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I think there alot of men who travel over seas from America to find women to marry, you could find someone like that. But most single men are single at that age for a reason.

Not sure about enlightenment but they are definitely more spiritual so it could be higher than men. I beleive they have to be more submissive so they are easy to surrender but they also relinquish their authority to do so. Women are more open minded and emotional mostly, men tend to focus on physicality and ignore spiritual stuff. Maybe it will change

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I dislike Santa because Santa is babies first gaslight but Merry Christmas

I'm pretty sure when you realize there's nothing behind you its the beggining of you getting sucked put of 3d. I had a similar feeling it felt like something was sneaking up behind me and I kept turning around in a circle cause it was scary but it was always behind me. I had to just sit there in the fear it brought and I got sucked out of my body. If you can sit there with no fear and focus on a dot on the wall shit will get way crazier you will faze put of reality like link does in when he going into the dark world. And you will see other dimensions. Totally alien dimensions and you will just be watching. I hear a voice and it told me to focus on a dot on the wall. it felt like my conciousness was a rock wrapped in a plastic bag and the bags handles were outside the back of my head and someone was pulling it but my conciousness was too big. Then I just totally let go and my conciousness was naked and I slipped out. Its like an insane trance. Its like a portal opens in your mind and you can get sucked out.

@bebotalk they can withhold facts thats not truth or morally neutral.

@OldManCorcoran you can look and find the source of all sound and focus on it. Its like a little black hole worm in your mind. I like to sit in a place with alot of noise and try to find the source of it all.

@OldManCorcoran no but God created it so it feels like it is. So I will just hang out and try not to get sucked into the drama. I will treat people like they are real.I beleive there is information I can learn from so rather than think about who is saying it cause there is no one not even me.i will focus on context. We might all exist in some metaphysical plane together before we reach ultimate solipsism. God put us here cause there is a problem with us and we need to figure it out. Treat it like a mentally healing and energy and awareness sim.

@Osaid i think reality is a flat plane like a tv screen. Maybe they look so weird they appear 2d because our brain has never rendered them so we can't decipher their form properly. 3d has to be developed by seeing 2d a bunch of times. And if you have no reference of it you have to see 2d first. This might be how to see in 4d. By seeing the 3d cycles in your life a bunch you can see the cycles of 4d and can predict events in time or consciously change it.

@OldManCorcoran i was watching a sadhguru video and he was talking about aliens and said they were cardboard cut outs too. When I saw an alien it was 2d. I will have to train my brain to see cardboard people. Very interesting to contemplate philosophical cardboard zombies

Did God created mannequins to move around and then he just goes inside of them and starts thinking about what is happening?

We don't know what will happen. You might die and wake up 40 years later after you've already lived 40 years unconsciously again having no memory of this life. We don't know if you die you are in heaven or you die and become a rock.

I remember a nightmare I had as a child barney rubble and Fred Flintstone are walking and talking down a road. As they walk the background dissapear and they stop talking but their mouths keep moving and they are still acting like they are talking to eachother. I didn't know until recently but it was my mind showing me that nothing is happening. And the fear that came with the dream was intense. We are scared of nothing because nothing is the end of us. If you can remeber and decipher dreams you had as a child you will see your mind during dream is creating your reality and showing you how its doing it at the same time but you don't have the language to articulate it so you don't know what's happening. You will probably remeber you have had dreams that were trying to show you God and the fear that comes with seeing God. Its like an eerie weird terror feeling

@Butters I think maybe he thinks people cant heal themselves because he hasnt been able to heal himself and others and thats what he originally wanted to do

@AtmanIsBrahman Trying to understand the universe through human is giving it a human bias. When you are not working with human logic you see human is made up. When you are pure conscious you see human was something consciousness was making up. You have it backwards. Pretend enclosed systems contain nothing, a nothing that exists and is an entity in the universe and its conciousness. A human body contains nothing until you open it, when a system is closed it creates an entity that cannot exist in infinite reality this is the observer it is nothing. Every closed system has the same entity and when you die and your closed system opens you go to the largest closed system entity, the entire universe. The crazy thing is literally everything is an enclosed system even without boundaries. A field, a dirty toilet, a wall with moss an acre, 17 pineapples. You can open up all these closed system in your mind and see that literally nothing is happening and you are the ultimate closed system looking in on itself. And you see that you are the entity nothing that exists in all closed systems. Because non existence cannot exist by definition nothing has to exist and it exists but its hiding !

I think you can awaken and have no idea what is happening or happened. Consciousness needs no logic. A deer gets raped in the woods later something is coming out of it. It has no idea what is happening to it the two events are not related. You still need to figure out what is happening. All awakening is is oh shit i see god what is happening to me. You still can figure out how god works.

