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Before the mind collapses it gets into logic thought loops and you just keep going over the same 5 seconds over and over and over . These are very good states to be in to show that you are not in control of your thought its just going haywire. You wont even be able to tell the difference between what is imagined and what you are seeing

@Arthogaan yea I bulked up super fast. I went from 178 to 195 in like a month. When I was eating vegetable and carbs I almost could make reality turn black in 10 minutes of meditation now I have to sit longer.

I was off meat for 2 years and then went back on and I do feel like it influences your meditation states in a negative way. It makes it harder and makes you more 'heavy' spiritually

@De Sade everyone is special and you have absolutely no idea why where or how anyone is thinking or feeling. Its always an ego projection what you think people are thinking or feeling even when you visibly see that they are in distress or not. Almost 100 percent what you think is happening is not happening. Ego is as infinitely complex as anything else in the universe and it controls what thoughts people hear. we all have thoughts running through our minds insecurities and everything else that we project onto others and then think things that are said and done are hurting or not hurting them. but ultimately its all a projection of ourselves cause there is literally nothing out there its completely empty, there is nothing but light.Its like a painted picture. the space between you and another human is infinite if you see someone crying and you feel it its not them its you projecting the emotions they feel on yourself. i saw a video one time and there were two men and there was a crackhead nodding out on the side of the street and one of the dudes said man thats just sad. and the other guy said he feels a hell of a lot better than you do right now. and inside that man could have been experiencing complete peace and happiness and could have been with god this is why you should stop caring about what others feel or think. you have no idea if they are being deceptive, honest or anything

Every single thing about the universe is infinite in its own unique special infinite way

Maybe rasputin. There nothing wrong with being one. People get pissed that they are not following the 'rules' but you may be a disobedient spirit and God loves that. Its cool to be one. If i could pick to become awake and fuck en mass or become a warlord, or be like a ghandi and cut everything fun out i would pick the former

@Butters because people like to point that out when they have nothing this entire forum is designed to talk about something that can't be spoken.

yes you can focus on topic or thing for so long that you realize its nothing and then your neural connections implode and you have the aha moment as that thing dissolves into nothing. the implosion is the aha moment and you can see god as its happening

I always find it funny that science is okay with a floating brain in a dead universe but never just say God cause that's too crazy. Also they started with a dream and then went to focusing on time. What time is it in a dream

@Yimpa God is doing everything and the differences are not real. I do not beleive in free will so God is doing everything to God. I tried to do an experiment where I would have a shower and go as fast as I normally do but consciously narrate to myself what I am doing and I couldn't keep up with my actions. I see that this body is moving by itself while showering. Then I see that we have just programmed our bodies to do things through a yes or no type system and then they do them unconsciously. But I also could be living unconsciously because I do not communicate to myself every action my body does. I could have just noticed how unconcious I am living

@Yimpa how do you do that? Would it be to self reflect as God while self reflecting as a human. That would mean that those who do not self reflect themselves as God while in a body that can self reflect don't have a God and essentially die permanently as if there were no god. This would be what I am trying to communicate. If you die without knowing what God is you essentially die permanently and rise yourself out of purgatory unconsciously to live again after infinite time That is what i experienced. It could be that I trapped myself in a state to experience infinite abandonment so that I could re fall in love with God after having been to the bottomless pit. I don't know and am only speaking on experience.

Can god self reflect on itself as nothing? When I experienced nothingness I could not or had no idea how to self reflect.i was just pouting for eternity. If God can't self reflect it is nothing. It could have been i was not concious of God and therefore couldn't see how to self reflect as God but from my experience as nothing it cannot self reflect. If you cannot self reflect you do not exist you are existence and if existence is nothing you are nothing. Yes when I'm able to self reflect I can look back and say I was there but if there is no self reflection I cannot, i am just there when I am there. Unless I'm concious of God in that moment. This would mean death and the end of life as something permanently stops if you are not concious of God while dead. You would remain as nothing forever until you somehow raise yourself up from purgatory unconsciously.

@thenondualtankie he hasnt said anything about it or made efforts to do slow it down or anything. the problem is he isnt saying or doing anything. im on the fence about the conspiracy that trump just fed a bunch of money into the stock market and companies got loaded. now the left are just letting these companies consume everything, its like getting paid twice in a row. get the money buy every house, increase the rent and take every penny from the citizens. they know a recession is coming and are squeezing every penny before it actually happens and then people are uber fucked canada feels like its in a recession and a recession hasnt even started

I think you are talking about a trance. Like watching a fire or stream. Trance is the way to God . Psychedelics instantly put you into a trance 10000 times more powerful than staring into a fire can. God is always trance but focused on it

There is one dmtworld i was on the discord but it was just a bunch of crackhead with a few concious people

@Osaid i just thought about how you would describe a colour and there is no way. The colour red is god

It cannot be spoken not because there aren't words for it but because it cannot be experienced by language language and logic stop you from experiencing it literally. Its not a thing its an experience of being. You have to turn all logic and language off to experience it. Your conciousness is constantly focused on words and understanding you need to turn these off and your conciousness will have to turn to something else because it can't be nothing. Your logic will say if I stop using my logic I'm going to dissapear and you will dissapear and you won't be able to tell anyone or ask anyone about the experience. Then you will see you aren't a human you are an energy field

The source can only go forward and it can only talk about itself and critique itself when it is not the source thats what the red lines are for one goes out and cannot go back until it stops pinging itself back and forth in the mind.

the creator sends information to you and you send it back but there no stopping the loop of life unless you stop sending information to yourself. by ignoring all information you send to yourself. putting yourself in situations you find scary cause thats just information you are sending yourself(being scared).being open and honest cause this is all thats happening. being mindful and alert your brain is not broken and will store all information its alert of you dont need to think of it. I really love leos analogy of standing on a cliff at all times and to be open to god at all times cause you wont jump its just your mind that jumps

@Loveeee no one time I entered a state where there was a see through cube in my vision it looked like minecraft and I felt like I could make anything appear but I couldn't do it I just had the idea that I could

there is a probably a 2 percent chance that you would make back enough to pay back the loan fast enough if at all. You would somehow need to make alot of traction instantly, like a million views on your first video and i dont even know if you would get money for that or not.

it is a good insight. confusion is kind of what ego death is like like im going to forget everything I know and become very confused. confusion is when you are trying to understand something but cant. you are right that to stop confusion would be to stop trying to understand anything so in a way how to stop being confused is to stop doing it to yourself

@Princess Arabia direct quote 'only listen to what I have to say and don't respond to it. If you say something else than what I say its completely pointless.

@Razard86 the only reason you know is cause you came out of it. If you didn't come out there is nothing to compare it too. The only reason you knew you had a dream is cause you come out of the dream and say I was dreaming. Similar to the godhead the only way you can know you were in godhead is if you come out of godhead and say I was just there.

@Princess Arabia its just a void with you in it but you can't ask yourself if you are there so you don't even know you exist. The godhead is just you in a void of nothing existing Do what you want