Hojo

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  1. @Kairos Yes, you are not real and cannot live in the present moment. Once you reach the present moment you will start to hallucinate because there is nothing there. Thats what psychedelics do put you in the present moment you see the present moment is a mind making past and future analysis from a present moment that dosent exist.
  2. @ShardMare God will have you meet other parts of itself. These things and people will make you feel and emotion. The emotion is already inside of you but you use this thing as a way to let yourself feel the emotion. The emotion is not coming from the outside its being generated and created by you you always had it. Since people dont know this they pretend that the thing they saw or experienced created the emotion and they assign that emotion or feeling to that object. When the object leaves they cant feel it cause they made up that something exterior was creating it. Loneliness isnt bad its a feeling. Its the last one you want to feel. Thats why you are trying to make fake connections with people instead of seeing you are making up what everybody feels like.
  3. You are God and were with all your emotions forever and you wanted to share your emotions with people so you want to be born. You are in a human now you can take all your emotions and give them to things and feel what it is like to live without them. You have a black hole inside of you that will never be filled until you give every emotion in you away and sit in loneliness, and be alone, because that is an emotion you want to give away too but cant. Its a first person emotion not one that can be shared or perceived to be shared. The only reason we do anything is because we are terrified of God. The feeling that makes you want to go find someone is the fear of God, God is the black hole within you that can never be filled. Everything is a distraction from this realization. Its a realization that will never go away until you surrender to the void forever.
  4. @Someone here Its like you have 3 versions of yourself running in real life 1) you have a present version that dosen't exist its just a void of nothing. You can never reach it because when you do you see its nothing. 2) you have a past where you are thinking about what happened, witnessing what is 'happening', and contemplating. 3) you have a future where you are projecting the future events for survival and desires based on the past. What humans do is they use these 3 versions of themselves to create an illusion that they exist. You can never be in the present moment so you are constantly seeing what has happened. The person is asking 'Why are we seeing specifically this from the current frame of existence.' They are asking the 1st non existent version of themselves that is creating reality why it is this way from their 2nd past version of themselves perspective. They want an answer so they are also using their 3rd future version to project and answer to their 1st non existent self. The 1st non existent version of you is the only thing that exists so they are asking a question that no one can answer because they are doing it and witnessing it from their 2nd past version. Reality is first person only. Its a void of nothing that is flickering past and future all the while not having a present moment and the only explanation being that you are doing it as a void of nothing.
  5. @Someone here To deconstruct your mind. You want to reach the present moment of non existence that's where past and future are coming from. You do this by contemplating, whether someone is right or wrong about God is just a perception. The words have a meaning they just don't mean anything in a linguistic way. The meaning is your interpretation and feeling the word gives you. Human reality is a word game. You are a word game you are trying to find loops in to expose yourself as a black man inside of a white screen and thats it.
  6. @Someone here I dont know whats being asked. It isn't what it is. Reality in the moment is nothing the mind is taking past and future concepts and constantly running with them. You dont have to remeber or know anything about reality and it will still work the same way. The thing you are witnessing as happening now isnt real its just the mind remembering and projecting into the future. If you hold no memory about what is being said its not happening. The only thing I can come up with is its happening this way because you have memory of it happening this way. You are pulling reality from the void of the present moment that dosent exist. People who say they are living in the present moment are diluting themselves, you cant the present moment isnt even a real thing, its made up like the concept of nothing. If you were living in the present moment you would clearly see you dont exist in a void of nothing.
  7. The words don't mean anything its the exact same word over and over. Its your interpretation on whats happening. They can't be different because they don't mean anything to begin with.