Hes not saying if you live to 84 you will instantly live forever he is saying if you have enough awareness when massive identity changes happen you can see God. Or if you have enough awareness when while your identity disappears you can see God. He also said that it can happen when you are 32-33 and it happened to me. That's why psychedelics are so good you get an instant change in consciousness and you can see God when that happens. Consciousness normally shifts so smoothly you don't notice it at all. Like if an 84 year old has a massive change in personality if they see that and have the awareness to ask themselves what is happening to me they may be able to decipher what is happening.

Human is what happens when a God dies. It cant die it just goes unconscious and starts dreaming.

Good contemplation This post lead me to have an insight about life. When we interact with people on a forum we are reading text creating a persona of them based on what we see of them. We interact but have very little idea about the person and anything we do we are making up purely on almost nothing. A couple sentences or paragraphs at more. Now when we are irl we interact with someone and its the exact same thing instead of text its an audio file. Everything they say is self interpreted by us with minimal data and we can never actually know the person cause they are not even there, They are outside of it looking in.

@Someone hereI think Im talking about existential nihilism. Knowing I was going to die led me to the conclusion that my life is already over, meaning to me that anything I did dosent matter at all. There is no reason to do anything because I'm already dead. If I have 100 percent chance of dying I may as well not exist right now because Im already dead, my death is 100 percent certain. I feel like life was like the cows in this video. God lets you out of the prison to see light and dance for a short time then you must go back. I was left with the question, why would you even show me this? Why am I here to just be put back into nothing. So I would look out and see the cows playing and I would be on the side knowing something they dont know. That they are going to be put back into the barn in 10 minutes for eternity and they cannot escape it. This must be existential nihilism. Finding God was like realizing its the reverse. Im am, is the cage and Im putting myself in it.

I dont know if you have to be a nihilist but from my experience being nihilist is the last step before enlightenment. You are emptying your cup so you can fill it. Emptying your cup creates a black hole in the mind so your third eye can blow open.

@BlessedLion yes but it worked for me I hit prob 15 days without jerking off last month and it wasn't hard. A year ago I was masterbating 7 times a day and couldn't stop. I'm not counting the days that abstain as I think thats a trick but I have been abstaining more than I ever have with this method. Its not a goal for me but something I'm just gradually doing. I used to have extreme death anxiety and the only way I could fall asleep at night for probably 20 years was to think about fucking anything I could. I would use my imagination and sex as sort of a pillow before I go to sleep to stop me from thinking about non existence and scaring myself. I have a dirty mind because of it and I am just working on that rn. But on the bright side I now have a very vivid and realistic imagination as I was unconsciously honing it with sex thought that whole time. I think i was doing sex meditation without knowing.

Contradictions in point 2 and 3. 2. Feel guilty because these people don't want to be in porn 3. Don't feel guilty. I have stopped the need for masterbating excessively tp pornography and the way I did it was to masterbate excessively to everything pornographic. People demonize the pornography they watch and it leads to addiction. The way I did was watch all the pornography I demonized in the past and nutted to it and then after instead of telling myself I'm disgusting I tell myself I love myself. Think about every dirty thing you have ever demonized yourself for. Your mother your sister your father think about fucking all of them and when post nut clarity comes don't say I'm disgusting say I am beautiful and I enjoyed that. Masterbation is demonized hard in the west and this can lead to a backlog of disgusting feelings you create in your mind that need to be undone. Once you undo them there is no need to watch pornography. You wont even think about it because you have no identity with it.

It will definetly deter newer artists and make artists mood go down but thats not ais fault, thats the artists fault. I am an artist and I have been drawing all my life. I am not as good as ai but I do not feel that it deters me from creating. I have never made money off my art but that should not be how art is made. If it is how you make your money then it sucks but if it stops you from creating you were a phony imo. Art comes from a desire to take your ideas and put them into reality. When I 1st heard about ai art I was initially annoyed but it won't stop me from doing what I like to do. I also agree with diminished attention being a detriment to humanity and I beleive it is being done on purpose by either government or a secret ai alien that is slowly taking over humanity. The wise ones are focusing on this aspect of themselves in these times while the others are letting themselves dissapear through distraction. I am not perfect but I am seeing what is happening to everyone and it does not seem good at all for humanity. I see it within myself too.

If you worry about ai taking your job you aren't an artist you are a paid mimic An artist creates because they like to create. No ai can take your unique mind . You will be able to see ai art a mile away as its not creative humans are. Only people who haven't developed their own style and mimic others styles will suffer