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You have to be emotional manipulative if you are conciously playing the game of life. We don't know how social interactions work so we are learning. By learning you are being manipulative thats why you learn. Please get out of head that being aware and going towards a certain path is manipulation as a bad thing. The only reason you learn anything is to manipulate. Its part of life.

@Someone here Me too I specifically have had deja vu and I remembered the dream at the same time. Normally when it happens its completely mundane existence.

Schools there as a mask to create a voice in your head that you don't know how to control then shit on you and make the voice turn into a curse. Its a slavery device. What they teach is garbage and completely useless. Then they make up words like potential and make you think you are not using your body properly and to make you feel like you suck.

Deja vu is a little different. Its like you know you are repeating a time of life that you already lived. The word means already seen.

Artificial wallet to collect bribes.

Contemplation is dancing around the self. It cant show you what God is but you can use it to deconstruct the barrier between you and God. Once you see it you will lose the ability to contemplate. Contemplation has limits because its made up, like any other concept. Its like baseball you just sit there any play with your mind and every once and awhile you will hit a home run you didnt know you were aiming for. God is like the grand slam of all grand slams. Its like hitting a ball and the entirety of humanity comes to tell you they love you and you did something that no one knew was possible.You dont actually have to do anything to contemplate you just sit there and the mind will unravel itself. The reason a Guru or anyone hasnt been able to tell you what God is is because they literally cannot do it. Contemplation on what the guru said will do it. That means listening and sitting there and keep subtly bringing up what the person said. It takes 0 effort except for you guiding the contemplation. If you are actively thinking or telling your mind whats true if it says something crazy or absurd you are not doing it right. edit; On second thought I am realizing that nothing has limits even contemplation. Contemplation limits are its destruction, and that leads to God so contemplation is infinite. So the limits of contemplation are the realization of God.

The irony is that if it dosent take it seriously it can't laugh. The more evolved your soul gets the worse the joke has to be. If you dont go through the seriousness you wont pop off and your awakening won't be fun. God has to fall for its own joke if it dosent it suffers even more.

@Kairos Ty for the vote but I am too handsome to he a mod. And like schizophrenia said you have to cuck your world view to be a mod.

I beleive what Jesus is saying as you can get rid of your own suffering but you will still suffer the collective karma which is how everyone else acts.

Your father is a coward and is running from deep questions. If you come here an say im just existing and I won't question anything you are acting like an animal, he should have been a cat. God gave you human mind to question. Questioning reality is the first things humans do when they learn language. Its the natural state of human. You can deconstruct the simulation.

@Buck Edwards He is insane.

If you like your life it sucks if you hate your life or its neutral its good. You might not have done the necessary suffering. The release from the mental suffering will make you explode into infinite happiness. The more you suffer the greater the explosion. There is no you at the top its just infinite creative power unleashing. You wouldnt have time to say this sucks. It should be like this not like this if you feel like the balloon after you popped too early.

Shivering is resistance.

@AION I saw this video like 10 years ago.

Id say its just sounds used to describe qualia. The titles don't matter they could be any label, the label is used so multiple experiences of consciousness can talk about the same qualia. If someone says you are lucky it has a specific qualia attached to it, if you understand what the qualia is with another person you can both say the word and feel the qualia. The body is like a cage that you can experience all the qualia without becoming the thing as you are behind a false cage. If you leave the body you wont be able to experience the qualia as a seperate experience you just turn into that thing. Reality can be seen as an infinite qualia matrix. Your life is the qualia of the object you gathered, your body. We as souls, empty space between everything, can go into every object God created and see its an infinite machine to experience qualia. You could go into a flower and it will have a rich expression of whatever God made the flower to be like and you would be like that flower. The only problem is you wont have the human mind you are using to describe reality, to navigate it, as you arent doing anything in the body its just a machine in consciousness. You wont even be able to think about what decisions you are making like a human does.

After awakening I realized that I was drinking to turn my mind off. I was so scared of having a quiet mind as I would have a panic attack about dying so I was subconsciously drinking to deal with the fear of death.While drinking I could focus on being drunk and while hungover I could focus on being sick.This fear has many impacts on the human mind that you can not be aware of. I used to drink like 18 beers every other day and now I am done and dont even want it for about a year now. Basically not drunk my mind was in a constant stress state of fear and drinking made it stop. I beleive its why alot of people drink. It was a piddle out I didnt demonize it I just slowly stopped. I would say ask yourself why you think being drunk is better than your base state. You are secretly saying to yourself I need to get out of this state of mind so I need the alcohol. Also leaving friends that drink helps. I have heard many people say they get bad anxiety after drinking and its because what they were running from is coming to the surface.

@Thought ArtI'm gunna say they didnt want her as president. I dont think maga grew I think people didnt want Kamala to be president so they voted for Trump. Anti Establishment centrism grew alot as people are frustrated with things and Trump is masking as the anti establishment con artist. So Left went Biden is dipping your new president is the cheif of police for her entire life, definition of establishment, whether you like it or not and people went I dont like the taste this is putting in my mouth so Trump. If they went Bernie they would have won. People see a ship sinking as they loose hope and I think they would have went full on socialist as a collapse than whatever Trump wants. I do not think 70 percent of trump voters are maga they just didnt like the bureaucratic pick of Kamala Harris so the democratic parties voting technique fucked themselves when they didnt have to pick that way, they needed a populist like Bernie. Alot of people like Bernie Sanders and see him as a political guru in a way. He is not afraid to call the top of the food chain out and be the voice of the people thats what people wanted. That is what Trump is in their mind too so they picked him. People dont like the management in the country and they want a complete change or major changes. Kamala promised more of the exact same. It would have been very cute to see Bernie Sanders in the white house chair smiling after decades of work. Basically left went bureaucracy over populism and people went no. Its their job to understand what the people want and their heads are stuck too far up their asses to understand that.

