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@Grateful Dead It only happens one time. There is only one shitty life to endure. Lumping many single lives as if it happens to the same person is where all this immense suffering comes from. The person goes back to God and its all ok.

@Carl-Richard Self help implies God is doing something wrong with reality. Prove free will. Prove you are not an npc. Oh you cant, just like solpisism, the truth. Whatever happens is the will of God wether you think you can improve on it or not. Now please stop insulting me everytime I say something. I feel like I am being harassed by a mod. Its not fair to be able to insult me when I cant insult your stupid ideas back at you. You are toxifying the server. At least rebut the claim with something. Please tell me how you self improve the self to transend it? How can you do that when the self doesn't even exist? My argument is you do it by ignoring it, you have no control and must accept what happens.

Two owners of social media platforms fighting eachother in the public eye like a Jerry Springer episode.

@zurew Yes there are no should and shouldn't, Gods doing life, not us. You cant not smoke if God makes you smoke. You cant self improve, its a scam. You can only fight against what God is doing. Sometimes you get the shit end of the stick sometimes you get the good end. If you get the shit end and try to make it the good end then God says get back on the shit end, you cant have a good end if the shit end keeps trying to be the good end. The irony of this forum is its a self help forum that openly says the self does not exist to improve on.

@Carl-Richard Thats how it feels to someone with cancer. Thats why they don't go. If they just say I have it and cry, they will accept it and go. Please pardon my miss of a capital letter. The body to a man is schrodinger's cat.

@Carl-Richard hes scared of dying. Face the fear even if he dosent have it he can use this fear as a tool to accept death. It has nothing to do with cancer in a way. Hes going to die and hasn't accepted that means accepting fake or real cancer.

If you have cancer you are going to die anyway. You have no idea if you live tommorow or not. Take the fear and face death with it. You do have it you are going to die very soon. Now what?

@Someone here she victim blaming.

Probably closest emotion is fear for identifying the self.

@SincerityIts like consciousness behind your head is opening up.Your third eye opens in your forehead and reality like twists itself and the third eye is like like behind your head as well. The fear isnt coming from you, your consciousness is opening like a door and you are opening yourself to the void. There is nothing to be scared of. Fear isnt sentient and its not you doing it its just a part of reality, like a qualia. Thats just the qualia of the experience of your door opening, you labeled as dying cause you know what dying is. The logic that you are dying is you making up a story about a qualitative experience. The words dont mean anything. The experience is happening, the logic automatically starts a feedback loop of meaningless words about the qualia that you assigned it.

When I felt like something was behind me I kept turning around in circles and realized it was a portal opening up behind my pov and thats what was making me feel that way. It came with the same feeling of dread or dying. I just realized it was fear itself opening up and sat in it and then entered intense trance.

Very interesting the field around them said it.

People leave the left because they are policing other peoples bodies to the extreme. Life is supposed to be about expression they are pushing the negative expressions in the ground and say you cannot say this. Your body NEEDS to say it. They are too woke its like a work of Satan to silence God from expression.

@Someone here you are using the knowledge well

@kbone if he needs it its fine but maybe down grade to one that barely works for what you need it to do. Its good to have but easy to abuse and if you are on 50 percent of time awake on it and see that its a problem then simply putting it down is way harder.

@Princess Arabia hes spending 50 percent of his life browsing on his phone. The easiest thing to self improve is to stop using it. The easiest way to stop using it is to smash it into peices. If he spent 50 percent of his time doing meth the answer would be to throw the meth away. Its the same thing.

@Someone here you will figure it out when you get off it for awhile. I don't know what you want to do you do but you are hiding it behind the cell phone.

@Someone here then use it for that only. You have to get off it to improve. You said you spend 50 percent of your life on your phone.

Smash your cell phone. You sitting there and its easy to forget your problems. You cant stop so yet rid of it and then you will feel what you need to feel. You need to take away what you are doing to get away from the feeling. You have negative feeling behind the phone and the phone hides them. You just need to get them out and your problems are solved.

They could he real but in the sense that they are meant to be together forever is bullshit. If you have a twin flame it probably won't end nicely. You both are on fire for eachother that results in burning eachother. Twin flames are probably there to break eachother. In the sense God put them together to absolutely ruin one or more parties and that party was the only one the other will allow to do it.

What are you going to do about a genocide on the other side of the planet? Does one person have to go around making everything is perfect? You would exhaust yourself and go insane at the same time.

Autism means you can pick up on energy levels around you super hard and have less of an identity. So you said you had it. Autistics are not not empathetic ,Its like ultra empathy. Its like being gaslit on the energy level. Its kinda like Im not a human I dont have an identity but I am super tuned into my antennea and feel qualia way more. I think I have a form of it and I see thats why I was so depressed. I would go into rooms and feel the negative energy of other humans and think its directed at me or that its how I felt. Like if you are in a room with someone and they feel like shit, you feel it and think why does this person not like me but really they are just negative energy its not their fault or yours. They stim because when an autistic person just sits there,their identity starts dissolving very fast and its feels like dying. Being autistic is like a super power you are highly tuned to energy. It can also get out of control and some of them are in very negative energy areas and just start loosing it. Like an autists will hear and taste colours normally. They will look at patterns and objects and just get blasted with qualia non stop. But they suck at the identity part of life, talking, self, eye contact, following orders, making friends, speech, writing. Autism is more what reality is when you dont have a body then not. You will just fly around experiencing qualia, the body lets you stay in one place while you do it so you can not become the thing. Autism is a gift , people dont realize what autism is. Its not what scientists are saying. You can look at people and feel their qualia.Its like you are a psychologist with no training you automatically can know what the person is feeling. Ignore everything scientist and negative beleifs towards autism. You have it you can see it you can use it you know what it is more than a scientist or psychologist. You can use their tools they give you to help but they dont know whats its like you do. Its like hyper intution trust yourself.

@DodoI was using it as a reference so you can understand what I am talking about. You can know God. Belief is bullshit. You have to know. If you didnt know you could see God and think its a demon. Now you have a problem.