  8. @Kairos Yes once you understand that outside your direct experience is infinity you understand that what you are focusing on is defining your reality. And you will see you are creating a narrative and going down a specific path by what you are identified with without realizing it. The more time you focus on a subject the more karma you generate towards it and that allows it to expand into something real. Focus or love. Just look at it read about it spend time with it and explore the topic and things in your life will start to match that thing. If you desire it you are telling the universe you don't have it it will not give it to you. Cause you are God, God is without nothing. God put it there to cuck itself incase it forgets. It wants to punish itself for forgetting its God and dosent already have everything. Putting work in will make it go faster. You dont have to work specifically towards that thing you just have to work and move your body and think about that thing while you do it. Your body is like a car and God gives you the ability to think about something and move your car and then God will give you that thing. Everything outside your body is created by God you are a metaphysical ghost inside the body. The body is a vehicle you just drive toward any metaphysical concept and get there. Never think you are not going towards your goal because thoughts and emotions effect the field and can take you off course. The experience of no mind is a great tool to practice as you can do anything without thinking and ruining your metaphysical plans unconsciously.
  9. @Kairos You are in an illogical infinite probability spectrum. God gave you the ability in a human body to focus on what you want and make it real. Every time you focus on something you save it in your body as memory and God will make it appear in your reality. If you focus on big titty got girls without thinking about sex or anything for a long period of time big titty got girls will come into your life. Literally anything you put time in to will repeat as karma. Since big titty goth girl is in the universe it relates to everything in the universe and can appear anywhere. You are doing this in reality with everything you identify with.
  10. The fine tuning in the universe is the subjective experience of what is going on. The subject is making up what is going on with logic. Logic is just a tool to describe reality. People create logic based on realities rules then use it as a way to convince themselves that something 'logical' is happening when its not. You cant have logic make sense when something in the universe is more logical than it. Logic is just a made up story and its not the truth its a lie. The fine tuning is just made up by the subject and they hold it in their body as memory as a 'logical story'. A cat cant ask these questions so they dont exist to it. The universe dosent 'make sense' to a cat so its not finely tuned to a cat.It dosent have the concept of finely tuned in it for it to even exist. If you are in a room with a cat the universe is both finely tuned and not finely tuned at the same time. Being finely tuned is a survival mechanism of the univese it creates a finer and finer picture and you see less and less of the truth. You get more of what you want but see less of God.
  11. Its both infintely intelligent and the most retarded brain dead thing in existence. It can create the universe from both a brain dead state and intelligent. God dosent think and when it is it dosent know its doing it. God can't self reflect to see it has the intelligence it is when it is, and isn't it when it isn't. If god were a simulation it has saved every state its simulation has experienced and claimed every state as itself.
  12. You want to repent. You are repenting every time you feel like you did something wrong. Every time you feel like you did something wrong you give yourself away to that moment. Repenting is just shadow work. You don't want to go to heaven until after you repent if you don't you will go to heaven lesser than you were when you left as you will have left emotions to matter. Jesus is a tool for the simulation to use as a symbol for something holy. Jesus is the first holy thing you see you assign holiness to Jesus. We forget ego kicks in and the ego hates Jesus. Now we are without holiness cause that's Jesus and will leave that feeling with Jesus unless we accept Jesus back and reclaim the feeling of being holy ourselves. You say you cringe to accept Jesus, you should ask why I feel so cringey to type that Jesus is my saviour. He is our saviour the simulation introduced us all to Jesus as our saviour. We can use this tool to surrender. Jesus is the son of God we are all the son of God. Jesus is telling us this we can thank Jesus for telling us and saving us from forgetting it. You can use Jesus as a tool of the system to protect you in the abyss. That's why its there. You can love Jesus if you want too. A key part of this is to learn that there is a process in your mind that is specifically designed through natural evolution to keep you confused and scared and thinking about problems, its like your arm or your leg. You cannot stop it and you can never know the answer to this part of your mind. Logic has loop holes and you cant know everything its impossible. The ego will use these infinite loop holes in language to create infinite problems when there are none ,you are perfect with or without Jesus. Understanding this is the end of all problems. You can use Jesus as a tool to save yourself because the Holy book said that Jesus forgives everything and Jesus is God therefore God forgives everything I do and I get to go to heaven. That's what these people are doing. The symbol for Jesus has immense power. Its worshipped by Gods throughout the entire planet. If you want to use it use it. I have a feeling your ego has immense feelings of holiness behind Jesus it is hiding behind.
