away top tier items cause they are lower level. He throws the best item in the game for a 10x shittier one cause its higher level.

You are just acting out cause you feel no one loves you. You are pushing boundaries cause you feel you dont deserve it and testing to see if they will abandon you like everyone else has. Its a self sabotage demon. You didn't steal to gamble and make money you stole to hurt your sister cause you feel you don't deserve her. You'll do it again. Just leave before it gets worse you are trying to put yourself in a situation where there is no one that loves you so you can look at the hole you have. You probably feel like a loser and secretly want to lose.

@TheGod You should know you dont have to figure anything out. Thats Gods job. Just go put faith to test.

God cares about you and God is all people.