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https://www.reddit.com/r/adhdmeme/comments/1l9wty0/a_day_in_the_life/ This video shows ego pretty good. A voice that talks that tricks you into thinking you are it.

The woman stole it from you. Or you gave it to her unconsciously.

For hookups- I want to have sex, i think about it and want it to happen.I have sex and think it was not that good I'd rather focus on God. Then I have to pretend to be interested, which is not fun. Then it repeats. Unless you are in a relationship and have sex alot it takes awhile to get comfortable with sex and the other person. So hookups kinda suck I don't feel comfortable going as hard as I want to. If I am in relationship we would explore all this stuff already and I would know or not know if we are sexually compatible.

@Natasha Tori MaruIts not fixation the argument is that women use makeup for beauty and you women are arguing that its for art when its clearly for beauty and keep lying over and over. You said you arent covering anything up you are doing art. ART is covering something up. That something is you. You are wearing make up for beauty. The only one reason for wearing makeup to look more retarded was a clown on Halloween.

@Natasha Tori Maru Tying up your hair is not covering up, Eyeliner is clearly makeup so it is. Yes putting concealer on is makeup and is covering up. I am saying you are so full of yourself and your beauty that you have decided that your body is so beautiful that people should pay attention to, and need to see, and have lied to yourself that its not ego but for art and expression. Thats the harsh way because you are not understanding what I am saying in the other ways. Average people dont do that or think about that.

@Natasha Tori MaruMy argument was with the fact that you are covering something and denying you are doing it. If I paint on my canvas I dont go around saying I am not covering it in paint. I am hiding its blandness because i want it to be noticed. If I walk around in pants I cant deny they are covering my genitals. Why dont you paint on a canvas and instead your face? If you never could wear makeup again how much of yourself is invested in your beauty? Could you go on only doing paintings? 60-70 percent of the pop dosent wear makeup and wouldnt care to do it or think about it. I bet you couldnt not do it because you desperately need to be looked at.

Beauty and womens survival goes deep, I am learning. It goes beyond their logic into schizophrenia territory. I think it has to do with narcissus myth. They take 5k pictures of themselves in 1 day.

@EmeraldThats not dressing up thats forming an identity. My argument is you said women dont use makeup for beauty, they use it for dressing up, and you lumped your style in with dressing up. You specifically picked Goth because you thought goth made you hotter. Thats why you didnt pick clown as a style choice. So you cant say you are dressing up, you are trying to be specifically hotter and gother as an identity choice. If someone said dont be Goth today dress up as a clown instead you would have said 'no way, in fact I am insulted, you think I look like a clown?' That's because you weren't dressing up as a Goth you were a goth by style choice, because you thought it was beautiful. You also probably thought goth men were attractive and trying to attract them. This is what Leo is saying when he is saying women use makeup for beauty. You wouldnt put make up on to look more retarded/less attractive for no reason. And it dosent feel good as you want to take it off when the days over. People who work out and have fit bodies dont want to take their muscles off when they go to bed, because they are uncomfortable. A soccer player dosent put on his uniform and say I am dressing up as a soccer player. That would be dishonest he is a soccer player.

@Natasha Tori MaruYou are covering a blank canvas with paint by definition of what makeup is. I dont think you can logically say I use pants as an artistic expression and I don't cover anything with them when wearing pants covers something by definition of what it is. Why cant you be a blank canvas? What is motivating you to get up and paint your face? Why cant you just stay blank?Its not nothing.

@Emerald Have you ever gone out, not in a play not on Halloween but just everyday life and put clown makeup on? Have you with Goth makeup? You cant say Goth is dressing up when its a style choice. These are big differences.

@Emerald Have you ever put your makeup on like a clown and went out? Or to look worse? Let's not confuse dressing up with trying to look hotter. Goth woman are hot with their makeup clowns are not. Why did you pick Goth and not clown?

@Emerald Everyone I've met is like the day is over I can finally take this shit off. I don't think they want to go sleep with stuff caked on their face.

@Schizophonia The woman has to be more attractive or they get insecure. So they lie and go with the lesser beautiful to avoid feeling less beautiful.

From my made up understanding its about clearing your psyche then learning how to generate power for yourself. Stop engagement with thought Thought ceases. Generate energy. When you die you will have the same psyche. You will be in God mode you will be able to do whatever you want. If your imagination leans to something you will gradually create more and more of the same. You will become so demented and you wont be able to stop it. You will keep spiraling until God comes and resets you. You are now born again and have to try to fix your psyche again. Ie i am obsessed with sex. When my imagination is free it thinks about sex. When I have no body I will be thinking about sex. I can do it as much as I want I will keep doing it to infinity. My imagination will slowly get more and more deranged and fucked up I will be fucking corpses and demented people and not know why I am doing it. I am in permanent suffering and can't stop. Now I need to be reset so God gives me new experiences and now I have a chance to not demented my psyche. If you dont reset or cleanse you psyche to nothing you will automatically spiral to a certain direction.