  13. I just got an insight listening to this. The present moment dosent even exist. Its just hallutions of past and future creating an illusion that we can live in the present. The goal of trying to live in the present is to try to get there and then see you cant because its non existence. It cant be thought of or reflected upon. You are actually just pictures of what happened and what you think will happen. When you stop thinking you will reach the present moment and see its not even there. Its just a void flicking between past and future events its thinking happened and what will happen.
  14. Its fined tuned with logic. It makes itself tuned before logic then uses logic as a way to finely tune itself by making the logic user think its finely tuned with logic.
  15. Why not assign citizens guns in someway that has nothing to do with government and lock them away and let them go get it when they want to protect themselves from the government. The call of the void is a real thing. People especially when socially conditioned to be insane and guns are not a good combo. Do you think if the government stops using guns and only drones with bombs to kill, that citizens should be able to get their own drone bombers to defend themselves against the government?
  16. Ive done the same thing 3 bottles of red wine and we were playing on ice and i slipped and absolutely cracked the back of my head on the ice. It was the worst hangover ever. When these things happen unless I pass out I generally ignore them and they go away without anything. You are probably hung over.
  17. They know how to surrender easier than men. They have less control and have to move with the current more. Men often fight it.
  18. This is who young men in canada had to learn sex about. What the fuck did they do to us.
  19. @Hardkill Its just the tip of the iceberg, there are also millions of Indian men obsessed with pornography. I would say its a mix. If you live in Canada you might have noticed that pornography genre have switched to India porno. Its like a 12 year old finding porno but they are 30. 0 proof just speculation.
  20. Robots. All these people have bots as followers to make people think tha'ts what you need to be to get famous.
  21. I tried sadhgurus toothpaste it was pretty good. Its ginger and something else flavour and brown.
  22. I visit other dimensions I lost all contact with my body and went into my eyes and it felt like a 2d dimension where I could just move from one side of my vision to the other and up and down, not move my head at all. Reality turned very sharp and crystallized and turned into a board game and I felt like I was playing every peice on the board game at the same time.The board game looked like a mayan calender with all those little men and pictures of faces. It felt like I had 100 arms and was moving every peice at the same time including my own at lightning speed. Then it felt like I went to a 1 dimensional state where I was just looking but couldnt move my head or eyes up or down or side to side I was just looking at one big picture. And it was like reality was made of a long string of rooms going from left to right. I was moving left and right through rooms I stopped at a purple room it was a doctor office. There was a green alien with a stick pointing at a chair and then I felt an immense pressure and sound like squeezing the last of toothpaste going from the right side of my field to the left. It felt like I was a tube and this printer thing was putting pressure of forgetfulness into my consciousness and it was squishing me to mind wipe me and I will forget what is happening. I suddenly gained the ability to move around in the room and I was running towards the left side of the room with my eyes trying to get away from the mind wipe but it got me as it was running me over to squeeze out my memories I start chanting I am I am I am I am I am. Then I was kicked out and there was like waves of blue and red and purple light that made reality. I was coming back but I couldnt see my body yet it looked like my body was under a blanket of red and purple and blue waves of light. I stopped moving to observe and I found I was quickly forgetting I had a body, then I started to feel scared so I got up to walk around and I could now see my body. I saw a massive outline of a square in my perceptual field and it looked like I was in the editor mode of reality. For some reason it felt like I could spawn anything in this mode so I tried but nothing happened. Then I sat down and I zonked out of my body again and I am inside and outside in dark cavern and there is an infinite library of books. I am inside and outside the library at the same time, the version of me inside the library is grabbing algorithms for the version of me outside the library. I can see it looking in a book pointing at an algorithm and ripping the page out and throwing it into the air to the version of me that isnt in the library, it says 'This is you' when it does it. It does it 3 more times and then I am in a different library now it is very fancy and the same thing happen there. Then I leave and I come back into my regular state and I am looking at my cat and I see that this is the same cat I have had since the dawn of time and I created it to keep me company when I am lonely. I saw my cat shift through different times and it made me very sad but happy that I could do such a beautiful thing anyway.
  23. God will put you through several million mini games this is one. Why are you here ? Because you are on this mini game. Its like playing Mario party and asking why am I playing this mini game. You dont have to you can stop playing.