Hojo

Yes you gain the insight when you see the world is empty. You see that you are creating the feelings of everyone from where you sit. You have never felt anyone. You have created an unique feeling for everyone you have ever met.

You just make up what people think about you. Make up that they love you. Then you can stop.

You are in heaven and you are looking out a window from heaven into the physical world. And you are thinking you are in the physical world and not in heaven. Heaven is a void of nothing and you can see it behind you.

Reality is perfect because you are the bad, but you dont exist and you arent in it right now. You got kicked out for being the bad.

@Princess Arabia Its true it dosent make any sense. I remember thinking if I had a big company with trillions of dollars I would be researching immortality first. How is no one researching this? Every single company should be researching this but no one is how does this make any sense. It seemed to me like the only thing to do. Dont you know this is going to stop and you are not trying to stop it or even kinda slow it down at all? Not only that but no one cares! How does no one care about dying? People don't want to talk about it so much that people with fear of death must just sit with it and it will grow.

@LSD-Rumi I just looked it up and that is me. I think I was before I awaken and now its just habit. I am not looking for friend or relationships but if God puts them to me I will probably do it. I was so depressed I forget how to flirt or communicate properly. To be honest I think my fear of death gave me schizophrenia and when I took mushroom it actually cured it, and now Im just sitting here not knowing how to interact with people and I did it for so long that its normal now and it does not bother me to be alone. But I was never diagnosed or showed symptoms beyond depression to others so I dont know. And I know now if I was honest while being checked out I would be diagnosed with it lol. It is weird that the actual schizophrenia is considered normal, you couldn't fuck the society up more on purpose.

I have a dream about Leo a year or so ago we were in a hallway and he was showing me how to shoot ice from my hand but my ice was coming out as just mushy snow. Then explosions came into the sky 100000 fireworks it was aliens and they spelt our we are here in firework explosions.

Easiest way to tell is if they start insulting you for no reason or at all.

Coming from an empath empathy is not real you are just making up others are feeling and thinking. Outside your skull is a void of nothing(emotion feeling egos) you are looking at people and the scenario and thinking how it would make you feel and labeling that to the other person. You cant possibly know what others are feeling or thinking. Being an empath is a curse. If you can do it pick something and focus 100 percent of your attention on it all day. Something special has to happen its how God works.

I died and I have feeling in the morning I was dead. How did I know that I was dead? I was there .Why would I feel grateful to be alive after waking if it was the end? Its not the end. Its the beggining. You cant die you just are forced to let go. Thats why they say let go now. Cause you won't have a chance to let go if you dont do it now. Once you let go you are in the 'dead' state while alive.

@Someone here I will add that he has to mean it because God knows more about you than you know about yourself. You cant lie to God so Hitler would have to deep to his core believe that he did nothing wrong to forgive himself and say it. Think of when you are talking to people and you get uncomfortable you can hide that uncomfortablness or awkwardness you feel. Or if you like someone you might start to change in body temperature, those people dont know it but those barriers dont exist with God, it knows if you lie cheat steal manipulate and why you did it. It dosent give a shit but you give a shit. So God sees this and it knows that it did something wrong because you choose to determine that it was wrong. These are your belief systems in your mind so it very hard to change your mind about what you believe. And when you die you cant do logic anymore so what you believe is kinda locked in and you have to deal with it without logic. If this is true then all Hitler would have to do is forgive himself and God will forgive him. You are just a nameless observer for God. You are just supposed to be observing not judging it says it in the bible. Once you start judging you start creating a false identity that's not God and God has to forgive itself in order to go back.

@Breakingthewall no my heart is closed right now i am trying to open it but I don't know how. i cry everyday cause God filled me with love but after you see Gods love for you simply nothing will compare. Once your heart open to God, love from parents? A joke. love from a girlfriend? A joke. Love from friend? A joke. No one can love you like God I do open myself but I find hard to care about others whatever happens happens. I don't know if I'm doing it wrong only time will tell.

If hitler goes to God and says i forgive myself God will forgive him.

From what Ive heard of Sadguru its your organs talking to you.

He did the power of not knowing.

You are making up a persona and hating it. Dissolve yourself. You are nothing..

Nothing will awaken you, you must get that. You cant magically get nothing. You have to understand what the fuck is happening you have to connect the neurons its literally understanding nothing. Get it??? NO you cant. You have to get an idea then get to the end of the idea. Trying to awaken is a joke. You are grasping to an idea. How can you get to the end while holding the idea? God picks you. And the universe is a loop every word is nonsense including everything I write.

@Breakingthewall That is very good to hear I do same thing. I am using it to make myself feel Good I think I am raising my vibration higher by contemplating God. I have not had a bad day in 4 years thanks to God(Knock on wood). My entire life up to that was a bad day. Before awakening I hate my job I work in a factory was drinking every day hating life and going to do sudoku .After awakening I instantly got a job closer to home with people who all seem to like me and nice and I get gifts all the time and everyone knows me and I am happy. I work in facility with 60 women and they all compliment and be nice to me all day and it is very uplifting place to be for a man. There are signs everywhere saying you are, the best you are, perfect you can make changes instead of dont do this you are fired if you do this. They decorate everything non stop and it is very calm environment to work in. It also help me improve social skills as I was a secluded drunk for 8 years. God will help you !

Have you ever had a dream and go I really wish I was back in real life? Have you ever had a dream about being at work and then waking up and having to go to work again? Have you ever had a dream and been wow that was the most beautiful thing I have ever seen in my life? The goal is permanent dream they are infinite. God is infinite it dosent want to self reflect it wants everything whenever it wants. It is eternal it wants to forget it exists and just have crazy beautiful things happening without knowing it exists forever or reflecting on past or future forever! Being permanently in the moment like a dream.

I have seen a couple meditation retreat videos and they say they do it for 10 days then on day 10 they have to sit without moving at all for 1 hour and a couple of them have say they trance out into their spine and they can feel all the antennae in their nervous system and they are that. This is how they mapped out the human body and spiritual energy spots. You have a special energy field in you.

@Breakingthewall Its literally the most insane thing EVER! You cant die how insane is that I realized almost 4 years ago and everyday I am MIND BLOWN! I BLEW MY MIND AND IT HASNT COME BACK! Its all I think about ! I have not cared about anything but thinking about God and talking about God for over 1500 days straight !

Leo already answered this because nothing is something. Thats the key to God. Finding out that nothing exists and its not just a made up thing.

I think jerking off keep you seperated. How can God cum thinking about someone else. The first time i cum when I was 11 I had panic attack and it felt like i was dying it was the beggining of seperation. I see a video of someone talking about porn addiction and they said that it was a seperation because its something you keep secret from everyone else and you become dishonest with God.

The only one that might be abusive is the first clip the rest are something else.

Done before you started.