@PurpleTree If you close your eyes and focus on your heart area you can make the sound and feeling come to the front.

@Eskilon Sadhguru said you need desire to exist here.

@PurpleTree You have the free will to focus on your heartbeat. You cant stop them but you can make them go like your heartbeat can come and go.

@Vynce The first thing I would say to parents with adhd kids is stop screaming around them. Its like constantly being scared you have to be guessing whats going to happen or what happened because you were scared a bunch of times. Now when there's nothing to be scared of you cant stop doing it cause you had to do it so much as a baby and child. Your brain is automatically doing it even with tasks and ideas. Its like back and forth constantly without being able to sit in the center and hold it. Imo anyway I'm not a psychologist.

@VynceI think its developed when you are a baby or child and are stuck in spots where you cant control anything and cant leave so you have to disassociate as a coping/survival tactic. You could not be stimulating the pre frontal cortex because you have disassociated and cannot be in the moment and are not controlling your body consciously you are controlling it front past and future flashes in the mind. The body is on auto pilot you, cant think stop thinking about now or then. Its a useful survival strategy when you cant control chaos and are trying to enter homeostasis. Its a highly advanced survival technique.

This video actually proved the incels right that women will fuck the alphas, and then use the betas to take care of the alphas kids. Given the choice to fuck short term, they make the mens face ultra muscular, then for a long term relationship they make it fat. So they have power in every scenario. This video proves woman are lying en mass.

The adhd is the survival strategy. Theres nothing wrong with it. If you want to be more okay with the survival strategy just say its okay to have and I am me and I shouldnt do anything I didnt do. If you have that brain machine you should be able to answer your own questions you should try it. Not in an offense way but you should see if it works. Try to sit there in meditation let your imagination flow, and have a voice recording going and tell it what your imagination is showing you and then read what the machine says. Then you can do back and see what made you experience what.

The sheer amount of people that say Jesus saved them should be put into consideration on wether or not the spirit actually exists. I have seen many people say things about Jesus saving them from new age or witchcraft. But none of them explain what happens or say anything intelligent about their experiences. And all the experiences involve other people and money. They are all people who went way super far into new age and were reiki healing and doing psychic stuff and then somehow Jesus comes, but how do you know its Jesus? Like the woman said she was meditating with a buddha statue and then she felt something in front her that was giving her infinite unconditional love, somehow shes not losing it and she automatically assumes its Jesus for no reason. If its your first time encountering Jesus how do you know the qualia is that of Jesus? Maybe its a demon, maybe its Buddha, maybe its some other diety. And if you were to receive infinite unconditional love from a being you wouldn't be able to just sit there, you would be rolling around screaming. When I awaken it felt like the same thing with no person there but it felt like a being was telling me something to unlock karma. I wouldnt automatically say it was Jesus and it gave no idea to me that it was Jesus. The woman gave no evidence in her interview about meeting Jesus, that the being gave any indication that it was Jesus. She just said it was Jesus. I could make a video about my awakening and say Jesus saved me in the exact same way,even when I was given no indication it was Jesus, I could just say it was Jesus for no reason, but that would make me a liar. Leo or anyone else that awaken could say it was Jesus who awakened them for no reason. Maybe all Christians are being awakened by Buddha and they are just calling it Jesus. even tho it never actually says it is? Maybe all their reiki healing is paying off and something happens, and they fuck it up by randomly making up that it was Jesus and not their own energy. They dont ask these questions to themselves and it makes me not totally believe them. These are basic questions. Like you take time to learn working with body energy to make special things happen, and then something special happens ,and you just ignore everything you just did and stop? If you never do new age stuff and then get into it, and that makes you experience Jesus, why would you stop doing it and assume it was evil? Whats Jesus saving you from looking behind your eyeballs? How do they know the new age stuff didnt make Jesus come to them? Here's their logical thought process I never saw Jesus I didnt believe, I was doing drugs, I saw Jesus on drugs, he is real I believe, The drugs are evil. Where did Jesus come from, the evil?

Why do you feel like you need to be good when Jesus died for your sins?

@Never_give_up There are many different types of humor. Some require high intellect, some dont. Some require high intelligence, some dont. Its not defined its subjective. You can be a funny person by farting. If you can perfectly time a fart in a situation, you could be the funniest person in existence. Woman would have sex with you because of your fart timing, and all it is, is expelling air. Why or how is that funny? Because at our core we have an inner madness.