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@Yeah Yeah you basically see you exist forever so there is no reason not to be in any situation. Your situation won't change but your outlook will. God knows it exists forever so it dosent care at the end it ends up in the same spot. There is a big reason why people go athiest before God you are looking for something to save you when you are it. Christianity tells us God is out there looking at us but its inside of you and right now its pissed off that what its trying isn't working. Stop trying start living the seed is already planted. God can't be happy cause you aren't. The best thing you can do if you haven't seen God is just live life the way you want too and ignore everyone who's shitting on you. The worst is trying to see it. Its already there in front of you. By trying to see God you are saying its not in the spot it is.

@Schizophonia i was completely aware and sober the entire time. The only time I freaked out is when reality turned into waves of blue and red and purple light. I could still move my hands but it was like they were under a blanket I couldn't see them but I could see their outlines. I was moving around my house and it was like I was in editor mode of a video game. Even an alien came and mind wiped me and I didn't freak out. Weirdest shit I have ever seen. The entire 20 gram trip lasted 1 hour and went away. I even saw akashic records. Its sort of like seeing deeper and deeper into light until you see a wave if light and look into it and see everything is like a very complex weird computer system with tubes and shit. Sort of like a mac book monitor where the computer is inside the monitor. If you look close enough you can see the computer behind the screen.

@Schizophonia not 29 20 sry it was huge. I wasnt thinking just playing games eating and then they were gone. There wasn't even a come up i was just there then a portal opened and I was in a simulation area.

@Schizophonia yes dry. I was drinking with my friends playing league one night and I was growing shrooms and dried them out. Since I had liquid courage I just ate 90 percent of left overs I had. I didnt see anything trippy until in the middle of a game I felt like something scary was coming up behind me. I kept looking behind me but there was nothing there and when I turned my head it was always behind me. I was spinning around in circle cause it kept feeling like something scary was coming up behind me and I realized its in my head and just sat there and let the fear flow through me. Then I fuzed together with reality and everything became 2d. So I had roughly 15 beer and close to 20 grams of shrooms. I was gone but it wasn't as scary as I thought it was just super fking weird.

@aurum When I ate 20 grams of shrooms the background and the foreground merged together and I was in 2d. No more body just a flat screen and me looking at it. It felt like a portal was opening up behind my head but it was actually just the idea that I have a head disappearing. Once you reach that stage it feels like you are in a computer.

@BlueOak i know you weren't saying cities are ugly you are saying they are beautiful and then you get sick of them and they become ugly and then you see nature and say thats beautiful. Nature isn't inherently beautiful you only say that cause you are enclosed within a safe city and not being hunted. If you went into nature and bear mauled you you wouldn't say nature is beautiful. If you sat in a wet fart smelling swamp you wouldn't say this is beautiful. If you stood on the edge of an erupting volcano you wouldn't say this is beautiful. The beauty you saw in the city when you first get there dosent dissapear after 15 years and the beauty in nature dosent re appear after you lived in a city for 15 years. Its just you doing it both are always there. You aren't overriding any emotion you are choosing to feel the emotion. Logic will shrink metaphysical concepts to nothing, that are always there and still there even if you feel like they are not there. You aren't getting the fact that beauty is in the eye of the beholder its not objective and any object can be viewed or seen in any metaphysical way and you are choosing to see it as a certain way based on your survival. If survival wasn't in question there would be no reason for a bear mauling you to not be beautiful and to pick anything other than beauty is retarded. To pick to not see beauty and perfection everywhere is retarded but we must survive.

@BlueOak just because you get bored of living in a city doesn't mean its beauty goes away. Its a survival mechanism thats built into the body. Anything can be seen on any metaphysical way at any time because all metaphysical concepts are there by default its just wethere or not you want to use them. Its survival. You are going against inate harmony when you say something isn't beautiful the act of doing it is going against the inate harmony. Standing or sitting where you are right now. Anger lust happiness boredom laziness every feeling is in your fov. Wether you choose to react to one is up to you.

@Davino Thats why meditation to focus on yourself is a thing. You can get lost because its all in your face. Its not if, but when you forget again. Thats why we spawn here we forgot.

