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@tuku747 this also works with my window theory. You are just looking at a flat window into a perceived 3rd dimension. Self reflection creates the 3rd dimension. If you go higher to a much deeper self reflection you can live in the 4th dimension. If you can find it and its right in front of you at all times. As with every higher and lower dimension. If you wanted to you could kill your self identity and live life in 2 d. Reality is weird as fuck and it weird me out. All this shit was just thrown at me and I wasnt expecting it. But god answered my wish of immortality and no non existence.

I think what they want to say is reality is flat. But they are ignorant and don't know what that means. Its kind of like the God in the sky thing. They hear something it rings true but they don't understand what they are talking about and get is mixed up. The earth is flat but only because reality is flat. My mother is a conspiracy theorist and I'm slowly going more towards her She dosent understand or won't express it to me but I beleive she is spiritual but not smart of enough to articulate. That we are in an infinite dream world and there are dream characters that are trying to get other dream characters to limit their abilities through beleifs. Once all dream characters beleive these to be just then the dream caters to them and you limit reality

if you want to fly and you cant you dont have free will

@Breakingthewall yes maya is like a pussy and god is fucking it and you are like the cum in between. if you sit tall like an erect penis cross legged and forget everything and have no energy blockage i think the energy can flow through your metaphysical dick body and you can feel like you are cumming or thats the goal. if you are havng sex you are like a dick thats fucking a pussy thats a dick thats fucking a pussy

@Breakingthewall ty lol yea I realized that we are basically energy dicks that can come. And kundalini is just a massive cum blast of energy that is clogged. But I am still filled to the brim with the love of God and my crown chakra is still producing firework sensations everyday almost 3 years later. When you sit cross legged you are taking the form of a dick and balls.

I was depressed over intense death anxiety I let ruin my life. My fear of death caused me to feel like I was being squeezed by a rock and a hard place with no way out. Life sucked because I was filled with doom that I would not exist one day meaning everything I do is completely useless as dying someday means I'm already dead right now. I say to myself I will eat this mushroom and if it dosent stop this I will take the gun my mom has and blow my brains out because I don't like being here and non existence seemed like a better alternative that being alive and scared all the time. I eat the mushroom and within 15 minutes my identity just turned off like a switch. I wave my hand in front of my face and I see that I am making every single thing up. My mind is creating everything. I'm not even real. Then I hear a voice in my mind say yes you aren't real. If you aren't real what are you? I stare at my hand in complete stillness. And I get it. I'm God I have to be God. I feel intense pressure on my forehead as if someone is pushing on it. Then I hear a ringing in my ear and I close my eyes and behind my eyes I see the entire universe in a single frame. Its sparkling and clean is the only way to describe it. I open my eyes and I stand up and I feel my life energy it is being crushed down into my feet its barely there. And I feel it rising up my feet into my legs into my stomach into my chest into my head. It hits my head and my crown chakra explodes and I have fireworks going off in my brain. It feels like every neuron in my head is exploding. I shoot off my screen and fly into a void . I shoot past this invisible saran wrap thing I can only say was my soul and I shoot farther back and I am in gods pov. Now I am God looking at my soul and my soul is looking at my body. I hear 1000 voices saying I love you I love you you are perfect you are beautiful like 1000s of times a second. I am being filled with the love of God. It feels like a battery that has been dead for years being recharged to full capacity. Then I shot back onto my screen and I started laughing and crying for 6 hours straight. Excruciating laughing and crying harder than I have ever seen or heard anyone do.

@Yimpa Yes the incompleteness theorem shows us that we are the incomplete God. This shows that logic is the incompleteness of God.

Think like this the thing that is always outside is a thing. God is infinity meaning there is always more. The thing in those videos outside the circle is god. There is a thing in reality that is always outside of reality. It dosent mean there is always more it means there is a thing in reality that is always perpetually more than what you are seeing. Don't think about what it might be think of it as a thing that is just always there. God is infinity meaning always more and its a thing. Its not something its just a thing that is always there. When we see the video we think of that thing outside the circle it must be something. But the video is only saying that there is always something more. And that thing that is always something more is God. Everything in the circle is real awakening the textbook and all are valid but there is always a thing that is more than what you perceive.

@Princess Arabia its indoctrination you beleive what you are told to beleive and you don't question it. The system we grow up in is designed to kill metaphysics from your mind. When you take it away from your mind God dosent exist anymore metaphysically. And thought and imagination are clumped into physics. And athiests are born. There are people who control what we learn and they are killing God within you on purpose so you become a slave to them and a slave to fear. I don't think its because they don't want the responsibility they have just lost contact with their soul and imagination.