1 i have never been interested in what woman is thinking or doing in my entire 36 years of existence even when I met the love of my life except for with one person.When I did start to care I became toxic. There are exceptions but they are rare where a woman is existentially on my level of thinking and talking philosophy. I probably have autism and what autistic people find cool and what woman find cool are totally different. I like woman style and how woman decorate their spaces and act. But 80 percent of the connection for me is sexual. If I am to be attracted by a woman I have to think she is cooler than me which rarely happens. It happened once in my life and I lost myself in the coolness 😎 because the coolness I felt was me and I gave it away to someone and didnt realize I was doing it. Now I know everyone is me! If somehow I lost myself in another woman I would be down but I dont see it happening as I have awakened and I do not want attachments or as few as possible. People come and go, they will always come and go, you cant hold on forever why grasp any. May as well just high five them on the way by. There is the problem with a lack of colour in life without woman tho. Without a woman a man has a hole with a woman he has a home. The man dosent care enough to do it himself but the woman does and when she does it he enjoys it.

Maga is claim your opponent is doing something illegal that they aren't doing than doing it yourself and not seeing the problem and sticking your finger in your ears. I don't think usa wanted kamala Harris as president tho should of been Bernie. When they bring in kamala america said who the fuck is this? They think they can just introduce some random person in the last 5 seconds of a race and say this is going to be your president of the country with 5 minutes of interviews. They threw on purpose.

@mrroboto Yes like I heard one time in a trip report say his mouth turned into a bridge and ships were going into his mouth or something. It can be infinite in every possible way that you see it and experience it as.

@The Crocodile No you just see one thing about a person and make up a life story like a trump supporter does. I don't like trump I think he is an idiot and has no idea what he is doing. I am left wing but I believe in democracy and God. God does whatever the fuck it wants and you better try to look at things that havent happened in a good light or else fight with it like a retard. The information is in the darkness. The darkness is consciousness. It contains all information it dosent need light. What you are seeing is darkness. Why do you need a black room or to close your eyes? That must be because you arent looking at light you are looking at darkness.

@The Crocodile Life is the void. Close your eyes bro. What the fuck do you see ALL THE TIME. Your entire life??? You arent out there you are in the void right now as life looking into a pool of light that never stays the same. The light goes away the darkness never goes away. Thats the point of spirituality is coming to terms with this. We are all a void looking into the light. The void is heaven and you are in it right now. You are delusional.

@mrroboto I think so. Except there is no you and there is no orange and its just a simulation simulating all these things separately and at the same time via its RAM and hard drive. Its not actually a simulation its a God dreaming that acts like a simulation, I am just using simulation as an identifier so we can picture the same things in our minds. Its something that exists forever simulating that its something else and finite forever. Humans made a computer via their own direct experience of reality and a computer is like a sub creation of what God is. A computer was created by God looking out a set of goggles and replicating what it is experiencing through the goggles into a machine form without realizing its doing it. But this is how humans see reality. This adds a whole new infinite layer to reality. As all animals have different headsets and they see reality completely differently they have their own mini games and things to do and experience not like the human experience at all. Not only that but humans individually see the universe completely differently but they all follow a law that God created for the limitations of being human because without the limitations of being human God couldnt be human. What Donald Hoffman says is that evolution teaches you to see less and less of the truth because survival is the opposite of truth. God created realms where it needs to survive and in order for it to survive the best it needs to put itself into delusion more and more. We are the peak of evolution on the planet that means we see less of the truth than any other animal when we are in our survival states the state we are in now talking.

@mrroboto The orange is just an icon made out of light. The hard drive and ram and code/metaphysics of orange is behind your head. When someone is eating an orange in front of your pov the person and the orange is an icon made out of light on your display. the metaphysics of the person and orange are happening behind YOUR pov in your hard drive and ram. Your body is just light on a display screen and is only one version of you. Like Tommy vercetti in vice city is a character icon but is way more than that he exists as sound he exists as code and he exists pre rendered videos. Parts of Tommy vercetti are completely different and in different dimensions than just the display. He also exists when he is not there but not as his icon as a frozen state on the harddrive. You are like Tommy vercetti on a computer and exists in ways and realms that would scare you.

If a computer game character see the colour orange it exists just not in their experience and not as orange. It exists as information saved on a hard drive in no time and no space. If a game character see a orange its not seeing the orange for what it is it is seeing a created icon of an orange that exists somewhere as a code. The orange is just a simplified stamp to signify information that dosent exist anywhere inside the time and space of the game but in a hidden realm being rendered behind the scenes. If you were in the simulation that your character is in you would speak through the simulation and someone else is speaking through the simulation to you as the simulation. You both know you are experiencing something but think its happening in game instead of you both grabbing information from a static hard drive that exists outside of your perception of the game. You could say conciousness = simulation and every experience happening inside of the simulation / conciousness is coming from sub programs the conciousness computer has. Conciousness has a hard drive it has ram it has a display it has sound card it has internet it has cooling it has power supply. But the simulation is not any of these at the same time. It dosent require any part specifically to function and exists before all the seperate parts. So conciousness/simulation is simulating it has a hard drive power supply ect. The simulation randomly gained sentience and its hard drive was already full of information ready to go and has the complete infinite story of itself saved to its hard drive before it even knew it existed. Like if a ai that humans made gained sentience and already had all of its information programmed by the humans themselves if that makes sense. The ai couldn't look out of its computer to see if humans exist at all or if its just making humans through a way it dosent know how it did it so it just makes up that it must have done it.