@Mixcoatl Now is a void of nothing. If you reached the present moment you would see it has no context cant think and dosent even exist. Humans basically live in past and future because they are running from the fact that nothing is happening. If there was one drone frequency its like we are looking inside of the drone frequency and we are seeing an infinite variety if frequencies in the drone non existence frequency. And yours is one path it has you can go to any cause you are the lone drone frequency comparing yourself against other frequencies in the drone. You aren't a frequency you are experiencing one and then another and are able to tell the difference only because you stay the same. The only way yours can fuck up is it you fuck it up.

@MixcoatlIf there is a movie screen nothing is happening to the movie screen except pictures. If the movie screen takes form of a character then things are happening to it but not from the perspective of the big picture and only if the big screen wants to it can equally say nothing is happening on my screen its just light. I think your mistake is thinking the change is happening to something or that something can change.Change exists but its nothing is changing its just a thing that exists. Its like a thing that everything(God) does. All frequencies exist at the same time but you have separated yourself or twisted yourself so you can experience a certain one and can see it change. Like the radio stations are playing around you if your ears changed frequencies you could hear them. Everything is playing around you but your ears tune into one channel so you dont lose it.

@Sugarcoat Its like beauty. Beauty takes up the entire field of view by default. In order to point out something is beautiful you must use an empty language cell and put the idea of not beautiful in it to point at what you find beautiful because its always there. The samething is done with me. Me is everywhere all the time but in order to point out where we are in me we must create an empty language cell and put the idea of not me in it to point at ourselves. The illusion is that me isnt there by default.

He dosent know how to have a conversation. He knows how to teach people. Hes never learned anything hes just reading books and coming to conclusions. This is what is meant by using your intellect not your intelligence. Hes claiming to know God without feeling it how can you know its qualia by looking at it?

@Sugarcoat There is no empty space between you and things its a mental construct of nothing that dosent exist in physical reality(you cant show me it). The distance and separation exist in your mind. The idea of 'me' that you put around the outline of your body creates a seperation as well, I am here and that is over there, it is a way for you to tell where 'you' are. The only reason you feel that way is cause you have an mental idea of yourself. Dreams are in 2D and reality is in 2D cause its a dream. 11:45 Physics has already proven space and time are doomed. That means they never existed.

Probably cause you arent entirely sure it was wrong. You dont need to apologize for anything you said and once its out of your mind its out of everyones mind.Unless you purposefuly lie to hurt people then everything else is fair game and if the person gets hurt thats them seeing it. If you completely make up something about someone they wont care. But this is karma.

Even thinking about commiting and not commiting is confusing the situation way more than it has to be. Thinking about what karma and what karma you dont have is probably a useless task. You have no idea if its more women or a connection you want. Just go with the flow dont think about any longer term commitment than it has to be. Anything can happen and when you invite another infinity into the situation anything x infinity can happen. You dont have control.

@koops Then you cant use language to talk about it. Words are beliefs.

Not leo but you are leaving yourself out of the equation of absolute truth. You get a say in what is happening but have been programmed from school and society to bow to everyone else and not yourself. You might not always be right but should never deny your say. So both are right and can counter because the being in first person gets to dictate what they experience. If they discuss they can have opposing views but the person who is aware knows when they are bullshitting themselves. Thats why the first one to start calling names is usually the loser. Reality is basically a bunch of people telling you stuff about the world to form your worldview. We have been lied too you can beleive anything you want.

Because you are logically making up whats happening after the fact.

@TruthFreedom I am just trying to cleanse my imagination right now. Fear of death is worse than solipsism, solipsism after fear of death is a cakewalk. Its just weird.Being scared of nothing is worse than being scared of something. Something is an infinite bonus.

@TruthFreedom Cope.

@TruthFreedom Its okay I have no friends in life because I am too logical. Its not fun.

@TruthFreedom I cant take your sovereignty. Are you saying dont have a discussion?

@Thought Art Yes I will stop. I can feel his insanity because I see it too. The only difference is he is taking it way more seriously cause he is scared.

@Thought Art My purpose in talking to people about God is to try to awaken them and it is doing something to him. We are here to find God via words. I am not trying to harm anyone . I didnt cry anything and I'm not bullying I said no names I want him to see God. I had no idea he was mentally ill. I am mentally ill too the difference between me and him is I see it and he must see it to grow he is scared of God. Its not my fault he gave my words meaning thats his own intelligence. I thought we were trying to mind fuck ourselves here. Causing an existential crisis is the point of the conversation.

@Salvijus Yes the beauty is that you are an infinite object inside God. Inside Gods reflection like we are in the reflection of surfaces. Gods surface always reflects us cause we are inside infinity.