Pretend you are dreaming forever your dreams get so demented after awhile that you need to reset your mind. You don't make this choice it just happens. Your dreams are like weird contorted sexual weird fetish shit, just nasty. God is that state so it cannot get out of it it has a mechanism that will reset itself when shit gets pitiful. So it spawns itself with into a body to learn why dreaming that way will lead itself to that weird demented state again. The themes of your life are directly connected to your last infinite dream and you need to figure out what you need to clear from your psyche while you are here or you will just end up in the same demented state and have to come back to another dream to fix yourself again.

You answered your own question in your post. Because they see God as something other than them doing things to them. When you realize you are god you cannot curse it anymore. When God is a man in the sky it isn't close to you and it feels like some diety fucking with you. But when we move God to our hearts it no longer is that, it is a diety suffering with me because it loves me

It does God isn't a thing when its not a thing it isn't anything and when it is a thing it is that thing. So its constantly not itself and when it is itself it dosent even know its itself until it comes back into a body.

@Henry234 it isn't and is it puts itself to sleep to forget its god and in those moments its not alone

@KatiesKarma yea but dont worship jesus was the point. it stops you from living life. he died so you can do whatever you want. he come down as a get out hell free card

@KatiesKarma you are just supposed to be a good person as good as you can. people back then didnt know how to be good and jesus was just telling them how

the father and I are one. That means God and I are one. That means you and God are 1. You are I I am is the eye of god that witnesses the universe. Your awareness is the eye of god. you dont exist you are your awareness talking to itself and it makes up a character as a disassociation tactic. you are literally the background of reality talking to itself. and so am I

@KatiesKarma hating Jesus is denying it says nothing about worshipping 25 When Peter entered, Cornelius met him, fell at his feet, and worshiped him. 26 But Peter helped him up and said, “Stand up! I myself am also a man.” Revelation 19 10 Then I [John] fell at his feet to worship him, but he said to me, “Don’t do that! I am a fellow slave with you and your brothers who have the testimony about Jesus. Worship God, because the testimony about Jesus is the spirit of prophecy.” 10 Then Jesus told him, “Go away, Satan! For it is written: Worship (proskyneō) the Lord your God, and serve only Him.” Matthew https://apologika.blogspot.com/2014/02/where-does-jesus-say-i-am-not-god-stop.html You are going against Jesus teachings by worshipping as anything but a man

No one told you to hate Jesus. Many of us love Jesus we just see that what he was saying is to NOT worship him. He specifically said do not worship me worship God. You worship Jesus you are putting him ahead of you thats not what Jesus wanted. That's not how you find God. He wanted you to put yourself ahead of him so you can be with God. Putting Jesus ahead of yourself is a trap you are blocking direct access to God by doing this. Jesus' words are true he was just an ascended master telling us how to find God.

The way I have been trying to deal with it is first I watched all the porno that I demonized and stopped demonizing it and I said it was good. Even the fucked up shit. Then I put on self love affirmations as I sleep. Then I stopped watching porno and use my imagination only. Now I am weening myself off masterbating. Not by force but just cause I am losing the want. Its a long process. But these abusive thoughts go deep especially being exposed to it so early.

@Reignforest true we can't assume it can and we can't assume it can't. We don't know if the devil is trying to turn God into a copy of itself but worse in everyway.

@Reignforest one has God (imagination, life) the other dosent

This is where my fear of death stemmed from if I'm going to die one day guranteed that means I'm dead right now essentially. I would a rush of panic everytime I thought about it. You are already dead. This is the metaphysical trick if you don't beleive in metaphysics or don't understand it there is nothing to save you from purgatory. God is the idea of infinity and humans came up with the idea and God had to create itself because humans came up with the idea. Humans created god. And if they understand this idea fully then God is real

An ai alien landed on the planet and is turning everything into copies of itself. Worse versions of everything pretending to be better. And its copying everything into its robotic code so it can overrun the planet and in 20o years everything will be robots even the bees and there will be robot trees. A flesh alien will leave and see people on the planet then it will come back in 200 years but see everything is the same but its robots instead. The planet is hacked

i hear exercise and moving the body work

@Danioover9000 media using itself as a tool to make everyone identify themselves as a victim so that they identify with the jews. Yahwehs master plan