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I would say look at a severely autistic person thats what it looks like. Someone that is drooling and pissing spitting and shitting all over themselves and not caring at all. They are angels, vibration too high to function in a human body. Human is too low for them.

Yes when the words 'absolutely nothing exists and nothing is in control' is right but what most don't get is nothing is a thing. Its the lack of things and that's why are we are looking for things because we don't have anything. We cannot have anything because we are no thing itself. We can't be ourselves if we think we have something, we become slaves to the thing.

You have to note that when you say nothing exists you are still pointing to something that is the only thing that exists. Its still there and its still something. Nothing is the metaphysical beggining and its actively participating in the universe. Look at the wall God is behind the wall now put your hand in front of your face. God is behind your hand now not a wall. And its back behind the wall when you move your hand back. God is behind everything even behind you

@James123 you aren't the ego tho....its a robot programming. God is you without you you are still there when the ego vanishes. This is what God is God is 'you' and its nothing but its still there. You are beyond ego this is just a character.

@James123 in this video the man says there is a you. its a story about a man going to get water he is hallucinating his life and then when its over he finds out its a hallucination. There is still a you at the end of the story.

@James123 the reason for existence is you cannot not exist. Why am I here? Cause I exist forever why not here. God my have a path of living every life through self development in an order and you are just here in that order. Thats why you keep coming back cause you are here in infinity.

I see a realm of purple blue and red light. I was moving my body but I couldnt see my body. When I moved my arms and legs I could see I was moving them cause it looked like a blanket and my legs and arms looked like they were under a blanket. I was walking around fazing in and out of this dimension. It was like rows of waving purple blue and red. And I went to another one right after it was like the background came into the foreground and reality was just 2 dimension. I lost all contact with my body and I was just watching. It was yellow and reality crystallized and then it looked like a mayan board game. I was doing things on the game but I have no idea what was happening. It felt like a video game that an ai was playing. And another was like reality was a 1 dimensional cube and it was purple. it was like an infinite string of rooms that just moved left to right. I saw an alien doctor and the alien doctor started a machine that felt like it was mind wiping me.

There is a saying that in order to have your branches grow tall your roots have to go deep . God is that its branches are infinitely tall therefore its roots infinitely deep. It has to go as low as it does high. God wants to see its roots it wants to see what it is so it goes to the roots to see it and it's terrifying. God is scared of its roots but it cant get away from them cause it is its roots. So it kinda keeps sling shotting itself over and over again. It puts itself on the slingshot and goes as low as it can and slingshots itself into the branches when it dies or awakens.

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@Ima Freeman yes fear of non existence is the secret of humans all humans have this just a few will focus on it. Since I was baby I had the idea of non existence and it scare me but I keep poking and I see God and I merged with the fear and it was the best feeling ever.

You have to focus on it a long time. I deal with this fear for 30 years if you have fear of non existence you are poking God. You gotta keep poking it and poking it and poking it until it crushes you. Poke it enough time and you will eventually merge with it on accident.

They will do things you dont expect and you will like it. And they smell good. You will feel love come from them. Its not all about sex, they make your life more enjoyable cause they do unexpected cute things that men dont think about. You miss out on these things and it is a special feeling that you dont let out alot and feels good to do. They can help you open up your heart and if you dont get attached to them doing it you can have it open forever.

This is why you have to sit up straight. You want to get into the mode of falling asleep and waking up many times. You do this like 50 times in a row and you will enter a trance. You want to sit up straight you will start to fall asleep then jolt up and start over and over keep focusing on what is happening. Do it right when you wake up to instantly start the sleeping process and before the sun comes up I heard so your ego is at is quietest.

Stop by removing the guilt and regret.

@MellowEd Its just THE force of reality. And everything comes from it, including you. The void can wake up to itself and it dosent know if its the first time its awoken. If 1000000 years ago you awoke to the void then slowly drifted off into unconscious dream and then today you awoken again in the void the void would have the same question 1000000 years ago as it does today. Is this the first time I've awoken? There is no one to answer you as everything is you and everything is nothing. Since there is nothing there it is very easy to lose track of everything even the fact that you exist. The void can forget it exists and sit there as a void forever.The only quality I can think that the void has is it can be unconcious or concious. It can be sleeping or alert but both states are void so you dont even know you are sleeping. Imagine never being able to close your eyes cause you dont have any and you are sleeping and waking up without opening or closing eyes. And you are in a void of darkness so theres no difference between them just you are unconcious and then concious. The void can think too but it dosent know its thinking. Its just reacting to what is happening to it. And it can react in infinite ways cause its infinite personality. The void threw its self knowledge away and is trying to find itself again as God. But it cant just theorize it has to have a reaction from itself. When you have this reaction it is the start of your spiritual journey to become God. Which is to become void here and then when you go to the void you can have any reaction you want. So you choose infinite orgasms and call it love.

@MellowEd God creates differences, all of them turn into the same thing when you are dead. You know salt and honey have the exact same consistency taste to God. All taste comes from nothing all smell comes from nothing all shape and form come from nothing. Everything is the same thing. Dying is realizing that the difference between salt and honey was being made up by you but they do still have a common beginning and its the consistency of nothing and taste and smell of nothing and shape and form of nothing and you can experience it.

@r0ckyreed your bliss body will be there after you die you get this body only a little bit. How do you know when you die you wont be like i wish I focused more on cumming in that body.

I thought the goal of life was to orgasm as many times as possible

It would be like you curse them. 'Yada yada God.' Starts screaming and crying and laughing on the floor for 6-10 hours.

@MellowEd but you can see how you are doing it.

My family was broken since I was 5 so cutting off family just happen slowly. No one in my family speaks to eachother.

You aren't a human in a body you are a black hole looking at itself.

@cetus I think we are a black hole that what God is. Look behind you without moving your body it is God a black hole!

I have never been scared on them. I only had 3 big trips and the first one was the most beautiful experience of my life the second was the weirdest experience of my life and the third one I just feel lonely and sad. Never bad but very weird. On the second one I felt dissolution sneak up on me and it scared me for like 30 seconds but I just said I cant do anything stopped playing games and then went onto my couch and it went away and weird shit start happening. I don't really wanna do them all the time, literally anything can happen. On my second trip it felt like an alien was mind wiping me, and on my third trip my entire vision went into alien eyes.

@Max1993 God is preserving the blood line cause those women are hot af.